Chapter Twenty-Six: It's Too Brain-Blowing
Xia Herbal Tea didn't care about him anymore, and there was nothing to visit in the two-bedroom room, it was all some ordinary decoration and furniture that could not be ordinary.
The only thing that attracted Xia Herbal Tea was the room that had been opened by a crack in the door.
After the two big eyes probed the "enemy situation" outside the house and confirmed that the enemy target was not there, she cautiously walked out.
Xia Liangcha was surprised for a moment when she saw the girl, and then she understood, this little girl must be Xiao Cheng's half-sister, Xiao Cheng said just now that this fight was fought because of her, so she knew where Xiao Cheng was.
The girl walked directly to Xia Herbal Tea and couldn't help but say, dragging Xia Herbal Tea to another closed door.
She let the girl pull her to a tightly closed door, which the girl opened, pointed to the room and said, "You are all alone." ”
Xia Herbal Tea looked in the direction she pointed, and saw that the house was full of portraits of her, reading, writing, tilting heads, and even losing temper, laughing, crying, drinking milk tea, eating steamed buns, everything, lifelike.
These portraits record almost every day she came to this school.
The ghost messenger walked into the house, and Xia Herbal Tea's head was suddenly covered.
It's not that she hasn't seen Xiao Cheng's paintings, but she really hasn't seen a room full of "herbal tea".
This kind of scene is too shocking and brain-blowing.
Dozens of "yourself" look at a real self with various movements and expressions, what kind of shock is that.
Her head was buzzing now, and her whole mind was blank like she had never seen before.
It's as if you've pressed the pause button to breathe, and even your brain is starved of oxygen.
Since she was a child, because of this face, she has received many different ways to show love, subtle, passionate, hidden, but there is no such brain-blowing one!
Her heart was pounding, inexplicably irritable and inexplicably moved and happy, and then the loss and sadness that welled up in her heart.
Xiao Cheng wants it, she is afraid that she can't afford it, she has always felt that she is very open-minded, and love is not limited to anything else only by feeling, but now the time is not right, the circle she lives in is too troublesome, she can't even take care of herself, what can she take care of others?
She knew exactly what such a scene illustrated.
She understands what Xiao Cheng wants to her, and she understands what Xiao Cheng wants, but when the facts are really in front of her and cannot be ignored, she is intimidated.
Can she? If Xiao Cheng knew her past, would he still reassure her as always?
The scene before the transfer came to mind again, no, she was not as good as Xiao Cheng thought, she was not worthy.
"Alone."
The girl's voice made the shocked Xia herbal tea slowly come back to his senses.
At this moment, she finally understood what she meant by "one person" when she first met the girl.
She didn't want to refuse Xiao Cheng if Xiao Cheng asked her.
But sanity is a really annoying thing, and it reminds you all the time of what's wrong and what's right.
She knows very well what her situation is, since she entered that restructured family at the age of ten, she has to weigh the weight of this breath with every breath she takes.
No matter how disgusted that family is, she can't deny its existence, and she can't erase its traces, and it is even possible that in the near future, that family will bring her all kinds of humiliation and collapse.
She will be involved in Xiao Cheng, she doesn't know when her stepmother or the brothers and sisters brought by her stepmother will find her trouble, and in what way they will find her trouble.
It doesn't matter when she's alone, anyway, the soldiers will block it, and the water will cover it, and the big deal will be broken.
But if Xiao Cheng enters her life, in addition to the trouble that will follow, even tomorrow or the accident will become an unknown which comes first.
She can ignore others, but Xiao Cheng can't, she can't let Xiao Cheng be bothered by those disgusting people for her.
What's harder than confessing to being together is that you have to give up even though you like it.
Only her stop can keep this sunny young man undisturbed, and only her stop can exchange for the safety of the two people.
Looking at the house full of "summer herbal tea" again, she accepted such a good intention, and she will never forget the beauty, she wrote it down.
Xiao Cheng knew that he was not right to fight, but wasn't there no way? Who let Xiaoxiao get into trouble, but it was Xu Fei who had a deep grudge against him, he, who was a brother of others, didn't carry this black pot, did he want to push out his stupid sister who lacked heart and let others bully?
He apologized, he confessed by mistake, coaxed and coaxed, his little ancestor still hasn't paid attention to his own plans, and he is depressed.
Forget about these, after all, it is an internal contradiction, but on the contrary, Li Lun, who has always regarded knowledge as dung, is now pestering Xia Herbal Tea to give him a lecture every day.
It is said that he couldn't live up to the sacrifice made by giving up the opportunity to be at the same table with Ban Hua, so he forcibly changed positions with Xuchang.
There is also the Dayang who transferred from No. 1 Middle School specifically for Xia Herbal Tea.
Xiao Cheng looked at this angry.
After Xia Herbal Tea sent him home yesterday, if he wasn't afraid that Xia Herbal Tea would dislike him, he wouldn't have proposed to take a shower and change clothes at that time, and Xia Herbal Tea had already left after taking a shower.
Then the inexplicable two people became in this state.
He had already explained why he was fighting, who he was fighting with, who his helpers were, and the causes and consequences.
But Xia Herbal Tea always had an attitude, lowered his head slightly, didn't look at him, turned the pen in his hand, his eyelashes flashed, and he didn't know whether he listened or not.
"Can you take care of me?" Xiao Cheng clenched his hand into a fist and put it on his chin and pulled Xia Herbal Tea's clothes with the other.
"If you don't want to ignore me, look at me." Xiao Cheng was not discouraged.
"Herbal tea, can you help me see this question?" Spoiled orange online.
This has been Xiao Cheng's countless begging this morning.
Alas! Xia Herbal Tea sighed in her heart, silently took the roll in Xiao Cheng's hand, and said after a while, "I'm not angry, I'm just at the same table." ”
It's really a lecture topic, and there is no more sentence.
Xiao Cheng finally realized what it meant for me to be not angry, just at the same table.
Xia Herbal Tea's attitude towards him is obviously back to the way he was at the beginning, ignoring it, not far or close.
"No, herbal tea, if you feel uncomfortable, you tell me directly, I will definitely change, don't be like this, I am so empty and panicked if you are like this."
He would rather Xia Herbal Tea beat himself like beating others, rather than see Xia Herbal Tea without himself in his eyes.
He doesn't want to investigate who is right and who is wrong and who is unreasonable, all he thinks about now is why his little kid is angry, as long as he is not angry, he apologizes to the ground.
"I advise you not to put too much emotion on me, I was born to be a cold and weak person, and I can't take care of your hypocritical hearts."
Xia Herbal Tea is also angry, but she is not angry with Xiao Cheng but with herself.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Xiao Cheng didn't understand, although they didn't make it clear, but yesterday she still pointed at those people's noses like a hero and said that he was her person?
What is this? What is her attitude now?
"It's none of your business." Xia Herbal Tea replied coldly.
"Are they coming to trouble you again? I'm talking about your family. Xiao Cheng paused, but still asked.
"Nope." Xia Herbal Tea paused and added, "I'm not afraid when I'm here!" ”
Are you really not afraid? Aren't you afraid of what are you hiding? Summer herbal tea laughs at itself.
What a fucking look down on myself.
"Don't talk to me except for asking about learning."
As soon as Xia Herbal Tea said this, Xiao Cheng finally determined that there must be a problem with Xia Herbal Tea, and it was a problem that she couldn't solve by herself.
According to Xia Herbal Tea's attitude towards him now, even if there is really something, I am afraid she will not tell herself.
It doesn't matter, he can wait, and he can afford to wait, as long as Xia Herbal Tea's eyes don't look out, he has a lot of time to wait for her to slowly accept herself.
"Herbal tea, can you help me look at this question?" Wang Dazhi, the squad leader of class 10, turned around and took a crumpled notebook and gently placed it on the Xia herbal tea desk.
Xia Herbal Tea turned the pen for a moment, and couldn't help but subconsciously glance at Xiao Cheng next to him.
"Yes."
After taking the squad leader's book, Xia Herbal Tea reviewed the question first, then took out a pen and said lightly to the squad leader, "Look, set a ...... first"
A question was explained in detail by Xia Herbal Tea, and it was very clear, and the squad leader also looked like he accepted it with an open mind, if it weren't for his red monkey butt face, and the floating eyes that secretly looked at Xia Herbal Tea, it really looked like a picture of two people who love to learn discussing with each other.
"Thank you, herbal tea, you are so amazing, the teacher is not as careful as you said." The squad leader, Wang Dazhi, spoke softly and softly, which was completely different from his usual angry style.
To tell the truth, Wang Dazhi's performance at the moment is 108,000 miles different from usual, usually with a roar, class 10 trembling three times, a slap of the table hand, class 10 is collectively obedient, known as the town house overlord!
It's just that such a person can pretend to be obedient in front of Xia Herbal Tea.
Xiao Cheng snorted coldly, and glanced to the side with disdain, he really didn't look at the eyes of these boys looking at the herbal tea, as if he had seen Tang monk meat.
sighed in his heart, Xia Herbal Tea's excellence was so noticeable, he really wanted to faint and hide.