After Tang Yue left, Bai He glanced at the time and asked Zhu Dongfeng Vivian if she had already followed her sister Louise on the plane and how long it would take to land.

Zhu Dongfeng also turned his head and glanced at the pendulum clock when he heard this, saying that he should have already gotten on the plane, and they need to transfer to Jingxi before they can continue to fly to Yinguo, so it will probably take a little longer.

Bai He nodded.

Zhu Dongfeng didn't have anything else to do today, so he was at home to deal with the unfinished business of last night

work, let Anan send Bai He to the store.

However, Bai He only stayed in the store for a while, because today was Saturday, and Bai Yuewei and the psychiatrist agreed to meet, and Bai He wanted to accompany her.

So she casually confessed a few sentences and stopped a rickshaw and returned home, and Bai Yuewei was waiting for her at home. And when she entered the door, she happened to see Bai Zhengting walking in front of her with a fishing rod and a wooden bucket and a small horse, his steps were vain, as if he was tired and had no strength at all, and walked and shook for a while.

Bai He frowned, walked forward a few steps quickly to catch him, and Bai Zhengting turned his head with two huge black circles that almost scared her.

"You've been out fishing all night?" Bai He asked with a frown.

Bai Zhengting saw that it was Bai He's whole person, and the sleepy insects were all scared away, and his eyes were wider than before, "No, no, I'm ......" He wanted to deny it, but he looked down at the complete thing in his hand, "I just fished for ...... in the middle of the night"

"Who are you fooling?" Bai He asked lightly, lowered his eyes and glanced at his bucket, there were really a few big fish, still alive, and their spirits were very good.

"Hehe, I'll make you soup at night." Bai Zhengting said with a shy smile.

Bai He didn't say anything, watching him carry the bucket to the kitchen, but he always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say that something was wrong. She wrinkled her eyebrows and thought about it for a long time, and finally it came down to the fact that she didn't trust Bai Zhengting, so she thought too much.

When Bai Yuewei took her handbag and was about to go out, Bai He looked behind her and asked, "Where is your mother?" "Isn't the fourth aunt too worried that Bai Yuewei will go to a psychiatrist? Why don't you plan to go with me this time?

Bai Yuewei glanced at Bai He and whispered, "Lie in the room." Leave her alone. ”

"What? Still miss Li Yan? Bai He said with a smile and got into the car with Bai Yuewei. Bai Yuewei nodded, staring at her fingers with her eyes down and not speaking, because she really had nothing to say to her mother.

Seeing this, Bai He didn't say anything and helped her fix her hair.

After arriving at Zhongshan Hospital, Bai Yuewei was a little nervous again, she stood stiffly at the door of the hospital and didn't dare to take another step.

Bai He comforted her and said, "It's just a chat, wasn't it the same last time we came?" She smiled softly, and then took Bai Yuewei's hand and slowly entered the hospital.

She directly took Bai Yuewei to the second floor to find the office of the psychiatrist named Cheng Yishu, but there was a middle-aged couple sitting outside his office door, thinking that there should be someone inside, so they stood aside and waited.

After about twenty minutes, Dr. Cheng and a numb-looking boy who looked like he was only in his teens walked out of his office. Dr. Cheng saw Bai He and the two sisters at a glance, nodded and motioned for them to wait for a while, and then said something to the middle-aged couple.

After the middle-aged couple left with the boy, Dr. Cheng pushed his glasses and said to Bai Yuewei with a smile, "Hello, we met again so soon." ”

Bai Yuewei lowered her head and said softly, "Hello." ”

Doctor Cheng smiled, nodded to Bai He, and then said, "Let's go, I'll take you to a more comfortable place to have a good chat." My office is so shabby that it affects my performance. ”

The words were like jokes, but Bai Yuewei couldn't laugh at all, she followed Dr. Cheng into a "psychological counseling room", and Bai He was still left outside.

"Why is it only your sister who is with you this time? What about your mother? Doctor Cheng poured Bai Yuewei a glass of boiled water and asked casually.

Bai Yuewei was a little restrained, and she didn't dare to look into his eyes, "She's busy with something." ”

"Oh~" Dr. Cheng responded, put the water on the table in front of her, and said with a smile, "Be careful of scalding." Is your sister very nice to you? I can tell she cares about you. ”

"She's been very nice to me." Bai Yuewei picked her fingers and said in a voice like a mosquito: "Better than my mother to me." ”

Dr. Cheng stared at some of her expressions and small movements seriously, nodded and said, "So you like her more than your mother, don't you?" ”

Bai Yuewei nodded vigorously.

"Never hated her?" Dr. Cheng asked again.

Bai Yuewei glanced at him and shook her head.

"Why did you hesitate?" Dr. Cheng had a gentle and non-aggressive smile on his face, and his voice was very gentle and difficult to make people wary, "I asked if you had never hated your sister, and you hesitated for a moment before answering that I didn't." Why is that? ”

Bai Yuewei pursed her lips and stopped talking, she pressed her head low, and her fingers picked harder.

Dr. Cheng took a palm-sized sandbag and stuffed it into her hand, and he comforted her softly: "Yuewei, you have to talk to me, we are here to chat, have you forgotten?" If you don't tell me these things, then who can you say to them? I assure you that no third person will know what we are chatting. ”

Bai Yuewei looked at him, constantly rubbing the sandbag in her hand, and after a while, she slowly spoke.

Her narration was a bit cumbersome and repetitive, but the doctor still maintained a listening posture and patiently listened to her finish telling some of the things that had happened, and he did not show the slightest disgust or impatience in the process, which made Bai Yuewei, who was originally nervous in her heart, gradually relaxed, and the more she spoke, the calmer she became.

After finishing speaking, Bai Yuewei looked straight at Dr. Cheng, who asked her to drink saliva to moisten her throat and said, "So you have now realized that your behavior was wrong, and your sister is right?" ”

Bai Yuewei nodded.

"So you used to hate your sister, but now you don't."

Bai Yuewei nodded again.

Dr. Cheng smiled slightly, "You are a good girl. He paused and whispered, "I remember last time you said that it was my sister who asked you to see a psychiatrist, right?" ”

"Hmm......" Bai Yuewei responded.

"Because you've done something more irrational."

"I ......" Bai Yuewei opened her mouth, and stopped talking: "I took the knife and went to his house." ”

Dr. Cheng said, "You know it's a dangerous thing to do. ”

"I know. But I really can't control myself. Bai Yuewei still can't remember how she ran to the kitchen to get the knife, she was obviously just lying on the bed at first thinking about what he said when she met Zhu Senshan in the Chaxian Building, and gradually she seemed to lose consciousness, and when she came to her senses, she was already standing outside the gate of the Inspector's Mansion.

Seeing that Bai Yuewei's expression was a little dazed, Dr. Cheng raised his voice slightly and asked, "You want to kill the person who hurt you?" ”

Bai Yuewei choked in her throat: "I'm just unwilling." ”

"I know that if this kind of thing changes, no one will be reconciled." Doctor Cheng smiled, shrugged helplessly, and said, "Even I have had this kind of unwillingness. "The picture is broadcast all over the world

Bai Yuewei was stunned for a moment and looked at him sneeringly.

Seeing her expression, Dr. Cheng said, "Well, since it's a chat, I can't listen to you all the time." Let you hear my story too. I am Chinese New Year's Eve and single. When I went to Yungang to go to college, I met a girl who, like you, had big round eyes and shoulder-length hair, and was always dressed up very beautiful and pure, so that people could see at a glance that her family was well-off. My family was very, very poor, only an old mother sold steamed buns to grow crops to support my education, and my living expenses at that time were only five yuan a month, and my clothes were all old gifts from relatives and friends. You see, I was a real difference between her and me, and I knew I wasn't worthy of her, so I never expected anything. ”

Dr. Cheng laughed: "But then we got together, and the reason for being together was very dramatic, her foot twisted, and I took her to the infirmary, and she thought I was a good person who didn't covet her beauty." In fact, she thinks too much, and I'm still a vulgar person who is more unexpectedly good-looking, but the disguise is better. And I think she is a princess who doesn't care about the disparity in status and doesn't care that I'm a poor boy, and she can give up her afternoon tea to soak in the library with me, or give up her private car to sit in the back seat of my foreign car. I have as much affection for her as you do for him. ”

Cheng Yishu's ability to dictate stories is much stronger than Bai Yuewei's, Bai Yuewei was almost absorbed in listening to it, and subconsciously asked: "Then what?" ”

"And then?" Dr. Cheng squinted his eyes and smiled happily, "Then I was dumped by her, when we were dating for a year, three months and three days, at her birthday party, oh yes, it was also her engagement party." ”

Bai Yuewei's eyes widened.

"I showed up like a clown in a borrowed ill-fitting suit and leather shoes, and I had a silver ring in my pocket that I had saved up from odd jobs, and everyone was looking at me like a joke, I don't know if you've ever had that experience." Dr. Cheng raised his head to look at the ceiling, as if recalling the scene at that time, and he said leisurely: "At that time, I was embarrassed, sad, embarrassed, and angry at being trampled by others with dignity but powerless to resist, all kinds of emotions were intertwined and I was at a loss. But guess what I did? ”

Bai Yuewei couldn't guess, she could only think that if she got to that point, her first reaction would be to flee the scene, and the farther away she went, the better.

I toasted her with a glass of wine and thanked her for taking care of her for more than a year. I toasted her and her fiancé with a glass of wine, wishing them a hundred years of happiness. After walking out the door, I took out the ring and put it on my hand. Dr. Cheng raised his left hand to Bai Yuewei to look, and there was indeed a silver pigment ring on his little thumb, and he turned it twice, "I was decadent for two whole months before I got up from the shadow of broken love, and at that time my bad luck had spread all over the school, and no matter where I went, there were people pointing at me in a bright light: Look at him, who and who was a cow and a horse for more than a year, and finally was kicked by someone, it is really beyond my strength." It's not scary for one or two people to say that about you, but it's scary for one or two hundred people to say that about you. Because I was poor, I couldn't drop out of school or change schools, so I could only endure the isolation and targeting of my classmates and teachers until the end of my studies. It was a really long time. ”

“…… You're amazing. Bai Yuewei sighed from the bottom of her heart, she suspended school after she was pregnant, and went back to class after an accidental miscarriage, every day someone pointed at her behind her back and scolded her shamelessly, her heart was not as strong as Cheng Yishu, she collapsed several times because she couldn't stand the gossip and strange eyes and wanted to jump from the upstairs, but she flinched at the last moment. If she had been a little more determined, I'm afraid she wouldn't be sitting here today listening to Cheng Yishu's story.

Dr. Cheng said: "There is nothing wrong with this, only whether it is worth it." Is it worth it to do something that you will regret for the sake of someone who has hurt you? ”

The corners of Bai Yuewei's mouth tightened, she slowly pinched the sandbag, and whispered, "My sister also told me that it's not worth it for me to do this." I also figured it out, it's really not worth it for me to do stupid things for him, but I'm just ......"

"But you're just not reconciled." Dr. Cheng said that I can understand your feelings very well, and I have also been unwilling.

"I am not willing to let my piece of sincerity be ruthlessly trampled on; unwilling to let their lives be disrupted, but the other party has no guilt; It's obviously the other party's fault to be unwilling, but it's yourself who will be ridiculed by the world in the end. It's normal for you to have such thoughts and emotions, and the reason why people are human is because we have seven emotions and six desires. ”

Doctor Cheng got up and went to get the kettle to add a little warm water to Bai Yuewei's cup, and also poured himself a cup, he took a sip, frowned slightly and asked seriously: "But what can we do so that we can be willing?" Have you thought about it? ”

Bai Yuewei thought about it, but she couldn't think of it, and because of this, she couldn't get out of this strange circle, she went around it over and over again, but she couldn't find a breakthrough. She was unwilling, and she didn't know how to be willing.

"He sincerely apologized to you, would you be willing? Will you be willing to have nothing left for him? He died, would you be willing? A series of questions, the questions hit Bai Yuewei's heart.

She looked straight into Dr. Cheng's eyes and heard him sigh and say, "You won't be reconciled, because it's true that you're hurt, and it's true that you love him." Maybe you'll never be reconciled. ”

Bai Yuewei's eyes were hot, "Then what should I do?" ”

"It's simple, don't love him anymore. At that time, you will find that the former unwillingness just can't let go, and when you can let go, there will be no unwillingness. ”

"I can't do ......"

"It doesn't matter, you can take your time." Dr. Cheng smiled faintly, "Trust me. ”

Bai Yuewei and Dr. Cheng came out of the psychological counseling room, and a long, long time had passed, so long that Bai He and the others were all energetic and drowsy.

Bai Yuewei called her, and she woke up.

"Home?" Bai He asked.

Dr. Cheng said, "There are a few words I would like to say to Miss Bai alone. ”

Again?

Bai He twisted her eyebrows, she glanced at Bai Yuewei, nodded and walked into the psychological counseling room.

"Dr. Cheng really likes to buy one get one free." She said.

Dr. Cheng thought of the conversation between the two of them last time, and laughed softly, "I chatted with Bai Yuewei just now, and she still has a deep obsession with emotional frustration, which is not easy to be explained. However, this kind of thing should not be rushed. I called you in to ask how she was feeling these days? Have you ever done anything extreme? ”

"No, but there are mood swings. Sometimes it's normal, sometimes it's suddenly irritable or suddenly sad, and the time of low silence is more than the sum of the others. ”

Dr. Cheng nodded, "Try not to leave her alone, talk to her more, because she doesn't necessarily think about anything when she's silent." I still don't recommend giving her medication, which keeps her calm but can damage her brain. In my opinion, as long as she doesn't have extreme behavior, everything else is controllable. Just pay more attention to your family. What do you think? ”

Bai He is not a psychiatrist, of course, he does whatever he says.

Dr. Cheng asked, "Is she still attending classes now?" ”

"I'm on leave for a while." Bai He said that I don't think she can learn anything by going to class in her current state of mind.

"It was right to take a leave of absence, and part of her mental stress came from the school. So she's staying at home every day now? That's not going to work, find something for her to do, divert her attention. ”

Bai He thought for a moment and nodded. She also felt that it was not good to let Bai Yuewei be bored in the room all the time, and it seemed that it was time to develop a hobby.

After communicating with Dr. Cheng, Bai He and Bai Yuewei went downstairs, she occasionally looked at Bai Yuewei's expression, and found that she looked much more relaxed this time than last time, and she didn't have a sad face.

She asked, "Did you have a good conversation?" ”

She thought that Bai Yuewei would say that she was happy, but she shook her head, "Doctor Cheng is really a poor person. ”

"What?" Bai He frowned, not quite understanding where her sudden emotion came from, why did the doctor become a pitiful person instead?

"What did you all talk about?"

"Be confidential." Bai Yuewei pursed her lips, "It's Dr. Cheng's private matter." I can't talk nonsense. ”

Bai He opened his mouth and said with a speechless smile, "It seems that you are very engaged in chatting." "Even the psychiatrist's private affairs have been talked about, no wonder we have been talking for so long.

She got in the car, and the driver asked if she wanted to go home, and she said, "Go to Gome to see if there are any art exhibitions." ”

Bai Yuewei glanced at her strangely, "Isn't the fourth sister not fond of visiting art exhibitions?" It's boring to say it's boring, why ...... today"

"Just look at it, you haven't been out in a few days, do you want to just go back?"

“…… I can do it all. "For Bai Yuewei now, it doesn't mean much to go out or not, unlike before, when she went out to attend classes, to go shopping, and to see him.

Bai He turned his head to look at her and didn't speak again.

When they arrived at Gome, the two got out of the car and looked at the stalls and shouts everywhere to learn that there was no art exhibition today, only a charity bazaar, and the stall owners were all students of Gome.

Bai He wanted to come here, so let's go shopping, so he led Bai Yuewei into the crowd.