Chapter 477: The Man Without a Name [Asking for a Monthly Pass, Asking for a Subscription]
Gu Jun finally knew what the weird feeling he had since he was in a mental hospital was, false and empty shell.
Whether it is the guards in the hospital, the white coats, or the pedestrians on the road after coming out, they all seem to be missing souls. And the roadside dwellings, which were brightly lit but seemed empty, and he understood that they were just a background.
Gu Jun stood up and really walked towards the blonde woman, she was in her twenties, good-looking, wearing a rather fashionable dress, and was laughing and talking with another female companion at the same table. He walked over to their table, "Hello. ”
"Hello?" The blonde woman replied suspiciously.
"My name is Joon." Gu Jun said, "Can I know you, what's your name?" ”
The female companion opposite the woman was amused, and the blonde woman smiled softly because she was accosted, "Oh, me...... I, I'm ......"
She wanted to say her name several times, but she couldn't say it when it was already on her lips......
Gradually, the blonde woman was stunned, and seemed to realize the strangeness, what is her name? Who are you?
What's wrong with this, isn't it just a name, tell the other party that the female companion wanted to say it for her friend, but she was stunned when she opened her mouth.
What's her name? What about yourself?
"You can't tell." Gu Jun muttered hoarsely, "Because you don't have a name." ”
Just as both women were panicking, and some of the others around were confused, something flickered.
Gu Jun continued to sit at the dining table and eat dinner with Hannah, the conversation just now did not happen, the blonde woman still had a good conversation with her companions, at this time they got up and checked out and left, talking about words that did not know what to do, if you want to listen carefully, it is hazy and inaudible.
He saw Hannah shrug slightly, and he and Hannah were the only ones in the entire restaurant who remembered just now.
And the others, the two female customers, they are not characters in this script, they have no names, they have no lines.
They're just a set detail for a restaurant scene, and so are everyone else.
"Brother, tell me." Hannah asked, "Are we crazy?" Or are we awake? ”
"Both." Gu Jun leaned back in his chair weakly for a moment, looking at the street outside and looking around.
Sets, someone else is your set, and you are someone else's set.
Even in the previous world, how much could he be sure? He can meet a thousand different people on the streets in one day, see their faces, hear their voices, but he can also recognize none of them. When they were out of his sight, he couldn't be sure if they still existed.
I don't know if they really existed.
Before, he could be sure that he was in sight, but now, he wasn't sure about anything.
"I already see what you mean." Gu Jun said to Hannah, "What do you know now?" What do you think we should do? ”
"I don't know more than you do." Hannah put down the knife and fork in her hand, picked up a napkin and wiped her mouth, "I've tried everything, killed, set fires, destroyed, nothing has changed." The people with names are people we know, and if you suddenly walk into a house that is out of your itinerary, you can even see someone standing there motionless, not as alive as a dead body. ”
Gu Jun really remembered the games like GTA he had played before, and the passers-by on the street were also so sluggish.
Manipulating the protagonist to beat passers-by half to death, running out of the road for a while, and acting like nothing had happened.
"What about suicide?" He hadn't heard Hannah say anything about it, "Have you tried?" ”
"You know what the protagonists in "The King in Yellow" have to do." Hannah put down the napkin, called the waiter to settle the bill, and said, "Isn't suicide a very stylish ending?" I didn't try to kill myself, but I tried cutting my finger, and then, all of a sudden, it got better, no scars. ”
She raised her right index finger, intact.
Gu Jun frowned, and his heart was faintly a little confused.
If you don't get answers from these passers-by, backgrounders, and acquaintances with names......
Wouldn't you be looking at yourself and suicide as the last resort, right? Or something else, with an axe, he chops Hannah off.
I wanted to break through the lock, but then things didn't fix it, because that's how it ended, and Jem Mazervic went crazy and hacked his sister to death.
This is a typical "King in Yellow"-style ending.
"What about the "King in Yellow"?" Gu Jun wanted to take a look at the original, "The one that made us crazy and awake." ”
"In the Umi Library." Hannah said, "The university knows about your acute mental disorder, and our university is always a bit mysterious, and the university has locked up the book and forbade students from reading it." I saw it because I was your sister, a journalist, and a graduate of Michigan. ”
"Then let's go to Mi-Tan." Gu Jun got up, "Go now, is the library still open?" ”
"It depends on the story to let us go, if it is arranged, it will be open in the middle of the night, if it is not like this, we will not be able to go." She said calmly.
Gu Jun took a deep breath, when he was in the mental hospital, he didn't feel such a tight restraint.
Although he was locked up in that small hospital room most of the time, he felt like he was free then.
Why did Jem go to a psychiatric hospital? Really crazy? Or did you deliberately want to go in?
"What about my notes?" Gu Jun asked again, "Did you take it away?" ”
"Nope." Hannah said, "You burned it all yourself, and you burned it all and shouted frantically, 'Burn the words, destroy them!'" Don't let them dominate, no! ’”
The waitress came, and she settled the bill, and gave another tip, "Let's go, dinner is over, and see where and what we will be do, and then we will be governed by the words." ”
Is it dominated by words, Gu Jun pondered, or was he dominated by fate.
A person has insight into his own destiny and has done everything he can, only to find that history repeats itself and tragedy eventually comes.
And then......
Regarding this problem, as early as the time when he was in that altar space, Gu Jun had made up his mind, and then he still challenged it, knowing that it was impossible to do it.
Every drowning human being, before dying, struggles to die.
So, Nyara Totip did this, taunting him, mocking him, and seeing how he could fight fate? Its fate?
Suddenly, Gu Jun seemed to hear Mr. Wilde's strange voice again.
Yes, is that so...... Or is it the fate of the king in yellow......