Chapter 4: The Bottomless Abyss

A feather scattered on the ground suddenly encountered a north wind. And it flew up and danced with the wind. Melodious and undulating in the wind, it is sometimes gentle and gentle, sometimes it rises and sings. Floating, spinning, sometimes carried away by the wind of passers-by, sometimes becoming a humble rise and fall in the eyes of others. But it still danced until it flew to the distant kingdom of heaven.

It was already evening when Duanmu Wulie returned to school, and he went to the cafeteria to eat some food first. It was the only meal he had in the day, and the frustration had taken over his entire inner world, and he didn't even feel hungry. Even if he hadn't eaten anything for a day, he wasn't in the mood to eat. He felt as if even the food in front of him was mocking him for being trash.

Duanmu returned to dormitory 430. Take off your suit and put it on the table. Unbuttoned his white shirt and threw it away, then climbed into bed shirtless, and lay down in a daze. The melancholy body and mind finally have a place to soothe.

His dormitory life has the atmosphere of a classic college four-person male dormitory. Some people love to learn, and some people love games. But he is the only one who doesn't like to learn or play. He loves life, and he likes to seize opportunities.

Duanmu lives in Bed No. 1, and he is a very different person. His life was rich and colorful. He loves art, so the posters and logos on his wardrobe are all his own creations. And because he used to be a student cadre, he was still a probationary party member. Just on his own bedside was a picture of Zhou Xiangyu, one of his favorite leaders. He used to love cooking, and he even made a stove in his dorm room in the second semester of his sophomore year. Of course, this is against the rules of the dormitory. He and the people in his dorm used to spend days around the stove without having to go to the cafeteria to eat. He also used to have a special fondness for bookkeeping, a habit he developed in high school. But then I stopped remembering it because there were too many things. These things seemed to pass by like a cloud of smoke, and in the blink of an eye, he was already a senior.

"How's today's job fair?" Wang Ye (hereinafter referred to as Ah Ye) asked while playing the alliance. Ah is also Duanmu's opposite bed, and he sleeps in bed No. 2. He was one of the best roommates in his four years at Duanmu University. They often go out to eat together, soak in the water together, and play together. Ah is also a fat person, with big ears and big eyes, and he is very blessed. He looks like a cute giant panda. His world is full of two-dimensional things. He loves all kinds of Japanese anime and used to be crazy obsessed with anime like One Piece, Naruto, Fairy Tail and so on. So on his closet, the head of the bed is plastered with posters of various anime characters. He has his own male god, and he likes Chen He. So I like others to call him "Wang Chichi", he belongs to the type of otaku.

Duanmu put his hand on his forehead and looked at the roof. He replied in a very frustrated tone: "Hey, it's not good, the company that came to recruit today is really a good company." The treatment and salary are very good, but the academic qualifications of our school are really looked down upon. After speaking, he sighed: "Hey~".

Ah also taps on the keyboard, with a gaming headset. The computer screen cast a light on his face, and he stood up for a moment before replying, "Well, a lot of people who went there today said that." Today, two people went to our class, but they didn't even enter the door, and they came back with a disgraced face. Don't worry too much about it, isn't the job fair just starting now? There are many opportunities in the future. Eh~Eh~, it's over! Finished! The middle lane is going to collapse, the middle lane is going to collapse! ”

Duanmu listened to this and seemed to be very familiar. Isn't this what he said to those two people yesterday when he went to the job fair to feel the atmosphere? I didn't expect my roommate today to say such things to himself. Duanmu said self-deprecatingly: "Haha, yes! Isn't it just beginning? What's there to worry about. Ha ha. ”

At this time, Feng Zetao, the fourth bed in the bedroom (hereinafter referred to as Zetao), put down the books in his hand. Leaning sideways, he took what he had just said and said, "Actually, looking for a job is not a good job. It's about whether the job you're looking for is right for you, and if you find a job that's not suitable for you, you don't like it. A job doesn't have to be a lifetime. The best job is the one that suits you in the end. Zetao was the only person in the bedroom who had a girlfriend, and his desk and walls were plastered with pictures of him and his girlfriend. His computer desktop and his phone screensaver are also photos of his girlfriend. He didn't plan to look for a job at the undergraduate level, and he planned to go to graduate school since his sophomore year, so he has been studying in his dorm room and preparing for exams. He loves sports and loves basketball. Sometimes he's sunny and handsome, and sometimes he's silly. He's supposed to be the kind of warm man.

Duanmu propped up his body with his hands and sat up. He looked at him and blinked. said calmly: "Zetao, although I said that, we must have a job first." After that, I will think about whether this job is good or not, and whether this job is suitable for me. We must first solve the problem of whether there is a problem, and then solve the problem of good or bad. Now that you're going to graduate school, you don't have to think about these things. I'm different. No matter what, you have to find a job first and solve the problem first. Then consider the question of whether the work is good or not. It is necessary to solve the qualitative change first, and then decide on the quantitative change. After four years of college, at least let this college four years have a substantial harvest. ”

Zetao smiled and said, "If you say so, there's nothing wrong with that." At least you have something in your life to fight for. ”

Duanmu responded, "That's true, but it's actually a luxury." When it comes to society, there are some things that are really involuntary. ”

"Then do you want to go tomorrow?" Zetao asked suspiciously.

Duanmu sighed and said, "Hey~ Of course I want to go." Because it's looking for a job, it's the most practical and meaningful thing to do in the whole university. Now the senior year is basically gone, and there is not much to do in the dorm. It's better to go to the society and experience more. But I wanted to try the opportunity at another school, and I didn't want to go to Jianda. ”

Ah Ye tapped on the keyboard, and then said softly, "Then bless you." Come on! ”

In fact, they all know that their academic qualifications can hardly find any good jobs in society. So each has its own solution. Some people choose to go to graduate school, some choose to escape, and some choose to face it directly. The world of men is actually the world of all kinds of animals, some are strong and some are weak, but they are all closely related to each other. They have different experiences, different circumstances, and different views. You can't say which of them is right and who is wrong, because this is the university. In college, there is no right or wrong.

Duanmu continued to lie on his bed. With headphones in his ears, Jacky Cheung's "Song of Troubles" was played: "Don't want anything, call together." No worries. Nothing else is important except breathing, forgetting everything except now. He was bored and opened the circle of friends on his mobile phone. I found a picture, which was a photo of Wang Jianlin during a meeting. It reads:

A sentence that has been very popular recently:

If you even want others to enlighten you to make money,

Everyone wants to be staring, watching, coaxing, encouraging,

I advise you not to do it, you should be poor!

------ Wang Jianlin

Thoughts that come with this moment:

"Society is very realistic, so it should be realistic."

With dissatisfaction with reality, and anticipation for tomorrow. published this dynamic.

Suddenly, he seemed to think of something. He can contact the seniors of the previous session! See how they got a job. He was the first to think of his previous minister, who had also found a good job, so it was better to humbly ask him for advice. He opened the address book in WeChat on his mobile phone, kept swiping down, and found a person with a note called 'Haihua' (hereinafter referred to as Brother Hua).

Duanmu was on the mobile phone screen, tapping with his thumb: "Are you there, Brother Hua"

After a while, Duanmu's mobile phone suddenly vibrate. "What's the matter?"

Duanmu asked expectantly, "Brother Hua, now the school recruitment has begun." It may be difficult for a school like ours to get into a good company. Can you teach my brother some experience, so that I can take fewer detours. ”

After a while, the mobile phone WeChat responded: "Go and see more companies in Huaxia Infrastructure Group, you can try Huaji's company." Huaji First Road and Bridge Bureau is very good, if there is a chance, if you can enter, you can enter. There are also those from the Chikko Bureau, which can also be tried. ”

"Uh-huh, okay. Thank you, Brother Hua. ”

"The companies of Huaxia Railway Construction Group can also go to have a look, but some of their good companies don't recruit us. Bad companies delay wages and work overtime day and night. At last year's job fair at Linhai University, some of the recruits from our school were all from Huaji. ”

"Uh-huh, I know. But I'm afraid I won't be able to hand in my resume. In the past two days, I went to Linhai University of Architecture and Architecture, and no one accepted our resumes. Our resumes will be brushed down directly, and I don't want to go to Jianda anymore. ”

"You can go to another school."

Duanmu typed suspiciously: "Is it like Linhai University?" Brother Hua. ”

"That's right! I have recruited people from Lin University this time. You can't follow the crowd and hand in your resume and find an opportunity to give it directly to the interviewer. ”

"Okay, thank you Brother Hua."

"Also, be sure to get to know the company before the interview."

"Brother Hua, what should I know?"

"What is this company all about? His history, benefits, salary level. ”

"Uh-huh."

"Okay, that's pretty much it. If there's anything you don't understand, ask me. ”

"Oh, okay. Got it, thank you, Brother Hua. If there's something you don't understand, I really need to ask you. ”

"Come on! Rest early. ”

"Okay. You also rest early, Brother Hua. ”

The chat with Brother Hua seemed to make Duanmu's heart relax. Yes, the road under man's feet is made by himself. Listening to the words of the predecessors will still help you a lot. He jumped out of a webpage and checked the online recruitment notice of Linhai Jianzhu University:

September 10, 13:30 p.m., Civil Engineering Building: The 12th Engineering Bureau of Huaxia Railway Construction.

Recruitment Major: Civil Engineering, Architecture, Road and Bridge......

Duanmu muttered in his heart: "Do you want to go to Linhai University of Architecture again?" I almost hit a wall when I went. ”

He checked the Baidu Encyclopedia of the 12th Bureau of Huatie from the Internet:

The 12th Engineering Bureau of Huaxia Railway Construction is a large-scale national construction enterprise......

The overall image of the company is still very good, and the treatment level is five insurances and one housing fund. The basic salary of the internship salary can be 4000+. The platform is also very large and belongs to central enterprises. But their job fair is at Linhai University of Architecture and Architecture, and it is possible that they may not even be able to enter the door of the job fair.

Suddenly, someone patted the handguard next to the bed, and then a voice came: "How is today?" Is the KK job fair interesting? "He is Liu Anran (Jian Anran below). The No. 3 bed in the bedroom is delicate, not tall, and likes to socialize. Freshmen and sophomores often go in and out of some wine tables, and they have rich social experience and are very discerning. I can always know some news that no one else knows, and when I heard that Duanmu was back, I came back from another bedroom to find him.

Duanmu replied: "It's not good, are you thinking about whether to go to Jianda tomorrow?" You may have to go to another school's job fair. ”

An Ran smiled and said, "Haha, you don't know yet, right?" At present, only Linhai University of Architecture and Construction is recruiting. Other schools are not recruiting for this major. If you want to go to the job fair of your major, you can only go to Ken University now. ”

"Huh?" Duanmu was surprised. The idea of trying my luck at another school was suddenly dispelled. He had the idea that he didn't want to go to the job fair, because he knew that even if he did, it would be in vain. He replied, "Is it so miserable?" I don't even know, or if you have a lot of news. Then I'd better think about whether to go tomorrow or not. ”

"In a few days, there will be a job fair in our school, and there will also be state-owned enterprises. But those are some state-owned enterprises at the local level, if you want to find a better state-owned enterprise or central enterprise. You can only go to a university or a better university. Enron responded.

Duanmu replied to him, "Okay, I'll think about it first, and I'll go to you again if I want to go later." Okay, no. ”

An Ran also nodded and replied, "Well, okay." ”

"Buzz~" Duanmu's mobile phone vibrate, and Duanmu picked up the phone to take a look. It was a call from his mother, Duanmu hurriedly got off the bed, and made a gesture to An Ran to go out to answer the call. An Ran also nodded, and Duanmu walked out anxiously. After that, Duanmu came to a corner where no one was around.

Duanmu clicked on it, then put it to his ear and said, "Hey! Mom. ”

A voice also came from the other side of the phone: "Old son, I'll help you inquire." I have a classmate who works with people from the Tunnel Bureau. The surname is Li, I can help you. ”

Duanmu's eyes blinked. The corners of his mouth began to rise slightly, and he said happily, "Really? ”。

"He is from the Huaji Tunnel Bureau, and I heard that their company is about to come to Beichun to recruit students. He said his company merged with another company in August. The current name, um~um~, I'll look for you. I just remembered, where? Right! Huaji First Road and Bridge Bureau. Yes, Huaji First Road and Bridge Bureau. ”

Duanmu's mood was like a child who fell into the river, and finally grabbed a life-saving straw. "That's great!"

But he doesn't know when the company will be able to go to Beichun, because he doesn't go with the team. He said let's look it up on the Internet first. ”

"Uh-huh, okay. I went online to check what time it was to recruit. I'll call you later. ”

"Well, good!"

Duanmu put down the phone and immediately inquired about the recruitment information on the official website of Huaji First Road and Bridge Bureau. I suddenly saw the recruitment information written: September 11, Linhai University of Architecture. I panicked again, "Why is it still Jianda?" "Now I can't get around it no matter what, I must go. Because he knew that this society would not change because of his feelings, he immediately dialed the number back.

Duanmu answered the phone and said, "Mom! Huaji No. 1 Road and Bridge Bureau should go to Linhai University of Architecture and Construction on September 11 to recruit. Isn't this the day after tomorrow? ”

The phone came: "Did you find it on the Internet?" If it's September 11th, isn't it the day after tomorrow? ”

Duanmu continued: "Mom, can you let my dad come to Beichun tomorrow, it's best to bring some money." ”

"Eun, I know. We're here to talk about it. ”

"By the way, I may have to go to the job fair of Linhai University of Architecture and Architecture tomorrow at noon. You asked my dad to drive the car before noon. By the way, bring me a pair of leather shoes, 42's. Send me a blue tie, or the one with no pattern. I'm too far out of the city right now to buy it tomorrow. You can let my dad drop by with me. ”

"yes, okay. Tomorrow let your dad go before noon, and by the way, bring a pair of 42 leather shoes and a blue tie without patterns. ”

"Yes, Mom. I won't talk to you anymore, I'm going to get ready. Bye. ”

"Well, good. Bye. ”

After that, he turned off his mobile phone and immediately went back to the bedroom to find Liu Anran. An Ran was playing on the computer in the dormitory at this time. He leaned forward. said, "Enron, I've thought about it." Let's go together tomorrow. ”

"Okay, let's get our resumes and everything right."

"Okay, no problem."

"What time are we going?"

"It's noon, my dad will drive to our school at noon. You and I will take my dad's car together. ”

"Of course that's the best, there's a car to sit in. No need to run back and forth. Eh, what is your dad doing in Beichun? ”

Duanmu paused for a moment, he didn't want anyone to know that his family was also involved in his job search. So he replied: "My dad~um~ Because there is something wrong at a relative's house in Changchun, I may have to come to Changchun for a few days, I want to go to the job fair, and I happen to lack a leather shoe." He came just in time to bring it to me. We also happened to stop by the job fair, so let's pick it up together. ”

An Ran's eyes seemed to understand something, and he smiled at Duanmu. Say, "Oh, yes, okay!" ”

After discussing tomorrow's itinerary with Enron, preparations began. He returned to his place and turned on his computer. I changed my resume a bit, wrote some important information in a prominent position, changed the font of important information to red, and added bold. Keep it and wash it up. So he went to bed and lay down.

In the blink of an eye, he closed his eyes. Whenever people are about to fall asleep at night, people's thoughts and memories are often explosive. You may have life insights, you may miss things in the past, and you may miss the people you still care about in your heart. Duanmu, on the other hand, thinks about his own way out, and he is full of unknowns about his future. People tend to be fearful of what they don't know, just like deep-sea phobia. Not afraid of the sea, but afraid of the deep darkness of the seabed.

He didn't study well when he was young, but he was full of love for art. He also used to be an art specialty student in junior high school, and at that time he also had his best friends and his favorite girls. He studied fine arts for two years. But because his academic performance was so poor, his father let him be demoted to two grades in the third year of junior high school. went directly down from the third year of junior high school to the first year of junior high school, which hit him hard. The former friendships and connections, the girls I once liked, were all cut off. The person who was once a year below him has become a person a year above him. Since then, he has worked hard and attended a key high school in the county.

But there are always ups and downs in life. After going to high school, maybe it was because his learning method was wrong, or maybe it was because he was too depressed. He didn't fit in, and he didn't belong to, the kind of high-pressure high school life. It was at that time that his worldview collapsed once. It was a real walking corpse life, his grades were not ideal, but he had to work hard and make a desperate appearance. I only look at the blackboard in class, but I can't listen to the knowledge. The results of each exam are not considered high, and can only be regarded as the middle and lower reaches. In the final mock test before the college entrance examination, I only scored more than 300 points. He was going to go to a junior college. But later, he saw the pages of private undergraduates on the college entrance examination volunteer application, among which there was a school called "Beichun Architecture College". The beautiful campus building really touched his heart, so he applied to the school.

After going to college, he began to live a serious life. In his college days, he had the strength and stubbornness of youth, and the bravery and perseverance of youth. It was his best memory, and although there were still many unsatisfactory things, he was still happy. And now he is about to enter society. The account he owed during the college entrance examination. He's going to pay it back. His classmates before he was demoted from junior high school have been working for almost two years now, right? His high school classmates, who were admitted to college in the same year as him, should be busy looking for jobs, right? Where is the girl who walked into her heart in those years? How's it going? It was as if he himself had fallen into an underwater abyss of endless memories. The world around us is getting darker and darker......

Later he fell asleep. Don't worry too much about why, just look forward. The human eye is destined to grow in front of the head.