Chapter 370: Diary
Yang knew very well in his heart that this infinite loop experiment mode was tantamount to giving Zhou Wen and him countless opportunities to fail.
If he fails once in the mainstream of time, he will die.
But in the realm of informal time, Zhou Wen can fail countless times, and Yang can also die countless times.
That's exactly what they're for.
Fail all the time, fail until you succeed.
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As for whether Zhou Wen has other purposes.
Yang himself is not very sure.
Because he didn't know if the purpose of Zhou Wen's experiments was really to try to guide the symbiote to reverse the limit of cell replication in his body.
And Yang himself has no way of confirming this.
For Zhou Wen, if he wanted to, he had a lot of time to waste on other experiments.
All of this can be recorded as data for his experiments.
This is something that Yang only realized after experiencing the last experiment, that is, mutating into a monster.
That's why he asked Zhou Wen that sentence:
"Was it an accident, or was it a windfall?"
But what the truth is, he himself has no way of judging.
For such a situation, he can only be responsible for experiencing various ways of dying.
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In the following period.
Yang is always in the process of dying and waking up suddenly after death.
He was even somewhat accustomed to this infinite repetition of life.
Although this is not the real mainstream time realm, for him, it is indeed possible to feel that time is passing.
Because each experiment is coherent before and after, it can be said that it is seamless, for Yang, it is just to die, then sleep, wake up again, and die again.
And every time there is a fresh way to die.
There may be a process that is too painful and long, and it is not pleasant, but for him, he has long been accustomed to pain, and even deep down he enjoys pain, the only thing he is not used to is death, and after Yang is completely accustomed to death, everything becomes calm.
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Later, Yang even looked forward to how his next death would end.
But in fact, most of these deaths are repetitive, and there are many cases such as dismemberment.
Of course, there is another part that he did not die, but something like the time when he became a monster, the symbiote substance in Yang's body catalyzed him to evolve into another creature, and this kind of "accident", Yang usually did not see his final fate, because often in the middle of the process, Zhou Wen would end the time course of this experiment.
For Yang, it's like suddenly fainting and then waking up again, and he is already out of that time realm.
According to Zhou Wen, these surviving situations are all valuable information for research.
Yang can't care so much, he can toss as much as he likes.
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Perhaps for ordinary people, this experience is like an infinite loop of infernal hell, constantly repeating death and resurrection.
Alive, dead, alive.
For a normal person, it is really possible to be driven crazy.
Fortunately, Yang is not an ordinary person, nor is he a normal person.
Therefore, the process of this painful cycle is quite acceptable to him, at least he can always find something interesting and worth looking forward to in some strange things.
For example, those blurry pictures before his death.
Every time he dies, a strange picture will appear in front of Yang's eyes.
In the first few times, Yang was not sure if these images were real or just a visual hallucination before death, but after so many confirmations, Yang understood that these were not hallucinations.
These images are real.
Because every time the picture appears, there is a sense of similarity.
And as he himself said, it's not just a visual picture, but an immersive but very blurry feeling.
It's like being in an environment, but his eyes are covered with a white veil and he can feel the atmosphere, but he can't see the images clearly, and every time Yang tries to touch them, he dies.
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So for the later Yang, he no longer cares what form he will die in next time, but is more inclined to find a way to figure out those strange pictures at the moment of his death.
But what discouraged him was that it ended the same every time.
He couldn't see the "real" images clearly, and he couldn't touch them until he was completely unconscious and out of the informal realm of time.
Every time it's a little bit off.
It's a fuck up.
However, it is worth mentioning that in countless repetitions, Zhou Wen seems to have made good progress.
From Zhou Wen's words, Yang could feel that this guy's experiment was relatively smooth.
Yang is not worried about anything.
After all, as long as the relationship between the two parties has not changed due to other accidents, Zhou Wen will definitely find a way to help him deal with this extreme problem.
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By the end of the day, Yang had lost count of how many times he had died.
He asked Zhou Wen if there was any time period in the mainstream time realm during the whole cycle.
And Zhou Wen's answer is yes.
After each death, Yang would fall into a coma, and after he woke up, the very short time between Zhou Wen and Zhou Wen was the mainstream time realm.
Theoretically, the informal realm of time is just a jump to the future, because time has a linear relationship, and as long as there is no cause in this moment, there will be no consequence in the future.
Yang Yi knew a little about Zhou Wen's explanation, but he didn't mean to understand it all.
He made only one request.
That is, to get back your notebook.
That is, the little notebook he had carried with him before, recording all his plans.
Zhou Wen asked him what he wanted that thing for.
Yang only said lightly:
"Keep a diary, keep an infinite loop like this, at least I have to have something to record, otherwise I'm afraid that one day I will get lost in these messy time realms, after all, sometimes I really can't tell which period is the informal time realm, which is the mainstream time realm, since you said that the period from my waking up to the time before you appear is the mainstream, then I think, during this time, write something, it's okay to write some blind."
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Regarding Yang's request, Zhou Wen did not refuse.
He just said lightly: "There is some truth. ”
(End of chapter)