080 Sijun
I looked up, each hall is high peck, each hugging the terrain, I don't know its tens of millions of falls, a while to the side door of the Yonghe Palace, I thought it was still early, it was better to go in to find Ziyu to chat for a while, just saw the moon season in front of me that was very blooming, smiling and blooming, the petals stretched out like a child's smile, showing my face shyly among the lush green leaves, I leaned down to pick a flower, and before I touched it, I heard the sound of flocculation coming from the door, I was too familiar, it was Ziyu's voice, charming and soft, She seemed to be talking to a man, Ziyu has always been calm and self-controlled, and she will never easily transgress her rules, and she doesn't have to think much to know who the man is inside.
Ziyu said: "It's a pity that I am already the emperor's concubine, and you and I are no longer possible." ”
Imperial Physician Zhao said: "These days, you have not lived happily in the Forbidden City. ”
Ziyu said: "Whether I am happy in the Forbidden City or not has nothing to do with you. ”
Imperial Doctor Zhao said: "Why doesn't it matter!" ”
Ziyu said, "Ji Li," she paused for a moment before continuing, "It's come to this, don't worry about it anymore!" ”
It turned out that Imperial Physician Zhao's name was Ji Li. The inker, the Wuye, and the one who is the one who
Imperial Doctor Zhao said: "You are the first woman I have paid sincerely, these days, I have already thought about it, I can give up my official position, give up glory, give up my future, and even give up my family for you, wander the world with you, hide my name, look at the sky and twilight, and spend the rest of my life with affection, as long as you nod." ”
Hearing this, my heart trembled, who is happy to talk about, I look at the sky and the clouds at dusk, I wish there is no time to look back, and with deep affection for the rest of my life, my brain seems to be instantly emptied, and soon I came to my senses, because I knew that they couldn't go, and I couldn't help but feel deep regret and sorrow for them in my heart!
There is a lover! You can't always get married!
Ziyu was silent for a long time before he spoke up: "But I don't want to, it's not that I haven't had this idea, if I want to leave, I will go to you before entering the palace, at that time, my sister also said that she would help me!" ”
Imperial Doctor Zhao said, "Then why didn't you come to me?!" ”
Ziyu said: "Have you ever thought about what you and I should do with the people left behind?" And said: "Yes, you can give up everything for me, and I can give up everything for you, incognito, coarse tea, but what should other people do?" There are dozens of people in the two families, and they are all innocent! Why should they bear the consequences for us?! I can't do this kind of thing! ”
Imperial Doctor Zhao said: "You have fulfilled everyone, but have you ever thought about it for me, for us?" ”
Ziyu said in a trembling voice: "I have thought about it," and after a while, he added, "but I can only do nothing." The second half of her tone sounded much calmer.
Imperial Physician Zhao sighed and said, "Don't hope for the next life, because there is no afterlife at all. ”
Ziyu said: "In the future, don't come to me like this again, Lafayette is already a little suspicious." ”
Imperial Physician Zhao asked, "How could Lafayette know?" ”
Ziyu said: "Although the deep palace seems to be lonely, in fact, there are eyeliner everywhere, and you stay in the hospital all day and don't live in the harem for a long time, so naturally you don't know the stakes." ”
Imperial Physician Zhao only sighed again and again, and after a while, he said in a deep voice: "If you feel unwell, just come to the Tai Hospital to find me." ”
After Ziyu responded, he called someone to send Imperial Doctor Zhao away. Then, Ji Yue came over and asked, "Little Master, why are you so decisive about Imperial Doctor Zhao?" ”
Ziyu was silent for a long time, and only said four words: "There is no fate...... and then sigh, sigh, sigh......
I sat outside the small door, looking up at the sunset today, the light seemed to have been taken away, no longer dazzling, very soft and gentle, slowly retreating to the west. It is true that there are too many obstacles in life, and you can't do what you want.
After sitting upright for a long time, Bai Ge didn't dare to urge, just stood aside and waited quietly, and finally returned to Jingren Palace when the sun was lonely, Dai Chunrong came out to open the door and saw that my face was not very good, and he glanced at Bai Ge, so he didn't say anything.
When Ying'er and Que'er saw me coming back, they hurriedly ran out of the side hall. Que'er didn't notice my face, and said with a straight smile: "If you want to say that the queen is really interesting, originally such a good flower and tree in Zhongcui Palace, all the partial flowers and trees will be transplanted to our Jingren Palace, and I haven't seen anything when I planted it last autumn, thanks to Father-in-law Dai and Father-in-law Gao, who have been running to the Department of Internal Affairs from time to time, and they take care of it very well in autumn and winter," he said, and pulled me to the spring flower garden, the variety is extremely precious red frangipani, a dark green twig is staggered and overlapped, and the fluffy graceful arc is dotted with clusters of red flowers, Delicate and delicate, like butterfly wings, thin, soft, under the bright sunlight, so delicate and moving, the breeze blows, and like a red butterfly dancing in the wind, she pointed and smiled and asked, "Little master, look, is it good-looking?" ”
It was about that Xin Yue would be contagious, and my mood was also better, so I only nodded my head and said with a smile: "It's good-looking." ”
A crescent moon is like a small boat, with a sharp bow, rowing in the quiet lake in the middle of the night, sending me a piece of love, thinking about the conversation I heard outside the gate of Yonghe Palace in the afternoon, I can't help but tremble again, I deeply feel that in this world can be with people I love with what a luxury thing, in front of my eyes, I only feel that I am lucky, I sighed suddenly, got up from the couch and walked a few steps in the house, stopped in front of the case, and played with a guqin that has been placed on the case, I have been in ancient times for so long, I also read a lot of ancient Taiyin books every once in a while, but I still couldn't play a complete tune, only clumsily plucked a few notes, "Ecstasy under the flowers, ecstasy under the moon." Sorrowful gathering eyebrows, thousands of marks, 10,000 marks. Xiao looks at the sky and looks at the clouds at dusk, and thinks about you when you walk, and thinks about you when you sit. ”
The wind was rising, there seemed to be movement at the door, so late, he still came, and his soft voice seemed to float in the air, "Zhen'er is good at everything, but this piano art is ......"
I raised my head slowly, Bai Ge and the others who were waiting for had already gone out, and only me and Zai Yan were left in the room, and after a while, I pulled out and threw myself directly into his arms, my cheeks rubbing against his splendid clothes, and my mouth had a slightly disgusted tone, "It's so late......"
His eyes shone brightly, and he looked down at me, "It's so late, isn't Zhen'er still waiting for me?" If I don't come, won't I be sad? ”
I smiled and pushed him, "Your Majesty...... It's better not to come! Jane is happy! ”
Zai Yan frowned and chuckled, "Happy? He added: "Then who is listening to the sentence 'Xiao looks at the sky and the clouds at dusk, thinks of Jun when he walks, and thinks about Jun when he sits', hurting the feelings of spring?" ”
I was a little timid, and I felt a little hot in my ears, "Zhen'er hurts her own spring, what's the matter with the emperor?" ”
Zai Yan pretended to be lost, turned around and wanted to leave, "Since it's none of my business, I'm going to see the queen?" ”
I took him by the hand and said softly, "You dare." ”
Zai Yan still pretended, "Why don't I dare!" ”
I took a sip of him, "Okay, then the emperor is up, I want to come to Zhongcui Palace, and I have prepared good wine and food and are waiting for the emperor to be happy!" As I spoke, I loosened my hand, turned around and sat on the chair near the table, raised my eyebrows and said, "Originally, the queen mother is the wife, and the emperor should be the queen mother!" ”
When Zai Yan heard this, he stepped over with an arrow step, grabbed my arm and lifted me up, held me in his arms, and the hot breath exhaled from his mouth and nose sprayed on his ears and itched, "What am I the queen's!" I heard his tone a little harsh, I was afraid that Fang Cai's words were too heavy, so I coaxed him in a soft language: "Don't be angry, the emperor is talking nonsense!" I'm joking with the emperor! ”
Zai Yan still said harshly: "This kind of joke can also be made?!" ”
I was so stunned that I wanted to kneel down, but he reached out and dragged my arm to block my kneeling, I looked at him blankly, but he said, "Who wants you to kneel!" With that, he took me back into his arms, and after a while, he only whispered and affectionately, "Remember, I am yours...... I'm your ......" he kept repeating, repeating, repeating in my ear...... It made my scalp tingle, and the hairs all over my body trembled, and before I could recover from it, he kissed the tip of my nose lightly on his chin again, and said clearly, "If I hear such a joke again in the future, I will really be angry!" "I didn't expect him to be an ancient, and his emotional cleanliness was even more serious than mine!