"That's definitely not possible, I said a long time ago that I helped Xu Zhengyi out of concern, and I just think he is really talented, and Xu Fangling ......"

"Yes, yes, yes, don't say it, you Li Tieguo is a saint, okay, and ask me what I'm doing, just don't contact Xu Fangling in the future!"

Wu Laosan saw Li Tieguo say it, over and over again, it was those words, to put it bluntly, he just felt that he was helping because he cared about Xu Zhengyi, and it had nothing to do with Xu Fangling, but he had a feeling that he was helping because of Xu Fangling, so Wu Laosan was impatient, in fact, he had already understood it, and he also knew what Li Tieguo was thinking in his heart, but he couldn't help, he couldn't do anything, how could others help with this kind of thing?

Only Li Tieguo himself can come out, as long as he is willing, it is actually quite easy, but he is unwilling and reluctant, because he deserves to be entangled and troubled.

And Li Tieguo actually wanted to hear Wu Laosan say something after talking for a long time, that is, his approach was not wrong, he was right, he stuck to his principles and heart, kept his dignity and honor, and he did not betray his promise because he liked it.

But Wu Laosan, knowing that Li Tieguo wanted to listen to his approval and praise, just didn't say these words, because he felt that he didn't want to say these things, and he couldn't say them, he didn't think that Li Tieguo's appearance was very correct, maybe only Li Tieguo recognized his behavior, because he had always opposed his principles to Xu Fangling.

After the conversation between the two lasted for a while, it ended, and when it came to the evening, Zheng Duoyu came to Li Tieguo and Wu Laosan, and he also brought some food, or the ones from last time, there was a stewed cabbage, a potato, and then Li Tieguo soaked rice in vegetable soup, he thought that he would eat very fragrant, but he didn't want to eat it for a long time, and he felt that he had no appetite to eat these.

And Wu Laosan doesn't care if Li Tieguo eats it or not, he eats it very fragrant anyway, and he also said while eating that Zheng Duoyu is stingy, why don't he get some meat, and Zheng Duoyu heard Wu Laosan's complaints, but he was also used to it, and said again and again that he didn't think about it, and forgot Angkor's preference for meat.

"It's rainy, haven't you been on a blind date lately? How about introducing you to a doctor? ”

Wu Laosan was full while eating, and then turned his head and saw that Li Tieguo hadn't moved much in the lunch box, so he understood what was going on, so he opened his mouth and asked Zheng Duoyu,

And it's okay not to ask, as soon as he asked, Li Tieguo suddenly turned his head, and his eyes were round.

And when Zheng Duoyu heard Wu Laosan ask this, he didn't know what was going on, but fortunately, Zheng Duoyu had already someone to introduce him, so he shook his head and said with a smile that he didn't need it.

"Ah, then let's make a friend!"

.....

Wu Laosan already knew that Li Tieguo was looking at him, but he didn't care much about it at all, but continued to ask Zheng Duoyu, and after Zheng Duoyu heard Wu Laosan's words, his reaction was also very smart, and he seemed to feel that something was wrong, because with Wu Laosan's character, he didn't have to introduce friends to himself, so he quickly shook his head, saying that he was very busy with work, where did he have time to think about making friends,

After listening to Zheng Duoyu's words, Wu Laosan turned his head with a smile and finally looked at Li Tieguo, and then there was a slight look of contempt in his eyes, and Li Tieguo and Wu Laosan looked at each other for a few seconds, and then Li Tieguo took the initiative to turn his head and didn't say anything.

After eating, Zheng Duoyu simply cleaned up the table, then got up with the lunch box and said go back, and just after he came out of the house with his front foot, Li Tieguo came out with his fart, and also shouted Zheng Duoyu,

"It's raining, go for a walk in the yard?"

Li Tieguo and Zheng Duoyu are of the same age, and since the last time they talked to each other, the relationship between the two has become much closer, but usually everyone has nothing to do, and they are very busy, so there is not much communication, but this will Li Tieguo is still upset, so he wants to talk to him, and Zheng Duoyu is quite happy about this, nodded, and went to the compound with Li Tieguo.

And Li Tieguo and Zheng Duoyu talked, but they also opened their hearts and talked about some of their recent trivial matters, originally they were together, Zheng Duoyu talked a lot and had a lot of thoughts, but this will become Li Tieguo,

After Zheng Duoyu listened to Li Tieguo's story, he lowered his head, his reaction was similar to Wu Laosan, he also frowned, remembered, and waited for a while before Zheng Duoyu looked at Li Tieguo, his expression was a little embarrassed, it seemed that he didn't know what to do,

"Brother Li, if you ask me about this kind of thing, I'm not as good as you, um... I don't know, but if you like it, say it, and it's not ashamed, what do you care about her family, you don't like her family! ”

Zheng Duoyu scratched the back of his head, it seemed that he didn't know what to say, and Li Tieguo stood with him under the moonlight, after listening to what Zheng Duoyu said, his expression was a little pensive, but he seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it in the end,

When he returned to the dormitory, Wu Laosan would pack up his things and prepare to get in the car, while Li Tieguo was lying on the bed by himself, tossing and turning, unable to sleep all night, he was now thinking about what Xu Fangling thought of him in his heart, and whether he should apologize for what he said today,

I didn't sleep all night, Li Tieguo was like this for the first time because of idleness, but fortunately he was able to take turns off for a day, and wait until noon to sleep, and in the morning for half a day, Li Tieguo still lay on the bed, turning over and over, and finally he looked at the roof and paused for half an hour, then suddenly sat up, got out of bed, ran to the second-story building, and borrowed a pen and paper from the staff in the office.

But he still writes a lot, so he squatted in the corridor, brushed and wrote half on the paper, folded it in half after writing, returned the pen, and ran in the direction of Xu Fangling's house, but after running halfway, he stopped, and then turned around and ran towards the railway hospital, but after running a few steps, he stopped again, and after resting for a while, he turned around and ran towards the post office,

After arriving at the door of the post office, he walked in breathlessly, and then handed the paper he wrote to the office staff, and the office staff handed Li Tieguo a stamp and filled in the specific address, and after Li Tieguo was done, the office staff looked at Li Tieguo, his eyes were a little puzzled, and said that he could not mail it in the city, after all, the number of delivery personnel was limited, so Li Tieguo said it badly, begged, the other party finally nodded, and said that when the mailman sent the letter, he would help Shun take him to stuff it. So Li Tieguo nodded, paid the money, and then turned around and hurried back.

On the way, Li Tieguo felt that he might be a little impulsive, but he didn't get it back, he felt that he apologized for what he said yesterday, and it was normal, he didn't mention anything else in the letter, just deeply expressed his apologies, and why he said that, in fact, he didn't mean that, but he couldn't understand the words when he came to his mouth,

After returning to the section, it was almost noon, so Li Tieguo went to take a break, and waited until the evening to get in the car directly, and when he drove back, it had been more than three days, although he didn't say a word about this matter,

But I have always been worried about whether there will be a reply, but as the days go by, half a year has passed in a blink of an eye, and the reply has basically become a bubble, and Li Tieguo has never mentioned this matter again, and Wu Laosan doesn't care about this, but only Li Tieguo himself knows in his heart that he has always been a little reluctant to go to Xu Fangling, and even he sometimes doesn't know whether he is looking forward to Xu Fangling's forgiveness or looking forward to meeting her, in short, his heart is hesitant and confused,

................

In a blink of an eye, a year has passed quickly, Li Tieguo has always been running cars and taking turns off, the rhythm of life has always been a style, there seems to be no personal life, except for work, he is still working, he can run one more trip, and even the section of the gate rarely goes out, I don't know if he likes this look, or can only be like this,

During this period, there were also some activities, Li Tieguo participated very little, one is that he is really busy, the other is that he doesn't seem to be interested in anything, as for the matchmaker blind date, but few people come to the door again, it may be that after Li Tieguo refused a few times, many matchmakers are reluctant to touch this brow anymore, his life has become unpretentious, but he doesn't know if he is happy,

And Li Tieguo also accepted the fact that he and Xu Fangling may never meet or talk again in their lives, Xu Fangling should have completely forgotten that there is a person named Li Tieguo, after all, this person is really not very good, but although Xu Fangling has forgotten Li Tieguo, but the leader of Duan has never forgotten him, after the New Year, he has been recommending Li Tieguo to the leaders of the branch to go to the railway school to study part-time, and the leaders of the branch said Wait a minute, this year's list of people who will be sent to the railway university for further study, There will definitely be a person like Li Tieguo,

In June and July, the railway university began to draw up the enrollment list, and Li Tieguo's name suddenly appeared in the escort list of a railway university in the south, that workers submitted to receive higher education is supported by national policies, and there are not many people who go to that school with Li Tieguo, and after the leader of the section finds Li Tieguo with the escort list, Li Tieguo stood in place for a long time, his eyes were red, and his expression was so excited that he couldn't speak. It is the dream of many workers to be able to receive full-time higher education, this is a recognition, an opportunity, and a responsibility.

And Leader Duan didn't say too much to Li Tieguo, only told him that the places on this list were won by the sub-bureau with great difficulty, and he must study hard, and at the same time improve his own ideological education, and the party class must not be forgotten, as for other entrustment, the leader did not say, because the leader also knows that people like Li Tieguo, whether he says that he will work hard, he knows in his heart, after all, who to recommend to study full-time, not to see how good he is, but what kind of person he is, For the leadership of Li Tieguo, I am absolutely assured,

As for Wu Laosan's matter about this matter, he chatted with Li Tieguo every day, saying that he should be allowed to go, how much he contributed to the organization, it was not fair to let Li Tieguo go, and Li Tieguo listened to him every day, and he didn't refute it, but every time he was beautiful, as if he was deliberately angry with him, and after more than half a month, Leader Duan told Li Tieguo that he could prepare to leave for the south, and then during his study at school, his treatment in the unit remained unchanged, so that he could rest assured that he would go to study full-time, and take care of his body, don't be too tired, Don't be idle, moderation is best,

After Li Tieguo listened to the leader's explanation, he promised on the spot that he would definitely return from his studies, and the leader didn't say anything when he saw this, but smiled very happily, waved his hand and asked him to go back to prepare, and when Li Tieguo returned to the dormitory, Wu Laosan asked him if he was going to leave, Li Tieguo smiled, nodded, and said that he was going to become a scientist this time, so Wu Laosan went up to the roof.

"I don't usually write anything, so sometimes I can't use the book, paper, pen, etc., so this time it's all for you!"

Wu Laosan saw Li Tieguo nodding, so after pouting, he took out a small box from under the bed, and Li Tieguo saw that it was full of some books and pens, it seemed that these things were enough for Wu Laosan to save half his life.

"You must be indispensable for your usual study, and the school may not be able to send them, so take it!"

Wu Laosan held the small cardboard box, looking helpless and reluctant, but handed it to Li Tieguo, and Li Tieguo saw Wu Laosan like this, after a pause, he took out the money and food stamps from his small iron box, but before he could say anything, Wu Laosan shook his head directly, raised his hand and pushed away Li Tieguo's small iron box,

"Don't look down on Renao, just come back and bring some souvenirs over there when you have time!"

"And after you learn well, you will become a big official, but don't forget to return you Angkor and me! You know? ”

Wu Laosan said a few words, and then threw the cardboard box in his hand on Li Tieguo's bed, turned around and went out, and Li Tieguo didn't know what to say when he saw this, so he could only agree, and then sat back on the bed, the original excited mood was a little sad at this moment,

But then I thought about going to study full-time for a year or two, and I could come back from the holidays, what is there to be sad about, it's just... Before leaving, he still had a heart, the last time he wrote a letter to Xu Fangling, Xu Fangling didn't reply, he wondered if Xu Fangling didn't receive it, or that he actually wanted to write another one to her in his heart, as for what the content was, he himself didn't know too much, maybe he still apologized, or maybe he just wanted to write about his situation this year, in short, he might just want to talk to Xu Fangling again, but... But he didn't dare to write, and he could also say that he didn't know whether to write or not.

Because he didn't know if Xu Fangling would be angry or disgusted after seeing his letter, he guessed that Xu Fangling definitely didn't want to see his letter, but he wouldn't be so angry, maybe after receiving it, he would throw it away directly, and this didn't matter to Li Tieguo, he just wanted to write a letter but didn't have too much hope, maybe it was just a thought,

After thinking about it and thinking about it, Li Tieguo picked up a pen and paper before leaving, and then wrote a letter full of articles and sent it to the post office.

Li Tieguo sat in a sleeper for a few days, changed to a train, and finally arrived at a certain city in the south on a morning at the end of August.