Ah Yu's heart had always been floating.

The things in the dream are intermittent, in the memory, some have been blurred, and some are carved into the bottom of the heart.

The tragic past often appears in her dreams, and she can't break free or avoid it. But the reality was much gentler than the dream, and all the people remained with her, uninjured and undead.

As time passed, dreams seemed to have nothing to fear.

So much so that before she heard the origin of her name, she was about to separate herself from Wen Ru.

There are two worlds in and out of the dream, and she and Wen Rugu are also two completely different people.

Even Wen Ru's experience seems to confirm Ah Yu's future.

Even though their parents, siblings, and siblings all have the same appearance and temperament.

Ah Yu still felt that she was different from Wen Rugu.

But what Wen Huan and Mrs. Wen talked about together was like the mantra that Tang Sanzang read to Sun Wukong, and it kept hovering in Ah Yu's mind.

Let her start to doubt.

Perhaps, she is no different from Wen Ruyu.

Perhaps, the dream is the past she really experienced.

There are people in the world who can awaken Su Hui and understand the things of the past life, but she is more fortunate to be able to swim against the current in the long river of time, return to the past time, and have the opportunity to change the fate of the people around her.

Sounds like something that only happens in a book.

But who can guarantee that the story in the script will not become a reality!

Now she is indeed living in the early summer of the year she is eleven years old, and there are still nine years before the midwinter of the twentieth year.

A lot can happen in nine years.

Maybe in the middle of winter, she will still be asleep, but the people she wants to save will definitely be safe.

If that happens, I hope her relatives won't be too upset......

Everything is predestined.

Ah Yu will not alienate the people he cares about just because he is destined to sleep in the middle of winter at the age of twenty.

She will cherish the time she has now more than anyone else.

Although when she leaves, her relatives will be grief-stricken.

But she still didn't change her original intention.

Ah Shen can give up his life for them, but he can't lose their love.

Because.

After all, she is also a very selfish person!

Whatever the reason, the taste of being discarded was unbearable, and they should also feel the sadness she had experienced in her dreams.

At night, the dreams that have always haunted Ah Yu are finally no longer intermittent.

She clearly witnessed Wen Ru's life from the perspective of a bystander.

From birth to death.

Although he still can't know who killed his parents and brother, Ah Yu knows that the people of the Duan family will later take refuge in the murderer behind the scenes.

After the death of the elder brother, when the father and mother were sick, the people of the Duan family had already found out the inside story of Lishui.

It's just that the people of their family changed hands and erased all the clues, and took this matter as a petition for refuge in the secret.

Lives are not static.

But it also has its stubbornness.

As long as you find someone who is destined to go to the original destiny, it is extremely easy to follow the vine.

Although Ah Yu still doesn't know who the same person is, she will always find it.

The days are long and the nights are short, which is manifested in early summer.

When Ah Yu woke up from a dream, the sky was faintly bright, and he could vaguely hear the sound of people walking in the courtyard.

That's the guy who got up early to clean.

Without alarming others, she went to the dresser herself.

The reflection in the bronze mirror is hazy, and it is vaguely recognizable.

Fingertips tapped the mirror, if you go out with this expression, let alone Mrs. Wen, even the new sweeper in the yard will notice that something is wrong!

But the extra memories were still crowded in her mind.

At this moment, she only felt that the whole person was fluttering, and her toes couldn't touch the ground.

And how do you remember what you should have been!

Ah Yu practiced in front of the bronze mirror until dawn, but the effect was not good or bad.

In the end, I can only comfort myself.

At most, she would only stay at home for half a day, and in the afternoon, she would go to the White Horse Academy with her brother, and it was unlikely that she would be found out if she was acting inappropriately.

After all, she hadn't shown up in Wen Mansion for many days.

When others see her, they will only think that time has made each other strange.

For now, let's do it first!

When Ah Yu got up early, he had already changed his clothes.

Now only the green silk is scattered all over the shoulders, and it has not been tied.

Under Qingrui's skillful hands, Ah Yu saw the familiar appearance in the mirror, and the impression of herself in her mind finally appeared in front of her despite all obstacles.

The upward curvature of the corners of the mouth is exactly the same as in memory.

In addition to the emotion in his eyes that is too deep.

It seems to be the same as usual.

After having breakfast, Ah Yu walked to the study according to the new habit he had developed in the other courtyard.

She really had to calm down and think about how she was going to go.

You can't be as passive as you used to be.

Nine years is actually not a long time.

The people of the Wen family, young and old, did not like to be disturbed, especially when they had something to do.

Seeing Ah Yu enter the study, the door was also closed.

Qingrui breathed a sigh of relief.

Xu is her relieved appearance is too conspicuous, and Aoba, who has just come over, is very puzzled.

She followed Qingrui's gaze and found that it was the girl's study.

I was puzzled.

"Why do you suddenly look like this, as if you were frightened by something!"

That being said, Wen Mansion is the most ordinary, where can there be things that scare people!

What's more, they were in the girl's yard.

Qingrui said in a lost mouth, "You didn't see the girl's momentum...... Just standing aside, I feel like I've walked between life and death......"

Where can there be such an exaggeration?

Aoba can almost be said to have grown up with Ayu.

She knew that Ah Shen had changed a little bit recently, but she had always been by Ah Yu's side, and those changes were not for no reason, so she really didn't think that Ah Shen would have anything abnormal.

Even when he heard Qingrui say this, Aoba's first reaction was to speak for Ah Yu.

"What kind of temper is our girl, don't you know? What else did you say about going between life and death, if the girl is really that powerful, how can she hide back in the courtyard and cry secretly because she heard other people's gossip! ”

Aoba saw Ah Yu crying secretly, it was a coincidence.

Previously, when Ah Yu was still in a wheelchair, she had nightmares at night, often dreaming that she was in front of the funeral hall of her parents and brother, and after she woke up, she hugged the quilt and cried several times.

It happened to be when Aoba was keeping vigil for her.

It's just that Aoba thought that someone in the academy was laughing at her, so she secretly wiped her tears.

Qingrui and Qingye are not clear.

She knew very well that Aoba was a person who accepted death.

But she wasn't the only one who was in the same room with Ah Yu.

So Qingrui asked the little girl to come over and talk.

"You were also here before, how about you tell me about the girl?"

Xiao Yahuan is younger than Aoba and the others, and she usually plays in the yard and does some small work, but she has never seen much of the world.

She tilted her head and said with some embarrassment, "I didn't dare to stare at the girl all the time, I just remember that the girl seemed to be smiling just now, and she looked good when she smiled, just like a fairy girl!" ”

Qingrui's eyes were full of confusion.

Has the girl ever laughed?

She didn't notice anything, could it be because she didn't sleep well last night that she had hysteria in the daytime!

Actually, it's not that complicated.

It's just because Qingrui is very familiar with Ah Yu that she will notice the killing intent that flashed in the little girl's heart.

Although Ah Yu's killing intent was not aimed at other people, it was still too terrifying for the current Qingrui.

Aoba and Aoba are only discussing in private.

When there was no result, nothing else was said.

They separated and went to work on other things.

There was a gentle breeze outside, but the study was quiet, and only more leaky sounds could be heard.

Ah Yu put down the pen in his hand and looked at what had just been written on the rice paper.

It's all what she sees and hears in her dreams.

Big and small things, there are hearsay and personal experience.

Ah Yu originally thought that nine years was too long, and there were too many changes that might happen in the middle, so he wanted to write down some important things on paper, and then read them often, so as not to forget them accidentally.

However, she wrote three pages, but it was only the tip of the iceberg of memory.

And Ah Yu suddenly thought that the people were all controlled by Mama Chang and would not mess with the things in her study.

It's different if it's a brother.

Because her father found a lonely ancient book outside, he would send her the corresponding manuscript.

The manuscripts were kept in Ayu's study.

So much so that Brother likes to stay in her study the most, rummaging through and picking up, looking for the manuscript of her heart.

These things written by Ah Yu must not be seen by others.

She rubbed her aching wrists, feeling sorry for the useless work she had done.

It was so hard for her to write three pages in vain, and she had to find a way to destroy these things.

There are still a lot of things that can be used in the study.

Copper basin with candle flame.

Definitely the best choice.

The paper full of words was torn into narrow strips, loosely piled in the copper basin, Ah Yu carefully held the copper green finch lamp, the lamp oil sprinkled on the paper, she casually took out a fire fold, and ignited the contents of the copper basin.

The scarlet fire, with the help of the lamp oil, burned extremely fast.

The contents of the basin soon turned into a pile of ashes.

What followed was the smell of burnt mush.

The combination of lamp oil and rice paper was not very suitable, and the smoke from the burning poured out through the cracks in the doors and windows.

The people outside didn't notice it at first, but when they reacted, their souls were almost scared away.

Qingye and Qingrui saw the strangeness of the study, and when they came back to their senses, they had already rushed into the study.

happened to collide with Ah Yu who was squatting in front of the copper basin.

Aoba was already crying.

"Girl, what are you going to do here?"

Not only Aoba, but even Aorui thought that Ah Yu had something to think of.

Ah Yu was so smoked that tears rippled.

Hearing Aoba's question, she didn't take it seriously, and just replied with dignity, "I just wrote something, and I felt that I couldn't show it to outsiders, so I burned them all, isn't it a normal thing!" ”

It's really normal.

Some of the paper that Ah Yu had practiced writing on before was put away by Mama Chang, but most of it was taken and burned.

According to Mama Chang's meaning, everything with the girl's handwriting needs to be treated properly, and no one else can get it.

It turned out to be a false alarm.

Qingrui picked up Ah Yu and went to clean up the mess with Aoba.

Before going out, Aoba couldn't help but persuade Ah Yu with red eyes.

"The girl will leave this kind of rough work to us in the future, and don't do it yourself!"

They had seen the smoke gushing out of the study before, and someone was trying to assassinate the girl, so they dared to set fire to the study in broad daylight!

It almost didn't freak them out.

Ah Yu touched her nose, she was indeed ill-thought.

The first time I got started with these things, I didn't say anything about it, and I almost made a mistake.

Not long after, the two sisters in the second room came together.

As soon as she entered Ah Yu's study, Wen Fu hurriedly said, "I heard that you couldn't think about it for a while, and almost burned the study, but when I look at your study, there is no sign of fire!" ”

Compared with Wen Fu, Wen Rong's words are much more tactful.

She asked Ah Yu softly, "But what grievances did you encounter in the academy?" If you are really wronged, don't hold it in your heart and don't say it, there is still a grandfather! ”

Ah Yu knows that good things don't go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles.

It's a lot of effort, and even the second sister and the third sister know it.

I think that after a while, my mother and brother will definitely send someone over.

Maybe they'll come in person!

Ah Yu looked at the eyes of the two sisters in the second room, shook his head helplessly, and explained, "It's just an accident." ”

She repeated the reason she had told Aoba and the others before.

This time, however, she emphasized how it felt to try to burn the manuscript for herself just out of curiosity.

Ah Rong would do such a thing, Wen Rong was really not surprised at all.

Don't look at Ah Yu's usual well-behaved appearance, in fact, she is very bold!

And sometimes it's extra naughty.

"You can take it easy." Wen Fu looked at Ah Yu helplessly and with a somewhat righteous look, and said, "It's okay to talk about other things, but it's different about playing with fire." ”

"It doesn't matter if you accidentally burn a few books, if you hurt yourself, it's really bad!"

Wen Rong also persuaded on the side, "Even if the manuscript is not needed, it is ready to be destroyed, and you don't need to do it yourself." ”

Truly.

Such a trivial matter as burning manuscripts can be handed over to the maids around you to do.

However, what Ah Yu wants to burn must not be shown to others!

Even if Yahuan is illiterate, it can't work.

Who knows if she will draw the scoop according to the gourd and draw the words left on the paper by Ah Yu!

You can't have the heart to harm others, and you can't do without the heart to defend people.

Ah Yu couldn't say anything to refute for a while.

can only accept the persuasion of Wen Fu and Wen Rong.

The matter of the study has come to an end on Wen Fu's side.

Besides, they didn't come today to be able to take it for granted.

They have important matters to discuss with Ah Yu.

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