Chapter 183: The End of the World

"Chengxiong, what's wrong with you? So happy. Yan Qing came out of the kitchen and said to Cheng Xiong, who was holding Xiao Wulie.

Cheng Xiong showed a surprised and happy expression on his face, and he said, "Xiao Wulie, he can actually recite poetry." ”

Hearing Cheng Xiong say that Xiao Wulie could recite poems, Yan Qing didn't believe it, so he asked curiously: "What poems did Xiao Wulie make?" Cheng Xiong recounted what had just happened, and Yan Qing was also surprised.

In this way, a children's poem changed the way parents looked at themselves......

Many times, you can't say what is in your heart, and there are many places where you want to ask too much, but you don't have the guts, and you don't have the preparation to speak. It's not that I don't have the heart, it's not that I don't have the rhythm of words, but that others don't give me the opportunity to express myself, I don't give myself the courage to pay, take my own view, hand over the eyes of others to see me, maybe other people's analysis will be wrong, maybe my own view will be correct. At the end of the world, I don't have the courage, but others smile with failure.

A look, the so-called voice of the heart will appear, a person's change. It is a picture of the past, flashing in my mind, or expressing it in my own words, a lot of time with the help of the past, speaking my own words, in front of others, saying my own opinions, looking at other people's eyes, a former word, a current expression, maybe because of learning, maybe because of the correction of others, I began to change my inner aesthetics, close to the end of the world, walking in the inner change, correcting the perspective of the direction of life.

In a thought, a person can sweep away all the future, sometimes a minute of consideration, will really change the day's protection, a day of yesterday's accumulation, will save a lot of today's pay, maybe time, maybe manpower, on the road of life, people's pay is to find the way, the life of the pay is to find time, a lot of knowledge because of the road and change their own mind, a lot of ability because of others and change the point of view, a person, an expression, their own way, or someone else's point of view, must be reviewed, must be measured, master the advance and retreat.

If you want to wait for the sunshine, don't miss the time, if you want to find the dream, then you have to devote yourself to paying, you may pay for ten years, and you may pay for a moment in a day, but if you really hide your dreams and avoid the sun, there is no need to wait, there is no need to sleep, in fact, many times the sleep takes away the future in the heart. Wake up, don't forget your hopes, don't lose your dreams, and let hope and dreams grow together in the picture of giving.

I don't know what to do, so I go and fall in love; I don't know what to do, so I fall into a dream! The lovesickness at the end of the world, in the blink of an eye, becomes a close interdependence; Close to each other, in the blink of an eye, it becomes the eternal separation of the end of the world.

Day after day, the sun always rises in the east and sets in the west. It rises and falls again, just like the cycle of life, with ups and downs, there are sinking fish and geese, and there is also lonely smoke in the desert.

In the old Duanmu family, Duanmu Fengtian was also thinking about some life problems. The old Duanmu family built a new brick house, the brick house is taller and more spacious than the old brick house, the ground is not a cement floor, it is inlaid with new tiles, it looks high-end atmosphere, it looks beautiful; The walls were scraped with a new white, and the sunlight reflected a light on them, as if they were white crystals; Aluminum alloy windows were installed to make the whole house more modern. At the same time, Lao Duanmu's family also has a lot of household appliances, such as color TVs, refrigerators, washing machines...... The portrait of his father Shi Chen, I also asked for a new one from Chengxiong's house, and made a copy, and the spiritual head of the Duanmu family was hung high on the wall again, and the old Duanmu family returned to its former glory.

Feng Tian sometimes stares at the photo of Shi Chen hanging high on the wall for a long time. Think about something about yourself......

"Am I going to spend my life like this? Looking back on my life, with its ups and downs, is this my life? It shouldn't be like this, how can you live your life as it should be? Feng Tian muttered in his heart, he kept his gaze on Shi Chen's majestic eyes, close to the end of the world, how many years have it been in the blink of an eye? The appearance of my father peeling apples for myself is still vivid, and the father's child in his arms has now become the grandfather of the child, which is really a vicissitudes of life.

At night, in the middle of the night, when the frogs crowed, he lay on the bed, continued to think, and finally fell asleep in various sighs about life.

In his sleep, Feng Tian came to a strange and mysterious place, which seemed to be the present world, but it was not as if it was not. It was a netherworld place, and Feng Tian walked alone in the fog of the netherworld, which was a strange feeling for Feng Tian.

"Feng Tian, come here, here, Feng Tian~" A voice that Feng Tian was once very familiar with came over.

Feng Tian asked curiously, "Who?" Who's calling me. ”

"Come here, come here~" The voice in the mist came again, "I'm your father Duanmu Shichen!" ”

"Daddy?" Feng Tian's eyes had frozen, and he looked forward motionlessly: "Is it really you?" ”

After a while, a familiar figure walked slowly towards him in the fog, it was a khaki military coat, a dogskin hat, and a Czech light machine gun in his arms. In the faint way, his green and handsome face in his twenties was revealed.

"Son, long time no see!" Shi Chen said in a loud voice.

Feng Tian showed a surprised expression after seeing Shi Chen, Feng Tian's eyes were full of surprise and joy and Shi Chen said: "Dad, it's really you~" After saying this, Feng Tian's tears were about to flow out.

"Yes, you've become a grandfather, and you haven't seen you for many years." Shi Chen said.

"Daddy!" Feng Tian shouted so desolate in his life, after saying that, Feng Tian pounced on Shi Chen's body, hugged Shi Chen tightly, and said: "Dad, it's been a long time, I really miss you!" When he said this, Feng Tian's eyes were swirling with tears.

"Don't be like this, how old are you, you still think of me like this, hurry up like a grandfather, you are all from your grandfather's generation, and you still take care of these mothers-in-law and mothers-in-law." Shi Chen patted Feng Tian on the back and said, "People are all fifty or sixty years old, don't be like this, don't be like a child anymore, let others see it and make jokes." ”

"Yes, Daddy! I didn't act like a child, I was really strong all my life! Especially after Feng's mother died, I have always lived like a man. ”

Shi Chen shook his head and said, "Feng Tian, don't say that, everyone has advantages and disadvantages, have you ever felt guilty about your children?" ”

At this time, Feng Tian stopped talking, because he knew that what he was doing was not good enough, Shi Chen must have known it, because everything that happened to the Duanmu family, Shi Chen saw it, and he accompanied the Duanmu family to grow up together.

At this time, Shi Chen said again: "In the summer of this year, there was a big flood in Lijia Village, and you held on to our family, but fortunately, the village party secretary was responsible and responsible, so he was able to keep our family, do you know it!" ”

"I know, I know, it's all my fault, it's my irresponsibility, it's me that's not good, it's me that's wrong." Feng Tian said reproachfully.

"It doesn't matter, it's good that you know it's wrong, life is a long journey, everyone wants to spend their lives quietly on this journey, but who can really do it?" Shi Chen said: "Your father and I also have regrets, I regret that I left your mother and son back then, and let you two be wronged." ”

"Nope! Don't regret it, Dad, because you are no longer by my mother's side and me, so I learned to be strong in the ordeal, so don't regret it, you should be proud, our Duanmu family has a good father like you, a big hero! So every generation is very strong, you are the vane of our Duanmu family, and the leader of our Duanmu family, so you are right! You are a real big hero and a great example for our family! ”

Shi Chen smiled and said: "Ha~ I didn't expect that I just went to join an army, and I was praised by you like this, in fact, there were many greater people in our time, but you don't know their names, you don't know their deeds, they are the real heroes!" ”

"Dad, don't talk about your past, how about it? How are you doing? Feng Tian asked excitedly.

"It's all good, now, it's all good, your mother and I are doing well, you can rest assured~" Shi Chen said.

"Daddy! You have to take care. Feng Tian really couldn't control his mood at this time, and his eyes ran down his cheeks, and tears flowed out.

"It should be that you have to take good care, my son, now you are fifty or sixty years old, you have to live a good life, don't be too stubborn about some things, and you must be a little more open to certain things at your age." Shi Chen said with relief.

Feng Tian nodded and responded: "Okay, I will definitely live the rest of my life well in the future, please rest assured." ”

Shi Chen nodded and said, "This is my good son, the end of the world is close at hand, this is the beginning of another reincarnation, you have to treat your descendants well, Fengtian!" ”

"I will! Please rest assured. ”

"Educate them well, let them know the stories of our youth, let them remember them in their hearts, remember them in their minds, and become the motivation for them to be angry and strong."

"Good! Be their motivation to be angry! Feng Tian said sonorously.

"I'm relieved." Shi Chen slowly retreated, slowly disappearing into a mist. Feng Tian felt that the world around him began to become extremely elegant again, which was incomprehensible.

"Oh~oh~" There was a rooster crowing outside the house, and it was dawn.

Feng Tian woke up from his dream, the sound of Wan Coad's mother chopping vegetables came from the kitchen, and the afterglow of the morning sun sprinkled warmly into the window, warm, and a new day was about to start again......