Nario's resurrection began at the university and was the establishment of Naruo's worldview as an adult. At that time, if he had free time, he would go to the university library, just like he always went to the Xinhua bookstore when he was in high school.

At that time, Cheng Xiong loved to read the long ——— "Resurrection" written by the Russian writer Leo Tolstoy! Sometimes he would even take the book that he kept until college, and he would copy it into the book when he read what he liked.

(1) People are like rivers, the water in all rivers is the same, and the water is the same everywhere, but the water in every river is narrow in some places and wide in some places; Some places are turbulent, others are flat. Everyone has the germ of various natures, sometimes showing such a nature, sometimes showing such a nature, and sometimes becoming unrecognizable, but in fact it is still the same person.

(2) It was then dawned on him that the hatred he had for the people in recent times, especially of the Duke, of Sophia, of Missy, of Cornie, was in fact his hatred of himself. Strangely enough, this kind of admitting one's own meanness is painful, but at the same time it makes people happy and reassured.

(3) By the cleansing of the soul, he refers to a state of mind where, often after a long interval of time, he suddenly feels that his inner life is tired, and sometimes even stops, and he sets about removing all the garbage that has accumulated in his soul and which is the cause of this stagnation. …… He had not cleaned his soul for a long time since then, so he had never been so dirty, nor had there ever been such an incongruity between what his conscience demanded and the life he lived. When he saw this gap, he couldn't help but be shocked.

(4) In spite of hundreds of thousands of people living in one place and trying to destroy the land beyond recognition, though they wantonly smashed stones into the ground to prevent flowers and trees from growing, although they removed the freshly unearthed grass and burned coal and oil to the point of smoke, although they cut down trees indiscriminately and expelled birds and beasts, spring is still spring in the city.

(5) Flowers and trees, birds, insects, children, all of them are happy and vibrant. Only people, only adults, have been deceiving themselves, torturing themselves and others. What they think is sacred and important is not this misty spring morning, not the beauty of man created by God for the benefit of all beings, the beauty that makes all things tend to peace, harmony, and mutual love; What they consider sacred and important is the means of domination that they have invented themselves.

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Chengxiong almost copied a book, he liked Leo Tolstoy's kind of writing in the face of difficulties but very witty, in the face of bad taste but become very lofty, so addicted to the world of the book that he could not help himself. Which vivid sentences, the ups and downs of the plot will even affect his mood.

Leo Tolstoy was one of the most outstanding writers in the Russian literary scene in the late 19th and early 20th centuries, and he was famous all over the world. He was hailed by Lenin as "a mirror of the Russian Revolution". "A hundred years ago, a great man of Russia lit a torch of the most innocence for our generation, illuminating our youth. He is Leo Tolstoy. "That's Romain Rolland's praise for him. Leo Tolstoy has a very lofty position in the history of the world literary scene, more than a hundred years have passed, his is still thought-provoking, his realist style, pay attention to the portrayal of characters and the rendering of the environment, good at narrative, magnificent. Cheng Xiong was impressed by this great writer, but Leo Tolstoy influenced Cheng Xiong for a long time, and even the entire youth of Cheng Xiong. It was a time when talent was very respectful, and they all aspired to have a character as great as the greats.

"Outside the long pavilion, by the ancient road, the grass is green, the evening breeze blows the willow flute, the sunset outside the mountain, the end, the corner of the earth, the acquaintance is half scattered, life is rare to gather, only parting more ......"

A song "Farewell" sounded, Chengxiong's college life is so colorful, with good friends, good teachers, feelings that move him, and girls who are moved by his heart.

Sometimes, when the money sent by the head of the family is low, he will go to the canteen to help people cook, and the head chef who manages the back kitchen will let him eat lunch and dinner in the canteen for free, which is nothing for the canteen, because every canteen will have a part of the food left that is not sent out to others. It's nothing more than an extra pair of chopsticks and an extra dinner plate.

At that time, Sung Woong liked to go to the video hall with his college roommates to watch movies. Once, he saw the movie "The True Colors of Heroes" directed by John Woo, and immediately became fascinated by the hero Ma Ge. I like Fa Ge's masculine smile when he smokes, I like his action of pulling out a gun, and I like Chow Yun-fat's fascinated acting skills. The sentence: "I have waited for three years to wait for an opportunity!" I want to fight for a breath, not to prove that I am more majestic than others, but to tell people that what I have lost must be returned! ”

He likes love and hate, likes Xu Jiao's martial arts dramas, and remembers watching a movie of his, how many years later, when he will mention this movie to his son, he will be very deep: "It is a one-armed, a broken knife, half a knife book, and a persistent good movie!" Those famous sentences: "Justice, is just a kind of sympathy, right and wrong are not divided in this way, now you see something wrong, you have to be strong, you will know that the fault may be yourself", "On the rivers and lakes, you can only take advantage of the moment." The other party will always get back what he lost, and even if he can't get it back, his descendants will get it back. ”

In 1992, Jung Ji-hwa's sailor was released, and he became one of Sung-woong's most nostalgic college songs. "The bitter sand, the feeling of blowing on the face. Like the father's scolding, the mother's crying, it will never be forgotten. When I was younger, I liked to be alone by the sea. Roll up your trousers and step barefoot on the beach. Always fantasize that there is another world at the end of the ocean; always thought that the brave sailor was a real man; always looks weak and can't help but be a bad seed; When I was bullied, I always heard the sailor: what is this pain in the wind and rain, don't be afraid to wipe away your tears, at least we still have dreams. What is this pain in the wind and rain, wipe away your tears and don't ask: why. When I grow up, I work hard for my ideals...... "This is a song that Sung Woong must order every time he goes out to sing karaoke with his roommates or classmates, and sometimes his friends feel bored of listening to this song, so Sung Woong will order another song."

In 1987, Zhang Yimou's film of the same name adapted from Mo Yan's feature "Red Sorghum" won the Golden Bear Award at the 38th Berlin International Film Festival. Cheng Xiong also had a glimpse of the style of this movie, when Yu Zhanao, played by Jiang Wen, went to ask Jiu Er played by Gong Li to sing a song "Sister, You Go Forward Boldly" is also Cheng Xiong's finale song:

"Sister, you boldly go forward, sister, you boldly go forward, go forward, don't go back~ya~ head! The road to the road, nine thousand nine hundred and nine thousand nine hundred and nine, sister, you boldly go forward, go forward and don't look back. The road to the road is nine thousand nine hundred and nine thousand nine hundred and nine. Sister, you boldly go forward, go forward~ don't go back~ah~ head! From then on - you set up the red embroidery building~Ah, throwing red hydrangeas~Ah, hitting my head~Ah, drink a pot with you~Ah, red sorghum wine~Ah, red red~Sorghum wine~ hey! Sister, you boldly go forward, go forward~don't go back~ya~ head. ”

The one sung by Chengxiong in this song is called a ups and downs, that is called a tragic and heroic, and that is called an impassioned. He sang vividly with his sonorous voice the feeling of Yu Zhanao standing in the red sorghum field, majestic, magnificent, full of male charm, really very fascinating. 166 Reading Network