Chapter 761: A Tragic Life
Chapter 761: A Tragic Life
"What's there to worry about, haven't I come back?" The man barely suppressed his impatience and said in a somewhat irritated tone.
"How can you not be worried? You are not the only one who has gone out to find a way out of our Zhuangzi...... The son of the Zhang family at the head of the village did not come back for a few years, and someone sent a letter at the beginning of the year, saying that he was sick outside, and the person was gone. The aunt and daughter-in-law of the Zhang family hugged their heads and cried. But life still has to be passed, and the two women have a seven or eight-year-old doll, and life is really difficult. The woman doesn't seem to see the man's impatience, and still gossip with the man.
The man closed his eyes fiercely.
I don't know why I had a hot head in the first place, and I feel that marrying a country daughter-in-law is right and wrong.
It was the pair of children that the man didn't feel kind to when he saw it.
The girl's appearance is thin, and she doesn't look like she is blessed.
The boy is stupid, and the three or four-year-old child doesn't know how to pee yet. Every day, a woman has to chase after her and remind her, and if she doesn't remind her, she can wet her pants.
Is this his child?
In the past, the children he came into contact with, whether they belonged to high-ranking officials or wealthy families, were all clean.
Such a little girl already knows how to talk and walk in moderation.
Such a big boy, although he is also naughty, will not have snot like his own children, but only know how to play crazy in the hospital.
He reprimanded him a few times, but the child didn't seem to hear it. The woman guarded again, for fear that the man would hit her precious son. What kind of children can be taught in this way?
and this woman who seemed to me to be quite pleasing to the eye at the beginning.
I don't know if it's because I haven't seen him for a few years away from home. He only felt that the woman was rough. When she cleaned up the house, she only knew how to dust it with a duster, so that the ashes flew around the house, and finally fell back to the table, so the house she cleaned up was also a thin layer of ash.
He saw other people's maidservants tidying up the house.
Not to mention the numbness of hands and feet, the maidservants gently wiped the table with a half-wet towel handkerchief.
After wiping, the desktop can shine brightly. He also taught women, but women were reluctant to use it, saying that they would keep it for the children to wipe their faces.
And on the stove......
The man came back this time with the silver, and gave it to the woman, and the woman was very happy to receive the money, but the next day, there were still coarse bread cakes on the table. When he was asked why he didn't buy some fine grain, he replied that he would save money for his son to marry in the future.
The son is still wearing open crotch pants, and he has to worry about marrying his daughter-in-law.
Men find the idea of women incomprehensible. and his daughter named Hua'er.
Thin like a bean sprout, the man once ate and couldn't help but put a few more greens into his daughter's bowl, which was picked up by the woman's hand and put back into his bowl. also said that a girl, raised is also to marry someone else's family, and the left and right are also people from other people's families, just feed her, there is no need to provide her with good food and drink.
It's all their own flesh and blood, and women are treated differently like this, which is really incomprehensible to men.
The thin girl seems to have long been used to it, and she just silently holds her job.
Chewing on the hard-to-swallow coarse grain cakes, I watched the woman sandwich the greens into the boy's bowl.
There was neither jealousy nor sadness in his eyes, as if he had become numb. Men think women are simply crazy.
Isn't she a girl herself? Could it be that she was also raised like this by her mother? The man asked casually, not wanting the woman to nod his head, and he didn't feel that he was being treated unfairly. She said that this is how the Zhuang family raised their daughters.
It makes men feel incredible.
When he married this woman, he just thought that this woman's appearance was quite good, and her hands and feet were quite sharp.
Anyway, he was alone and helpless.
Everywhere there is no home, there is no home. He married a woman and made a home in this rural place. A few months after he got married, he went out in the name of learning a craft, and only sent some silver back every once in a while.
Even when the woman gave birth, he did not return.
Because he didn't have any feelings for women, and because the situation was tense at the time, he couldn't tolerate anything.
Now that I look back at the woman's words and deeds, I just feel unbearable.
"Master, you can say something." The man's mind was forcibly awakened by the woman, and the man was stunned, and he didn't know how to reply for a while.
"Are you not leaving? We only have one son, and my mother said that if a son is a wolf boy, we have nothing to rely on. Mother asked us to have a few more. "Women are a little shy, and such a topic should not be talked about by women. But the man had been back for a few days, and at night he had slept in a corner of the fire pit, not close to her at all.
If you don't get close, you can't give birth to a son.
The woman has only one son, and she feels unsteady in her heart.
I can only suggest it head-on.
Still alive? Men think women are simply crazy. A pair of twin children had driven him almost insane, and he regretted it so much.
"It's your mother who says everything, so you don't have anything to say to me?"
The woman's face was a little pale, what could she say? She grew up alone at home with her children. Because the man has been absent for a long time, he has to be controversial. The indiscriminate men in Zhuangzi also occasionally came to pester her, but fortunately, she had a strong temperament, so she didn't let the bad guys take advantage. It's easy to look back on a man, she just hopes that a man will live a good life with her.
But the man has been absent-minded since he returned.
He didn't seem to care what she said or did. Even for his children, he is not enthusiastic. Could it really be that as her mother worried, the man has an outside heart.
“…… I'm not intolerant of people. If you have a good match, you can marry into the door. We also have concubines in the village. ”
What and what is this? Men think women are simply crazy.
"What to marry or not, I think one of you is two big."
"If you don't have an outside heart, why are you so indifferent to me. When I gave birth, you didn't come back. I was pregnant with twins and almost died in childbirth. Where were you then? ”
"What's the use of me coming back. I'm not a stable woman. Aren't you doing well? Don't be cranky all day long. "Men think that women are the most annoying thing in the world.
It's strange to say, why didn't I feel annoying to women before. On the contrary, she likes to deal with women, especially the hostess.
Talking is funny, even if you can talk and laugh with the little girl for a long time.
Every time he was ordered to go, he felt that he had seen a good show.
Who is this man?
That's right, this person is Shi He. But here, he has a very common name, his name is Tian Dazhuang.
He was a foreigner, married a girl from a neighboring village, and settled his home here.
He hasn't been back here for a few years, and the name Tian Dazhuang is already unfamiliar to him, and he is still used to calling himself Shi He.
He had already planned to give himself a very different identity. No one would recognize this farmer as the Stone Imperial Doctor. In this world, only God knows what he knows. Shi He thought of Xiao Ying a little uncontrollably.
That Empress Changning.
Obviously high up and outstanding.
But he can get along with the little girl.
There is no shelf at all. He also speaks wittily and is very smart. Such a woman, even if she does not have the face of a country and a city, will make men obsessed.
The high Phoenix Emperor is like this.
When Feng Ge was still the fifth prince, Shi He was amazed by the talent of that person's appearance.
That's why he won the opportunity to go to Xiao Mansion for consultation.
This is an opportunity that everyone avoids in the Royal Hospital. Because he was not willing to get involved with the county lord of Changning, who was still notorious at that time.
But for him, it was a good opportunity.
He was right, His Royal Highness the Fifth recently won the throne, and Changning became the queen.
Even when she became the queen, Shi He didn't even feel the slightest change in her. Still as approachable as it used to be.
He has a lot of trust in "his own people". With any other person, things wouldn't have gone so smoothly. The medicine he dispensed was a day late, and when the city was looking for him, he didn't know how to become Tian Dazhuang.
No one cares that there is suddenly a farmer in the countryside.
Shi He didn't expect that what followed would be so smooth. Emperor Feng will really let Emperor Geng's twenty-year-old case be exposed to the world.
At this time, his mind was very confused, but the woman was still there talking about giving birth to a son...... Shi He clenched his fists, and only then could he barely suppress his anger.
"You have a terrible headache, you go out to take care of the children first."
This time, the woman did not obediently do so, but stubbornly stayed in the house. "You've always used this method to break me apart. We've been married for so many years...... Your days at home are less than 100 days. You go to the village and ask, which man is like you and just go? After leaving, there was no news. Do you know how much I have been wronged in the past few years? ”
Women are actually quite strong.
Otherwise, it would not be possible to bring up the two children smoothly.
And they are still dealing with the scoundrels on the village.
Finally looking forward to his man's return. But the man's snub finally collapsed his daughter's strength. The man was chosen by herself, and when the two met by chance, the woman fell in love with the man at first sight.
I begged my father to inquire, and I learned that the man was a foreigner.
His hometown was hit by a disaster, and his parents, brothers and sisters all died of illness on the way to escape, and he was the only one who walked here.
The woman was very sympathetic, crying and pleading, and finally made her father nod. took the initiative to find a matchmaker to propose marriage.
The man refused, and then she secretly ran out of the house, and despite the girl's reserve, she came to the man in person and asked him why he didn't fall in love with her?
The man didn't say a word that day. The next day, the matchmaker came to the door and said that the man had agreed to the family business. The woman was overjoyed and married to the man with great anticipation. But what I was waiting for was only a few days of newlywed sweetness, and it was a never-ending grievance.
"I will return on time with the silver. You and your children have no worries about food and clothing. What else do you want? ”
"Silver? I'm married to a man, not money. Tian Dazhuang, do you have a conscience? You didn't come back when I gave birth, and now you say you're back. Come back and the nose is not the nose and the eyes are not the eyes. It's not pleasing to the eye, and it's not pleasing to my daughter and son. Since you don't like this home, what are you going to do when you come back? ”
The woman's grievances erupted all of a sudden.
Gentleness is gone. She is not very gentle, but it is easy for men to go home, so she naturally has to be gentle.
But no matter how gentle she is, it's useless. There is still no her in the eyes of men.
Since there is no her, why did you marry her back then?
He married her and left her at home, and wandered out alone. She didn't even know where the man had been all these years.
The source of the silver varies from time to time.
Every time she gave her the money, she had to ask questions, and the place given by the other party was different each time.
The man just spent the money and asked the messenger to send it back.
She couldn't find him.
Now he's back, but it's only his people, his heart, who has returned? Where did you leave it? Even if a woman is not smart, even if she is illiterate, she can feel a man's impatience with her.
"If you don't want me to come back, I'll leave at once." Shi He couldn't help it. He's tormented all the time here.
Now that Emperor Feng has responded, it's time for him to stand up and give an explanation to the world.
There is also Empress Changning, he didn't want to harm her. She was the most tolerant person in the world to him. He will not take revenge. Who does he know who his enemies are? Although he does things by unscrupulous means, he still has a conscience.
The man got up, and suddenly felt relaxed. It turned out that he didn't want to go back to this home at all, and he didn't want to see his wife and children.
Because in his heart, revenge comes first. Over the years, he has pretended to be hatred in his heart, and he can't pretend to be a family, a woman and two children at all.
When the woman saw that he was leaving, she panicked.
Regardless of the disregard, he stepped forward and pulled him. "Don't go, I was wrong, I shouldn't have complained...... If you don't want to have a son, we won't have a son. You don't like me nagging, I'll just shut up. You're coming back so easily, can you ...... Stay a few more days before leaving? The woman humbly prayed.
Shi He sighed heavily.
She is actually innocent too. Although she found him first. But she's just a girl with a somewhat reckless personality.
He pushed the boat down the river, thinking that getting married might be an excellent way to hide.
So he married her.
I always felt that she sent it to the door herself, so I didn't feel guilty about her. But revenge is his life, he married her, but he didn't treat her well.
obviously doesn't like country girls, but obviously thinks that girls should be knowledgeable, should be proficient in poetry, and should behave elegantly. But women don't touch anything. This is not to blame her, she is just a country village woman, and the farthest place she has gone to in her life is her mother's house in a neighboring village.
"I don't blame you, I blame me. We shouldn't have gotten married. ”
"Don't say that, I don't have a good temperament...... But you haven't heard from you for years. I'm scared, I'm scared every day. I know I'm rude, and I know I'm not worthy of you. But I like you. What's wrong with liking you? I was just...... I don't want you to leave me. The woman finally cried.
Shi He's anger seemed to flow away with the woman's tears.
He smiled wryly and felt sad.
Sad life, that afternoon in the early summer of Emperor Geng's twentieth year...... His life was destined to be a tragedy.
When the man came to him, he nodded, and it was doomed.
There's no turning back, and there's no turning back.
"I still have a pen of silver, you pack your bags immediately...... Let's get out of here. The woman looked up sharply, surprised. Would he take her with him?
"You go to my mother's house next door and wait for me first, I have to do something big. When I'm done, I'll pick you up...... I'm going to pick you up, and I'm not going to break my promise this time. ”