Chapter 10 Motherhood
Mama Sun slapped herself twice, and then lowered her eyebrows and said: "Madame, don't be angry, it's not good to be angry, you know, the old slave has always been used to it, but if you want to say bad intentions, the old slave will never have it." She was outwardly loyal, as if she really had no selfish intentions.
Outside the door, Ah Yu's hands and feet were already cold, even if she heard the answer she wanted, she didn't feel much happy, a face like a flower and jade, but when she was expressionless, it looked like her father when he was angry, and when her father was angry, he could silently break the head of the enemy's pit and bleed. Ah Su is far inferior to her father, in fact, she has been favored since she was a child, and she has never encountered anything that really makes her angry. It's just that today's Mama Sun and Hongli have really touched her bottom line.
Earlier, Ah Yu was enlightened by her father Wen Qin, she studied in her father's study for more than three years, and only at the age of eight did she go to the clan study with Wen Fu and Wen Rong of the second uncle's family. When she used to read books, she once saw a passage, 'The great treacherous is like loyalty, the outside is like the simple, and the middle is treacherous', and the grandma Sun and Hongli seen today are the top among them.
One by one, they spoke loyally, as if they were really loyal.
But all of them are doing bad things under the guise of loyalty.
It's true, unreasonable!
"Girl, ...... you" Aoba was much slower than her own girl because of the red li, and when she caught up, she saw Ah Yu sitting on the cold steps, how could she bear it. ran forward in three or two steps, and didn't care about the dignity of the master and servant, so he had to help Ah Yu. She thought that this was Madame's yard, so she didn't dare to speak loudly, lowered her voice, and her face was full of hatred, "No matter how unhappy you are, you can't joke about your body!" The illness is better, so I don't care for myself like this, is it possible that I still want to go back to the house, and I can't lie down for ten days and half a month! ”
Ah Yu raised his head at this time, and he didn't argue silently, and with the strength of Aoba, he stood up.
Grandma Sun in the house is still showing her loyalty, and a few maids outside the house have also pressed Hongli over. Seeing that Hongli was gagged, she didn't say anything, and after standing up straight, she patted the dust on her clothes, and after tidying up her appearance a little, she raised her foot and kicked open the door in front of her.
The sound inside the door stopped abruptly.
The room was very warm, the stove was burning, Ah Yu strode towards the inside, an old woman with gray hair was sitting on the pestle, her hands were stiff in mid-air in a strange posture, hearing the movement behind her, she quickly turned her head, the action was so urgent, people seemed to be able to hear the clicking sound of her neck, after seeing Ah Yu, she stood up in a panic and saluted Ah Yu: "Four girls." "The way she looks restrained looks ridiculous.
This is Grandma Sun.
Ah Yu didn't like her very much before, because she always liked to say some patriarchal things in front of Mrs. Wen, although Mrs. Wen didn't take it seriously, but Ah Yu was always unhappy. Moreover, in the courtyard of Mrs. Wen, only she will call Ah Yu as the 'fourth girl' according to the ranking of the Wen Mansion, and everyone else will only call Ah Yu 'girl'.
Grandma Sun lowered her head, she didn't hear Ah Yu's reply, so she kept maintaining a saluting posture, and after a while, she felt stiff and unbearable.
Ah Yu ignored her.
You can't just look at each other's surface, who knows what kind of heart is hidden under their loyal and honest face!
Ah Yu took two more steps forward and saw her mother lying in the brocade quilt, her face pale.
The room suddenly became silent, and the atmosphere was dull to a certain extreme, and Mrs. Wen San Fang broke away from the state of closing her eyes and recuperating her mind, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Ah Yu who was guarding in front of her, which made her heart and mind.
The little girl lay on her hand like a kitten with red eyes, and when she saw her open eyes, she lowered her head, her lips were pursed tightly, and tears fell down her cheeks to her hands with a hint of coolness.
Mrs. Wen raised her hand to brush the broken hair on Ah Yu's cheeks, and said softly: "My Ah Yu is really a squeamish bag, I haven't seen my mother for a few days, so I can't help but run over and cry!" ”
When Ah Yu heard this, she held back her tears, and she only shouted her mother and couldn't say anything else.
My mother seems to be so calm at all times and will never lose her temper.
Ah Yu remembered what Grandma Sun said before, and her mother should have been angry at that time, but she never spoke ill of her, let alone became angry.
However, in that absurd dream, she had watched her father and mother weaken day by day, the yard was always filled with the bitter smell of Chinese medicine, and the medicine residue was paved with the path at the door, and she saw herself crying in the dream and begging them not to leave her, but no one agreed to her. Later day, she wore a white filial piety dress and knelt in front of the mourning hall, and the people around her came and went, but no one would say 'Ah Yu is a squeamish bag' anymore, and no one would be willing to give her a chance to be squeamish.
Mrs. Wen carefully wiped the tears on Ah Yu's cheeks with her hands, as if she was afraid of disturbing someone, she spoke softly and softly: "Ah Yu Mo is going to cry, my daughter's family should always be happy, if you are not happy, just tell your father and mother, with your father and mother here, it will always make you happy." ”
Ah Yu paused, but didn't know how to speak, the dreams she had during her illness were like a huge shadow, always entangled in her heart, if it was something else, she could be obsessed with her father's side, and after saying it word for word, she just waited for her father to help her find a way, but only those dreams were not. Those dreams are ominous omens, and they have a certain power that she can't tell others, she only knows that if those dreams are not spoken, maybe they won't happen, but once they are spoken, they will definitely happen.
That was the only realization in her heart when she woke up.
Many of the things in the dream are intermittent, some have no beginning or end, and some have only one beginning.
All she could determine was when the dream began, five years later, and sixteen years after Yong'an, when she was sixteen years old.
In five years, something can always change.
As long as you stay away from some people, the ending will always be different.
Ah Yu shook his head, bit his lip, and whispered, "I just want to miss my mother so much." ”
The little girl is still too young to understand that some things are hidden, but they are more noticeable, not to mention that the appearance she shows is so pitiful that people can see at a glance that she has hidden her heart and has never said it.
Mrs. Wen frowned slightly, but she was reluctant to ask, and only said, "My mother is here, and I won't go anywhere else." ”