Chapter 193: Gloomy

This time, I really got home, and when I got home, I slammed my whole body on the sofa, hugged a pillow, covered my face, and didn't say a word.

Suddenly, the edge of the pillow gradually changed color and became wet, and after a while, I finally let out a faint sob.

Because of my words, I was reminded of some bad things......

The beginning of my acquaintance with Tang Tianqi was a farce...... And after that, although there are divisions and reunions, in the final analysis, I am afraid that our relationship is all linked by a marriage letter......

When I thought that the marriage contract between me and Tang Tianqi had broken down, and I had already made a marriage contract with Yang Qing, my heart throbbed for a while when I thought of this.

In the end, the original small sobbing sound gradually turned into a howling cry, the sadness in my heart was beyond words, and all the pain could only be borne silently by one person.

......

But even if I am sad, life has to go on, in order not to let Gu Fengyan find anything unusual, and then go to Tang Tianqi for trouble, I first cleaned myself up at home, and after looking in the mirror for a long time to make sure I couldn't see anything abnormal, I went back to the company to work.

But I still underestimated Tang Tianqi's persistence, not long after I arrived in the company, I just sat in the position, and Tang Tianqi's figure followed.

Unlike before, when I saw Tang Tianqi in the past, I was full of complicated feelings, but now, every time I see him, there will always be some inexplicable fear in my heart.

Probably, probably so hurt by him that I don't want to see him anymore!

Under the influence of this psychology, the first moment I saw Tang Tianqi, my head turned rapidly, trying to drive him away.

And Tang Tianqi, obviously not knowing what was going on in my head at this time, he looked affectionate, and without even my permission, he walked in without authorization, walked in front of me, and opened his mouth to say.

"No, in fact, I came to you in the morning just to explain the ...... between me and Yang Qing."

"Shut up!" Before Tang Tianqi could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by a loud shout, I didn't want to hear what he explained, and I didn't even want to listen to him!

I slapped the table and stood up, my eyes were still the same as when I saw Tang Tianqi before, extremely cold.

"This is my office, and you are not qualified to come and go at will without my permission!"

As I spoke, I stretched out my finger and pointed out the door, and said in a merciless tone: "Do you go by yourself, or will I call someone to invite you to go, choose one yourself!" ”

But Tang Tianqi was able to come to me several times, so it was absolutely impossible for me to turn around and leave because of my words.

Even he did not retreat but advanced, with persistence and stubbornness on his face.

"No, today, I must explain things clearly!"

And when Tang Tianqi said this, it just so happened that Gu Fengyan came again, but I think it should be Gu Fengyan who saw Tang Tianqi coming to me again in the surveillance, so this would appear so quickly.

When I saw Gu Fengyan, I knew that there would inevitably be another fight between him and Tang Tianqi, and I couldn't bear to see Tang Tianqi hurt again, and under the flying of my thoughts, I quickly made a decision.

Not long after seeing Gu Fengyan, my eyes lit up suddenly, my face showed a look of joy, I pushed Tang Tianqi away, and walked towards Gu Fengyan quickly with a movement under my feet.

When it was approaching, it was rare for me to personally hold Gu Fengyan's hand and snuggle my head into his arms, making an extremely intimate appearance.

Whether it was Tang Tianqi or Gu Fengyan, they were stunned by my sudden move, Gu Fengyan was the first to react, he was a little happy, but he also looked at me a little blankly, and asked softly.

"Weiran, you are ......"

I pursed my lips at Gu Fengyan and smiled, stretched out an index finger to stop him from continuing, and then turned my gaze to Tang Tianqi, only to find that his face was already stunned at this time.

I knew that Tang Tianqi's heart must be close to collapse at this time, but I didn't intend to comfort him, and even I wanted him to collapse more completely.

The best thing is that I was completely disheartened.

Because, I have enough injuries on my body, and I can no longer bear any injuries, and Tang Tianqi's promises in the past, and the results after that......

Forgive me, I really can't believe that Tang Tianqi won't hurt me.

I was scared, so I spoke.

"Don't come to me in the future, you don't have to always have any explanations on your lips, anyway, I don't have you in my heart now, if I want to start a relationship again, I won't look for you, this best candidate is Gu Fengyan."

Hearing my words, Gu Fengyan's face uncontrollably showed a look of ecstasy, while Tang Tianqi was the opposite, his face was full of ashes, like a drowning person, trying his best to gush out of the water, but he didn't see the straw that everyone else had.

Tang Tianqi's appearance fell in my eyes, it is absolutely impossible to say that I am not distressed, but there is no way, I have to do it.

Tang Tianqi lowered his head and laughed miserably, like a lost dog, he didn't look at me, his voice was full of loneliness.

"I see, that's your answer to me, right?"

I didn't answer Tang Tianqi's question because I couldn't speak.

And Tang Tianqi, in. After muttering this, he shook his head, and his laughter became more and more poignant.

"Since this is your reply, then I ...... Respect you! ”

As he spoke, Tang Tianqi slowly raised his steps, but his posture was like a zombie, without the slightest vitality.

"Then I won't bother you from now on."

When Tang Tianqi walked past me, his footsteps paused, but he didn't stay long, he walked again, and when he looked back, his figure was so declining.

"In the future, when I am away, you have to take good care of yourself...... No, you should have someone who loves you deeply to take care of you, and I'm relieved. ”

When Tang Tianqi's body was about to completely walk out of the office door, he said a word, the last word, a sentence that made me almost completely collapse.

"Two months later, I will hold a wedding with Yang Qing, even though I hurt you like that before, I still hope to get your blessing then, even if it is a video."

"Okay, I've said so much, I'm sure you're starting to bother me too, and finally ...... Take care! ”

Tang Tianqi kept his back to me, and the sound of the last word fell, Tang Tianqi rushed towards the elevator, and then looked at the ground where he was standing just now, but a few drops of water appeared out of thin air.

He cried...... I'm crying because of me......

At this moment, if there is a regret pill, then I will definitely take it without hesitation, even if it has strong side effects!

I felt remorse for the sharp words I had just made, this emotion tormented me, and the sadness that I had been suppressing in my heart couldn't stop surging up again, and I couldn't help but lean on Gu Fengyan's shoulder weakly, and my body trembled slightly.

And Gu Fengyan seemed to have misunderstood something, he gently patted me on the shoulder and comforted.

"Okay, okay, just say it, I know that you haven't been able to withstand this blow for a while, and time will erase all the scars in your heart."

......

In this way, Tang Tianqi specially came from China and showed me all kinds of goodwill, but in the end, he left with an unhappy ending.

After completely dissociating myself from Tang Tianqi, not only did I feel less comfortable, but I became more and more uncomfortable.

I don't know why, but I only know that I will definitely go insane after a long time in this state.

So, gradually, I became deaf to what was going on outside the window, my whole heart was on work, busy in the morning and busy at night, busy at work and busy after work, every day I would find countless things for myself to do, so that I had no free time, it seemed that only in this way could I temporarily forget the existence of sadness.

But no matter how much work there is, there is always a day to finish, five days later, because most of the company's business is on track, even if it does not need me to push it will run by itself, and it is on this day, which is the rest day stipulated by Chu Tianqi.

I don't have anything to do......

And at this time, an uncomfortable emotion, as if I had been called, gradually woke up in the depths of my heart.

But before this emotion could completely erupt, Gu Fengyan came to the door, and as soon as he entered the door, he invited me.

"No, today is a day off, why don't we go relax together?"

Hearing Gu Fengyan's suggestion, I also felt that it was good to go out for a walk, so I nodded and agreed.

Originally, I wanted to ask Su Lingcui to accompany me, because I was alone with Gu Fengyan, and I was very afraid that he would suddenly express his heart to me.

After all, judging from his recent behavior, there is indeed such a possibility, and the probability is not small.

But it's good that she can't die, this Su Lingcui just ran away at this time, and after leaving only a text message that she didn't worry, she disappeared, and the phone couldn't get through.

And I had already agreed to Gu Fengyan, and in desperation, I had no choice but to follow Gu Fengyan.

This time, Gu Fengyan didn't let us have the embarrassment of not knowing where to go last time, this time he planned it, and the goal was very clear.

He took me to the amusement park first, and even when I was older, I could feel a sense of joy from the bottom of my heart every time I came here.

Infected by the surrounding atmosphere, the gloom in my heart seemed to shoot into a ray of sunshine, and my mood was no longer so gloomy.

At first, I was a little worried that Gu Fengyan would suddenly say something strange to me, but it didn't, and gradually, I let down my vigilance against him and blended into the surroundings wholeheartedly.