"Mom, you have done something wrong in this matter, if Jingmo can get it back smoothly, then it's okay. If you can't find it, won't you feel uneasy for the rest of your life? After listening, Shang Lu said to Shang's mother bitterly.

Hearing Shang Lu's words, Shang's mother deeply felt that her decision this time was really confused. Stretched out his hand and grabbed his son's arm tremblingly. "Son, mom knows it's wrong. You already know the address of the mental hospital, so hurry up and get Jingmo back. Mom promised that Jingmo's mother would treat her well when she came back. ”

Shang Lu knew that his mother had really repented this time, and he didn't want to say anything more, so he picked up the car keys and left the house.

In the car, Shang Lu's heart felt very flustered, because he didn't know why, there was always an inexplicable panic in his heart. It seems that Xu Jingmo is getting farther and farther away from him. Thinking of this, Shang Lu couldn't control himself anymore. I stepped on the accelerator my foot. I want to rush to the mental hospital as quickly as possible and find the woman I have in mind.

After a galloping journey, Shang Lu drove the car and finally stopped at the door of the mental hospital. Shang Lu came to the inquiry desk anxiously and asked about Xu Jingmo's whereabouts.

"Hello, Miss Nurse, I would like to inquire which ward Xu Jingmo is in."

"Okay, wait a minute...... I'm sorry sir, but we don't have a patient named Xu Jingmo here. The nurse replied as she inquired for information.

"No way, you lied to me. My mom sent her here. Do you have some ulterior motives here? Do you believe me calling the police? When Shang Lu heard the nurse say that Xu Jingmo was not here, he felt like he was about to go crazy.

"Sir, please calm down, the person you said is really not with us, otherwise you will go somewhere else......"

Before the nurse could finish speaking, Shang Lu slammed his fist on the table at the front desk. "I'll give you one last chance to give Jingmo back to me......"

The nurse next to her saw that the situation was wrong, so she hurriedly panicked and secretly went to someone for help.

In the hospital corridor, Gu Liangsheng saw the nurse's panicked appearance and hurriedly stopped her: "What are you panicking about?" What's going on? ”

"Gu... Doctor Gu, no, someone is making trouble at the front desk. The nurse tried to explain as she panted.

"Trouble? Why? ”

"I don't know why, it was just a man who came to find a patient named Xu Jingmo, but we don't have this person in the hospital, so that man is like crazy..."

When Gu Liangsheng heard the name Xu Jingmo, his eyes flashed with a glimmer. I thought to myself: "Coming to Jingmo?" It seems that it should be the man in Jingmo's heart. Thinking of this, Gu Liangsheng raised his eyes and said to the nurse: "You go and get busy first, and I will handle it here." ”

After explaining to the nurse, Gu Liangsheng opened his legs and walked in the direction of the front desk.

"Hello sir. I am the attending psychiatrist here, my name is Gu Liangsheng. Do you have any questions? Gu Liangsheng stood behind Shang Lu and interrupted Shang Lu's madness.

Shang Lu heard the voice behind him and stopped his hysteria. Turning to look at the attending doctor who suddenly appeared. I don't know why, Shang Lu felt that he didn't like this man very much.

"I'm looking for someone." Shang Lu recounted his request affectionately and indifferently.

"Yes, sir. I heard that our nurse has told you that we don't have this patient in our hospital. But you don't believe it. If you still have any questions, please go to the office with me, after all, this is a public place and do not disturb other people. After speaking, Gu Liangsheng raised his legs and left here.

Shang Lu watched Liang Sheng leave. After thinking for a moment, he followed.

In the office, Shang Lu sat opposite Gu Liangsheng and carefully observed the man who made him uncomfortable.

"Sir, is there something on my face?" Gu Liangsheng interrupted Shang Lu's exploration of himself with a loud voice.

Shang Lu came back to his senses and asked, "I'm here to find Xu Jingmo." ”

"We really don't have Xu Jingmo here. Why is Sir so sure she's with us? ”

"Because my mother told me personally that she sent Kyomo here. My mother wouldn't lie to me. So you must have hid her. ”

Hearing Shang Lu's words, Gu Liangsheng turned the pen in his hand and smiled softly. "Sir is really joking, we are a regular hospital, we will not hide patients, that will not benefit us."

"Really? If you don't give me a reasonable explanation, I will choose to call the police immediately. Shang Lu threatened.

"If the gentleman really wants to call the police, I won't stop you, but I want to remind you that you have no evidence to prove that our hospital is responsible. Rather, you said that your mother sent a patient here, but who can guarantee that she has not been transferred? That's all I have to say, you can do it yourself, I don't have anything else to do here. ”

Shang Lu listened to Gu Liangsheng's words, although he still doubted in his heart, he felt that Gu Liangsheng's words were not unreasonable. Even if they call the police, most of the police will not care. After thinking for a moment, Shang Lu raised his head and glanced at Gu Liangsheng meaningfully before leaving the psychiatric hospital.

Gu Liangsheng looked at Shang Lu's departing figure and smiled disdainfully. He whispered, "I won't let you find Jingmo, and I won't let you ruin her again." ”

Shang Lu returned to the car, clenched his fists and slammed the steering wheel angrily. The originally heroic face wrinkled together. Shang Lu felt very irritable, irritable with the feeling of being close at hand but unable to do anything.

After calming down, Shang Lu drove back home.

The merchant mother at home has been worried since Shang Lu left. After hearing the sound of Shang Lu's car's engine, Shang's mother hurriedly sat up from the sofa and went out to greet Shang Lu who came back.

As soon as Shang Lu opened the door, Shang's mother stepped forward and grabbed Shang Lu's arm and asked, "How is it, have you found Jingmo?" ”

Shang Lu glanced at Shang's mother lightly, didn't speak, and walked straight to the house.

Shang's mother looked at Shang Lu's rickety back, knowing that her son must have returned disappointed this time, looking at her son's appearance, Shang's mother felt that she was a sinner.

Follow Shang Lu back to the house, looking at her son sitting on the sofa with blank eyes, Shang's mother was teary-eyed. "Son, Mom is wrong, Mom is really wrong, Mom shouldn't have sent Jingmo away, but you have to believe Mom, Mom really didn't want to lose Jingmo on purpose. Son, don't you want to be like this, okay. ”

Hearing his mother's crying, Shang Lu felt extremely uncomfortable. He wanted to have a seizure, but he really couldn't bear to hurt this mother who loved him so much but did something wrong.

Now Shang Lu feels that he can't blame others, he can only blame himself for being too incompetent.

He didn't want to see his mother's appearance, he was really afraid that he couldn't help but hurt his mother. So Shang Lu got up and left the living room and returned to his and Jingmo's room.

In this bedroom, there is the atmosphere of Jingmo. Shang Lu greedily buried his head on the pillow that Xu Jingmo had once pillowed.

Two lines of tears soaked down Shang Lu's face and soaked into the pillow, combining with Xu Jingmo's breath.

Shang Lu lay motionless on the bed, looking at the ceiling with his eyes open, and the image of Xu Jingmo kept flashing in his mind. I don't know how long it took...... The sky was slightly bright, and Shang Lu still didn't feel the slightest sleepiness.

Shang Lu was extremely irritable. He really wanted to sleep because waking was painful for him. Got up and took out a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard, and without taking the glass, he just drank the bottle of wine.

After a bottle of wine, Shang Lu felt very uncomfortable in his body, but his mind was very clear. Shang Lu really felt like he was going crazy.

I don't know how long I tossed, but I finally got tired of tossing, so I closed my eyes and rested for a while.

In the dream, Shang Lu dreamed that Xu Jingmo waved goodbye to him, and Shang Lu felt that he was about to suffocate. After some struggle, Shang Lu woke up shouting Xu Jingmo's name.

Look at the time on your phone...... It's been just two hours since I fell asleep...

For the next few days, Shang Lu locked himself in his room. I didn't even step out of the door.

Shang's mother came to persuade her son every day, but Shang Lu was unmoved.

Seeing her son like this, Shang's mother felt very worried, and there was no way, so Shang's mother could only make a phone call to ask for foreign assistance.

"Hey, Gong Tingyun? I'm Shang Lu's mother, Shang Lu's situation is very bad, can you please come and see him? Help me persuade him? Mother Shang said to Gong Tingyun with a crying voice.

"Auntie, don't cry, Shang Lu is my most proud student, I won't see him like this all the time, so I'll clean up now and go over immediately." The palace cloud comforter Shang Mother.

A moment later, Gong Ting Yun drove to Shang Lu's house, said hello to Shang's mother, and opened Shang Lu's door with the spare key.

Shang Lu in the bedroom heard that the door was opened, and subconsciously turned his head, and saw that it was his mentor, so Shang Lu did not break him and opened his door privately.

"Shang Lu, looking at your appearance, I feel that you are very haggard, haven't you rested for a long time?"

Hearing Gong Tingyun's question, Shang Lu didn't speak, and nodded lightly.

Gong Tingyun looked at Shang Lu's appearance, and already had a basic judgment in his heart. Then after a few more in-depth conversations, he said to Shang Lu: "Shang Lu, you have some depression now, I think you need treatment..."

Hearing Gong Tingyun's words, Shang Lu's heart was not surprised, because someone had said the same thing about himself before. "Teacher, I don't want to be treated, I can't find Jingmo now, what's the point of me even if I'm okay, it's better to go on like this......"

Hearing Shang Lu's words, Gong Tingyun felt very angry. "What nonsense are you talking about, if you have a problem, then who will go to Jingmo?"

Thinking of Jingmo, Shang Lu fell silent......