0120 A Woman's Self-Esteem

"Although I have forgotten my past, I can at least be sure that I am also a Yama, no matter what kind of person I used to be, and whether I was heinous or not, at least I am half a Yama."

If he had to choose between the aliens and the Yama people, Fang Shuo would definitely choose the latter without hesitation, and this alone was enough for Mu Jun to continue to trust him.

"Well, I hope you don't let me down." Mu Jun was already very disappointed in Fang Shuo, if she hadn't seen these ancient pictures today, she would not have been able to continue to stay by Fang Shuo's side.

The reason why Fang Shuo has always wanted to find his past, no matter how cruel the past was, at least his life will be complete, only by finding his true self, he knows how he should go on the road in the future, otherwise, he doesn't even know why he is alive, it must be difficult to move an inch.

After leaving the forbidden land of the Mu family, Fang Shuo took Mu Jun to the Yunding Peak Cave, where they once lived together, and there were their common memories in it.

Mu Jun didn't understand Fang Shuo's purpose too well.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"I just want to walk the path I've taken."

"It feels like I'm going to die, it's really not a good feeling, I think we should go back."

"I suddenly remembered how you had been crying out all night hungry."

At that time, Fang Shuo was hunting for her to satisfy her hunger, although she was very helpless at that time, but she still felt quite good when she thought about it.

Once something is lost, it is difficult to get it back, it is impossible to get it back at all, and the memories will only add to the sadness.

On the surface, it seems that she is revisiting the path she came from and leaving something for herself, but in fact, she wants Mu Jun to find her original self, even if she can't go back to the past, she doesn't want her to go further and further, so that she finally loses herself.

Ever since Mu Jun refined the Dragon Beast Pill and broke through the Emperor-Star Cultivation, her whole person had begun to change, her personality and mind were different from before, these were not what Fang Shuo wanted to see.

Especially when Mu Jun killed the mad monk with his bare hands, Fang Shuo saw Mu Jun's demonic side.

There are two wolves living in everyone's heart, one is the embodiment of justice, always yearning for light, and the other is the embodiment of evil, always so greedy, the two have been fighting against each other, if the latter defeats the strong, this person will inevitably fall into darkness.

Obviously, the greedy wolf in Mu Jun's body had the upper hand.

"What do you want to say?" Mu Jun seemed to have guessed Fang Shuo's intentions.

Fang Shuo didn't want to point it out, and said very vaguely: "As long as you are hungry, I am willing to help you find prey, but I don't want to satisfy the greedy side." ”

"Why do you say I'm greedy?"

"I'm just kindly reminding you that if you find out that my past is more evil than the bald man, I don't mind if you kill me."

"I don't know what you're talking about, just if you haven't said anything, no matter what I become in the future, for the sake of you saving me many times, I won't do anything to you."

Mu Jun has almost entered the memory, but she doesn't want to recall the past.

Her memories are full of pain and tears, and although she lost her mother when she was very young, she often felt lonely and helpless because of the lack of maternal love.

Her father's death made her see the true face of the Mu clan.

A love that cannot have a result makes him no longer have illusions about love, and makes him completely recognize the gap between reality and ideals.

What she wanted to do most now was to stand on the highest peak of Yama, looking down on all living beings, and let those who had hurt her and looked down on her prostrate at her feet.

Although she is already very strong, she also has a sense of crisis, she is afraid that she will not recover, so she wants to become stronger, and wants to get rid of those who can threaten her.

"You're still very unwilling."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because no matter how hard you try, you will never get the approval of the Mu family, this is what you are most willing to, out of this, you are not willing to be subject to me, you want to get rid of my shackles, but you feel afraid."

"Why should I fear you?"

She didn't deny Fang Shuo's analysis and judgment, but she didn't want to face herself either.

Duplicity is a common problem of women, it is an innate inferiority, and of course many men love this inferiority.

"Do you remember that kid?"

"Mazuerti, a very strange child."

"He was also an innocent child at the beginning, but he ate that python pill to feed the murderous desire in his body."

Fang Shuo could see a lot of things clearly, but he didn't want to say it.

Any request is a heavy price, and the stronger the cultivation becomes, the stronger the power you have, the more things you have to lose.

If you blindly chase power, you will eventually lose your nature and become like a bald man, or like Fang Shuo in the past.

"You regret giving me that Dragon Beast Pill, if you really regret it, you can take it back from me, why do you have to say it so sensationally, as if you are really a saint, don't you think it's ridiculous?"

Anyway, no matter what Fang Shuo is, Mu Jun can't listen to it at all, her current world is only herself, and anyone can ignore it, including Fang Shuo in front of her.

"What are you going to give me the star map?"

"Anytime, or now, I owe you so much anyway, I don't want to carry the weight forward."

Mu Jun didn't care about the gains or losses of dignity, and took off her coat as she spoke, meaning that Fang Shuo could now have her body and take away the star map that had ruined her family.

"You can talk about the star map later, let's go home first!"

Fang Shuo hurriedly picked up his clothes and put them on her, on the surface, he looked like a very gentleman, but in fact, the more he ignored Mu Jun's actions, it was blasphemy and humiliation for Mu Jun personally, which would only make Mu Jun's hatred for him deeper and deeper.

No matter what the purpose is, whenever a woman takes the initiative to undress in front of a man, it is a woman who wants to dedicate herself, and once she is vetoed, it will only deeply hurt the woman's self-esteem.

However, Mu Jun still didn't care about it on the surface, but scolded secretly in his heart: "Men are so fucking hypocritical!" ”

Although this vicious scolding pours out the hearts of men all over the world, it also reflects that it is really fucking not easy to be a man, if you are arrogant and uninhibited, women will accuse you, and if you are indifferent, women will also spit on you.

This should be the third time it hurt Mu Jun's self-esteem.

The first time was also in this cave, Mu Jun pretended to throw herself into her arms, but was ruthlessly pushed away by Fang Shuo, the second time was in the national mansion building, Fang Shuo teased her heart, and then patted her ass and slipped away, this time Fang Shuo completely ignored her, can Mu Jun not hate him to the bone?