Chapter 4: Awakening
Although Ah Yu woke up from a dream, his mind was still stuck in that strange dream, and his dark eyes were not as smart as usual, but were stunned, giving people a feeling of being out of the sky.
Mama Chang, who was guarding the side, didn't have time to be happy, and her heart was full of sorrow.
Could it be that the consequences of what the doctor said should be here.
If the girl can wake up naturally, then everything is naturally safe and sound, if not, then their girls will not be so stupid as they are now!
The noise outside the house continued, and the little girl who woke up at the beginning was still ignorant.
She turned her head to Aoba on the side and said: "Go out and take a look, where are the young masters and young ladies from, they are so rude, and they quarrel in the courtyard, since they are not sincerely coming to visit our girl, then forgive me, the old woman, who relies on the old and sells the old, and does not serve them!" ”
Mama Chang deliberately spoke louder, outside the room through a door, it was not ten percent clear, but seven or eight points were no problem.
Before Aoba walked out of the room, the sound outside had gradually stopped.
The contemplative Ah Yu was also awakened by Mama Chang's voice, and the long-term lethargy made her whole body weak, and at this time the person was awake, but the movements on her body were still half a beat slower.
"Mama Chang, where is my mother?"
The first thing after waking up, Ah Yu asked Mama Chang on the side.
In the past, Ah Yu woke up from her illness, and the first person she could see must be her mother, but this time, not only did she not find her mother at the first sight, but she couldn't find her mother at the second and third sights, and Mrs. Wen was not in this room at all.
Mama Chang was angry because of the noise outside the house, and her face was irrepressibly angry, but after hearing Ah Yu's question, the anger disappeared in an instant, leaving only the confusion of not knowing how to speak.
She knew how much Mrs. Wen valued Ah Yu.
But the little girl looks at the problem, but she has her own set of opinions, if she thinks in her heart that the lady has not been with her, it is careless to her, then how to persuade her!
It's not that it can't be compared clearly, for example, Mrs. Wen is pregnant now, and her energy is not as good as before, so she can't always stay by the little girl's side.
said so, but I don't know how much the little girl can accept.
Whether it is a belief or a deeper misunderstanding, everything is still unknown until the words are spoken.
Ah Yu had just woken up from a dream at this time, her thoughts were still confused, and she had not yet sorted out a clear context, she asked where Mrs. Wen was going, and after not responding, she didn't think deeply, she only pulled the quilt covering her body, and most of her attention was still on the previous dream.
There were two of her in the dream, one slowly coming from the white mist, and the other gradually losing her life in the dilapidated courtyard, like some kind of ominous omen.
She thought in a bad direction, and the words she uttered were vaguely ominous.
"Mama, am I dying?" When Ah Yu asked, there was no sadness or joy in his eyes, some were only shallow doubts, "Since the end of last year, I have been sick, and the prescriptions prescribed by the government doctor are of little use. Daddy offered a lot of money to reward famous doctors in the city, but famous doctors are always hard to find. Later, my grandfather specially went to the palace for me and begged the chief of the hospital. ”
Mama Chang eagerly interrupted Ah Yu's words, "Don't think too much about the girl, whether it is the imperial doctor or the house doctor, as long as the girl wakes up and drinks two more medicines, the disease will naturally be cured, and the girl just relaxes." ”
If he hears these words before waking up from his dream, Ah Yu may be skeptical.
And now!
She thought from the bottom of her heart that she should be dying, so she naturally refuted Mama Chang's words.
Ayu: "Mama is coaxing me again, I also listened to what the imperial doctor said to my grandfather that day, and he clearly asked my grandfather to prepare for the aftermath for me, so I don't have to toss around anymore, where it will become medicine to get rid of the disease." ”
The noise outside the house disappeared without a trace, and there was silence all around, only Ah Yu's voice sounded from inside the house, which could be heard clearly.
The question of life and death is not something that Mama Chang can talk nonsense with Ah Yu, and what Ah Yu wants to say most is not only this.
Ah Yu asked about Mrs. Wen before, just to tell her about the dream before she woke up, but now that Mrs. Wen San can't see it, Ah Yu asked someone else, and whoever this dream is said to be the same, and what happened will never change.
"I had a dream before I woke up, maybe one, maybe two, I don't remember very well."
The little girl tugged at the quilt on her body, her fingers were forceful, and the tips of her fingers were slightly white, and as the words fell, she unconsciously recalled the extremely strange dream just now.
"I saw an abandoned courtyard through the white mist, and when I got closer, I saw myself, dressed in my bedclothes, and I was silent, probably dead."
On a spring day, the gentle breeze swept through the lattice, brushing the shutter veil, and before it could get close to the inner room, it swirled away, only the slightly fluttering shutter light veil showed signs that it had come.
Ah Yu's voice gradually lowered, and her eyes fell on the light veil not far away, and she couldn't help but wonder if she really died, and whether she should arrange the aftermath before she died, just like the aunt she had seen.
Two years ago, she had met her aunt before she died.
My aunt is full of silver hair, but her face is not as old as that of an ordinary old lady, and if she replaces her white hair with green silk and says that she is only about thirty years old, some people will believe it.
At that time, Ah Yu stayed at her aunt's bed, watching her aunt arrange the things behind her in an orderly manner, and she had to ask them one by one about how to write the elegiac couplets on the mourning hall. When my aunt spoke, the people around her were crying, and Ah Yu was still young at that time, and she didn't understand why they were crying, so my aunt told her that some people were crying because they were reluctant to let their aunt go, and some people were crying because they were reluctant to themselves.
The words were a little profound, Ah Yu nodded ignorantly, but he thought in his heart that when he died in the future, he would have to be as indifferent as his aunt, so that he would not cry and cry like others, and it would be ugly.
It's just that she didn't expect that she would die so early, and she obviously has a lot of things to do!
No wonder there were many people crying, Ah Yu frowned, feeling that his nose was a little sore.
Panic is only a matter of moments.
She is only ten years old now, and she still doesn't understand what death means to her and to others.
For her, death is like a gust of wind, the same when it comes and when it leaves, it is the same nowhere to be found.
Therefore, she doesn't have to worry or worry, she just needs to entrust her unfinished things to those who can complete them, and meet the unknown with the best attitude, just like her aunt in the past.