Li Chengyun knew that this incident had hit Xu Jingmo hard, and after all, he played a key role in this and became the spiritual pillar of their mother and daughter.

"Carrier, why are you here?" Xu Jingmo looked up and saw Li Chengyun looking at him worriedly, but now Xu Jingmo was not in the mood to thank him.

There was the sound of various instruments operating in the ward, and from time to time there were nurses and doctors with blood stains on their bodies coming and going, Xu Jingmo just sat quietly outside the ward, waiting for the results.

Li Chengyun walked to Xu Jingmo's side, sat on the chair outside the ward, didn't know where to put his hands, and sighed helplessly.

"Cousin, don't be sad first, Shang Lu Jiren has his own natural appearance, you can rest assured. As for the follow-up, I'll arrange it. ”

The follow-up in his mouth naturally refers to this kidnapping case. The political atmosphere here is not very good, officials protect each other, snakes and rats are nested, and some officials in important positions are even people who can shout their names on the road. Li Chengyun was worried that the people at the police station would shield the kidnappers this time, so he had to go there himself.

"Oh yes, I guess Sisi will come over soon. She was very worried when she heard about you, so I asked her to come over, just so that I could stay with you and take care of Xiaonuo by the way. ”

When Xiaonuo was mentioned, Xiaonuo couldn't help but tremble. She didn't dare to look directly into Xu Jingmo's eyes until now, for fear that Xu Jingmo would blame herself fiercely.

Xiao Nuo, who was standing on the side, had cold hands and feet, his hands were clasped in front of his chest, and he looked nervous. It was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, but Xiao Nuo didn't feel sleepy.

"Well, okay, it's up to you."

After about three hours, the doctor finally came out of the emergency room. As soon as he came out, Xu Jingmo hurriedly stopped in front of the doctor and asked the doctor anxiously about Shang Lu's situation.

"How? Doctor? Is he okay. ”

"Fortunately, the position of the bullet was not in the chest, we just took the bullet out, and the operation was successful. Just ......"

The doctor paused, his eyes were a little hesitant, but he looked at the pale woman in front of him and didn't know if this time was appropriate.

"Just what? Doctor, you say. Xu Jingmo saw that the doctor's face was not very good, could it be that something happened to Shang Lu inside?

The doctor shook his head and said to Xu Jingmo

"It's just that when we had surgery, we found a tumor in his head. According to our preliminary inference, this tumor should have existed for more than half a year, reaching the level of middle and late stages. And Mr. is not in good health now, I'm afraid it's a lot of bad luck. ”

The truth was too cruel for Xu Jingmo, Xu Jingmo didn't recover all of a sudden, and collapsed on the ground. But I haven't heard Shang Lu mention this matter, why did he suddenly have a tumor, or is it in the middle and late stages?

Xu Jingmo pulled the doctor's white coat, the tears in his eyes had dried up, and only his eyes were blank, looking at the doctor at all.

"Doctor, you must save him, you must save him."

The profession of doctors is originally extremely cruel, how many long-term illnesses can be faced every day, and how many deaths can be faced every day. It has been said that the more a doctor does it, the colder his heart becomes. However, there are many doctors with the benevolence of doctors, and although the doctor in front of him has undergone such a major operation, he is already exhausted.

But when faced with Xu Jingmo's bitter pleading, the doctor did not have the slightest displeasure on his face. On the contrary, the doctor was trying his best to find a way for Xu Jingmo and Shang Lu.

"You get up first." The doctor helped Xu Jingmo up, and then said

"This tumor can indeed be surgically removed. But you have to know that there is only a 50% survival rate of this operation, and we are only 50% sure that we can save your husband. ”

For Shang Lu, this operation was the only way to save him.

"If you don't have surgery, the tumor will get bigger and bigger, and then it will compress the nerves in the brain, and I am afraid that you will not live for more than a month." The doctor could only tell Xu Jingmo the best and worst results, so that she had a bottom in her heart.

Xu Jingmo calmed down and thought about it, if there was only one month, Xu Jingmo would rather let Shang Lu take this risk.

It was decided that the surgery to remove the tumor would not be put on the agenda until Shang Lu woke up. Regarding the operation, it is natural to let Shang Lu know.

A few days later, Shang Lu woke up. The operation to remove the bullet was very successful, and Shang Lu only felt weak when he woke up, and there was no other discomfort.

"Ah Lu, you're awake." Xu Jingmo couldn't help crying again when he saw Shang Lu wake up. In the past few days, Xu Jingmo has dried up his tears, and his eyes are dry now.

Shang Lu looked at Xu Jingmo's sad appearance, he was very distressed, and used all his strength to reach out to wipe the tears on Xu Jingmo's face.

"Fool, I've woken up, why are you crying."

As soon as Xu Jingmo grasped Shang Lu's hand, thinking that if the operation failed, the man he loved the most would leave this world, Xu Jingmo cried even more sadly.

"Ah Lu, are you lying to me, are you hiding something from me?" When Xu Jingmo thought of the tumor, his heart hurt like a knife.

Hearing what Xu Jingmo said, Shang Lu was stunned for a moment, lying on the hospital bed without speaking, and his eyes didn't dare to look at Xu Jingmo.

"You say, you say yes!" Xu Jingmo collapsed, why didn't Shang Lu have surgery earlier, why didn't he tell her earlier.

Shang Lu lay on the hospital bed and remembered the day when he got the physical examination report. The attending doctor told himself that he had a tumor in his head, which was still malignant. I am only 50% sure of having surgery, and I can only live for three months without surgery.

After listening to the doctor's account of his situation, Shang Lu seemed to have been relieved. Trimester? So what else can you do?

When I got home and saw Xu Jingmo and Xiaonuo, the world seemed to be the same, but everything was still different. Shang Lu hoped that he could spend more time by Xu Jingmo and Xiaonuo's side, and hoped that after he left, Xiaonuo and Xu Jingmo's lives would not change much.

However, now they actually let them know in advance.

"Yes, I have a tumor, and it's malignant. There should be less than a month left to calculate the time. Shang Lu said this extremely calmly, it was because he didn't look into Xu Jingmo's eyes.

"Then why didn't you tell us? We can help you. Xu Jingmo looked at Shang Lu, who was unusually calm in front of him, and thought about what kind of mental torture Shang Lu had suffered in the past two months.

Shang Lu didn't speak, closed his eyes, and his mind went blank.

"It's okay, Ah Lu, we'll do the operation, and we'll be fine after the operation." Xu Jingmo thought that surgery was the only way to keep Xu Jingmo by her side, and she could only take such a risk.

But Shang Lu still didn't say a word, and it was obvious that Shang Lu did not accept this method.

Although they broke up unhappily, Xu Jingmo still insisted on letting Shang Lu have surgery.

One afternoon, when Xu Jingmo was about to deliver food to Shang Lu, he accidentally found Shang Lu secretly writing something outside the door. Xu Jingmo didn't want to bother, so he had to wait and see what happened.

At night, while Shang Lu was asleep, Xu Jingmo opened the cabinet next to the bed and found the document written by Shang Lu in the afternoon. As a result, it turned out to be a will written by Shang Lu.

Seeing the contents of the will, Xu Jingmo's tears flowed down again. Everything in the will is about himself and Xiaonuo, and even Xiaonuo has thought about what junior high school, high school and even college Xiaonuo will attend. There is such a clause written in the will, if Xu Jingmo meets a better person in the future, he can not consider marrying again.

Early the next morning, Xu Jingmo was ready to talk to Shang Lu about this will.

"Ah Lu, I saw your will." Xu Jingmo held the will in his hand and looked at Shang Lu on the hospital bed.

Shang Lu suddenly felt bad, and he had nothing to say for a while.

"Ah Lu, this operation is not so scary. If you only have a month left, what kind of psychological pressure do you put us under to get along with you? If the operation is successful, we can be together forever, and when we die of old age, it will be forever. Xu Jingmo thought that if there was no Shang Lu in the future, he really didn't know how to live.

"But even if it's a month, I'm willing to be with you. I'm afraid that I'll never wake up again as soon as I get on the operating table, and it won't even be a day by then, I just want to be by your side and Xiaonuo more. Shang Lu said to Xu Jingmo with some choked up, feeling very painful and tangled in his heart.

"Ah Lu, why don't you understand? Don't I know the risks of surgery? Surgery is risky, and if you don't try, that's what hurts the most. Listen to me, let's have surgery. ”

After saying that, Shang Lu also felt as if he had no way out, so he had to agree to the operation.

Just the day before Shang Lu was about to have surgery, an important guest suddenly arrived, and that was Father Li.

Father Li heard about Shanglu from Li Chengyun's mouth, and no matter how he said it, he had to feel that he came to visit here. Although there was some unhappiness between the two because of Xu Jingmo's miscarriage before, after all, they were relatives, so they didn't take those little things to heart.

"Shang Lu." When Father Li walked into the ward, he really startled Shang Lu and Xu Jingmo, but he didn't expect Father Li to come over to visit Shang Lu.

"Uncle." Xu Jingmo looked at Father Li with some emotion.

Father Li walked straight to Shang Lu's side and looked at the wounds on Shang Lu's body.

"I've heard about you, and I've heard about your surgery tomorrow. Although I don't like you very much, but after all, you are Jingmo's husband, and for the sake of you who care about Jingmo, I reluctantly came to see you. ”

After speaking, Father Li still looked arrogant.