252 I have endured so hard
The woman smiled at Sixi and said yes.
Jing Xi looked back at her again: "You can come back tomorrow." ”
After that, he led the horse and Sixi into the courtyard together.
Sixi explained to Jing Xi as he walked: "This person said that she is the mother-in-law of Ji Mansion, and said that their eldest lady is not in good health, and I want to ask your master to go to the doctor." But I said that you came back late today, and asked her to come back another day, but I didn't expect her to wait outside all the time. ”
Jing Xi nodded: "I know all this." It wasn't supposed to be an emergency, so I told her to come back tomorrow. ”
"I'll just say, tell her to come back tomorrow, she wants to wait, and I don't have to wait until tomorrow to wait for you to come back."
"Leave her alone, San Lang has been okay for the past two days?"
Speaking of Murong Yu, Sixi's mood instantly fell to the bottom: "I coughed all night last night, I wanted to go in and take a look, but Murong Gongzi didn't let me, so he only let Yaoshan wait in front of him." But I think Yaoshan is a big man, he has to be served by others, how can he serve Murong Gongzi well. ”
"But wasn't it fine when I left, I never heard him cough all night, how could it suddenly get worse? Could it be that something happened while I was away? ”
"There shouldn't be, Murong Gongzi is still the same as usual. But something strange did happen yesterday. ”
"What's weird?"
"I wanted to move the stone mill in the backyard to another place. I told Yaoshan that he had the strength to help me move, but yesterday I waited for a long time and didn't see him, and then when I went to deliver food to Murong Gongzi, I found Yaoshan kneeling in the house, and it wasn't until the evening that Murong Gongzi coughed badly and saw Yaoshan come out and walk around. ”
"Yaoshan was punished to kneel? I've never seen Saburo tell anyone to kneel in all these years, you lead the horse to the stable, I'll go and see. ”
"Okay, by the way, master, Murong Gongzi is not here with us, he should have gone to the Library Pavilion."
"I see."
Jing Xi originally planned to go directly to Murong Yu, but when he looked down at his dirty clothes, he thought about it and went back to the house to change into women's clothes.
……
When Jing Xi went to the Library Pavilion, Murong Yu was sitting in a wheelchair sorting things, with no expression on his face.
It wasn't until he saw Jing Xi that he had a smile on his face.
Jing Xi stretched out his hand, and he quickly shook her hand: "Everything is done?" ”
"Well, I'll be back right after that. Did you take good care of yourself when I wasn't there? ”
Murong Yu glanced at Jing Xi quickly, then withdrew his gaze, his thin lips pursed, and he did not speak.
Jing Xi squatted down, lay on his knees, raised his head and asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Who upset you, I came to you as soon as I came back, why did you ignore me? ”
"Because I'm angry."
Jing Xi choked, he rarely got angry after knowing him for several years.
"What are you angry about? Actually, I've heard that you let Yaoshan kneel, and then cough all night long, angry and bad for your health, what did Yaoshan do wrong? ”
Murong Yu lowered his eyes and looked at Jing Xi: "Ah Xi, don't the words you promised me count?" ”
"Whoever said it, of course what I promised you counts."
"Then I know how you promised me when the water was gone?"
Jing Xi couldn't forget the matter of being near the water for the rest of her life, she looked away and didn't speak.
Murong Yu didn't allow her to escape: "Ah Xi, you look at me." ”
Jing Xi had no choice but to look at him: "I promise you that I will not hide anything from you in the future." ”
"Did you do it?"
Jing Xi let out a sigh: "I didn't, that's because I don't want you to worry." Didn't I come back safely? ”
"In the past, you told me everything, and even if I was worried, I could come up with a way to deal with it, but now you are hiding everything from me, I can't think of anything, and I feel that I am most worried when I feel powerless."
"But in the face of some things, we are inherently powerless."
Murong Yu rarely quarreled with Jing Xi, and it was the first time like today, and he gasped as he spoke.
Jing Xi panicked when he saw him like this: "Don't worry, don't worry, I promise you that I will never do this again in the future." ”
Murong Yu coughed for a while and spat out a mouthful of blood.
Jing Xi saw it, and wanted to slap himself guiltily: "San Lang, you breathe, you breathe slowly." ”
"Axi, I'm really sad."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I thought I did that for your own good, I didn't know it would make you so sad, I really won't do that again."
"Axi, I know you are doing it for my good, but that's my sister, and I haven't even seen her for the last time. Axi, I don't know if people have a next life, but the last time I have a chance to see my sister in this life is gone. ”
Jing Xileng froze in place, she thought that he was angry because she had concealed this time out, but she didn't expect it to be Concubine Shu's death.
"You...... You know it all? Lady Lady Niang She ...... I know you have a good relationship, and I was afraid that this news would hit you, so we didn't tell you. The day near the water...... You frightened me, and although I promised you that I would not hide anything from you in the future, I did not dare to take this risk. ”
Murong Yu wiped away the tears on Jing Xi's face and said softly: "Actually, you are right, I really can't do it, even if you are by my side, I can't support it anymore." ”
"No, for my sake, will you hold on for a while?"
"I really can't do it, I was a little more relaxed when you weren't there last night."
“…… Why do you say that? Are you deliberately saying such things to get rid of me? ”
"No, how can I give up. But when you're by my side, I don't dare to cough hard, ah, I've endured so hard. ”
"I don't want you to work hard."
"But I'm really hard."
"Then don't put up with it, it's okay for me to hear it."
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
……
Day 2.
Jing Xi was wringing a wet hand towel to reduce Murong Yu's fever, and Sixi came to pass the word, saying that the mother-in-law of the Ji Mansion was invited to invite.
Jing Xi didn't have a thought: "Just say that I was not feeling well, and replied to her." Be polite and tell her to come back another day. ”
Sixi knew that the master was reluctant to leave Murong Gongzi, so he answered the call and walked out.
Murong Yu stopped her, and said to Jing Xi: "You go, you can't do nothing because of me, otherwise what will you do in the future?" ”
"You want me to go?"
"Yes, I want you to go."
"Okay, I'll go." Jing Xi stood up, "I'll be back soon." ”
"I'm not in a hurry, you just ask for a doctor as usual.".
"I'm in a hurry."