"Alas...... This ordinary day really can't last two days! ”

I sighed and walked forward, and when I came to the door, I heard the old man's words and made me turn my head again.

The old man walked slowly towards me with the words in his mouth: "Some people....... It seems to be alive, but in fact it is already dead......".

"That's what you said to me last time you left, keep it to heart, it's more applicable to you, isn't it?"

"Take it to heart? Alas...... Can you old man finish talking and always say half of what you mean! ”

As I said I wanted to go back to the house to ask, the old man suddenly slapped me out of the door and drove me out of the door.

Seeing him turn around and close the door, I couldn't help but kick the door twice: "This old guy is really not a thing!" ”

I leaned against the door and smoked the last cigarette, and I couldn't help but echo in my mind the words of the old man: "Some people are alive but dead...... He's dead? ”

Outside the door, my thoughts suddenly became extremely clear at this moment, and the old man's expression and words just now were completely clear to me, and his words could not have meant me. And more like a hint to me! There must be a familiar friend around me who seems to be alive but has long since died, who could he be?

Is it the king ball? Bears? Or is it a sudden little black?

Walking towards the dormitory casually, my eyes were still indifferent to looking at the campus, the old man's brief words just now now always feel very informative, he not only gave me a clear indication but also added an additional title to me inexplicably. "The Lone Star?" No matter how you understand it, this is not a compliment, but more like a tragic curse, but I can't tell for a while what the meaning of this sentence means, and maybe this is just a routine used by the old man to fool me and win my curiosity.

As soon as I stepped into the dormitory, Wang Qiu pulled me to the bed, this guy seemed to have been waiting for me, as if everyone was waiting for me to return, and as soon as I sat down, they all gathered around.

"What are you doing? Is there anything to discuss? "I feel a little weak in my heart, and I always feel that everyone's eyes are a little uneasy.

"You...... You okay? Xiongzi suddenly asked me, I heard it inexplicably, took the cigarette he handed me and took a puff, and suddenly thought, "Shouldn't you be worried about this because I left the cafeteria suddenly?" That's a big deal! Why do you have to take it to heart? ”

I quickly looked at Xiong Zi's little black eyes and explained easily, I told them that at that time, I just felt unhappy for a while, and suddenly lost my appetite, so I just wanted to be alone, and now I think about it, my heart has not fluctuated a little since what happened just now.

Blackie nodded at me, and the bear's color returned to normal. I just wanted to leave and climb into bed to rest for a while. Wang Qiu pulled me back again. I looked at Wang Qiu with a dazed expression, but this guy looked at me seriously.

"Zhang Lone! Why do you have to suffer the pain of love at a young age, and you can choose from a lot of girls in the society after your appearance, why hang yourself on the tree of school? Don't hide, I can see that your heart is bleeding again, if you are not happy, say it, my king ball will always be your constant harbor! ”

"Harbor, Hammer Harbor! You're crazy again, aren't you? I don't know what you're talking about all day, I'm afraid it's you who have suffered from this love! ”

"Look! Let's take a look, this is a typical symptom of hardship, I don't dare to face my heart and still blindly escape, Zhang Lonely, if you are so obsessed again, you will be finished, and your future will be without you! ”

I was really angry when I looked at Wang Qiu, and I couldn't help but pick up and take a sip when I saw that there was still half a bottle of liquor left in front of the table, and then took another puff of cigarette.

"Silly boy! Don't worry about me, okay! My relationship with Gui Lun has not reached such a warm point, I am just classmates with her now, and I have nothing to do with it! ”

Wang Qi glanced at me with a little disdain, and snatched the wine bottle from my hand: "You kid will always be like this, and sooner or later it will be more painful, if you like others, just say generously, let's find a way for you, what can't you take with a mere woman?" ”

I don't want to pay attention to Wang Qiu, the feeling of Niu playing the piano is completely vivid in him, get up and I want to leave again, this guy pulled me back again.

"Don't fight back with silence, you boy! I can see the text messages in your mobile phone clearly, others Gui Lun sends you text messages every once in a while to greet you, you still ignore it, now that others don't want to take you, you are not happy again, you kid don't think you are cheap? ”

"When did she text me regularly!"

I immediately took out my mobile phone to confront Wang Qiu face to face, and suddenly remembered that not long ago, Gui Lun greeted me from time to time, as if what this guy said made sense, at that time, there were constant tricks around me, and my mood plummeted, and I didn't reply to Gui Lun seriously at all, and now I look at the content of the text message, which is all "Uh-huh, oh-oh, okay", this kind of perfunctory statement seems to be really me inexplicably hurt other people's hearts! Could it be that Gui Lun is angry with me because of this, so he chats with other boys?

There was suddenly a sense of relief in my heart, as if I had a reasonable explanation for all the misunderstandings of Gui Lun, all of which was completely caused by me! Wouldn't it be nice to untie the bell and tie the bell person to admit his mistake at night? I couldn't help but want to hug Wang Qiu to show my gratitude, but when I held out my hands to him, I suddenly reacted. When the hell did this guy peek at my phone! Isn't this my personal privacy!

My hands turned into fists in the air, and I slashed Wang Qiu's head twice without mercy and scolded: "You turtle son! And stole my phone! You're a pervert, you! ”

Wang Qiu covered his head with his hands, and realized that his mouth was about to be exposed, so he hurriedly changed to a hippie smiling expression and said to me: "Oops, oops! You're such a slut who forgets things, and you don't have a password on your phone, right...... The last time I walked at night, I used it as a flashlight, didn't I see it when I pressed it randomly? It's over, it's over......"

"Walking at night as a flashlight? I can't think of such a thing! "It's all this guy making it up, I raised my hand to fight again when I saw through Wang Qiu's lie, but I heard Xiong Zi suddenly ask me indifferently and sadly: "Zhang Lian, don't you really like Gui Lun......"

Xiongzi's tone was really a little strange, as if I had someone I liked and upset him. I stopped and looked at Xiongzi and then looked at Xiao Hei, both of them had an endless desire to learn in their eyes, and after hesitating for a while, I picked up a cigarette and took a puff, and for the first time I said what I really thought in my heart.

"Actually, I don't like it now, it's just that I think Gui Lun is quite good, maybe I prefer the feeling of being with her, and I haven't thought of any step before you think of it, and I can't wait to act" After saying with a floating eye, I sighed with relief and took a puff of cigarette into my mouth.

"You can pull it down, don't you just like it? Hypocrite! I also love the feeling of being together! I think you love the feeling of being in bed! ”

I really want to throw Wang Qiu down from this upstairs, but I don't have the courage to do it, if I didn't kill someone, this guy would have died in front of me thousands of times!

After listening to what I said, the corners of Xiao Hei's mouth suddenly rose: "You still have a little unwillingness in your heart, right?" Hanako told me all about your date last time.,Although she also happened to meet.,But her feelings are very accurate.,You're a very hesitant person about my feelings.,I'm always uneasy because of other people's thoughts."

I wanted to refute Xiao Hei's cowardice in crushing herself, but I suddenly remembered what Hanako said to me when she parted that day, "Anyway, the current feelings are ambiguous!" ”

If you think about it, it seems that this is really the case! It's because of Hanako's seemingly unintentional words that day that I have endless hesitation and those superfluous opinions about Gui Lun, but her unintentional words make me uncertain, hesitant and entangled. It's not her fault at all, it's the fault of my inner hesitation and entanglement, Xiao Hei is right, I'm just a cowardly villain who is very suspicious and hesitant to deal with feelings!

I didn't know what to say when I looked at Xiao Hei, but now my eyes were full of anticipation and curiosity, and I was very eager to find a way from his mouth!

Hei looked at me, his eyes gradually retracted, his smile changed, he seemed to be relaxed, and it seemed that he had always been like this, just when I couldn't tell that I was about to fall into distress, Xiao Hei finally spoke.

"Fate is sometimes separated by a layer of sandpaper, although you can see it clearly when you pierce it, but it will be difficult for everyone to overcome it if you try, and we will have fear and entanglement in the face of the unknown, and we want to delay it again and again. Zhang Lone, your current hesitation must be complete hesitation, you are not sure about Gui Lun, so you have not dared to move forward rashly, only when she unscrupulously vents her love for you, just like when she tells the world that she really likes you in front of you without a trace of scruples and entanglements, you will regain the courage to be with her boldly. In other words, you just don't have confidence! And I haven't been confident! ”

"! What a statement! ”

I almost want to kneel down to Xiao Hei and throw myself on the ground! This is a thorough analysis of me! If you think about it, it's really like this, isn't it because I'm not confident that I've been unsure and hesitant all along! It's because I'm too conceited, I always think too much, so I'm blinded by my emotions, and I don't dare to move forward all the time, all because of myself! Why am I still in the dark and trying to survive! I'm such a big fool in front of love!!

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