These days, Zhuo Yu is muddy and miserable, and he lives in the dark. She didn't know what time she would wake up and what time she would rest. I just remember that every time I woke up, it seemed like it was late at night. During this period, Situ Yu came here to see Zhuo Yu every day, but every time Zhuo Yu used the excuse of rest and closed up.

In a trance, it seemed that Yu Chi Jin had come a few times, but his mind was dizzy, he couldn't remember clearly, and he didn't know if he was dreaming or if he really had it.

Zhuo Yu asked his subordinates what day it was, and calculated that today happened to be Lian Cheng's first seventh. She wore a very plain dress and went out without powder.

"This young lady, come to buy lanterns again? Why didn't you see that boy coming with him? Zhuo Yu still ran to the previous stall, since Yu Chi Jin separated from him, Lian Cheng has been accompanying him, buying one every day and giving it to Zhuo Yu.

When Zhuo Yu heard the words of the shopkeeper, her heart ached, and she forcibly told herself not to shed tears, so she forced a smile and said:

"He's gone on a long trip."

The shopkeeper didn't know what was going on, but he felt that the girl was very well matched with the boy, so he said:

"Girl, I've been open for so many years, but I've never seen someone so attentive. You saw it all on the day you got married, that's all sincere! ”

Zhuo Yu was puzzled, she had been wearing a red hijab that day, and then it happened suddenly, and she didn't know anything else, she seemed to remember that Lian Cheng said that she would prepare a surprise when she got married, if the store didn't mention it, she was afraid that she would forget about it.

"I don't know what you're talking about?"

"Your husband knows that you like our lanterns, so he spent a lot of money to learn and made about a thousand sky lanterns, especially thinking that they would come in handy on the day of marriage, don't you know?" The shopkeeper looked at Zhuo Yu's blank face, and he was also a little curious. At the beginning, the boy worked a lot of hard work, almost did not rest, and finally did enough on the day before the wedding, and specially told himself.

"Shopkeeper, can you sell me a sky lantern dedicated to mourning?" Zhuo Yu couldn't hold back any longer, tears silently rolled down his cheeks, dripping on his clothes.

The shopkeeper looked at Zhuo Yu's gradually moist eyes, and listened to this person's words, he already knew everything in his heart, he didn't speak, but just gave Zhuo Yu the most exquisite one made here, without charging a penny.

Zhuo Yu thanked the store, then took the lamp to a sparsely populated place, picked up the pen and always wanted to write something, but the tears were always written with flowers and ink, and finally she didn't write anything, so she put the sky lantern out.

If the wedding goes smoothly that day, I think that the thousands of sky lanterns must be very beautiful.

Zhuo Yu walked aimlessly on the street, not knowing where he was going, and when he came back to his senses again, he found that he was already standing in front of the door of Lianfu.

How beautiful the Lianfu was in the past, how dilapidated it is now. The seal that the government put in front of the door is still a little new, and in just a few days, the world is already different. In the past, although this was the mansion where the official family lived, there were still some people moving around, but now they are not even popular, and others are unlucky if they get closer.

When she opened the door, the scene inside was completely devoid of the original luxury, and was replaced by a lifeless and depressing feeling. That day, Lian Cheng's blood was still there, Zhuo Yu didn't know where Lian Cheng's family went up and down afterwards, and he didn't know where Lian Cheng's body was buried, so he had to walk slowly to it, a few tears in one step, and his eyes were blurry, as if he could roughly see a figure standing in front of him.

Zhuo Yu hurriedly wiped away her tears, only to find that there was nothing but herself.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but I was probably tired of crying there, so I lay down there. The secret guard has been quietly following Zhuo Yu all the time, protecting her safety. Seeing this, he reported it to Mo Yu. Yu Chi Jin was in the palace, and it was inconvenient to come out at this time, so he notified Situ Yu to come and take Zhuo Yu away.

When Situ Yu arrived, Zhuo Yu's face was stained with tears, and he fell to the ground dirty. Zhuo Yu felt that he had fallen into a very warm embrace, just like when Yu Chi Jin hugged him.

Situ Ji couldn't help but sigh, thinking that the girl who had no city in the past was now tortured like this, and his heart was very distressed.

In his dream, Zhuo Yu saw Lian Cheng appear in front of him in a white suit, looking at him with a smile.

"Lian Cheng, I shouldn't lie to you, the person I like has always been Wei Chi Jin, I'm sorry, I also hurt you."

Zhuo Yu blamed herself very much, she blamed all this tragedy on herself.

Lian Cheng in the dream frowned, but still said gently: "Zhuo Yu, are you willing to marry me sincerely?"

Zhuo Yu looked at each other and said with a wry smile: "If you have no intention, how can you match?"

Lian Cheng smiled and touched Zhuo Yu's head, which then dissipated like smoke, and there was no trace, Zhuo Yu really wanted to catch Lian Cheng, but he couldn't catch anything.

I don't want to know how I came back, Zhuo Yu started to look like dementia again.

It's not that she wants to sleep, it's just that every time she wakes up, she doesn't want to accept this reality, and over time, when she is awake, she occasionally thinks, is all this illusory?

Zhuo Yu woke up again in the middle of the night, she suddenly felt very awake, and she didn't want to rest in bed for a moment, so she changed her clothes. Looking at the slightly haggard self in the mirror, there is an illusion that it is like a dream, isn't it that now I have arrived in this netherworld?

Zhuo Yu went out very thinly dressed, it was late at night, and the weather had turned cold. Zhuo Yu wanted to be more awake and see if everything around him was a dream, so he didn't even bring his robe, and only went out with a lantern.

She walked alone in this house, and the people under her fell into a deep sleep. The festive objects used to decorate the wedding in the house have long been removed, and everything around here is like a dream, and it is very desolate, and it makes people want to wake up quickly.

There was still a faint light in Situ Shu's room, Zhuo Yu was a little curious, thinking that he hadn't seen Situ Shu for a long time, and he hadn't rested so late, so he was curious, so he leaned over to take a look at it.

"How's she doing?" A familiar voice reached Zhuo Yu's ears, causing some ripples in her heart.

It's so late, why is Yu Chi Jin there?

"Every day I fell asleep, I went to see it for myself every day, and she was silent. According to the doctor, the injury is almost healed, but the heart disease is difficult to treat. Situ Ji said worriedly on the side.

"But don't you really tell her the truth?" Situ asked again.

Wei Chijin didn't think about it, so he said, "Absolutely not."