Maybe it's because the wine is strong and intimidating, I drank three glasses of wine in a row, I didn't feel anything at first, and after a while, my whole person was already slightly drunk, only leaned my head on Zaiyan's shoulder, and said in a daze: "Your Majesty, Zhen'er is not Zhen'er, Zhen'er's relatives are far away, I can't see them if I want to, and I don't know if they are good or not, whether they are alive or dead, I may not see them for a lifetime." With that, I closed my eyes slightly.

After a moment's silence, I heard Zai Yan say: "Zhen'er's relatives are far away, and they don't know whether they live or die, but my relatives are no longer there, and no one will care about me and protect me in the future." ”

My nose was sore, I opened my eyes, raised my head to one side, the whole person was on Zai Yan's body, my arms wrapped around Zai Yan's neck, the two of them were very close, so close that my lips were almost pasted, "The emperor still has Zhen'er, Zhen'er will care about the emperor and will protect the emperor." ”

Zai Xiang smiled, "You? ”

I nodded, "On the day of the visit, Fujin had already entrusted the emperor to Zhen'er, and Zhen'er would treat the emperor well." ”

Zai Yan smiled again, "Why didn't I know about this?" continued: "Why didn't E-Niang tell me? ”

I pulled out my left hand and shook it in front of Zaiyan's eyes, "What do you see?" ”

Zai Yan frowned, "What? ”

I said, "The emperor didn't tell Zhen'er the origin of this white jade bracelet!" ”

Zai Yan smiled sideways, "E-niang told you?" ”

I said "um".

Zai Yan took me in his arms, and after a while, asked softly: "Aren't you the fifth girl of the Tala family??" Zixi, who are you? ”

I also whispered, "I...... I'm Xiao Tong, and it's a pleasure to meet the emperor. ”

After speaking, accompanied by the fragrance of wine in the hall, accompanied by the smell of ambergris in Zaiyan's arms, I fell asleep unconsciously, and the dream was white, regardless of things.

Hei Tian slept, and when I woke up again, I was lying on the dragon bed in the Heart Cultivation Palace, suddenly turned over and sat up, Zai Xiang was sitting in front of the desk to review this fold, the stars outside the window, the little bit of light blended together, like a gem inlaid on the dark blue cloth, I tiptoed to the chair in front of the desk and sat down, I woke up, as if a new life, I didn't remember what I said to Zai Xiang during the day, and I regretted that I wanted to drink recklessly, and I raised my hand and patted my head hatefully.

Zai Yan raised his eyes to look at me slightly, "Awake?" ”

I nodded.

Zai Xiang asked, "Are you hungry?" ”

I nodded.

Zai Yan called Fan Changlu in, "Go and tell the dining room to make a bowl of noodles and send it." ”

I hurriedly called Fan Changlu, "No need." ”

Fan Changlu looked at Zai Xiang, and Zai Xiang asked me, "Aren't you hungry?" ”

I said, "Zhen'er can't get used to eating in the dining room, just go back to Jingren Palace and let Ying'er get some food later." ”

Zai Yan put down his pen, sighed, stared at me and said, "Do you think you can go back to Jingren Palace tonight?" ”

I raised an eyebrow, "What?" ”

Zai Yan cleared his throat, "Stay in the Heart Cultivation Hall to accompany me." ”

I bowed my head and let out a soft "oh".

Zai Yan said: "You seem to be very reluctant? ”

I hurriedly said, "Not reluctantly, not reluctantly at all." ”

Fan Changlu hid his face and smiled, and asked me, "Niangniang, ...... that noodle?"

I squeezed my eyes and whispered, "No." ”

Fan Changlu said "hey", and said to me again: "I don't know what the mother said to the emperor during the day to coax the emperor to be so good." With that, he leaned down and retreated.

I followed Fan Changlu to the door and turned back to look at Zai Yan, pursed my lips, and whispered tentatively: "Your Majesty." ”

"Hmm."

"The ......"

"Huh?"

"Jane is saying...... That one...... Did Zhen'er say anything that shouldn't be said during the day? ”

"What?"

"That's it...... Well...... Strange words......"

Jae-yan thought for a moment, "Strange words? ”

I was busy with an "um" sound.

Zai Yan got up and walked towards me, and said as he walked: "Do you say that you will treat me well, care for me, and protect me?" As he spoke, he had already posted it in front of me.

I didn't feel at ease, I always felt that I had said something that I shouldn't have said, so I pushed him and asked, "Is there anything else besides these?" ”

Zai Yan didn't get up, his hands propped up on the handlebars, still maintaining this tiring distance, he tilted his head slightly and pretended to think for a moment, before he smiled and said, "No," he added, "I think these words are the strangest." ”

I wrinkled my eyebrows and said, "What's wrong!" Continue to mumble quietly: "These are Zhen'er's sincere words!" ”

Zai Xiang asked, "Really?" ”

I said, "Of course! The deceived emperor is a puppy! ”

Sleeping in the palace of nourishing the heart until the middle of the night was surprisingly hot, he got up from the bed and wanted to open the moon window to breathe, the moonlight outside that was originally like water was covered by thick clouds at this time, and there was no moonlight to see, and the clouds in the sky were layered as if they were about to collapse, and he stood by the moon window for a while, and suddenly without warning gave birth to a fire snake-like lightning through the clouds and passed in front of him, emitting a terrifying bleak white light, and then there was a loud thunder of "rumbling", which was overwhelming and deafening, and the whole sky seemed to be split into several halves, "Don't!" The thunder did not stop, and Zai Yan sat up from the bed and yelled.

After so many years, I never knew that Zai Yan was afraid of thunderstorms, so I closed the window and walked to the bedside, "Your Majesty, what's wrong?" ”

Zai Yan took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "It's nothing. As he spoke, he lay down again.

I also went to bed, took out a silk from the head of the bed to wipe the sweat oozing from his forehead, and asked in a low voice, "Is the emperor having a nightmare?" ”

Zai Yan grabbed my hand, leaned sideways, and said to me, "I don't know why. ”

I looked at him puzzled.

Zai Yan said again, "I wasn't like this before, but it's only been these two years," he said, and he sighed softly, "It's strange." ”

I asked softly, "What's strange?" ”

He said, "Every time I hear thunder or see lightning, I always feel that there is a white light flashing in my head," and then he sighed lightly, looked at me and said, "I always feel as if I have forgotten something, but I don't remember what I have forgotten, I can't remember how to think about it, and my heart is always empty." ”

I don't know why, "Has the emperor ever been injured like Zhen'er?" ”

Zai Yan shook his head, "No." ”

I asked, "When does the emperor remember when it started?" ”

Jae-yan thought for a moment, "I just remember a rainy night about a year ago. ”

I said, "A year ago? I searched for memories in my mind, and said suddenly: "But the emperor has not suffered any serious head injuries in the past two years, how can this be?" ”

He shook his head, not knowing.

I asked, "Then the emperor has come to see Imperial Doctor Zhao?" ”

Zai Yan said: "I am not sick or painful, and I am not injured, so it is useless to find Imperial Doctor Zhao." ”

I said, "That's weird. ”

Zai Yan rubbed his temples and said, "Maybe I've been too tired in the past two years." ”

I rested my head on Zaiyan's chest and rubbed it gently, feeling his palms gently rubbing over the top of my head.

The sparse raindrops were connected in a line outside the window, hitting the eaves and "crackling".