Chapter 254
"What the hell...... What age is it and still so feudal and violent? It's better to be in free love, it's better to be in free love, and each other has a chance to ......" I suddenly had an inexplicable weakness of heart and strange timidity between the words.
"Hahahaha......" Hanako let out another hearty laugh and continued: "Look at the scared you, don't worry, I really won't pester you because of this." I like you, but you have to like me, so that we can be happy together, for you, I am willing to wait, even if it is possible for a lifetime, anyway, it won't last long, right? ”
I was touched by Hanako's optimistic and kind thoughts, and I seemed to be able to see her affectionate eyes in the dark. I really wanted to touch her head and say a fool to her, but unfortunately I was too cowardly, and I kept numb and didn't dare to move at all.
Sighing and no longer struggling, I casually said with relief for Hanako: "What are you waiting for, waiting...... How old are you, you think of me like that, and your emotions will subside in a few years" I don't know if it's a brain convulsion, and I can't figure out why I would say such a disappointing sentence at such a time.
"No, no, no...... The words we say may not be true to each other, but the person I choose to choose the person I want to be with for the rest of my life must be the sum of my outlook on life, aesthetics and pursuits! If you pursue these things, do you think that a lifetime is a long time, and it is not worth my waiting and pursuit? ”
"Huh...... I really can't refute this truth for a while! I couldn't help but secretly give Hanako a thumbs up.
Hanako then said: "Actually, what you said is right, the things will be long in the future, who of us will say clearly, in case my life is shorter than you, it is not clear to go first, but we have to talk about a love that is hard to remember and devote ourselves to all our true feelings in our lives!" Even if we can't walk together in the end, it will be an unforgettable time that will remain in the memory for a lifetime! If you are not true and brave, what is the difference between living in a disguised life and dying? ”
Hanako's words all made me feel a shock in my heart, I didn't think that I was obedient to you today, this Wushan woman is really not simple, not simple, I used to be blind and misunderstood, you buried your wisdom, on the road of love, you Huazi didn't just dump me two streets...... It was a rewarding night's sleep.
When I just wanted to praise Hanako's unique idea, I suddenly had a tight throat and couldn't speak, and the admiration for Hanako only existed in my heart for a few seconds, and I began to think of Gui Lun uncontrollably, and her figure kept coming to mind, I really feel like a big scumbag old bastard, and I can still think of other women at this time......
Zhang Silence...... You're so strange, it's the first time I've seen a shy boy like you, your innocence is beyond my imagination hahahaha......"
These words undoubtedly aggravated the shame scar in my heart again, am I simple? I'm still a simple fart, I'm a fart! Even when I sleep with you, I can still think of other women......
Seeing that I didn't say anything to answer, Hanako slowly and cautiously leaned her head towards me, and after a word in my ear, the **** feeling swept violently all over my body again.
"I'm dressed, I've found the fig leaf, can I sleep with you in my arms now?"
I didn't have time to answer, Hanako's hands were already lightly on my neck and chest, the first time! For the first time in my life, when I was sober, a girl fell asleep with me in her arms, and I don't know how long the next time it will be, at least tomorrow night......
When I woke up, the sun was blazing overhead, and I looked up at the sky and looked around at my surroundings, and I knew that I had a waking dream again.
I didn't rush to find the figure of the king ball bear, anyway, in my dreams, these two guys will not be lost all the time, but I hope they don't show up now because they are looking for all kinds of trouble for me again.
I hadn't taken two steps to find that everyone in the village was rushing to my house, and I couldn't help but feel a little confused and uneasy when I saw the kind glances they cast at me and the different smiles they had on me.
It's a smile I've never seen before, as if everyone has gone back to the cold and numbness of the past.
I couldn't help but look down at my body to see if it was me who was dressed strangely and caused everyone to laugh at me, but this look made me stunned for a moment.
I was wearing a dress, this is still the kind of dress I have seen in an extracurricular book, dignified, neat, noble and elegant, I still remember when I was reading the book, I imagined that one day I could find the same style to wear on my body, but I didn't expect that the edge of the side would also make it appear in the dreamland.
In fact, most of the waking dreams I feel a little listless and uninterested in anything, it stands to reason that when a person realizes that he is dreaming and can still have a little control over his dreams, it will be the happiest and indulgent, because the desires and extravagances that you cannot satisfy in reality can be doubled and fulfilled here. But I can't raise the slightest interest in this, and even a little more inexplicably uneasy, I always feel that the realm around me is a crisis, and no matter how curious the truth of killing the cat has been firmly imprinted in my heart, so in this waking dream, I generally choose to be safe, and the soldiers will try to block the water and cover the earth to make this strange dream seem as plain as possible.
"Good boy! What are you thinking about hiding here? Why don't you get ready to welcome your beautiful bride? ”
My heart shook, and I turned to look at the man behind me.
Zhang Lei has lost weight, and his skin has become a lot whiter, his pure love gaze is very embarrassed and puzzled, I don't know how to look at my brother, but I am still so happy, so happy to meet him again in my dream.
My brother and I walked slowly side by side towards the house, my brother always kept smiling along the way, and his face was slightly affected, and I found that the corners of my face were grinning at some point, but this is normal, and whoever gets married in a dream will naturally feel very happy.
The flowery gate attracts countless village names to come and go, maybe they will disappear after entering the house and then enter and disappear again to rotate, otherwise I can't accommodate so many people in my house, and I can only stuff twenty or thirty at most, and they all have to be the size of a bear.
"Go to the back and smoke slowly, don't look foreign later, you have to behave well, learn for me, and accumulate experience for me to get married next month!"
"Wow? You're getting married next month, huh? So why don't we do it at the same time today, isn't that a double happiness? ”
I replied with a smile that I was really happy for my brother, but I didn't expect that as soon as the words fell, my brother's expression changed slightly, and he retorted to me with a little seriousness: "Nonsense! You can't remember any of the rules in the village, and besides, isn't it all good for our family to collect two shares, and when the time comes, isn't it cost-effective to repair the house and buy some delicious food and drink? ”
"That's right! Hahahaha...... "I can't help laughing, I suddenly thought, if these people who come and go and disappear have a bug, just the people disappear and this money will not disappear and decrease, then it would be great, you can make a small profit from it, if my mother is still sick in my dream, then our family will not continue to worry about the medical expenses, maybe we can surpass Xiao Hei to become the richest man in the village, hahahaha......
"Suffered! Time flies too fast, it's too late for a while, hurry back to the house, hurry back to the house, the ceremony is about to begin! ”
As soon as my brother's cigarette butt was dropped, he pulled me and began to rush into the house, I couldn't help but tidy up my clothes and hairstyles all the way, but I wanted to see the bride enter the cave room, and I really regretted that I didn't seize the gap just now to find a mirror to clean myself up.
My brother suddenly led me to a wild mountain, although it was a little unexpected, but after all, it was in a dream, some changes were not something I could control, as long as there were no demons and monsters, it was not worth mentioning.
Xiongzi's family, Wang Qiu's family, Sister Liu, Yulu, aunt and even the dead uncle Xiaohei's brother all appeared here, although I couldn't see a trace of joy on everyone's faces, but I still felt a little happy for them, at least in my dream, they were the same as me, and finally the family was reunited again.
I looked curiously at these crowds of people who surrounded me, almost all the people I knew appeared here, even the little friend who died unexpectedly when he was a child sat quietly and looked ahead, I thought to myself that this dream seems to be a big reunion, if it weren't for the dream to see you in reality, I would have forgotten that there is still a place for everyone in my memory, I really hope this damn memory can come out of the dream and bring it back to reality, if everything is remembered clearly, how good it would be......
I thought there would be some process ceremony, but I didn't expect that I was standing here alone with my father and brother, and no one spoke, I felt a little strange looking at my father's face, he was still that majestic face, and my brother's eye expression also unconsciously returned to the past, I sighed secretly and couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, I felt that it had returned to its usual without a trace of novelty changes, presumably my mother should also be lying in the health center at this time and still in pain and unconscious.
I want to leave alone, but I heard a muffled thunder sound, and the sky immediately began to rain heavily, although everyone here did not speak from beginning to end, but just now I saw that everyone had a little expression on their faces, a trace of anger, but after this thunder, I decisively found that all the faces here, all my friends and relatives are like puppets in reality, numb and stiff, and even the expression has become bleak and gloomy, and my heart is suddenly like a thunderbolt in the sky, This expression is not coming to a wedding at all, but more like attending my funeral, about to see me buried in the mountains......