Chapter 309: Alienation and Estrangement (Part II)

"What I want to know is how he persuaded my parents, Xiao Yue only told me that they agreed to give me surgery, and didn't tell me at all why my parents agreed to the operation and who paid for it," Su Nuo asked the question that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, and looked at Jin Siyu who was embarrassed in front of him, and had already guessed a few points in his heart.

"Xiao Yue didn't say anything, besides, they are your parents after all, how could they not agree to the operation," Jin Siyu still didn't want Su Nuo to know, because Xiao Yue and Xing Yang repeatedly reminded themselves that they couldn't tell Su Nuo about it.

"Siyu, you're lying to me," Su Nuo smiled helplessly, "What kind of relationship I have with my parents, I think I still know it, they won't easily agree to give me surgery, because they don't want to spend money for me anymore,"

"I didn't lie to you," Siyu could see that Su Nuo didn't believe her words at all, and she saw a hint of firmness in Su Nuo's sad eyes.

"Siyu, I really hope you can tell the truth," Su Nuo understood what Jin Siyu was worried about, and these were also what Su Nuo was worried about, "I don't want to live in a lie forever, even if this lie is well-intentioned, I know that Xiao Yue and Xing Yang didn't tell me for my good, but I still want to know the truth,"

"Su Nuo, I can only tell you that the cost of your operation is from Xiao Yue, I really can't say anything else, if you want to know so much, you can just ask Xiao Yue," Siyu knows Su Nuo's character, there is an incomparably tough soul in her seemingly weak body, as long as Su Nuo wants to know something, she will definitely ask about it.

"I know," Su Nuo lowered his head and stared at the plate on his table, "He is always like this, he never says anything, he always looks like he rejects people, but he always does everything for me, takes care of me in every detail, I really can't figure out what he thinks,"

"I guess Xiao Yue doesn't want you to have a psychological burden," Siyu saw Su Nuo's tearful eyes, and his heart was like a dark cloud.

"I've always been like this," Su Nuo recalled his previous experience with Xiao Yue, "I've been taken care of by him since I met him, he never asked me why, he didn't ask me anything, as long as I needed it, he could always give it to me without reservation, but I didn't do anything for him, and it caused him to have a gap with his best friend, grandpa was right, I was really a person who would cause trouble everywhere I went,"

"Su Nuo, don't say that, I think Xiao Yue is sincere, and he will do this for you because he is interested in you," Jin Siyu had never seen Su Nuo so sad, so he didn't know how to comfort her at all.

"I think I should really get out of here, I won't cause him trouble if I leave, and I won't cause estrangement between their friends if I leave," Su Nuo suddenly had the idea of leaving, she really wanted to run away from all this, she didn't want Xiao Yue to do anything for herself anymore.

"What do you say? Leave? Jin Siyu's nerves tensed up suddenly.

"I'm just talking casually, don't be nervous, where can I go, I still have to have regular check-ups, don't I?" Su Nuo smiled lightly at Jin Siyu.

"You're scared me to death, if you leave, we don't have to worry about death, don't think nonsense," Jin Siyu said, his eyes also kept staring at Su Nuo, observing the changes in her mood.

"No, that's how I am, it's not like you don't know," Su Nuo laughed as he ate the food.

"No, it's the best," Jin Siyu gave Su Nuo some food, "Eat more, you're too thin,"

"It's okay, I feel like I've gained a lot of weight since the surgery," Su Nuo smiled and pinched his cheek.

"What's the matter, I didn't even see it," Jin Siyu deliberately leaned in and looked at Su Nuo carefully.

"Really, I've really gained weight," Su Nuo thought of something, "Oh yes, what I asked you to ask last time, did you ask Xing Yang?" ”

"Asked, on the eighteenth of next month," Jin Siyu glanced at Su Nuo with a smile, "What?" Want to buy him a birthday present? "Good

"Yes, he has helped me so much, I don't know how to repay him, I can only buy him a gift to show my heart," Su Nuo looked at the dark night outside the window, and remembered the situation when he and Xiao Yue had dinner together that day, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl slightly.

"Are you thinking of Xiao Yue?" Jin Siyu saw Su Nuo distracted there, and smiled slightly.

"Well," Su Nuo couldn't deny it, and nodded with a smile, "I thought of Xiao Yue taking me out to dinner,"

"Next month, on his birthday, you invite him to dinner and give him a birthday gift, maybe he will break through the hurdle in his heart and confess to you because he is moved," Jin Siyu felt that this should be a good way.

"You can try," Su Nuo thought of the question in Xiao Yue's heart again, "Siyu, is Xiao Yue's question difficult to get better?" ”

"No, it's not easy to say that psychological problems are in the first place, and when they pass, they will pass, and when they can't get by, it's useless to see more psychiatrists," Jin Siyu said and pointed at Su Nuo with a smile, "I think you are his best doctor, and they all say that love is good medicine, do you understand?"

Su Nuo shook his head, "I don't think I'm his medicine, I just think I'm a problem for him,"

"You're here again, we're all your friends, and we're all helping you out of genuine liking you, and if you say that again, I'm going to be angry," Jin Siyu pouted deliberately, looking unhappy.

"Okay, I won't say anything, come with me to pick out gifts later," Su Nuo restrained his senseless sadness.

"Okay, have you figured out what you're going to buy?" Jin Siyu was curious about what gift Su Nuo would want to buy for Xiao Yue.

"Not yet, let's go and take a look later, the pair of gloves given to him in the New Year doesn't seem to be of much use to him," Su Nuo thought that this time he must choose something that is very practical for Xiao Yue as a gift.

"Okay, I'll help you with the staff, let's pick it together," Jin Siyu was relieved when he saw that Su Nuo finally didn't bother with the problem of leaving or not leaving.

Jin Siyu has been accompanying Su Nuo to pick out the gifts and return home with peace of mind.

Su Nuo originally thought that if she left her family, she could live an independent and free life without bothering anyone, but she gradually had an emotional appeal to Xiao Yue, and she didn't want to be with him all the time.

Although Xiao Yue kept a distance from himself, he was always able to give himself a sense of security that he had never felt. This emotional bond made Su Nuo more and more dependent on Xiao Yue.

But Su Nuo now realizes that her emotions have hurt the friendship between Xiao Yue and Ning Tianyu, which Su Nuo can't accept, she doesn't want to hurt the people around her because of her inner emotional appeal, especially Xiao Yue and Ning Tianyu.

These two men, one loves him deeply, and the other loves him deeply, and whoever is hurt is the last thing he wants to see.

If these two people end up turning against each other because of herself, Su Nuo feels that she will never be able to forgive herself.

Maybe leaving from them is the best choice, only if he leaves, Xiao Yue will not alienate Ning Tianyu because of himself, and Ning Tianyu will not be hostile to Xiao Yue because of himself, and the two of them will be able to reconcile and become best friends again.

Maybe I shouldn't have been around them in the first place.