Chapter 24: The Necklace of Tears (I)

Life has come to the third year of high school, and no matter who you are, you will get nervous!

The college entrance examination is about to begin, and he is facing the first turning point in his life. Thousands of troops crossed the single-plank bridge, and the true meaning of high school was about to be reflected. There will be endless volumes every day, and "Three-year College Entrance Examination and Five-Year Simulation" has been made, I don't know how many volumes! Every day, I will study late in the evening, and I will never end class before 9 o'clock. The life of the third year of high school is tense and hectic, and it can even create a sense of urgency!

Wu Lie also began to think about the meaning of life, and he was going to take the university entrance examination! He also began to get anxious, the "wealth hunting game" is about to start giving way to the important moments of life, and Wu Lie is also going to start studying seriously!

Luxiang No. 2 Middle School will be divided into classes once every school year, and Wu Lie was assigned to the second class of three years and began his senior year of high school.

Some people say that as long as you can't learn to die in the third year of high school, then you will learn to die. Wu Lie was also shaken by this atmosphere at that time. Although he can't listen to the class, and even sometimes, he still hates those maddening knowledge points, but Wu Lie is a person who cherishes all stages of life, although he dislikes those papers and knowledge, but a student's basic literacy is still there. That is, even if you don't like to study, pretend to be a love of learning!

He was always the first to arrive in the classroom every morning. Have you ever seen a person compete with a bus to see who is faster? I remember that when Wu Lie's great-grandfather participated in the Korean War, he once outran the wheels of the Americans. He inherited his grandfather's genes, and he didn't take the bus every morning in order to save a dollar, and because he didn't delay time, Wu Lie would get up very early every day and run to school after cleaning up. Because he promised to be on duty for others, although the "wealth hunting game" made concessions, it was not completely cut off, and he would take the appropriate work. After sweeping the floor, finishing the blackboard, and taking out the garbage, he began to sit quietly and read.

Everyone's heart needs to learn to endure suffering. Wu Lie also studied in his junior year of high school, but he fell too far behind and didn't know where to start. At that time, Wu Lie, because of his own reasons, couldn't pull his son to ask other classmates, a typical weak student. But he is still not humble and hardworking, since he is stupid in learning, then he has mastered some knowledge that he knows.

So, every day is finished. He will memorize the Chinese language: "Singing about wine, life is geometric!" For example, the morning dew is bitter in the past. Be generous and unforgettable. How to solve the problem? Only Du Kang. Qingqing Zijin, leisurely my heart. But for the sake of the king, he has been groaning so far. Yo yo deer chirping, eating wild apples. I have a guest, drummer and sheng......"

At that time, he may not have known that the song "Tanka Xing" by Cao Cao that he memorized would affect him for the rest of his life!

His financial will is also appropriate to relax a little confinement in his life, and he is no longer so strict with himself! He can eat two dishes at a time in the cafeteria, and he can eat meat. But every time he eats, he eats all the food, which is honed by his will.

Wu Lie is a man who has been hungry many times, and he knows what the meaning of food is. At that time, there was no leftover rice on the plate where Wu Lie had eaten, not a single grain of rice, not a single leaf of vegetables. After eating, you can take the plate and take it away, without having to hold it, because you can't see any oil on his plate. He would take a spoon every time he ate. Then, eat the vegetables first and eat until you are halfway through before eating. And then after the food is gone, there will be some leftovers. Take a spoon and put the rice into the remaining vegetable oil, and Ichiwa, dip all the rice grains in oil, and then put it up and eat it. In this way, there will be no oil left!

But his eyes still didn't dare to look directly at others, because in his heart he still felt that others looked down on him. His eyes are always floating, and he doesn't dare to look at others for too long. Maybe it's because he has locked himself in for too long, and he has imprisoned himself in a confused cage.

Until he met a person, another woman who walked into his inner world.

Her name is Li Xinning (hereinafter referred to as Xinning), and she is Wu Lie's front table. Xinning's results are not too good, it can be said that they are not much different from Wu Lie. Although Wu Lie said that he didn't learn too well at that time, it was not a complete countdown. Xinning looks average, but she looks very pitiful. She has a sunny personality and likes to talk. When he lowered his head, his forehead reflected the willow eyebrows, which looked particularly good. And that long ponytail, with a butterfly hairpin is really cute and moving.

Xinning would often talk to Wu Lie, and Wu Lie could actually look at her with his eyes. No matter what, people have seven emotions and six desires, and no matter how strong their will is, they can't stop their yearning for a better world. He slowly discovered that Xinning had entered his inner world, and he began to like her! Wu Lie felt that the two of them were quite suitable now, and their grades were about the same. The seats are close to each other, and the relationship is very good, so it can be developed~

Don't say that men are distracted, it's that women don't give men the opportunity to determine their partners. Women always want to be liked by others, but they dare not accept to be loved. They always hesitate about too many things, and when they hesitate, they say they want to give up. Wu Lie's mind is very sincere, he will give sincerely, and devote himself wholeheartedly to a relationship, but the result is often nine times out of ten. Maybe as the saying goes, men chase women, and women chase men.

At that time, Wu Lie's heart was really lonely! It's like a parched earth that has never experienced rain. He often thinks: "I am almost 20 years old, and the classmates I went to school with when I was not demoted in junior high school are now sophomores!" How are they doing? Lorraine doesn't already have a boyfriend. Hey~ life! For so many years, I have always looked forward to having a companion by my side. Look at the classmates around you, it's so easy and easy to have a girlfriend, how can it become so troublesome when it comes to yourself. Thinking about Haiyin, who chased after junior high school after being relegated, she was full of bitterness and tiredness to the woman she liked. What should I do? Is it that one day, my youth is gone, and I still have to be alone. ”

Wu Lie has never given up on love, and it has always been love that has given up on Wu Lie. Some nights were really tormenting for Wu Lie at that time, and he couldn't stop thinking in his heart, and he couldn't even sleep at all. Wu Lie is good at fantasy, which is a habit left over from his childhood and junior high school art school. So much so that the imagination is too rich. His abstinence was imprisoned in his own mind, and the inner entanglements and contradictions were entangled in Wu Lie's heart for a long, long time.

Finally, one day, he didn't want to go on like this anymore!

At that time, there were many successful confessions from the people around Wu Lie, so he himself began to move.

He doesn't want to be so meaningless anymore, he wants to be brave enough to express his love! He wanted to bravely confess to the girl who walked into his heart when he was still young, and he didn't want to leave any regrets in his heart.

He went to the gift shop for a long time, he searched for a long time, and finally he stopped in front of a necklace, and he was deeply attracted by the pattern on the necklace. The necklace was silver and hung long. The pattern of the necklace is an eye with tears, and Wu Lie was really touched by that pattern. Isn't that a reflection of my heart now! So, he bought it and put it in a gift box and wrapped it in gift paper.

went home and decorated it, and then posted a message in QQ News (at that time, WeChat Moments was not too popular):

"It's time to confess to the people in your heart!"

And then a bunch of likes from friends.

That day, it happened to be Singles' Day, and I had just finished my English class. It's already out of class, and Xinning is just about to lie on the table to sleep. Wu Lie finally mustered up the courage and took out the gift box containing the necklace he had bought for her. knocked on Xinning's school uniform. Xinning raised her head and stroked her hair. Then he turned around and asked Wu Lie, "What are you going to do?" ”

"This one for you!" Wu Lie said.

Xin Ning pointed at herself, and then said with a slight smile in surprise: "I, me?" ”

Wu Lie nodded, smiled at Xin Ning and said, "Yes, it's you." For you! ”

"Why did you give me something?"

"I just want to give you something!"

After Xin Ning took the gift box with his little hand, he opened the gift box, took a look, and then smiled at Wu Lie. He said, "Thank you." So he accepted the gift.

Wu Lie was overjoyed in his heart, he thought that Xinning had agreed. But he knew that he could never talk to others everywhere like chasing Haiyin. So, he chose to be silent, quiet, and not tell anyone. After waiting for a while, Xin Ning seemed to react to something.

She turned around, then put the gift back on Wu Lie's table and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want it!" ”

Suddenly, Wu Lie's heart became so cold, a feeling of autumn frost killing leaves! He knew that he might be rejected again. He stared at the gift box in a daze, feeling like a clown hanging a beam. Once, I was rejected as a gift to my sweetheart in junior high school, but now I am still rejected in high school. He was really unwilling! Why is it so hard to want a relationship on your own? He looked desperately at the tearful necklace, as if his heart was also crying. However, Wu Lie endured it, he did not shed tears, and he did not force anything too much. Instead, he put the necklace away, for he knew that if he continued to force the gift on her, he would get nothing but her disgust.

Maybe in the future, when Wu Lie recalls that time, he will blame himself. Why did you choose a necklace with tears as a gift at that time, impressing yourself does not necessarily impress others. Why are you so stupid sometimes? Hey~ Maybe when he was in high school, Wu Lie didn't really understand that if he cared about a person, it was not about possession, but about thinking more about the other party.

Wu Lie didn't want to chase her, because after all, there were still more than two hundred days to take the college entrance examination. He just wanted to be nice to Xinning and had no other requirements. It is not easy for a woman to turn back after rejecting a man. Of course, Wu Lie also knew this truth.

When you have to go to bed at night, it is really the most painful time in the emotional world of people.

Wu Lie lay on his bed, and cursed himself again in his mind.

"Failed again! Duanmu Wulie, you are a coward, you are not worthy of a girlfriend. Lived for almost twenty years! Your emotional world is a mess of yourself, a waste, a complete waste! ”

The torment of longing, heartbreaking! That feeling is like a few rain clouds floating above the dry earth, and after two thunders, the rain clouds drift away again~

The next day, November 12th. Xinning stopped talking to him. Wu Lie also pretended to be fine, and he was still writing his homework there. A few classmates next to them also knew about it. Although Wu Lie didn't tell them, how could there be an impermeable wall!

Luxiang No. 2 Middle School is a row of three people, and the best relationship is the people at the same table and the front and back tables. Wu Lie's two table mates are nicknamed "Hao Shen" and "Ah Qi".

Haoshen stabbed Wu Lie's arm and muttered quietly, "Wu Lie, Wu Lie, how is it?" How's it going? ”

Wu Lie didn't speak, shaking his head while writing his homework.

Ah Qi took Hao Shen's words, and quietly muttered without conscience: "That's it, it's too cowardly!" Be like a gentleman and boldly pursue your love! ”

Wu Lie still didn't speak, still shaking his head while writing his homework.

After seeing that Wu Lie didn't react, Ah Qi said, "Come, come, you let me take a look, the necklace you want to give her." ”

Wu Lie still didn't speak, and continued to shake his head while continuing to write his homework.

Ah Qi frowned and said, "Wu Lie, you're boring." Why don't you know how to give you an idea? With that, Ah Qi took it out of Wu Lie's desk.

As soon as Wu Lie was about to stop it, the gift box was opened by Ah Qi. Ah Qi looked at the necklace and said, "I'll it, why did you buy such an ugly necklace!" It's also too scary, one eyeball, and pus is leaking out. ”

After Wu Lie and Haoshen heard this, they laughed out loud.

"Grass mud horse! Why did you buy an eyeball with pus! Wu Lie said to Ah Qi while laughing.

Haoshen also took over: "Actually, I feel that Wu Lie and Xinning are quite suitable, but the time may not be enough." It's my third year of high school, and I'm still studying hard. ”