While Shang Lu was dealing with his wounds, Shang's mother sighed and told the whole thing sadly.

Shang Lu didn't speak after hearing this, but his expression was obviously much more solemn than just now.

He originally thought that as long as he didn't agree to this marriage, no one could help him.

But who knew that so many things would come out.

Mother Shang glanced at his face and continued, "Shang Lu, my mother didn't mean to say these words to annoy you, but there are some words, if I don't say them, my heart will be really blocked. ”

Shang's mother covered her heart and continued with a sad look, "You don't know how difficult your old man has been recently, although it is not right for us to set a marriage for you and Bai Shao early without asking your opinion, but this matter has been decided."

These days, even Bai Shao's father has personally come to the door to urge this marriage, and you know that he has been with your father for decades, and your father naturally can't live up to his trust, but you can't ignore your feelings, which ...... Dilemma, he can't sleep well after a night! ”

At the mention of his father, Shang Lu's eyes suddenly dimmed, and his eyes were quite complicated.

He really didn't want to talk about his father, so he immediately changed the topic, "By the way, Mom, didn't you say that Shang Yao fainted?" How is she now? ”

Her younger sister, no matter how rude and willful she is, is not likable enough, but he, as an elder brother, knows how bad her physique is, so he still has to care.

"You sister! Ay! Don't mention it! As she spoke, Shang's mother slapped her thigh heavily. She really never let me worry! Just because your father wants you to get married, she didn't talk about it, and finally said that she wanted to commit suicide with her mouth closed, I ...... I'm in this house, and I'm really ......."

After speaking, Shang's mother's eyes were already filled with tears, and she wiped her face with a gesture, "If it is the daughter of another family, it may not be worth worrying about by saying these two sentences, but your sister has a temperament from the wind and rain, and you also know that I am really afraid that something will happen." ”

Shang Lu listened, he didn't speak for a long time, and his eyes were gloomy.

"Shang Lu?" didn't wait for his response for a long time, and the merchant mother reminded her.

"You came here this time more than just treating your wounds and complaining, right?" When Shang Lu spoke again, his tone suddenly became a little colder.

Because Shang Yao is sick all the year round, the doctors at home are all on call, and now his mother's injury is not light, so it is normal to let the family doctor deal with it quickly, but she made a special trip to his hospital.

Among them, Shang Lu's intentions are naturally known in Shang Lu's heart.

was seen through, and Shang's mother didn't continue to hide anything, "Shang Lu, I did come today for a purpose, but my purpose is very simple, I just hope that you can go home and mediate the current situation at home." ”

Family?

Since that incident, the weight of family in his heart has long been much less than before.

He hated his father, he hated the dean, and he hated himself at the same time.

He knew that he would have to carry this shadow to live all his life.

The bad memories of the past swept him away, and Shang Lu froze.

Seeing that he didn't make a sound, Shang's mother hurriedly added, "Shang Lu, you should help your mother once, my mother really doesn't know what to do in this situation at home." When she said this, the Shang mother's eyes were full of pity.

In Shang Lu's eyes, his face sank a little more.

His mother risked her injuries and bothered to say such a thing, and he really had no reason to refuse.

It seems that there is no going back tonight.

Shang Lu gestured to Shang's mother, and then went out to make a phone call in a no-man's corner.

"How's it going, did the surgery go well?" Xu Jingmo answered the phone almost in seconds, she was sitting on the bed after taking a shower, and her slender fingers were playing with the tips of her still wet hair.

The tip of her nose was surrounded by the smell of shampoo at the moment, and she remembered that Shang Lu had inadvertently mentioned that this smell was quite good.

"I'm sorry, I probably won't be able to go back tonight." Shang Lu took a deep breath, as if he had mustered up the courage to say this, and there was a hint of apology in his tone.

Xu Jingmo was stunned when he heard this, and then became anxious, "What's wrong?" Something went wrong? ”

"There's something going on at home, and I'll probably have to go back tonight to deal with it. Keeping you waiting in vain. Shang Lu smiled dismally, before he was suddenly called back for surgery, he still told her to wait for him to come back, but now......

"Something happened at home?" When Xu Jingmo heard this, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he raised the question in his heart, "Could it be because of you and Bai Shao?" ”

"Yes and no, it's Shang Yao." When it came to Shang Yao, Shang Lu was obviously a little helpless, "She really didn't agree, and I heard my mother even mention suicide." ”

Suicide?

Hearing this, Xu Jingmo couldn't help but chuckle in his heart.

If you want her to say, that little girl must be reluctant to commit suicide, she can't wait to occupy her brother for the rest of her life, and now that someone wants to take away her heart, it is impossible for her to hurt herself.

However, this is a threat to his family, which is very similar to Shang Yao's consistent style.

But this is her own point of view, and she understands in her heart the current situation that Shang Lu is very worried about his sister, since this is the case, she naturally will not go, and she is powerless to stop it.

"I know, then you can go, you just had surgery, drive carefully." Although Xu Jingmo generally understood Shang Lu's mood, she still held her breath in her heart.

She thought about it, probably in her opinion, Shang Lu had a feeling of being cheated by their family.

"Okay, then you sleep well, and you will have a good spirit to go to work tomorrow." Shang Lu instructed.

"Okay." Xu Jingmo knew that he was in a hurry, so he hung up the phone without saying a few words.

In fact, she didn't plan to go to work tomorrow.

Tomorrow is her father's sacrifice day, and she has told her again and again in the morning that she must go to see her father.

As soon as she thought of her father, Xu Jingmo couldn't help but think of that scene, although she didn't know if she could bear it when she went to see her father's cold and gray tombstone tomorrow, but she knew that this time she couldn't use the reason of forgetting the date to escape.

Early in the morning, the weather was bad, so Xu Jingmo and his mother Liu Xuan went to the cemetery to see his father.

During the whole process, Liu Xuan basically said a lot of words in front of the tombstone, while Xu Jingmo just stood aside and watched not far away.

In my mind, the unpleasant past was unexpectedly screened.

The day her father died, he jumped in front of her.

When I used to watch TV series, I always felt that those people who cried heartbreakingly were miserable, but when things really happened to me, Xu Jingmo

Only then did I find out that what was even more tragic was that she didn't even know how to cry when she cried. The feeling of being hurt by a thousand knives but unable to describe it, she can't forget it in her life, but she doesn't want to experience it a second time.

"Come, what are you still doing? Come and talk to your father! Liu Xuan looked at Xu Jingmo, who was silently arranging flowers and burning paper money on the side, and pulled her over.

Xu Jingmo frowned, broke free, and said reluctantly, "I'm not going!" ”

Letting her stay in this cemetery already makes her breathe dull pain, how can she still face her father.

"You girl, what do you look like, you haven't been here for several years, hurry up and talk to your dad! It's good to say anything casually, and you always have to do your best! Liu Xuan is just a little nagging on weekdays, but now, he has become a little aggressive.

Xu Jingmo broke free from her hands again, the emotions in her heart could no longer be suppressed, and she couldn't help raising her voice, "Mom! I did! I'm not going! ”

"You're a girl this time!" Liu Xuan faced Xu Jingmo, who disobeyed her again, and pointed at her nose angrily and reprimanded, "What? Do you also feel ashamed of your father? So don't dare to face him? Let me tell you, you were present when your father died, and you can't hide from this responsibility in your life, so come over to me quickly! ”

Xu Jingmo was stunned when he heard this.

It turned out that in my mother's heart, she had always thought that she was responsible for her father's death, and it turned out that her mother had always blamed her.

It's a shame that she has always been naïve to think that only outsiders will question her, saying that she, an adult, can't even stop her father from jumping off the building, why don't she do something.

Unexpectedly, even my mother ......

Xu Jingmo looked at his mother in disbelief, smiled bitterly, and his heart was suddenly clenched, and the pain and pain that he couldn't speak.

This is probably the reason why she gave up her life, the pain on the **, compared with the pain in her heart, is really not worth mentioning.

......Seeing that her face changed, Liu Xuan realized what she had said, and covered her mouth incredulously.

I saw her mouth open slightly, wanting to explain what she had just said, wanting to save something, but she couldn't say a word.

Before she could react, Xu Jingmo had already run away.

Xu Jingmo left as if he had fled, left the cemetery, and turned directly into a taxi.

"Girl, where are you going?" The master turned his head and asked.

"Go ahead." She gasped as she breathed.

In fact, she didn't know where to go, she just wanted to escape now.

Escape from the cemetery, escape from the past, escape from the shadows.

It wasn't until far enough away that Xu Jingmo felt that his breathing became more relaxed.

Let the master go around most of the city, and when she saw that the sky was dark, she felt tired, but she was unwilling to go home.

So she got out of the car, turned around and went into the bar.

The people in the bar saw such a beauty come in, all of them were ape-like, but they felt that she exuded cold air pressure that rejected people thousands of miles away, but they had to give up, after all, everyone came to have a good time, why bother looking for unpleasantness?

When Xu Jingmo felt slightly drunk, at this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly.

Who is it? To disturb the old lady at such a time? She muttered disgruntled inwardly.

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