Chapter 257
Later that day, it can be called a war and chaos.
Jin Xinyan, who originally swore that he was very innocent, after listening to Deng Ao's words, he vomited a mouthful of blood on the spot, and after falling to the ground, he seemed to have lost his soul, like a dummy.
Deng Shuang on the other side had already fallen down before Jin Xinyan vomited blood.
Doctor Yang, who was belated, said that Deng Shuang was unable to resist for a while because of the toxin, and he fainted.
But Ah Yu stayed by Deng Shuang's bedside, and when he heard Deng Shuang's first words after waking up, he said, "I remember." ”
The original vague memories are now all clearly appearing in her mind, and even the things she did when the memories were confused are all vivid.
"He was so young that he hadn't even reached the full moon, so I left him in the mountains."
Deng Shuang didn't cry, she just looked at the lines on the bedding fixedly.
"I have obviously promised my brother and promised him that I will not delay in love and love in the future, and I will try to raise him as an adult, but I lost him. After all these years, I haven't been able to get him back. ”
It used to be a close distance.
She also moved into the child's home.
But now there is nothing.
Deng Shuang can't take all the responsibility on herself, but she also knows that she has an unshirkable responsibility. At least Jin Xinyan's determination to collude with the barbarians to attack Yulin Pass was related to her.
Others don't know what kind of person Jin Xinyan is, how can she not know!
Ah Yu didn't know what Deng Shuang was thinking in her heart, she just followed her words, and suddenly remembered Xie Huai'an.
Before her grandfather and Uncle Fan told Xie Huai'an's true identity, she never thought that Xie Huai'an might not be a member of the Xie family.
Whether it is Master Xie, Mrs. Xie, or the brother of the Xie family, their attitude towards Xie Huai'an is very natural, and they always treat him as their own family.
There is no bias in the reward and the punishment.
If Xie Huai'an knew that he was not from the Xie family, but Jin Xinyan's child, would he be very sad!
In the past, he learned about the entanglement between Jin Xinyan and Deng Shuang from outsiders, and he was very disgusted with Jin Xinyan's personality because of this, even if he knew that the other party was from the royal family, he was just a white body, but he never concealed his attitude.
Ah Yu was suddenly stunned, silent for his cranky thoughts.
How can the dead remember the living, the truth that he did not know during his lifetime, and who still do not know it after death?
Only the living who remain in the world will fall into a cyclical predicament because of many future events.
If you don't see it for a day, you won't be liberated for a day.
Jin Xinyan has been imprisoned in the prison cell of the county government.
His status is extraordinary, and the cell in which he is held is also different from the others.
Before the emperor made a judgment, he was still the king of music, and he was a member of the royal family who could not be underestimated.
The county government in the remote border has never imagined imprisoning the prince, and the cells in the county government are also the most ordinary, and even because they are rarely cleaned, snakes, insects, rats, ants and other things often appear in them.
However, the cell that Jin Xinyan lived in was made up of three cells, and it had been carefully cleaned before he entered, whether it was in terms of space or the cleanliness of the cell, it was already considered a top-level configuration in the county government.
After Deng Shuang woke up, he asked people to find Fan Zeyu.
"I think he didn't say a word except for a few things he told you in the hall before, and then he was put in a cell!"
She was supported by Ah Yu and walked out of the room, her face even paler.
Fan Zeyu thought that Deng Shuang would come to him to ask Xie Huai'an about his past.
After all, he personally sent Xie Huai'an to his sister's house, and because his sister was Mrs. Xie, he was also the closest to Xie Huai'an.
If you want to explore Xie Huai'an's past, it is naturally more appropriate to ask him.
However, Deng Shuang didn't even mention Xie Huai'an's name, but talked about Jin Xinyan.
Although there is nothing wrong with this, Fan Zeyu still has a small disappointment in his heart.
He nodded and said, "If there is nothing else, I will leave first, after all, there is still a lot to do now......"
When the prince committed the crime of rebellion, it was natural that he should inform the emperor who was far away in Kyoto of both the person and the responsibility for the crime.
Although these people detained Jin Xinyan in the cell, they couldn't move a single hair of the other party on weekdays, and even had to entertain each other with good food and food.
Although the other party did commit a heinous crime.
But just wait.
When the emperor sent the minister of Qincha and tried King Le according to the process, he would be able to hold him accountable.
Fan Zeyu was thinking about things in his heart, and his attitude on the surface unconsciously carried a bit of carelessness.
Deng Shuang patted Ah Yu's shoulder and asked the little girl to take a few steps to the side, and then looked at Fan Zeyu.
"You also know why he told the truth that day, whether it is the person you sent or the person sent by the emperor in the future, he will not be able to deal with you." She paused, and said without hesitation, "Only I can make him confess his sins." ”
"So before the person sent by the emperor arrives, let me go and see him and make things easier!"
It is better for her to persuade Jin Xinyan to confess her guilt than to wait for someone to wake up and flatly deny what she has done.
Fan Zeyu hesitated.
It stands to reason that Jin Xinyan has not been fully convicted now, so it is not impossible to let someone go in to visit him.
But Deng Shuang's identity is too special.
He wasn't worried that Deng Shuang would help Jin Xinyan do things, but he was worried that this person would want to die with Jin Xinyan in a fit of anger, you must know that similar things have not happened before.
Fan Zeyu didn't understand what was going on between Deng Shuang and Jin Xinyan, but he remembered that when Deng Shuang assassinated Jin Xinyan last time, he really took half of Jin Xinyan's life, if it wasn't for the life-saving medicine given by the emperor, Jin Xinyan would have really died at that time.
Ah Yu was a little far away, and he only vaguely saw the figures of Deng Shuang and Fan Zeyu, but he couldn't hear what they said.
She unconsciously touched her wrist, where there was originally a jade bracelet that she had worn between her wrists after arriving in Meaux.
Obviously, she hasn't been wearing the jade bracelet for a long time, but she seems to have developed a habit.
Now that there is no jade bracelet, my heart is still empty.
"Ah ......"
Someone suddenly called her name in the distance, Ah Yu subconsciously raised her head, and saw Deng Shuang and Fan Zeyu both looking at her.
She looked back puzzled: "...... What's wrong? ”
It wasn't because they had something to discuss that they let her come aside, and then suddenly called her, is there something for her to do?
Looking at the little girl's dazed appearance, Deng Shuang knew that she hadn't heard what they had just said.
"In the end, I got acquainted, Ah Yu accompanied me to have a look...... He...... Luckily? ”
Although Deng Shuang didn't say the name of that person, in the context in front of him, who else could there be besides Jin Xinyan!
Ah Yu pursed her lower lip and asked in a low voice, "Can we go and see him?" ”
She also knew a little about many of the laws and regulations in the imperial court, and those who had committed other crimes might still be given the opportunity to visit, but if they had committed the great crime of treason, they would usually be directly imprisoned, and they could only get a chance to be visited before they died.
"Naturally, you can." Deng Shuang explained to her with a light smile.
Fan Zeyu on the side also nodded to her.
Seeing Ah Yu and Deng Shuang leave, Fan Zeyu sighed deeply.
In fact, he was still reluctant to let Deng Shuang visit Jin Xinyan, but apart from Deng Shuang, he didn't know who else could find out where his secret stakes were from Jin Xinyan's mouth.
Now the Yulin Pass has lifted the danger on the surface, but the danger hidden behind the scenes also needs to be guarded against.
He really didn't want to see something similar happen in Yulin Pass in a few years.
Since it was those nails planted by Jin Xinyan, it was natural that he should also pull them out.
Previously, Deng Shuang said that Ah Yu was the girl Xie Huai'an liked, she was a mother who failed to fulfill her duties, and she owed Xie Huai'an a lot. The child left in the world, in addition to his former relatives, there is only one Ah Yu who is in his heart.
She originally wanted Fan Zeyu to accompany her to see Jin Xinyan, but Jin Xinyan never liked that there were other men around her.
If Fan Zeyu went, he might not tell the truth.
It's better to let Ah Yu accompany her.
With Ah Shen by her side, she will not hurt Ah Yu when she thinks of Xie Huai'an.
Therefore, the thing that ends up with Jin Xinyan will never happen.
Regardless of whether Fan Zeyu's heart was full of uncertainty, anyway, Deng Shuang and Ah Yu here had already arrived at the gate of the county government.
With the token given by Fan Zeyu, no one dared to block their way.
The leader of the arrester quickly took them into the cell deep in the county office, a cell built underground, and as soon as they walked in, they felt very cold.
Even after these cells were carefully cleaned, the environment was still not good, at most it was better than the barren mountains and mountains.
Only the cell where Jin Xinyan lived, after being redecorated, still looked decent.
The cells were decorated to look like inns, and there were beds and everything.
Jin Xinyan sat on a chair, and there was tea and snacks on the table in front of him.
If you don't look at the cold environment in the cell, you even have the illusion that he is in his own home.
The wooden railing was not locked, Deng Shuang raised her hand and pushed open the hidden prison door, and she took Ah Yu to sit in front of Jin Xinyan.
said: "Maybe when you asked people to drive me away, I should have listened to your words seriously and drank the abortion pill directly, which is better than sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person now."
When the child was born, my mind was full of you, and before I could take a good look at him, I lost him when my memory was confused, and fortunately Uncle Wen saved him.
Although he did not die at the hands of my mother, he died at the hands of yours, my father......"
Many years ago, Deng Shuang and Jin Xinyan did have the opportunity to become a couple who loved each other, but unfortunately it was artificial, or because of a mistake, in short, they missed it in the end.
But it was not in vain that the heart was in vain.
Even now, Deng Shuang still knows what kind of words are the easiest to poke at Jin Xinyan's weakness.
If it weren't for the fact that he really cared, how could he show a painful look because of a few words.
Deng Shuang's face was very pale, but Jin Xinyan opposite her was not very worried.
A child who has only a few faces, and even had conflicts, is naturally not worth mentioning to Jin Xinyan, when that child became his biological son, and because of him, he died in Huangquan.
suddenly learned that Deng Shuang did give birth to a child, but that child was not someone else's child as he imagined, but his heir.
Jin Xinyan was happy at the beginning.
The person he had in mind did not betray him, and gave birth to a child for him, doesn't it mean that they still have a chance to get back together?
However, before he could rejoice, he learned that the child had died.
Even the child died young because of him.
Before he had time to experience the joy of regain, he tasted the grief of regaining and regaining again, and he knew that he and Deng Shuang really had no possibility of reconciling.
"Frost ......"
Jin Xinyan only whispered Deng Shuang's name, and then fell into silence again.
Deng Shuang also stopped talking.
I could only hear the low wails of the inmates in the other cells, adding to the already cold cell atmosphere.
Perhaps winter came, and the underground cell became even colder, and Ah Yu couldn't help but sneeze.
The little girl rubbed her cheeks, and the place where she rubbed them was red.
Deng Shuang was brought back to his senses by the movement made by Ah Yu.
She said to Jin Xinyan, "You should know why I came to you." ”
Jin Xinyan was silent.
Deng Shuang didn't need his answer.
"You and I are both incompetent parents, Huai'an has not received half of our favor since he was a child, but he ...... because of us" She couldn't bear to say such cruel words, so she jumped over directly, and continued, "He is different from you and me. ”
"When Huai'an was one year old, I didn't prepare a gift for him, and I haven't been able to give him anything in the years since. Now he wants to defend Yulin Pass. You, as his father, will let him get his wish! ”
Listening to Deng Shuang's words, Jin Xinyan finally raised his head.
He asked, "If he still ......"
He wanted to ask if the child was still alive if there was any chance that they would be reconciled.
However, there seems to be no need to ask about those that are destined to be impossible.
Jin Xinyan paused and said, "The cell is cold, your health is not very good, let's go back first." ”
"Fan Zeyu, what they want to know, let them ask me themselves. I promise you that I will answer their questions 1510......"
They were silent for a long time.
When Ah Yu couldn't help but sneeze again, Deng Shuang took the initiative to say that he was leaving.
Before walking out of the cell, Ah Yan subconsciously glanced back, and saw that Jin Xinyan had been looking at them, as if waiting for Deng Shuang's return.
But Deng Shuang didn't look back all the way back to the house.