During the whole circus performance, Dad Zheng was even more emotional than me, and when he saw the animals juggling funny, he would pull my arm and laugh together; When I saw the actors perform the tiger's mouth, they would hold my hand again; When I saw the thrilling scene in the trapeze, I would cover my eyes with my hands from time to time.

Father Zheng's rejuvenated appearance is still innocent and cute.

After leaving the venue of the circus performance, Zheng's father followed the example of other fathers who coaxed their children, and bought a hydrogen balloon with a cartoon pattern and tied it to my wrist.

"Xinyi, the ribs may have to be bought again, those in the morning, only to find that they are almost gone." We got on the bus, and I chose to sit in the back seat with the balloon in my arms, and Dad Zheng looked at me through the rearview mirror.

"Good!" It may have been a long time since I felt like having my father by my side, so I kind of enjoyed my time with Dad Zheng.

"Then let's go!" Before I could react, Dad Zheng had already started the car, and when he drove out of the parking space, the wind passed through the falling window and rushed towards him, with a slight coolness and a little comfort.

When I arrived at the supermarket, I felt that I could awaken Zheng Xinyi's consciousness again, and maybe some of Zheng's father's actions during this period would inadvertently infect Zheng Xinyi.

"Dad, I want to go to the bathroom first!" I found an excuse to avoid the public's attention.

"Go ahead, stay safe, Daddy is waiting for you here!" Father Zheng smiled and pointed to the place.

I didn't say anything more, nodded and ran in the direction of the bathroom sign.

"Unexpectedly, we are quite smooth, you are an ordinary person, one body, two souls, and there are no adverse reactions for so long, not bad!" The contract was unhindered and could continue, starting with a verbal celebration with Ruby Cheng and sharing my joy.

"Yes, it's not that you are skilled and well-implemented, you have the most credit, and you have the potential to be a family dispute mediator!" Zheng Xinyi's words sounded like she was praising me on the surface, but I could tell that she was still dissatisfied with my private decision to forgive Zheng's father.

"The word skilled is used here, why is it so awkward, okay, okay, I'm also good for you, don't say anything to me, good, your dad is really good, really!" I always firmly believe that Zheng Xinyi should be a sensible girl in essence, but it still takes some time to run in the relationship with her father.

"Cut, then you can be Zheng Yi's daughter!" Zheng Xinyi grumbled.

"What are you kidding, I'm a good young man in the new era who respects the old and loves the young, I'll leave this dad to you, don't rob you!" Whether it is serious enlightenment or joking, between the lines, I am intentionally persuading Zheng Xinyi to let go of the past.

Before going out of the toilet door, he deliberately habitually flushed the water for the pit he occupied, so as not to think that other people outside would wait for a long time, and they would think that I "don't while occupying the pit", and then suspect that I have bad habits or incurable diseases, and it is even worse to cast a strange eye on me.

As soon as I walked out, I saw a familiar figure - Aunt Yi and Yi Mengfan, they passed by the door of the toilet, Aunt Yi was carrying a paper handbag with a brand logo in her hand, Yi Mengfan followed closely, and the shoes she was wearing seemed to be new...... Anyway, there is no hurry, the doubts will be solved one day.

"Turn around and don't let them find out!" Zheng Xinyi didn't want us to enter Aunt Yi or Yi Mengfan's sight, and deliberately asked me to avoid it.

"Oh, why didn't he go to school today?" I didn't understand Zheng Xinyi's purpose, I just did what she asked.

Zheng Xinyi replied: "Whatever, it has nothing to do with me!" ”

"Do you hate them?" I asked.

"Anyway, I don't like it!"

"Why?"

"Don't ask, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and you need a reason if you don't like it? If I had to talk about the reason, there were so many that even if they inadvertently lost a hair on the ground, it would be a reason why I don't like them. ”

"Inexplicable, vexatious!" I still asked to no avail, and I didn't get a valuable answer.

After nearly five minutes, it wasn't until they were far away, and I was sure that there was no chance of returning in an instant, that I left generously.

When I returned the same way, I saw Dad Zheng staring intently in my direction from a distance, and there was an extra shopping cart at hand.

"Xinyi, I just found a trolley, you sit in it, Dad pushes you, I see a lot of children of your age like it." When Dad Zheng saw me coming, he also greeted me and pushed the shopping cart in front of me.

"Dad, this ......" I was a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, come on!" Because Zheng Xinyi's own body type belongs to the kind of petite, as soon as Zheng's father raised his hand, he could easily pick me up.

When I was picked up, I felt like I was flying, and I subconsciously closed my eyes.

"When I was very young, he always liked to hug me like this, but every time I was having fun, as long as there was a call to find him, he immediately put me down and said that I would come back when he was busy with work and continue to play with me, but I couldn't wait for him every time."

"My mother will play a round for him, comfort me, and ask me to learn to understand him, saying that only work will give us a better life, and I will get more beautiful rag dolls, after a long time, I am also used to it, so I simply don't let him hold it anymore."

"After that he made more money, I got all kinds of rag dolls, and he came home less often, and then my mother found out why he didn't come home, and they started arguing frequently, and after the argument, he slammed the door and left, and my mother sat on the floor without crying or laughing."

"At that time, my mother would always hold me in her arms and say: Xinyi, now that I have money and a big house, but my original heart is gone, why is it that even the person who had to stay with me all my life is gone?"

"I don't fully understand, but I know that my mother has tried hard to save his heart, and whenever I see tears on my mother's face, I will reach out to wipe it off, and then innocently say: Mom doesn't cry, Xinyi is very well-behaved."

"I always thought that as long as I was well-behaved, I would help my mother keep him, after all, I was his daughter, he would be reluctant to leave me, so he would not leave my mother, every time he came back, I would sing to him at school, and sometimes draw pictures for him, and he just praised me perfunctorily."

"There are a few days when he spends more time at home, and he always sees him writing something, I think it should be his well-behaved and obedient words that moved him, but I was wrong, very wrong, he was planning to divorce my mother and marry that woman, on the grounds that that woman also has his children!"

"He has been writing the divorce agreement, when this piece of paper is ruthlessly slapped in front of my mother, it can be seen that my mother is completely heartbroken, that day my mother did not cry, but showed a smile as if she was relieved, she did not sign, the next day after tearing up the agreement, my mother left the house and did not take anything with her, including my ...... who she loved the most"

"Maybe it's this incident that made me get into the habit of trying to please in exchange for a sense of existence, for Zheng Yi, for anyone, and even now, I still fantasize that as long as I study hard, my mother will be very happy to know, and she will come back when she is happy."

Zheng's father's action evoked the deepest memory of Zheng Xinyi's heart, and there are always some people who are sensible and distressing in reality.

"Xinyi! Pleasant! I listened attentively, ignoring the existence of Dad Zheng, and I didn't react until he called his name many times, "Look at you all the time, are you thinking about something?" ”

"Oh, I suddenly remembered a puzzled math problem, I had read the answer before, but I still didn't understand some steps, so I was stunned for a while, what's wrong Dad, is there anything I want to take?" I made up a random reason to explain to Dad Zheng the reason why I was in a daze.

"No, I see that there seem to be a lot of people in the fresh meat section that sells pork ribs, and I'm afraid that it will be inconvenient to push the cart, so I want you to wait for me here." Dad Zheng said.

"Let's wait for him again!" Zheng Xinyi was very reluctant.

"Don't worry, your dad is going to buy something and will be back soon!" I used my mind to persuade Zheng Xinyi.

I'm worried that there will be any more scenes that will evoke Zheng Xinyi's unpleasant memories, so I plan to let her consciousness sleep for a while, and if she wants to use her ability, she has to avoid the crowd, "Dad, go ahead, I want to buy a few packs of potato chips, I'll push the cart and wait for you in the snack area." ”

"Go ahead, don't go around!" Dad Zheng gave me another word of advice, took me out of the shopping cart, and walked to the fresh meat section.

As agreed, I came to the snack area and picked out a few packets of potato chips that I often eat, looked around, made sure that there was no one, and used the ability.

After Zheng Xinyi's consciousness fell asleep, I turned left and right in the snack area alone, picking and picking, and I felt that there was nothing else I particularly wanted to eat, so I pushed the car and came to the sign with the words "snack area" to wait for Zheng's father.

It didn't take long for Dad Zheng to run in front of me out of breath, "Wait for it, Xinyi, there are specials in the fresh meat area today, there are too many people in line, most of them are elderly, I don't dare to squeeze too hard forward." ”

"It's okay Dad, I just finished choosing snacks, I didn't have to wait long!" I wasn't too anxious, so I didn't have a reason for Dad Zheng to continue to blame himself.

"That's good, that's good!" Dad Zheng breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that I was not unhappy.

After settling the bill, he set out on the way home, looking forward to Dad Zheng cooking and making the sweet and sour pork ribs that he had studied for a long time.

"Xinyi, how do you feel about watching the circus performance? Have you had a good day? Dad Zheng asked.

"Well, it's a pleasure, thank you Dad!" I expressed my gratitude to Dad Zheng from the bottom of my heart.

Hearing my answer, Dad Zheng turned on the car player as he did when he set off in the morning, and said with a cheerful rhythm: "Xinyi, Dad is also very happy today, I haven't been so happy for a long time!" ”

As the car drove over the bridge, the afterglow of the setting sun reflected in the car window, not so dazzling, looking at the river in the distance, the river was reflecting the afterglow of orange-red light.