"Xia Xia, don't blame your grandmother, at that time, your mother threw herself into the big reservoir, your grandmother was very sad, and since your mother conceived you, the family has been discriminated against by the people in the village, and your mother has not been bullied, you don't know, in fact, your grandmother loves your mother very much, although looking at her old man now seems to be the best for An Jiaguo, in fact, when you were a child, your grandparents loved your mother very much.

Your mother's death was a huge blow to your grandmother, who didn't eat or drink during that time, and she either cried every day, or sat on a stool and stared at your mother's house, the room where you slept now.

It may be that she thinks that because of you, your mother suffered so many grievances and finally died in the big reservoir, so she couldn't accept this fact for a while, and even had some resentment towards you, and gave it away just to talk, and in the end it was fine, and she didn't mention it again. ”

What the fourth uncle said also has some truth, but the discomfort in Anxia's heart has not been alleviated at all, she really doesn't understand, if grandma loves her mother so much, and when her mother dies, she is the only child left by her mother, and the only child who still has her mother's blood on her body, how can grandma bear to give herself away?

Is it because of the grievances suffered by her mother, she thinks that it is all brought by herself, so she hates herself? If she hated, why did she grow up and be sensible, but she never felt that her grandmother hated her, and Anxia's heart was suddenly messed up.

"Fourth uncle, I'll go back first."

An Jiaye stood up, glanced at his daughter-in-law complainingly, and sent An Xia out, "Xia Xia, this is all about Chen Sesame and rotten grain, your grandmother was also sad and confused at the time, don't think about it, you feel uncomfortable if you think too much." ”

An Xia didn't know if she nodded, and she didn't know how she came back, Cheng Wenlian saw that An Xia's face was very bad, and he didn't know what was going on, and he didn't dare to ask, thinking that Zhou Cuilan must have bullied An Xia, but An Xia didn't seem to be able to be bullied by Zhou Cuilan.

Lying on the dress, An Xia couldn't fall asleep for a long time, she didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't help it, Zhou Cuilan's words were repeated over and over again in her head, the more she thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out, how could she feel that there was something wrong that couldn't be said.

And to think about it another way, my grandmother didn't like herself, so my grandmother wanted to sell herself after her mother's death, and my grandmother in the past few months has frequently wronged herself and become a country, and even turned her face with herself for the sake of her country, and let herself get out of the country.

All these behaviors and the harm they bring to themselves often make An Xia feel that her grandmother doesn't seem to like her, but when she grew up in a life where she and her grandmother depended on each other, An Xia felt that her grandmother had always been very good to her, and she was quite emotional, and she would secretly keep anything delicious for herself.

So this extremely torn state, the collision of good and bad, An Xia can't understand, even this time grandma helped An Jiaguo several times in a row, obviously it is An Jiaguo's problem, and every problem is very harmful to herself, but she still has to maintain An Jiaguo, why is this, Anxia, who can't figure it out, ran into the space to read quietly.

On the morning of the second day, An Xia came to An Jiaye's house, it was already more than eight o'clock at that time, An Jiaye and his son had already gone to the ground, Zhou Cuilan was lying at home alone, cursing An Jia and An Jiaye, and when she turned her face and saw An Xia coming in, she was so frightened that she hurriedly got up from the sofa.

"Anxia, then, I just made breakfast, I got up early in the morning, and I will rest for a while. What, have you eaten it? ”

"I ate, fourth aunt, I came to look for you today, did my grandmother really want to give it away because my mother died, because she was confused for a while?"

Zhou Cuilan's face changed, "Anxia, don't mention this, I was talking too much yesterday, your fourth uncle is going to scold me to death, how good my mother is to you, how can I not like you." ”

"Fourth aunt, I just want to hear the truth, or you can tell me about the situation at the time, as long as you don't lie to me, I'll move in."

Anxia moved in? Zhou Cuilan had great hope in her heart.

"Are you really willing to move here?"

"Yes, as long as you don't treat me as an outsider and are willing to tell me the truth, I won't treat you as an outsider."

An Xia's temptation is huge, behind her is the secret recipe, the money, and the happy life of the rest of her life, Zhou Cuilan couldn't resist the temptation and said: "Okay, I'll tell you."

Back then, your mother was a very likable little girl, your mother was very cute, An Wen looked like your mother, but your mother was thin, An Wen was fat, they all had round faces, crooked eyes when she smiled, and combed two braids, so your grandfather loved your mother very much. ”

"What about my grandmother?"

"I like it too, but ...... Don't be angry with me to be honest, maybe what I'm saying isn't necessarily right, it's just my own feelings. Seeing An Xia nodding, Zhou Cuilan continued: "Although your grandmother likes your mother, the old lady loves her eldest son the most, and the second son is down, An Jiaqing can talk and coax, and then your mother, but your grandfather really loves your mother the most, I can see it."

The old man is in charge of the family, when your mother and that educated youth came and went, your grandfather didn't stop it, but your grandmother didn't agree, who knew that something happened in the end, but the old lady really liked her mother, although your mother was pregnant and she was angry, and finally took care of her with good food and drink.

Then I married your fourth uncle, your mother gave birth to you, and the rumors in the village became even more ugly, but as long as someone said that your mother was not good, your grandmother was still very protective of your mother, but your mother was still gone when you were more than two years old, you didn't know that when you were a child, your mother hurt you, and hugged you every day, and she was anxious when you cried, anyway, she was very good to you.

After your mother is gone, the old lady doesn't know what's wrong, maybe she is sad and confused, and she finds a family to give you away, or is it a city family, the husband and wife are in their twenties and thirties, and they don't have children, so they want to hold one.

Your grandfather resolutely objected, and then had a big quarrel with your grandmother, originally you were taken away by the introducer, it was your grandfather who chased you back, and I heard that he also beat your grandmother, so you will live with their old couple after that, and then you will grow up, and you will know everything about the rest of the matter.

But I'll say a personal opinion, it's not me who sow discord. ”

"You say."

"Actually, you grew up, I think your grandfather loves you the most, and he took care of you to grow up, as for your grandmother, I don't think she hurts you much, if she hurts you, why did she secretly give it to An Jiaguo when she saved money in her hand, at that time, your grandfather earned money, did not let your grandmother stick to the eldest son, you wore clothes and shoes are small and broken, your grandfather is a gay man after all, careless and didn't pay attention, plus work every day, but your grandmother is at home, not to say what to buy for you, all of it is given to An Jiaguo, which is also the reason for my dissatisfaction, since she wants to paste the eldest son, Then don't let your youngest son retire. ”

Zhou Cuilan's words made An Xia's heart beat a little, because she poked what she thought in her heart.