Chapter 103: Heart-to-Heart
"Night, I'm so hot, so uncomfortable." I was already feverish, and the quilt was still tightly wrapped, and I felt as if my whole body had not been wiped after the water, and the water on the quilt was also moisturized, which was surprisingly uncomfortable.
"Well, go to sleep, you won't feel bad when you fall asleep." Nightshade hugged me and coaxed.
I was very puzzled, lying in the bed, I was sweating all over, I hated myself, and I was stunned at night and kept holding me, and I didn't say anything.
"Aren't you uncomfortable?" I asked, looking up at Nightshade.
"I'm worried about you right now." The night hugged me closer.
"Oops—don't—" I struggled, I knew that Nightshade must be uncomfortable, and I hoped Nightshade would stay away from me, but Nightshade didn't look like he was going to let go.
Thinking of this, there was a warm rush in my heart.
"You can't live without me—" I teased inwardly.
Who knows, Night Death doesn't give face at all.
"I haven't been a human being for too long, and I have forgotten that human beings are so fragile." As he spoke, the strength of his arm became a little heavier.
"What's vulnerable?" Now, I have to show humanity that we are tenacious!
"Do you know that I worry about you every day? All the time, all the time, I don't think about you. ”
Nightfall's words made my old face, which was originally red, even redder now.
I smiled shyly and said, "Nightfall, I didn't expect you to be quite good at sweet talk-"
"Is there one?"
"Yes—"
Nightshade smiled and continued, "Humans, life span is only a few years, not only can they not live forever, but they will often be uncomfortable, just like you are now. Life is also very fragile, you will die if you fall from a height, you will die if you jump into a deep pool, you will die if you don't eat, and you will die if you don't drink water. ”
"Uh......"
I was speechless, but I still had to correct him.
"That's not right!" I retorted.
"If all the people of the world can go to heaven and earth and live forever like you, wouldn't those worlds be chaotic?"
"Isn't that bad? Save the most unbearable misery in the world, aren't you the most unsightly of these things? Nightshade asked rhetorically.
"Do you know why people can live in this world in such a balanced way?"
"Because man is the master of this world." Nightshade said without thinking.
"Wrong!" I'm against it.
Nightshade was dissatisfied with my denial, and reluctantly asked, "Why is that?" ”
"Because—man is tenacious and vulnerable. Fragile Like you said, we humans are easily hurt, sick. Tenacity is also due to the fact that when we encounter these setbacks, we do not give up on ourselves, but try to overcome them! ”
"What's the use? Can the ending be changed? ”
"The ending can't be changed, but that's where our feelings come from, and if the world is like you, hard-hearted, then where does the Red Cross come from? Where did the Spring Bud Project come from? Where does the warmth of the world come from? ”
Nightshade pondered.
"In the face of various things, we derive a lot of emotions, fear, warmth, family affection, love, friendship, happiness, sadness, etc. - these emotions are a steering wheel that makes us make decisions about one thing, and control every decision we make. As you said, if you fall from a high place, you will die, and when you stand at a high place, it is the emotion of fear that dominates us, so that we will not jump down without a brain. ”
Nightshade was still brooding.
Having said so much, sometimes, I also admire myself, I actually gave a big reason to this ghost king who has walked more bridges than I have walked, and has lived for more than a thousand years, I really doubt now that he listened to me with a hard head.
"I didn't expect—" Nightshade finally spoke, "you know quite a lot!" ”
I was a little smug: "Is that okay?" ”
"Originally, I just thought that as long as you were there, I could do without anything else, I never thought about it so much, and I didn't have other emotions to cope with that day-to-day life."
"Hey, hey, am I that important?"
I don't know if it's because of my fever or how to drop, I always feel that today's night, my mouth is like smeared with honey, it's not sweet, and my heart is shaking.
Nightfall imprinted a mark on my forehead, proving his words to me by his actions.
People, that's it, be prepared for danger in times of peace, this may also be the life-saving instinct left to us by our ancestors.
Such an environment aroused the fear buried in my heart - Ye Lu drink.
"Nightfall, you...... Do you really love me? ”
No matter what he says now, I believe him!
Nightshade knows me, he knows that I still have concerns and suspicions about him in my heart, but he has been silently taking care of me, influencing me, and letting me put down the last line of defense in my heart for him.
"Xingzhu, we don't talk about the past, we just live in the present." Nightshade looked me in the eye, surprisingly serious.
Through his eyes, I seemed to see his heart, and we met honestly and honestly without warning.
"I know, I've always known that you still have suspicions about me, but I don't know how to make you let go of your suspicions, so let's not talk about the past now. You must not believe in yourself in your heart. ”
Hearing Nightfall say this, I was indeed a little surprised in my heart, and even a little scared......
It turns out that Nightfall has always known.
"Hehehehe-" Nightshade smiled.
"Don't worry, I know what you're thinking right now. I guess - are you thinking that I see through all your thoughts, and you are insecure? ”
"I ......"
Indeed, I was afraid, without my protective clothing, I felt naked and exposed, every inch of my skin was in close contact with the air, there was nothing to cover.
"I don't know what to do to make you feel at ease and give me my heart, I don't think about it so much, I can only protect you silently, and stand behind you when you need me."
"Nightfall...... "My eyes were a little red.
"So, Xingzhu, we don't talk about the past now, we only live in the present. You are Jin Xingzhu, just Jin Xingzhu, you are not anyone, not Ye Luyin, Ye Luyin is just a dead lonely soul, just a dream, okay? ”
At this moment, although I am very calm on the surface, my heart is turning upside down, surging, I don't know what to say, and the thousand words in my heart are only turned into six words of understatement
"I'm sorry, I love you."
"Xingzhu, I love you too."
"Hmm-"
I tried my best to shrink into Nightshade's arms, trying to wrap Nightshade's entire body around me, and at this moment, only he could give me a sense of security.
A wave of sleepiness hit, and slowly, I closed my eyes.
I closed my eyes in reassurance.
Outside the door, Qing Shui quietly closed the door and left in style.
"Brother, I'm here." A fresh breeze suddenly appeared.
She always knew what her brother was thinking, but she was helpless.
"Qingfeng, I'm fine, this was originally a dream of mine, now, it's time to wake up from the dream." Qing Shui said with relief.
"Brother, I believe you."
"Hmm!"