Chapter 275: Postpartum Depression 2
The person in the photo is Lu Anming, who has disappeared for a long time.
I saw him in a suit and leather shoes, his hair combed meticulously, a half-lit cigarette hanging from his crooked mouth, his head tilted slightly to the side, lazily looking at the cards in his hand, and sitting next to him was the widow he had seen before, "Sister Chen".
Sister Chen is also wearing a purple off-the-shoulder dress, but the big waist and round figure completely destroy the beauty of the dress, even if the heavy makeup on her face can't hide the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, the movements and expressions of the two are very intimate, no matter how nervous Yan Muqing is, she can also see the abnormal feelings flowing between the two at this time.
There is still a time taken in the lower right corner of the photo, which happens to be the third day of Yan Muqing's confinement.
Holding the phone hard with both hands, her white knuckles trembling slightly, she felt funny at the moment.
From Lu Anming's disappearance to the present, what kind of life has she lived? I am afraid all the time, afraid of the constant harassment of those creditors, afraid that one day they will really find their home, and the person who caused all this is so chic. Eating, drinking, and having fun, and "beauty" in his arms, he is really a fool.
gave birth to a daughter for this scumbag, but people didn't even look at it. For this wolf-hearted thing, take care of his mother who once wandered in the ghost gate, but he is happy to be at ease. For this liar, she went to the bank for a loan, in order to pay off his debts, but he spent a lot of money, and there were other women beside him. What's more, she once thought that if Lu Anming had an accident, she would be willing to take care of his parents until a hundred years.
"Hahaha" Yan Muqing's hand let go of his trembling hands, and the mobile phone instantly and silently slipped on the quilt. She covered her face with her hands, feeling so painful. Her laughter was suppressed, laughing and laughing, her voice changing sharply into a small whimper, tears slipping quietly down her fingers.
At this moment, she had never felt that she was so stupid, so idiotic. Her heart was like a big stone, and she couldn't breathe, and at the same time she was a little panicked, what should she do in the future? What should her daughter do? If those people couldn't find Lu Anming, would they take their anger out on her and her daughter, or even her family?
And whether the people of the Lu family know what Lu Anming did, if they knew, then everything they did would be a joke in the eyes of others.
"Hahaha" The small sobs turned into self-deprecating laughter again.
She is now like a monkey jumping up and down, and Lu Anming is the one who plays the monkey, and the Lu family is one of those people who sit on the ground of the stage and watch the play.
Yan Muqing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and slowly leaned on the head of the bed, her eyes and nose were red. She closed her somewhat colored eyes, and then opened them quickly, as if she suddenly remembered something, quickly picked up the phone from the quilt, and continued to flip.
There are not many photos, five or six. The more I turned, the more I felt like a needle prick.
The protagonists of the photo are Lu Anming and Sister Chen, the two of them are interlocking, hugging, and even kissing. On different occasions, but each occasion looks so tall, there are splendid hotel ballrooms, exquisitely decorated detached cottages, and luxurious presidential suites......
The last one is a photo of the two kissing, and the time shown in the lower right corner of the photo is the early hours of last night.
She rubbed her eyes vigorously, for fear that she was wrong, but how could she be wrong? The corners of his mouth twitched, and he looked at the old woman beside him with affection, and his inner eyelids showed slightly, who was it not Lu Anming?
The eyelids of this pair of inner pairs, remembering how intoxicated they were at the beginning, how disgusting they were at this moment. It's really a world full of wonders, she has never done anything in her life to lose her conscience, she will give up her seat to those who need it in a car, and she will be generous when she meets beggars on the side of the road, not to mention helping the weak to cross the road, she has not pit anyone, nor has she harmed anyone, but why would she let such a thing happen.
Thinking about it, she may have never entered Lu Anming's heart, and she herself has never really understood Lu Anming as a person. He did not take care of the person who gave birth to him, and he lost the moment to witness the birth of his flesh and blood, what kind of quality can a person do? Abandoning his wife and children, ignoring his parents, and repeatedly adding a huge burden to his family, this is completely the modern version of Chen Shimei!
Yan Muqing calmed down, and silently made a decision in her heart, a decision to end everything with Lu Anming.
She quickly replied to Li Haoyong with an email, and then returned to a flat lying position.
Yan Muqing wanted to solve this matter quickly, but considering that under the foundation of the year, even if Lu Anming was found back with the help of Li Haoyong, the matter between the two of them would not be clear for a while, this year would definitely not be good, and his body was in such a state, it was better to wait for the new year and fight with that grandson steadily.
On the Lu family's parents' side, Yan Muqing didn't mention this matter to them, but how is it usually, and how is it now, he followed Lu's father back to his hometown in the countryside, visited his relatives in his hometown, and paid a visit to his early years by the way.
"Qingqing, Lu Anming has no news yet?" On this day, it was Lu Anming's second uncle's family who came, and the question was the eldest son of Lu Anming's second uncle's family, Lu Anming's cousin, Lu Anguo.
Lu Anguo himself is not as honest as his name, he also has a pair of inner eyes, the eyes are slightly smaller than Lu Anming's, but they are always revealing essence. He opened a bath in the city, and he had a wide range of contacts, and he usually spoke with a very calm feeling, which made the bath's business very popular.
"No" the two stood in the yard, the yard of the second uncle's house was cleaned up quite poetically, many small flower ponds separated from the Yongdao, there were no flowers in the flower pond this season, it is said that the roses were planted, and now the branches and leaves have been cut off, leaving only the roots, covered with a thick layer of leaves, and the leaves are covered with a layer of plastic film, the center of the yard is a small pool in the shape of petals, and there is a small fountain in the center. This is still very exquisite, but Yan Muqing's thoughts are also a little drifting at this time, I don't know how the small yard is repaired like this, how to dry the grain when waiting for the autumn harvest?
"Hey, this guy has made you miserable, that is, you, if you were someone else, maybe you would have made a big fuss and divorced him, and it is really rare that you still take care of my uncle and aunt like this."
When his mother-in-law was hospitalized, Lu Anguo went to the hospital several times, and Yan Muqing's actions were all in his eyes, Lu Anming was like this, and he still served his mother-in-law very well, as far as he was concerned, even if Lu Anming did not die, and became the daughter-in-law of another family, there are very few people who can take care of his mother-in-law like this. felt that Yan Muqing was a little stupid, but at the same time, he admired her a little. It's a pity that her eyes are not very good, otherwise there are so many men, how could she single-handedly hit Lu Anming, who is a master with low eyes and is not doing his job?
"I'll come back eventually, let's talk about it then, when I was pregnant, my mother-in-law didn't serve me less, and I have nothing to do with Lu Anming doing this. Big brother, how is your business? I didn't want to continue to talk about the matter between her and Lu Anming, so I led the topic to Lu Anguo.
"Hey, make do with it!" Obviously, he didn't want to say more, Yan Muqing was not very familiar with him, and after saying a few words, he planned to go back to the house, and he had to rush back to the city in a while.
"By the way, I heard my uncle say that you also got a company yourself, how about now?" Yan Muqing was a little surprised, and he didn't expect Lu Anguo to ask this, so he paused for a moment, and immediately returned to normal.
"Let's make do with it, eat more if you do more, eat less if you do less." Yan Muqing also replied ambiguously to land Anguo.
"It's very difficult to do a company at the beginning, and when you encounter difficulties, tell your brother that you need money, and you can just say it, hey" Speaking of this, Lu Anguo also sighed and continued
"Now your family is all supported by you, and it's not easy." As he spoke, he took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to Yan Muqing.
Yan Muqing took the business card and thanked him before returning to the house.
She didn't understand what Lu Anguo meant, but she didn't think much about it, she thought that she wouldn't have other anxieties with Lu Anguo in the future, whether he was doing this to save himself for Lu Anming, or whether he wanted to take care of the Lu family's parents, it didn't matter, it was estimated that there would be few opportunities to meet in the future. Even if Lu Anguo proposed the idea of helping her, she didn't have any heartbeat, and some favors were still good, especially the favors of people related to Lu Anming.
During this time, Yan Muqing was raised well by Yan's mother, in addition to paying special attention to food, like red dates and ejiao paste, they were all prepared for Yan Muqing anytime and anywhere. The complexion is a lot better, but still so slender.
"Mom, I'll go back there for the New Year this year, that idiot is not here, Lu Anran won't go home for the New Year this year, only his father-in-law and mother-in-law are left, the two of them will inevitably feel sad, and they also think about their children" Yan Muqing thought about the two lonely old men, and felt a little unbearable, and finally decided to go back there for the New Year.
"Hmm" Mother Yan didn't say anything more to refute, just sighed softly. In the past, she would also think about whether her daughter's righteousness was a good thing or a bad thing. But judging from her current experience, it's really not a good thing, if she is asked to make certain changes, not to mention that it will not be good to change for a while, if it really changes, it will not be her words.
"I'll come back with the child in the second year of junior high school" Yan Muqing looked at the black Chinese medicine in the bowl, and frowned.
Since that fainting, Yan's mother has been urging Yan Muqing to go and see the old Chinese medicine doctor introduced by Dr. Zhang, and then she couldn't bear her mother's nagging, and finally Yan Muqing still went, what the old Chinese medicine doctor said was similar to what Dr. Zhang said, and finally prescribed clothes and Chinese medicine, and she had been drinking for a week. Not to mention the hard work of this medicine, there is also a strange smell. She felt that her whole body revealed an unpleasant smell of Chinese medicine.
"That's what you said, come, I feel like you drank this medicine, I'll go wash the dishes" Mother Yan saw Yan Muqing staring at the medicine bowl in a daze, and urged roughly.
"Well, it's really unpleasant" After speaking, Yan Muqing raised his head and drank all the medicinal juice in one go, the expression on his face was quite rich at this time, his brows were furrowed, and his mouth was also pouted.
"Hmm" As soon as he put down the bowl, Yan Muqing retched.
"What's wrong?" Yan's mother, who had been staring at Yan Muqing, hurriedly asked, and walked to Yan Muqing by the way, her big fingers were ready, for fear that her daughter would faint again, so she could pinch her.
"It's okay, cough, cough, cough" After replying, Yan Muqing retched again, this smell is really unpleasant.
"This medicine is too hard to drink, don't let me drink it after drinking it" Mother Yan looked at Yan Muqing's uncomfortable cough, and her heart began to shake.
"Mom," a crisp voice came from outside the door.