Chapter 59: Obsession
If you talk about feelings, Gu Yan also knows that after a person falls, he is basically hopeless, no matter how smart a person is, he will occasionally make mistakes, not to mention a girl like Ziyan who is not smart in the first place.
After Ziyan heard Gu Yan's words, her face quickly turned red, and then as if she had thought of some good memories, her whole body was covered with a warm orange.
"I liked Brother Nine when I was young, because I have known each other for a long time, the more obvious his advantages are, he is more cold and domineering than the Third Prince, and he is more humane than the Third Prince, because many people compare these two people, and in the end I still feel that Brother Nine is more excellent." Ziyan said slowly, immersed in good memories.
Gu Yan raised her eyebrows, Ziyan's words were contradictory, obviously just because of Xi Shi in her lover's eyes. As for which of these two men is better, she can't say for sure, the so-called knowing people and knowing faces but not knowing their hearts.
Just when Ziyan was standing beside Gu Yan and reminiscing about Shen Qianshan's goodness, suddenly a voice came from the side: "What are you in a daze?" But have you eaten? ”
Gu Yan turned her head and saw Shen Qianshan, who had just been mentioned, appear here, he was still dressed as before, his body was clean and casual, and the expression on his face was very similar.
Ziyan came back to his senses, jumped and rushed to Shen Qianshan, and said very gently: "Brother Jiu, take me to eat something delicious?" I haven't been out of the palace for a long time. ”
Shen Qianshan still couldn't accept that a woman was so close to him, so he owed slightly, raised his eyes to look at Gu Yan, and then said: "Sister-in-law, you can go out of the palace with us, the Queen Mother's side, as long as you take the medicine on time." ”
Gu Yan shook her head and said with a smile: "I want to stay by the side of the Queen Mother every inch, depending on her situation, you two go out to eat, you don't need to take me." ”
After speaking, Gu Yan turned around and returned to the main hall, since that Ziyan likes Shen Qianshan so much, he naturally wants to give these two people time to be alone, don't always disturb these two people, it can be regarded as a long look.
Ziyan didn't know why Gu Yan didn't follow, but she didn't want to think too much, so she turned to Shen Qianshan and said, "Brother Nine, let's go." ”
Shen Qianshan stood in place, the wind lifted his robe, his long hair fluttered in the wind, but he had no expression, the fragrance around his body made Ziyan like it very much, she buried her head in Shen Qianshan's arm, sniffed hard, and her voice was sweet: "Brother Jiu, the smell on your body is so good." ”
It seemed that he had finally come back to his senses, Shen Qianshan turned his head to look at Ziyan, and said slowly: "This king has allowed you to leave the palace for a few days, you are also very tired by the Queen Mother's side these days, and during this time, you don't have to come over." ”
After speaking, he also followed Gu Yan to the main hall.
Ziyan was stunned in place, and only reacted after a long time, this seemed to be to drive herself away, she had been serving by the side of the Queen Mother for so many days, during which he had not come, and now that Gu Yan is here, he is going to leave by himself, is it just to have a chance to get along with Gu Yan alone? Is Ziyan so in the way?
Ziyan caught up with Shen Qianshan, grabbed his sleeve, and said very unhappily: "Brother Jiu, you tell Ziyan the truth, do you like her?" ”
Shen Qianshan's figure paused, turned his head to look at Ziyan's eyes, as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't say it, the aura exuded by the whole person made people feel very depressed, Ziyan knew that he was right.
Shen Qianshan has always been cold and ruthless, no one can make him nervous and embarrassed, and there is nothing to make him care, the kind of aura on his body today obviously let Ziyan know that he is different from Gu Yan, and when he mentions her, the atmosphere around him is different.
I can't tell if it's sweet, after all, Ziyan hasn't enjoyed Shen Qianshan's special treatment.
Shen Qianshan's eyes had an unknown light in his eyes, and after Ziyan bravely met him, he didn't know how to react, so he quickly moved his gaze away, lowered his head and said: "Brother Jiu, it doesn't matter if you like that sister, people's hearts are uncontrollable, but you'd better think about it for her safety." ”
I've never seen such a face, it's very gentle, and the words are less childish than before, and the serious look is more charming than every moment before.
Shen Qianshan was a little soft-hearted, but he knew that this was not a heartbeat.
"Why do you say that?" Shen Qianshan asked.
Ziyan smiled bitterly, this kind of old expression appeared on her face, and there was a feeling of disobedience, maybe she had really grown up, but Shen Qianshan had been running away, not wanting to find out that Ziyan had already grown into a woman.
"There are too many women who like Brother Jiu, but there is only one Brother Jiu, even if everyone in the world knows that you are excellent but can't take you for themselves, how many people will be unwilling?" Ziyan said.
She didn't deny that she was the most unwilling one, if these women knew where Shen Qianshan belonged in her heart, how could they just let go of Gu Yan like this?
Although it is still acceptable in the end, the process is distressing.
After a long silence, Shen Qianshan reached out and patted Ziyan's shoulder, and a faint smile suddenly appeared on his cold face, and he didn't say anything, turned around and left.
Ziyan stood in place for a long time, until the sunlight disappeared from her, she carefully observed her heart, it seemed that the slightest pain in it made her hurt, and even her breathing had the smell of heartache.
Sure enough, a lot of so-called letting go, just talking, when you really do it, you can't bear it at all.
Gu Yan stood at the door of the main hall, the white clothes on her body fluttering in the wind, and when she saw Shen Qianshan coming this way, she flashed back to the side hall.
Reaching out and touching his chest, he knew that this kind of eavesdropping on someone behind his back was not a glorious thing, but he still did it.
"Miss Yan, before the palace wanted you to marry the third prince, you didn't agree, now it seems that what you like is not the ninth prince?"
A cold female voice came from behind Gu Yan, and at that moment, she just felt that her whole body exploded, and she felt like she was caught and raped in bed.
When I turned my head, I saw the Queen Mother sitting on the chaise longue behind her, holding a teacup in her hand, blowing hot air, and her eyes were also watching the tea leaves in the teacup floating, with a smile in the corners of her eyes, and even the corners of her mouth were full of joy in discovering the secret.
This queen mother is about fifty years old, because she lives in the palace, she is very young, even a little more beautiful than the Ye family, the whole person is not only powerful, but even every move has a kind of majesty and domineering, and this kind of domineering can be seen in women, which can be regarded as long-eyed.
At this time, the woman she saw in her dream suddenly appeared in front of her, she also had the same domineering, but Gu Yan couldn't see that woman as herself.
Probably because of experience, I am far from that point now, but sooner or later I can become like that, it's just a matter of time.
Gu Yan quickly knelt on the ground and said to the Queen Mother: "The courtiers should die." ”
The smile in the corner of the Queen Mother's eyes was still there, and she didn't seem to feel unhappy about Gu Yan's recklessness, but was very indifferent, so she said to her: "Since Chang'er is going to take care of this palace in this palace, you don't have to be polite in the future, you girl is smart and clever, and she is very happy with this palace." ”
Gu Yan knelt on the ground, and when she raised her eyes to look at the Queen Mother, she happened to meet her gaze, although she was seriously ill at this time, her face was ugly, her whole person was sallow, and her movements were even a little sluggish, but she was much stronger than those poor people outside the palace.
At this time, Gu Yan suddenly thought of the refugees she had seen in the capital before, the desperate eyes, and the bony body.
When people accept that their lives are about to come to an end, the despair in their eyes is incomparable, but the Queen Mother is different, she seems to know that she can live, and the spirit of the whole person is not too good, except that the body is worse than before, the spirit is not good.
"Empress Dowager Xie's praise is false." Gu Yan lowered her head and said respectfully.
The Queen Mother seems to have been in this palace for a long time, and finally found an interesting girl to talk to her, and the whole person raised some spirits, and said to Gu Yan: "If you like the Nine Princes, tell the palace, and the palace will give you marriage." ”
Gu Yan quickly shook her head, she knew that Shen Qianshan was good to her, and she had always helped her when she needed it, but she also knew that this Shen Qianshan was a short-lived ghost, and she didn't know when she was going to drive Hexi, and if she married such a man, wouldn't she have to enter the life of a widow early?
Xu is Gu Yan's movements were too big, and after Shen Qianshan, who walked in, saw it, his eyes flashed, but he still said with a faint smile: "Does Chang'er hate marrying this king like this?" ”
The Queen Mother smiled beside her and said, "Probably because you're afraid that you can't be single-minded?" ”
Gu Yan laughed dryly, and suddenly thought of the helplessness and expectation that Ziyan had when she spoke to her, that girl really liked Shen Qianshan, although she was just a little girl, her dedication to her feelings also moved Gu Yan.
She doesn't know how long she hasn't looked forward to feelings, because for her, feelings are a luxury, and it is not easy for her to try her best to live in a world full of traps, how can she expect to get a happy relationship?
Gu Yan lowered her head, as if she didn't want to meet Shen Qianshan's eyes, those eyes contained too many things, too heavy, but they were very depressed to look at.
She didn't know why Shen Qianshan had helped her many times, and indeed with his help, the road seemed to be much smoother.