As if he felt like he had been slammed in the head, he staggered to his feet, feeling like the world was spinning.

Yao Er's eyes were puzzled and panicked, "What's wrong with you?" Monk? Why is your face so bad? ”

She wanted to get off the bed, but her legs were limp on the ground, she stroked her abdomen and frowned slightly, "Monk, I feel so much pain in my stomach." ”

The monk felt dizzy, and he tried to maintain his emotions, and with a trembling hand, he reached out to her, and suddenly held her in his arms.

Yao Er felt that the monk master was trembling all over, and he cried bitterly and surrounded her, as if he wanted to crush her into his arms.

Yao Er couldn't stand the pain all over, hugged his back with both hands and smiled, "Monk Master, what's wrong with you?" ”

She stroked his hair and said with a smile, "You're so strange today, didn't you just leave?" Anyway, why am I at your house? ”

She looked around, and then saw that she was still wearing a shirt that she had never seen before, and she said in a trance in her eyes, "How do I feel, I seem to have slept for a long time." ”

She leaned on his shoulder, "I'm so tired." ”

There was an unconcealable exhaustion in Yao Er's voice, and the monk master was cold before he slowly regained consciousness, he carefully picked her up, put her on the bed, gently stroked her hair and said, "You are indeed really sleepy, have you forgotten, are you my wife now?" ”

Yao Er was stunned, and her cheeks flushed and flew up.

"What are you talking about, you...... I? She struggled to sit up in disbelief, but the monk master held her who was emotional, gently rubbed her earburns and said, "You are sick, you have been sick for a long time, and I have been waiting for you to wake up." ”

He held her hand, tears flashing in his eyes, "Yao'er, don't scare me anymore, okay?" Don't leave me behind, okay? ”

His voice was hoarse and sour, she looked at the monk master in front of her with a scruffy beard and empty eyes, she was distressed and pitiful and wrapped around his neck, "I know, I'm sorry." I'll try to remember. ”

The monk master held her hand and trembled, and said in a low and suppressed voice, "The doctor said that you have a hypothesis, and you always have a headache, don't be embarrassed to think about it yourself, okay?" I'm really worried that you'll faint again, I really can't afford to lose you again. ”

His expression was anxious and panicked, his eyes pressed tightly against her, and Yao Er felt as if she was about to be pierced by his eyes.

She inexplicably felt that the feeling that the monk master had given her had changed a lot, and she didn't know if it was really because she had a serious illness and almost couldn't wake up.

She nodded submissively.

After that, the monk master killed all the maids, including Xiaobi, the personal maid brought by Yao Er when she got married.

He was still not at ease after doing this, and he couldn't wait to leave the place with her, and the reason he used was to find a miracle doctor to cure her illness.

The master of ceremonies caressed her

The hair said, "You put it, the environment there is very quiet, and the divine doctor will cure your illness,"

She went to ask her parents to take her leave, but she felt that her parents were a little detached from her and the monk's demeanor, especially her father, who just glanced at her lightly, did not ask about her condition, and did not speak.

The mother, because of the tears all day long and her eyes hurt, she came forward to inquire distressedly, but felt that the mother's body stiffened, and her care for her daughter was gone, but there was no intimacy in the past.

She said goodbye to her parents with some melancholy, and embarked on the road with the monk master to find a miracle doctor.

Yao Er kept looking outside, the monk master took her in his arms and held her hand, Yao Er only felt like falling into the clouds, the whole person was blurry and hazy, and it felt that everything since waking up did not seem to be real.

He suddenly became the wife of the monk, and the father of the monk fell off a cliff and died a few months ago, so he took over everything, he fell off his horse when he went out to play, and Xiaobi, who was loyal to the lord, died because of saving himself, and he also had a serious illness because of a head injury, and woke up and forgot everything.

"It's okay, you're just sick. As long as the illness is cured, everything will be fine. ”

They walked a long way, as if they were going to flee their homeland. Settled down in a small village, which is located in the deep mountains, the distant mountains are quiet, sparsely populated, the miracle doctor he found came to check her pulse, his eyebrows were slightly raised, and he turned to Yao Er and said, "Madame's illness is indeed rare, I am afraid that I will have to study it slowly." ”

Yao Er looked at the monk master, and he nodded towards himself, "As long as it can be cured, no matter how long it takes, we will cure it." ”

The miracle doctor stroked his beard and said slowly, "The two of you are really in love, but this is only one of them, and the other is a happy event." That is, Madame is happy. ”

Yao Er's eyes widened with joy: "What you said is true?" ”

She looked over to the side of the monk, but suddenly saw his gloomy and frightening expression.

"Monk, what's wrong with you?" Her voice trembled, "We have a baby, aren't you happy?" ”

The master of the ceremonial monk seemed to come back to his senses, his expression was intertwined and complicated, and a smile appeared on his face for a moment, "Of course I feel happy, but ......"

He paused for a moment, "Your body is weak now, I'm worried about ......"

Yao Er took a step back, her face showing a little shock, "You don't have to worry about my body, don't worry, I will take good care of myself." This is you and my child! Why don't you even want your children?! ”

Her insistence seemed to touch the master of the monk, he suddenly changed his attitude, slowly stepped forward, stroked her abdomen with one hand, and kissed her forehead gently, "How could I not have my child, you are pregnant with my child, of course I am very happy, you are right, I should be too worried, I'm sorry." ”

He gently stroked her long hair, "We'll give birth to him well, okay."

Is it? ”

Yao Er smiled and snuggled up to him, "Okay." ”

She waited with joy for this life to come.

She thought that the monk protector was as happy as her, but she always felt that the monk had changed a lot, even if he was as considerate and caring for her as before, but even more than ever, he didn't even let her do anything, and he resolutely didn't let her leave her sight.

As if to lock yourself to him.

They began to live in this small village called Beihuai City, the monk treated her patiently and gently, far away from her homeland, she had a happy queen, often could not eat, he went to a far away place to dig her favorite snow cloud vegetables, she slept very lightly at night, he waited until Yao Er fell asleep, and then lay down full of exhaustion.

But the monk master couldn't sleep.

The hatred of his past turned into a rich venom, which repeatedly tortured and penetrated his heart.

He had seen her quietly sleeping for countless days and nights, and he always couldn't help but want to stretch out his hand to her slender neck, and he trembled, hated, and desolate.

It was this part of the venom that turned into love that made his heart unrecognizable.

His hand rested on her abdomen, standing still for a long time.

On the second day, Yao Er got up in the morning, looked very bad, walked out with a pale face, and suddenly there was a scream, the monk master rushed out anxiously, and saw Yao Er kneeling on the ground, she covered her stomach helplessly, and cried desperately to him, "Monk master!" Monk!! ”

A blinding red spread across her skirt.

Yao'er had a miscarriage.

After that, her health became worse and worse, and the autumn was bleak, and she couldn't stand the cold wind, so she didn't go out.

The monk wished that she had been quietly staying at home, but since the loss of her child, her spirit has been depressed for a long time, and she has always regretted it.

"Why have I been so careful, why is my child still ......" the monk remembered that day, she was grief-stricken and cried in his arms, just like the night of the pouring rain, her trembling voice "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

He hugged her tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay, we can still get pregnant again, this time we didn't take good care of it, but next time it will never be!" ”

"Really?"

"I swear."

When the monk master said this, he suddenly gasped and covered his chest, as if he had been awakened to his original feelings again, and he took several deep breaths in a row, and his pale cheeks gradually eased.

"I'm sorry......" he muttered.

The crispy crucian carp quietly waited for the second half of his sentence, and after he calmed down a little, he held his hand.

Her big mind was very confused, she thought that this should be the last place he wanted to touch, and now he had to tear this wound open in blood, he was

Persistently wanting to turn her into Yao'er, is it because the guilt in my heart can't be suppressed no matter what?

"I think I'm probably crazy." He looked up at the sky tiredly, "Do you know what our end is for her?" ”

"Did she remember?"

"Yes." The bitter smile of the monk master was unbearable, and he said, "She didn't just remember, do you know how she took revenge on me?" ”

He waved his arms back, "She jumped off the cliff." ”

Although the crispy crucian carp knew that it must be a sad ending, when he heard it with his own ears, his heart was still violently hurt like a blow.

"She'......"

The master of the monk smiled and said, "I probably asked for it, so I don't blame anyone, and I can't blame anyone, I can only say that this is my life and Yao'er's life." I had already accepted this fate, and even if I died, I would die with her. ”

"But you-"

The crispy crucian carp wanted to speak and stopped.

As if he could see her doubts about his own life, the monk smiled slightly, ripped off his shirt and said, "I also jumped off the cliff." But I didn't die. ”

The crucian carp saw the scar on his abdomen, which had penetrated almost his entire body, leaving a shocking centipede-like scar.

How can an average person still be alive if they have suffered such a serious injury??

(End of chapter)

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