Chapter 360: I can't help myself

Ruan Qianya didn't know what kind of delicate relationship existed between them, so when she introduced it, she didn't have the slightest burden in her heart.

But Aunt Pei's appearance was like a thunderbolt exploding on the flat ground for Jing Yihong, and he looked at this face that was indistinguishable from his sleep, and the expression on his face quickly changed.

"Yihong, what's wrong with you?" Sensing that something was wrong with him, Ruan Qianya blinked her eyes, and subconsciously leaned over to the bedside and asked nervously, "Are you not feeling well?" Do you want to call a doctor to come and have a look? ”

Ruan Qianya didn't notice that when she asked him about his physical condition, Aunt Pei's eyes obviously crossed a trace of anxiety.

But the careful Jing Yihong found that his eyes were slightly dull, and his voice was unconsciously cold.

"Qianya, I'm really a little unwell, you go and help me get a doctor to come over......"

Aunt Pei? Oh, if he's not mistaken, this pretending woman is his mother, Shape!

Only, how could she suddenly appear after disappearing for so many years? Can't get mixed up? Or has the conscience been discovered?

"Okay, I'll call the doctor!"

Ruan Qianya felt a pang in her heart, got up and walked out in a hurry, and when she passed by Aunt Pei's side, she said in a little panic, "I'm sorry Aunt Pei, Yihong is a little uncomfortable, you sit down first, I'll go find a doctor." ”

"Hmm."

Xia Pei didn't stop her, because she had already seen his deliberateness in Jing Yihong's eyes.

Yes, he deliberately broke away from Ruan Qianya, in order to ask her why she abandoned him back then, and why she didn't see any trace when he gritted his teeth and struggled to support him!

Ruan Qianya left on the front foot, and Jing Yihong opened her mouth with a cold snort on the back foot, "I didn't expect you to take care of Qianya's mother and son, so it was you who sneakily peeked outside the door two days ago, right?" ”

"Yes."

Xia Pei's heart ached, but in the face of his indifference, she couldn't justify herself, after all, all this was her own choice.

"Heh, this is strange, what is the reason for a woman who has abandoned her family and children to suddenly appear after disappearing for so many years? I guess it's not family affection, right? After all, you were so resolute that you didn't even show up when I was almost buried in the fire! ”

Jing Yihong kept reminding himself not to let her sway his emotions, but as he spoke, the nameless anger instantly engulfed him.

He struggled and roared inwardly, and in the end, he couldn't help but laugh at the extreme.

His words pierced Xia Pei's chest like a sharp steel knife in an instant, and her eyes, which were almost blind, filled with tears again.

She knew that he hated, and she had thought about the situation of them meeting again countless times, but she never knew that his expression was so cold, so cold that she felt like she was standing in the biting cold wind......

"Why don't you speak? Did I wrong you? ”

Seeing that her teeth were clenched, her face was pale, and she was trembling, but she didn't refute for a long time, Jing Yihong's anger became even greater, and the questions she asked became sharper. March Chinese

"Yihong, things are not what you think, I can't help what happened back then......"

Xia Pei clutched her left chest, as if a bloody hole had been poked out of that place because of his words, making her cry bitterly.

But Jing Yihong didn't seem to buy it, he snorted coldly, and his face became even colder.

"Can't help yourself? You threw a three-year-old child into an unfamiliar environment and couldn't help himself? You know what kind of place the Jing family is, but you still haven't moved half of your compassion, which is also called involuntarily? ”

"That fire almost killed that 6-year-old child, so, or are you involuntarily killed?"

He almost finished the last sentence with a roar, and at this time, he only felt that the oxygen in his chest was so thin that it seemed that he was struggling to maintain his vital signs.

However, after shouting this, he felt much happier, after all, these words pressed on his heart for more than twenty years.

For countless lonely nights, it was like a bloodthirsty monster constantly gnawing at his flesh, more like a maggot on the tarsal bone, so that he could not get rid of its entanglement!

But now, after asking these words, he seems to have shaken off a heavy shackle, and his body is extremely relaxed.

"No, it's not like that, back then...... When I learned that I was pregnant, like every woman who is going to be a mother, I was full of joy and waited for a little life to come, but you know my identity, I was just a nameless dancer. ”

"Your existence was soon known to Fang Yaping, who sent people to harass and expel me, and at the same time bribed people from the underworld to hunt me down and kill me when the plan was unsuccessful. In that case, I think it will be very difficult to keep you, let alone take you into hiding after giving birth to you......"

Xia Pei had an inexplicable fear in her eyes when she recalled the events of that year, and she could see that every word she said came from the heart.

"I'm just a powerless dancer, in the face of Fang Yaping's pressing step by step, not only do I have no power to resist, but even self-preservation is a problem, so after giving birth to you, I simply sent you to Jing Zhiyong."

"I know that as an unrecognized bastard, you may live a miserable life, but what I want is not your peace and joy, but that you can live!"

When he said this, Xia Pei's face was already full of tears, he thought that he was living a miserable life, but who knew that she had not been tormented by pain all these years?

"These ...... you say"

Jing Yihong looked at her in a daze, and her brows unconsciously squeezed together.

He didn't want to believe what she said, but he knew that she had no reason to lie to him, especially her identity, Fang Yaping's viciousness and ambition, he had always known it!

"Do you think Jing Zhiyong can't accept you so easily? Because back then, I inadvertently learned a secret, and it was precisely because of this secret that he had to accept you and promised to raise you safely. ”

"However, along with his acceptance, it also aroused more hatred in him, and I guessed when I saw the news in the newspaper that you almost buried a sea of fire, that fire was not an accident!"

That time, she almost poked Jing Zhiyong's secret out, but she thought that if she really did this, then Jing Yihong would have no support from now on, and she had to endure great grief and give up that idea.

"Later, after I learned about your hospitalization from the newspaper, I also secretly went to see you, and after knowing from the doctor's mouth that your life was all right, I secretly left. Yihong, I'm not a hard-hearted person, I did all this so that you could survive! ”

When Xia Pei said that he was emotional, his tears were like a flood that opened the floodgates, and he couldn't stop it.