Concubine Yu couldn't help but sigh, "When the emperor first ascended the throne, this palace had seen Chang Fujin, and at that time, Chang Fujin Yehenara ?? Wanzhen entered the palace to thank her, Zhenzhen is a gentle woman, although she is Lafayette's own sister, but the two have completely different personalities," halfway through speaking, Concubine Yu took a sip of tea before continuing, "At that time, the emperor was young, and he was held in his arms by Chang Fujin, and Chang Fujin was pregnant again, when the emperor was taken away by the palace grandmother, Chang Fujin was really sad, crying so much that it was called a chiffle miserable rain, even the palace was a little unbearable, but Lafayette just looked at it expressionlessly, Later, within two days, I heard that Chang Fujin was born prematurely in the mansion, and the child was born without life, and it is said that Chang Fujin's health has not been very good. ”

Ziyu lowered his eyes, "Actually, the emperor is also quite pitiful, he has been in the palace since he was a child, he has been in the palace and the throne since he was a child, far away from his biological parents, and he is fighting hard to rise and fall in this huge Forbidden City." ”

Concubine Yu said: "Who said it wasn't! When the Empress Dowager is there, she will take care of the emperor's three meals from time to time, and after the Empress Dowager leaves, the emperor will be even more pitiful. ”

Princess Rongshou was puzzled and asked: "At that time, didn't the concubines care about the emperor?" ”

Concubine Yu whispered: "Who dares!" The concubines are even heartless and powerless! In fact, when the emperor first entered the palace, his temperament was still very lively and cheerful, and he was also cute, but then he was treated harshly by Lafayette, and the emperor became more and more silent, and he endured thorns that should not be borne at a young age. ”

Princess Rongshou smiled, "Now the emperor is also good-looking!" With that, she reached out and poked me.

I agreed with this in my heart, and I laughed too.

But it's more of a sour heart-wrenching.

Although I can't fully empathize, I can also expect that it is not easy to grow up all the way.

After talking for a while, they all saw that I was becoming more and more absent-minded, and soon they took their leave, and as soon as the people left, I hurriedly put on my robe and went to the temple of nourishing the heart, and the wind and snow outside became heavier, and the goose feathers and snow fell all over the sky, and after a while, the snow-white rabbit feathers on the brim of my hat were soaked with snow.

The copper wire stove in the temple of nourishing the heart was scorching, I entered the temple, approached Zaiyan step by step, and finally could see his complexion, pale with a trace of exhaustion, seeing him like this, my heart was painful and sour.

But he still had to kneel lightly on the ground first, and then called softly: "Your Majesty." ”

Zai Xiang was reviewing the fold in his hand, and when he heard the sound, his body shook suddenly, and the red pen in his hand shook obviously, and then slowly looked up at me, and after a while, he reacted, hurriedly threw down the pen, got up and walked over to pick me up, and said to me tremblingly: "It's here." ”

I looked back at him, nodded tearfully, and smiled, "Yes." ”

Zai Yan frowned slightly, his expression was a little more frosty, he hugged me suddenly, and his hands unconsciously exerted force under emotion, strangling my shoulders a little painfully, but his words were quiet, "Are you doing well these days?" ”

I raised my eyes to look at him, and reached out to caress his face, this feeling is very familiar, it is what I look forward to every day during the lockdown, this is not a dream, he is a warm load, no one will know how many times in these days of grounding I have dreamed back to see the warmth of the two of them goodbye, and when I wake up, I find that it is just a beautiful dream.

I saw that he was also looking at me, only nodded slightly, then was silent for a while, and then said softly: "This is exactly what Zhen'er wants to ask the emperor." ”

Zai Xiang's chin was gently pressed against my forehead, and after a long silence, Zai Xiang said in a deep voice: "I, it's not a good time. ”

Somehow, this sentence made me burst into tears, frowning and asking: "Your Majesty, how can the emperor have a bad time?" ”

Zai Yan closed his eyes slightly, and whispered to me: "I, I miss you very much." ”

I couldn't stop crying and said, "Zhen'er also misses the emperor very much," and said, "But Zhen'er didn't dare to come to see the emperor, Zhen'er was afraid that the emperor was still angry with Zhen'er, about the child's incident, Zhen'er really didn't mean to hide it from the emperor, Zhen'er really had the trouble of being unable to speak." ”

After a long time, he said, "I was indeed annoyed with you when I first learned about it, but when I saw you lying on the bed and was weak, and remembered that you were dying from the Lafayette staff, I couldn't bear to be angry with you, and then ......" He didn't continue, but sighed softly, "Actually, I should not dare to see you." ”

I shook my head, my heart was mixed, it was difficult to express, it was not strange, it was a lie, it was strange, it was also a lie, it could only be blamed, but as soon as the word "blamed" was said, Zai Xiang would inevitably blame himself more guiltily, I don't want him to blame himself for guilt, and how can the entanglement between me and Zai Xiang be included in the word "blame", I owe him, he owes me, I can't figure it out for a long time.

Zai Xiang asked me, "Are you weird in your heart?" ”

I hurriedly shook my head, "If Zhen'er blames the emperor in her heart, Zhen'er won't come today," After a while, I said, "Zhen'er saw that the emperor's face was not good, but the emperor was unwell?" ”

Zai Yan said lightly, "I'm fine," and after a while, he said again, "It's good for you to come." ”

I looked up and said, "Your Majesty, the government is important, but the body is also very important. ”

Zai Xiang sighed shallowly.

I continued: "Zhen'er knows that in the emperor's heart, the government, the world, and the people are the most important, but the emperor knows that in Zhen'er's heart, the emperor is the most important, and the emperor must take care of himself and must not have anything to do. ”

Zai Yan was stunned for a moment, and then said: "The most important thing in my heart is not the government, nor the world and the people," I stared at him, and he continued, "It's just that 'one-minded person'," he said, his eyes also fixed on me, "The government and the world are the responsibilities that I can't avoid as an emperor, but you, Zhen'er, are an indelible oath in my heart." ”

Zai Xiang's words made me panic, and I asked tentatively: "Your Majesty, if Zhen'er really can't escape death one day, the emperor won't do stupid things, right?" ”

Without thinking about it, Zai Yan said firmly: "I will! ”

I straightened up from his arms, frowned, and said, "No! Zhen'er is not allowed! ”

Zai Yan looked at me and asked, "Why?" ”

I looked back at him, and after a while, I said softly: "Your Majesty, the emperor must promise Zhen'er that no matter what happens in the future, the emperor must take care of himself first." ”

Zai Yan was puzzled, "Why?" ”

I was anxious, "The emperor must promise Zhen'er!" ”

Although he didn't know why, he stared at me straight for a long time, probably to appease me, and then reluctantly agreed.

I frowned lightly and said, "The emperor is the emperor, and he can't go back on what he says." ”

Zai Yan didn't respond, and took me into his arms again, and whispered in my ear: "What regrets or not, as long as I and Zhen'er are good in the future, everything will be fine." ”

I smiled lightly, because I knew the cruelty of history, so I knew even more that it was impossible to achieve this.

I whispered, "What if?" ”

Zaiyan's lips moved up and down my ears with a hot snort, and he whispered, "Relax, I and Zhen'er will have a long time to come." ”

Don't you know that the coming day is the most unpredictable?

I let out an "um" and slowly closed my eyes.