283 must change your fate
"Hmm......" Xiangyun hugged Jing Xi tightly, "It's scary, those sores are so scary, and they are still bleeding pus, so how can disgusting things grow on my mother's body?" ”
The memory of "......" that had been shelved for a long time once again surfaced in Jingxi's heart, and Jingxi in the original book ended up with this ending.
- Sores all over the body festered and died.
If Xiangyun's dream will eventually come true, then it will be exactly the setting of the original book.
It's like a few days ago when she went to Anseong with Bai Lu, and on the way Bai Lu asked her, 'Why do you always say that this is predestined, isn't it that you will have someone else to complete this?' ’
At the time, she couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out what kind of existence she was in the world of this book.
To say that everyone's direction and ending have already been decided, but she has really changed the trajectory of her life and that of others.
But in the end, she found that she seemed to be able to change some processes at most, not the ending.
Like Murong Yu, although he no longer fell in love with Bai Lu at first sight as written in the book, he still died of illness after all.
Now she couldn't help but feel suspicious, some people say that man will conquer the sky, and others say that fate is in her own hands.
But with so much going on, in this world, can she really control her own destiny?
But his own arrival is a variable in this world!
Shouldn't she be the special one?
Jing Xi secretly told himself in his heart that even if it was Xiangyun, his dreams were not accurate, and he would definitely not go to that tragic ending.
She should believe in herself 100 percent.
After she had confidence in her heart, she began to comfort Xiangyun again:
"If that's the case, then the mother is even more sure that this is just an ordinary nightmare. Because my mother is a doctor, and she is also recognized as a goddess doctor. You think, a miracle doctor, how could she let herself be reduced to the point of being covered in sores? ”
"Really?" Xiangyun was still very worried, and asked with some curiosity, "Then how did those doctors with good medical skills die in the end?" ”
In fact, Jing Xi doesn't want her children to live in fairy tales since they were young, but now she just wants her children to feel at ease.
He told him in a brisk tone: "They all die of old age, and the lifespan of all people is limited, and when they are old, all organs and parts of the body will age, just like decaying trees, withered flowers, and rusty farm tools, and gradually become useless." ”
Xiangyun still didn't understand: "What about Uncle Rong and Uncle Jinshui, aren't they also doctors?" ”
"............" Jingxi's heart ached, and he was suddenly speechless.
After a while, she finally sighed.
The child is old and can't be coaxed anymore.
"Okay Xiangyun, let's talk about something else. Tell me, what happened in your dream? Why does my mother have sores all over her body? Am I eating something I shouldn't have eaten? ”
Xiangyun hugged Jing Xi tightly, his voice was very small, full of fear: "My dreams are messy, mother, I don't know what happened."
But I saw you wearing a red dress, and I also saw Brother Sheng Yuan, and Uncle Bai Lu, and Grandma, we were on the street, it was raining, and then I woke up in fright. ”
"What kind of red clothes?"
"Very red, very red clothes."
Hearing this, Jing Xi suddenly became more confident in changing his fate: "But my mother doesn't have very red clothes at all." ”
Her only bright red dress was a wedding dress, but she couldn't have walked around the street in a wedding dress.
Xiangyun was also persuaded by Jing Xi's determination, and gradually felt that the dream he had just now was just the same as the dream of ordinary people, and there was nothing to worry about.
But after such a fuss, he couldn't sleep for a while, so he kept talking to Jing Xi.
His words were very heartwarming, and every word was comforting Jing Xi, saying that it was just a dream, don't worry about it.
When Jing Xi heard this, he couldn't help but feel funny, but he didn't expect that in the end, he turned into auspicious clouds again to comfort himself.
Xiangyun learned what she had just done again, caressing her back and telling her not to be afraid.
Seeing him like a little adult, Jing Xi couldn't help laughing.
smiled: "Okay, my mother is not afraid." However, auspicious clouds, birth, old age, sickness and death are the processes that everyone must go through, even if there are no red clothes and no rainy days, one day my mother will leave this world.
You will definitely feel sad and sad at that time, but slowly you will get used to the days without your mother, and if that day comes, then you must be strong then, you know? ”
"Hmm!" Xiangyun nodded heavily, "I know, I still have to take good care of my grandmother." ”
"That's good."
Jing Xi hummed a song to Xiangyun that he used to listen to before going to bed when he was a child, and he fell asleep after a while.
After he fell asleep, Jing Xi went back to his room and put on his wig, and then lay down beside him again.
The next morning, as soon as Xiangyun opened his eyes, he saw his mother sleeping next to him, and he suddenly smiled so much that he couldn't see his eyes.
He touched Jing Xi's black hair with his fleshy little hands, and said happily: "That dream of mine must be fake, my mother's hair is black." ”
Jing Xi was afraid that he would pull off his wig, so he hurriedly squeezed his little hand: "The dream is fake, you can relax." ”
Seeing that the child was cheerful again, Jing Xi's mood also improved.
……
Bai Lu has always come to Jing's house these days, because Xuan Ning is also in the Governor's Mansion, and I heard her say that Xuan Ning always likes to go over to find her stubble when she has nothing to do, so she has been avoiding Xuan Ning recently.
At the same time, she is also preparing gifts for Sheng Yuan and her sister-in-law who are about to meet for the first time, and Xuan Yin does not restrain her, she basically runs out every day.
She came over today mainly to inquire about Sheng Yuan's preferences.
However, Jing Xi didn't know much about Sheng Yuan's preferences, so he could only take Bai Lu to ask Grandma Sheng.
When Jing Xi saw Grandma Sheng and Bai Lu discussing Sheng Yuan's birthday together, he couldn't help but recall the dream that Xiangyun had last night.
According to Xiangyun, the place where the incident happened was on the street, and in addition to himself and Xiangyun, there were Bai Lu, Sheng Yuan and Grandma Sheng.
Except for the upcoming Sheng Yuan's birthday, Jing Xi really couldn't imagine that these two of them would appear on the street at the same time under any other opportunity.
So she speculated that if she really encountered any accidents, if Xiangyun's nightmare would really come true, then the time should be Sheng Yuan's birthday.
It was going to be a rainy day, she was going to be wearing red, and then she was going to send something, and she was going to get poisoned, she was going to get sores, and she was going to die.