Lu Zhiyuan leaned down, propped his hands on Su Nian's side, lowered his head and asked Su Nian: "When I went to the toilet, I was told by a child to pee my pants, does Nianbao know what's going on?" ”

Su Nian's ears turned red again, her eyes were rippling, and she said seriously: "You are such an adult, why do you still pee your pants?" ”

Su Nian pushed Lu Zhiyuan away and covered his ears with both hands: "Don't ask me what happened yesterday, I don't know, and I won't say anything if I know." ”

Lu Zhiyuan was caught off guard and was pushed to the ground by Su Nian, looking at Su Nian's self-deception on the bed, Lu Zhiyuan let out a low laugh.

Su Nian heard Lu Zhiyuan's laughter, and became even more shy: "Don't you laugh, don't you know what's going on?" How can you still laugh? That's all because of who......"

Su Nian muttered such a long list of words, and Lu Zhiyuan didn't listen carefully, he felt that the little girl's shy appearance made him excited.

The village chief heard the movement in the room and came over and knocked on the door: "Teacher Su, Mr. Lu, do you want to eat now?" The old woman's cooking in the morning is still hot. ”

Su Nian rubbed his already flattened belly, and looked at Lu Zhiyuan with two bright eyes and said slowly, "I want to eat."

Lu Zhiyuan stood up by the side of the bed: "Silly baby, that's not enough"

Su Nian said to Lu Zhiyuan: "You don't know how delicious the mother-in-law of this family cooks. ”

After breakfast, Su Nian walked out of the door of the village chief's house and saw Wen Lebang standing at the door.

She didn't know how long Wen Lebang had been standing in the doorway, but she thought he should have been standing for a long time, after all, his hair was stained with dew.

Su Nian glanced at Wen Lebang coldly, and his eyes without the slightest warmth made Wen Lebang suppress a thousand words.

Su Nian crossed Wen Lebang and continued to walk forward, her messy thoughts formed a net, the net became tighter and tighter, and her heart ached faintly. Su Nian took a deep breath and tried his best to keep his voice steady: "Ah Wen, we are clear." ”

Wen Lebang only felt a buzzing in his ears, panic appeared in his eyes, and tears subconsciously flowed down his cheeks like pearls with broken threads.

Wen Lebang wanted to say something to defend himself, but he couldn't find an excuse. Lost his soul followed behind Su Nian.

Hearing the footsteps behind her, Su Nian knew that Wen Lebang was following her, and she controlled herself not to look back.

Su Nian's eyes were moist, and there seemed to be something in his throat.

Wen Lebang wiped his tears with his sleeve as he walked. The nose is red, and the corners of the eyes are red.

Hearing Wen Lebang's sobbing voice, Su Nian only felt exhausted, and his heart felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle. She said hoarsely: "Awen, along this way, I have been thinking about how we got to be the way we are, and you are planning to kill me, don't you know how hard I have worked to stay alive?" ”

Grief and indignation filled Su Nian's voice: "But I can't think of a reason, can Ah Wen blame me in the first place?" I was also a child, and I was only eighteen years old at the time. I can't even support myself, so I can only help you find an adoptive family. Awen do you have a heart, I never wanted your life, even if I abandoned you. ”

The things that the two have avoided talking about since they met were put between the two of them by Su Nian in such a grand manner.

Wen Lebang's heart was as cold and hard as a lead block, and it kept falling. He said bitterly: "You didn't want my life, but you did something cruel than asking for my life, since you have no ability to raise me, why did you ask me if I wanted to go with you when I wanted to die, why did you give me hope and break it yourself, why did you make a promise, sister, you are a liar, you gave me hope and then turned me into hell." ”

Su Nian's tears that had been accumulated in his eyelids for a long time burst out of his eyes: "But what do you want me to do, you want me to take you with you, take you hungry, and maybe even suddenly one day the corpse will be on the street." ”

Wen Lebang's face was hideous, and he asked Su Nian with a crying voice: "But have you asked my opinion?" I'd rather be abandoned on the streets than just like that, and you know what my adopters do to me? They were hypocritical and vain, do you know what kind of life I had during that time? ”

The grief and anger that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time all broke out at once, and Su Nian said, "That's better than following us, right?" Ah Wen, I don't owe you anything, was it a mistake for me to ransom you from the Colosseum despite Chen Qingyuan's objections? We have so many days of life and death together, in exchange for the ending of you killing me? If I'm really sorry for you, then I'll also be retributed, and Chen Qingyuan won't want me anymore. ”

Su Nian and Wen Lebang said heart-piercing words to each other, and the scars they didn't expect were still uncovered by themselves, and the scars didn't disappear by deliberately forgetting, they could only leave deeper and deeper traces in their lives.

Wen Lebang felt that his heart was tumbling up and down, and his internal organs seemed to be in pain to move his position, he raised his head to look at the blue sky, and forced the tears in his eyes back: "Su Qianqian, you are also hypocritical to make me afraid." ”

Why did he save him if he didn't have the ability, why did he abandon him after saving him, let him go around and return to Xu Hongyun's hands.

Su Nian walked forward without looking back, and his voice was resolute. "My brother Awan died that winter night."

All their beauty, after all, is pierced by themselves.

Wen Lebang lost the strength to support and knelt on the ground, desperate as if he had fallen into a bottomless deep pool, and everything was lost. He felt as if a big hole had been poked in his heart, and the wind passed through the middle, and he could only hear the wind roaring, and he felt boundless loneliness.

His sister also died that winter night.

It turned out that this was the end of him and his sister, and they hated each other.

Wen Lebang's face was pale, and everyone who appeared in his life was like a starlight that had disappeared in an instant, and he was about to go with them. But in his pale life, why can't he grasp a trace of beauty.

A layer of mist covered Wen Lebang's pupils, and his eyes were damp.

If life is only as it is at first sight, you will not know that people's hearts are changeable. He never asked for too much, but what he experienced became his unbearable past.

Wen Lebang stood up, staggered a few steps, and fell to the ground again. He wept aloud, the voice of pain echoing through the small village. The people of the village who heard the cry came out to look, and they saw the cold and strange young man trembling all over. Crying to the wounds, coughing up mouthfuls of blood.

The boy cries and mourns in his own world.

The old black ran from the alley in the distance, it slowly approached Wen Lebang, its front paws touched Wen Lebang's legs, and the old black wagged his tail.

Wen Lebang heard Lao Hei's cry, despair surged up like a frenzy, Lao Hei looked at his master's pitiful appearance, stretched out his tongue and licked his master's teardrops.

Wen Lebang hugged Lao Hei tightly as if he was grasping the last straw: "Lao Hei, I only have you." ”