Cheng Cheng's eyes were full of longing, because of the psychological torture, she lost a lot of weight, almost became a paper person, and it seemed that the pair of watery black eyes were extraordinarily large, almost to the point of being so thin that only eyes were left.

Looking at these eyes, the doctor couldn't bear to extinguish her hope, but he still said truthfully: "It can only be possible." ”

This sentence is the only ray of light for Cheng Cheng in the dark, she held on tightly, and after returning home with Zhao Minli, she said confidently: "You're right, don't we find hope?" Things will definitely get better. ”

began to regret giving Cheng Cheng hope, Zhao Minli knew that she had gained and lost the torture of a person, but she still hoped that Cheng Cheng could be happy for a long time, so she still forced a smile: "Yes, you must work hard, I believe in you." ”

forced herself to start rehabilitation, Cheng Cheng took the doctor's new pills on time every day, she took the medicine one by one, and she didn't even frown, that desperate look made Zhao Minli feel worried when she saw it.

Afraid that Cheng Cheng would not be able to think about it when she couldn't see it, Zhao Minli made an excuse to bring her work back home and stared at her all the time.

I am very grateful for Zhao Minli's dedication, Cheng Cheng is not only relieved, but also feels that the pressure on his shoulders is increasing.

Originally, this was just a matter between her and Qin Yan, but after Zhao Minli was also involved, she felt that if she couldn't recover, she would be sorry for everyone, and driven by this psychology, she accelerated the process of desensitization therapy.

According to the doctor's suggested plan, Cheng Cheng should start by hearing Qin Yan's name, and wait until she has no reaction to these two names before starting the next step, but she was in a hurry, and on the first day, she began to try to read news reports and even interview videos related to Qin Yan on the Internet.

Those press releases were full of praise for Qin Yan, which was a kind of torture for those who hated him, not to mention Cheng Cheng, who now hated him deeply and was physically disgusted.

Looking at those words, Cheng Cheng not only felt tormented, she even began to doubt her past, feeling that she was really in love with him at that time, she was simply blinded by lard, and after that disgust came up, she couldn't suppress it no matter how hard she tried, and she couldn't resist the tide.

But when the medicine came up, after Cheng Cheng came out of that blinded emotion, she would begin to dislike herself even more, feeling that she was not persevering enough, and sometimes she would even start to vomit because of this emotion.

Looking at the mirror in the bathroom, Cheng Cheng muttered, "I feel really disgusting now." ”

"It's just a side effect of the medication." Zhao Minli took water and asked her to rinse her mouth, and said comfort.

Because she really couldn't stand Cheng Cheng's masochistic behavior, Zhao Minli chose to take her out for a walk on an afternoon when her mood was relaxed.

Everything went smoothly that day, and Cheng Cheng didn't even show too obvious disgust after seeing Qin Yan's name in the report, her mood was very calm, like a lake without waves.

I didn't know that this was due to the indifference to the outside world caused by excessive drug taking, Cheng Cheng thought that his situation had improved, and agreed to Zhao Minli's invitation without hesitation.

attaches great importance to this distraction, and Zhao Minli hopes that Cheng Cheng can ease his mood in contact with nature.

Packed a few delicate snacks and fresh strawberries in the bamboo basket, Zhao Minli carried it and a piece of checkered cloth, and took Cheng Cheng to the nearest park, although it was better to go to the suburbs, but according to Cheng Cheng's current situation, Zhao Minli felt that going too far was a suicide.

On a sunny weekend, it was a good time for the whole family to play, Cheng Cheng and Zhao Minli were lying on the lawn basking in the sun, and they were very infected by the laughter and laughter around them.

Especially Cheng Cheng, she felt that her soul had become light, and she was about to fly towards the sun, like a moth to a fire, although she knew that she was going to destroy, but as long as she could get a little warmth, she would not hesitate to break her bones.

"The weather is so nice." Cheng Cheng muttered in a low voice.

In order to take care of her emotions, Zhao Minli was simply an all-powerful confidant big sister during this time, no matter what she said, she could guide her to chat, but this time she suddenly fell into silence, not because she had nothing to say, but because she was attracted to all her attention, so she had no time to take care of it.

Cheng Cheng was very curious, she sat up with her hands on the soft grass, she followed Zhao Minli's gaze, and saw a very familiar person, but who had gradually become stranger-Qin Yan.

With a warm smile like all the fathers around, Qin Yan led Nian Cheng, and the two of them walked under the green willows with a smile and a smile, and they were walking along the river embankment to this side.

How is Qin Yan's injury? and Nian Cheng, I don't know if he was scared by going crazy last time.

Goodbye at this time, Cheng Cheng has changed back to the most familiar appearance everybody, she is gentle and considerate, full of care and love for her family, if Qin Yan comes to talk to her at this time, she will definitely say sorry.

Finally realized that Cheng Cheng had discovered Qin Yan, Zhao Minli was even more nervous than her, and hurriedly turned around to help Cheng Cheng sort out her scattered forehead hair, she only hated that she didn't bring a makeup bag when she came out for a picnic today, and there was no way to make up Cheng Cheng on the spot.

However, appearance is still secondary, what does the most important thing Cheng Cheng think in his heart, Zhao Minli asked worriedly: "You don't hate him now, do you?" If we're a little reluctant, we're running now. ”

"Nope." Cheng Cheng told the truth, and her heart turned into a lively little rabbit, eager to jump out of her chest.

Zhao Minli breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, she seemed to have suddenly taken a part-time job as a matchmaker, and persuaded bitterly: "Even if you have you now, you have to suppress me now, do you see, Qin Yan is about to come over, according to his character, he will definitely be unable to help but come over when he sees you." ”

"I know." Cheng Cheng nodded obediently, she still had this confidence.

But what no one expected was that a chance encounter was just a chance encounter, Qin Yan seemed to suddenly break off his love, and he couldn't raise any feelings for Cheng Cheng anymore, so he turned a blind eye to her and walked over, even the Nian Cheng he was holding in his hand.

Zhao Minli was stunned for a moment, she hurriedly got up to stop Qin Yan: "You stop!" ”

"What's the matter?" Qin Yan frowned, he originally wanted to take a detour, but considering that it would not reflect his determination, he still insisted on coming over.

Zhao Minli's tone was puzzled: "Didn't you see Cheng Cheng?" You know she's ...... now."

"I think she's doing well." Qin Yan interrupted Zhao Minli's words, and he dragged Nian Cheng back, because he didn't want the child to hear the words after that, "I have nothing to do with her in the future, as for you and me, if you have her in the middle, friends don't have to do it." ”

After speaking, Qin Yan ignored Zhao Minli's obstruction, held Nian Cheng in his arms, and continued to walk outside the park.

Seeing all this in her eyes, Cheng Cheng felt very uncomfortable, she wanted to cry, but her eyes were very dry, and she didn't even have a tear, after all, everything now is her own death to such an extent, what is there to cry about.

Running back to comfort Cheng Cheng, Zhao Minli pretended to be relaxed: "Don't take it too seriously, Qin Yan is duplicitous, the knife you stabbed him before was really not light, and it was expected that he would be angry, just wait for this formation." ”

Cheng Cheng shook his head lightly: "It won't be good." ”

"Where is it so pessimistic, if Qin Yan really doesn't care about you, why did he come here, it's just a dead duck with a hard mouth, and he doesn't want to admit it." Zhao Minli was so confused that she could only say something nice, hoping to keep Cheng Cheng from falling into sadness.

It is not easy for Cheng Cheng to recover a little now, if it is because Qin Yan's attitude is affected today, Zhao Minli can't shave him to death with a big ear.

Receiving Zhao Minli's kindness, Cheng Cheng went home with her very calmly, and then locked himself in the bedroom under the pretext of resting.

Zhao Minli agreed on the surface, but she was still relieved in her heart, she was afraid that Cheng Cheng would hold back something in silence, whether it was an outbreak or destruction, it was terrifying enough.

However, Cheng Cheng didn't agree for a long time, she didn't cry or have a headache, she was quiet like a doll.

didn't think she could really fall asleep, Zhao Minli took off her shoes and walked lightly to the door of the guest room in order not to make a sound, and she put her mobile phone camera on the crack of the door to observe Cheng Cheng's situation.

As Zhao Minli expected, Cheng Cheng didn't sleep at all, she sat on the edge of the bed and cried silently, because her expression was very calm, and she covered her mouth with her hand, so she didn't make any sound, but it can be seen that after this stimulation, the previous efforts were wasted.

When he beat Qin Yan violently in his heart, arguing with Zhao Minli and hesitating whether to go in to enlighten Cheng Cheng, Cheng Cheng, who was originally just crying calmly, made an amazing move.

Silently picking up a paper cutter from the bedside table, Cheng Cheng slowly pushed out the blade, then rolled up his trousers and slashed at the snow-white calf.

Cheng Cheng should use a lot of force, because the blood beads came out immediately, but she continued to scratch without saying a word as if she didn't know the pain, she still covered her mouth with her hands, and even remembered to wipe off the blood with a tissue every time she slashed, because she didn't want to stain the floor.

Standing outside the door dumbfounded, Zhao Minli saw that Cheng Cheng actually used self-harm to control his emotions, and he became more and more anxious.

didn't dare to take a step, Zhao Minli was afraid that as soon as she left, Cheng Cheng would cut the knife on her wrist, how did she think that Qin Yan had nothing to do with Cheng Cheng's stimulation today, thinking that people's hearts are flesh after all, so she recorded the video of Cheng Cheng's self-harm.

This is not to plan to sell Cheng Cheng miserably, but to feel that Qin Yan must still have Cheng Cheng in his heart, so he wants to use the most intuitive method to make him realize that Cheng Cheng is so scarred that he can no longer withstand the stimulation.

But the truth is always so ironic, Zhao Minli didn't even send out the video, because Qin Yan had already blocked her.

Remember Qin Shao, you are too cute to have a permanent address