Chapter 622: Forcing Him to Make a Choice
Bo Yu lowered his eyes and looked at the ground leisurely, and the pain in his heart could not be explained in a few words. He had a feeling of begging for mercy.
However, no, you cannot.
"Okay then." When Bo Yu didn't raise his head, Jiang Li's fluttering tone came over.
Bo Yu frowned, not knowing why Jiang Li said that.
"Bo Yu, by your side, I'm tired. Really, very tired, I feel that the whole person is depressed, if I keep suppressing, I really don't know what I will become, and I can't look at myself like that. Freedom has always been my nightmare, and no matter how many times I argue with you, that's all I want. But you, don't understand, you can never give it to me. ”
You don't understand how much pain this is, you just think I'm wrong.
"Nope." Bo Yu denied it and slowly raised his eyes.
At the moment when he raised his eyes, he saw Jiang Li's knife, and in an instant he gasped: "Jiang Li, what are you doing!" ”
Doing something stupid? No!
"You didn't let me go." Jiang Li's tone was leisurely, and the pain in his eyes expanded little by little, and finally rendered the whole person.
Tears also ran down the corners of her eyes, slowly sliding down.
"Where am I not going to let you go?" Bo Yu argued, "You speak well, don't do stupid things!" You're dead, what am I going to do? I can't live without you! ”
Without anyone, it is impossible to live without you.
Jiang Li took the knife, pointed at Bo Yu, and slowly moved to the window.
Bo Yu looked at her like this, his pupils tightened, and he was so nervous that he couldn't breathe: "You, really don't do this." ”
Jiang Li shook his head: "No, I want to be like this, I know, you will say that I am willful, indeed, I am willful." I've always been willful, and I won't change whatever you say. ”
"Jiang Li!" Bo Yu increased his strength, "Do you believe it or not......"
"I believe it!" Jiang Li interrupted Bo Yu's words, "I believe what you do to me, after all, I am important in your eyes, so important that you can't let go of it in your life." However, your love is too heavy for me, and I really don't want you to love me like that. ”
If a person can live a simple and pure life, after getting what he wants, he will naturally not want to be complicated.
But unfortunately, this complexity is defined differently in everyone's mind.
"I don't want to love you so heavily." Bo Yu took Jiang Li's words, "Really, I never wanted to." I just want you to be safe and happy by my side. As long as you don't leave me, you can do whatever you want. ”
"I promise." This problem is the root cause, Jiang Li looked at Bo Yu and paused word by word, "But, you never believe it." You won't know what your disbelief means to me. ”
How could he not know? It's just that I don't want to know.
Raising his eyes and looking at the top of his head, Bo Yu shook his head bitterly: "It seems that I was really wrong." "And it's a big mistake.
"No, you're not wrong. I've been making a fuss lately, but I'm also thinking about it when it's quiet. But, I'm a person, I don't think much after all, I just can't understand the sense of crisis. ”
"Hey." Bo Yu looked away. Dream Chinese
Now, he really doesn't know if what he's doing right or wrong.
Jiang Li sighed, looked left and right, and looked back, the shallow corners of his lips were with the determination to leave.
"Actually, when I made this decision, I hesitated for a while."
Bo Yu frowned puzzled: "What do you mean?" ”
This decision was not improvised, so when did she make it, and what was the real purpose?
She wanted to be free so much, and if she died now, she would have nothing. Jiang Li is not so stupid, he definitely won't make a decision in a hurry.
So, there was only one possibility - she wanted to be free and had to do it.
Jiang Li lowered his head bitterly, thinking about all the things during this time, and still felt aggrieved: "I have been trapped by your side, and I have no chance to see the outside world, and I can't even go to the bottom of the community to breathe, I'm really stuffy." So, I've done a lot of things during this time that you're not happy about. I really want to use this way to make you compromise. But if you don't, then I can only be free if I die. ”
"I'm afraid you'll leave me." Bo Yu said worriedly, his eyes rolled from side to side, analyzing the current situation.
"Huh, really?" Jiang Li raised her eyebrows, as if she didn't believe it, she obviously knew that this was true, "You should want to control my freedom, control everything about me, to satisfy your desire for control." Really, Bo Yu, I've had enough. ”
Tightening the knife in his hand, Jiang Li gritted his teeth and forced.
Bo Yu took a deep breath, and when Jiang Li did this, his heart lifted.
She is by the window at this moment, and the way she chooses to commit suicide with a knife is indeed for freedom.
So what now? Meet her? What if she's gone? Something is currently in trouble with the company, and she can't take care of it at all.
But don't let it go, looking at her like this, she really has to do something.
"Don't think I'm here, killing myself with a knife, just to force you and set me free." Jiang Li knew how smart Bo Yu was, and she would definitely guess it, and she pointed it out directly, which would make Bo Yu a little confused, coupled with her own actions, everything would develop towards where she wanted.
Today, it can be regarded as a temporary idea.
However, she had already prepared everything before, thought of all possibilities, and there should be no accidents.
"You want to be free, and I've always said that it's not that you can't, it's just that you have to think about it." Bo Yu began to speak softly, no longer as firm as before, "However, something happened to my company recently, if I give you freedom and you have an accident again, what should I do?" I don't have the heart to take care of you. ”
"Aunt Liu is fine, in short, I just want to be free now, if you don't give it to me, then ......" she pointed outside, "This window is something I could have smashed before." ”
Jump from here and it's all over.
The ninth floor is not too short, and the possibility of her surviving is not great.
"Jiang Li!" Bo Yu raised his voice, and for the first time became hysterical, "Do you have to force me to be happy?" I really don't have the heart to continue pestering you, you give me good advice, I can give you everything you want! ”
Only, not now.
I hope that when you are by my side, you can be safe, and then we will be happy.
I can let go of the company, and what I want most is to easily travel the world with you and do whatever we want.