When she heard this, her whole body was like falling into an ice cellar, and her heart was numb.

But the doctor said, "Of course, if you insist on keeping this child, we will not ask too much, but first, all the medicine you take must be stopped immediately, and secondly, you must be prepared for the child to die at any time...... Even if you are born successfully in the future, you should be prepared for the fact that this child may be unhealthy......"

That's why the doctor wanted the couple to decide together, so she asked her husband to come too.

Because children are at great risk and there may be problems, but they are not 100% sure......

All decisions are up to them......

Gu Yiren didn't know how she left the hospital, she was holding the test sheet, and the whole person was confused.

She went home and lay down on that big bed, looking at the ceiling of her room, feeling like she was in a dream.

Don't you dream again? How could she possibly get pregnant? From the day she married him, she knew that she had this kind of system, and she couldn't be a mother for a long time after taking medicine for a long time......

Unless her illness is cured, unless she becomes a healthy person......

But instead of becoming a healthy person, the dosage of medicine increased, so how could she get pregnant?

She thought that maybe this was God's punishment for her, letting her know how those demons and twisted souls hidden in her heart had harmed her own flesh and blood!

What a punishment!

She spent two or three days in such a panic.

During those two or three days, they ate very little, did not speak much, and were very depressed.

The housekeeper asked her what was wrong, and she didn't say anything, only that she was a little uncomfortable and too tired.

The housekeeper knew that she had always had a quirky personality, and he didn't dare to say anything more.

She locked herself in her room and stared at her phone for a long time.

She didn't know how long, she wanted to call......

She wanted to call Li Chen......

I want to tell him that I can't hold on......

For so many years, I loathed myself, I hated myself, I hid my ugly self under my beautiful appearance......

I'm so tired, I'm so tired, I can't hold it anymore......

Come back, come back and stay with me, come back and hug me, come back and warm me......

I'm tired, you help me, you help me, I can't do it......

I can't do it, you give me a little courage, let me have the courage to keep this child, let me look forward to that miracle......

Let our children have a chance to see the world, and a chance to call my mother and your father......

You come back, you come back, if I am so broken and ugly, you don't dislike it......

I'm going to have a good time with you, I haven't seen a good time......

As long as...... You're back......

She cried bitterly with her phone......

After crying, it was dark again, and she heard a knock at the door, which woke her up.

She looked at it in a daze, but didn't open the door.

The housekeeper said a little helplessly: "Madam, you are like this, Mr. knows what to worry about." ”

Mr......

Li Chen?

At that moment, as if someone who was about to drown was suddenly injected with a breath, she picked up her phone suddenly.

Find the number that had been tumbling in her mind countless times, and prepare to dial it.

And at that moment, the phone suddenly vibrate.

She was stunned for a moment, someone had sent her an anonymous email.

With a flicker in her eyes, she clicked on the email link.

Then, a series of more than a dozen photos came into her eyes.

In the photo, a man and a woman.

The woman, she had seen, was the woman who had run a red light and was hit by her, it was Rulan.

It is also the woman he once prepared to propose to spend his life with.

And the man ...... It's him.

In the photo, the two people met, on the street, in the restaurant, in front of the hotel......

Especially at the door of the hotel, they hugged each other, hugging so closely......

Amsterdam, they met in Amsterdam......

And she had the impression that her husband, the lover of her marriage for three years, went on a business trip to Amsterdam, and for the past three years, there were often becoming.

So, what does that mean?

Do they often see each other?

But since such love is inseparable, why did you choose to break up in the first place?

Why did she go abroad? And why did he choose to marry her?

What is it now?

It's ridiculous!

It's ridiculous......

Thinking like this, she really smiled, and although the smile was bitter, it was also calm......

Yes, these photos were like a basin of cold water that woke her up in an instant.

She felt that she was really crazy, she actually interrupted the call to Li Chen, she actually wanted to show him all she had, and she actually wanted to show the most cowardly, helpless, and despicable side to that man......

It's insane!

After so many years in her world, only herself is left, and she is only herself.

There was no one to help her, and no one could walk into her world.

In her life, she is destined to be alone, even if it is her husband who lies with her neck and bones every night......

Won't accompany her......

Island......

She is destined to be the only one on her island.

She calmed down and sobered up.

And a mobile phone ringtone, just at that time.

She saw that the number, from abroad, was not surprisingly from Amsterdam.

It was a woman's voice, she was a little familiar, but not very familiar.

The woman said, "Miss Gu, hello, I'm Mr. Li's secretary, my name is Lu Meng, we've met, but you shouldn't remember me much." ”

No, she remembered.

This woman is from Li Chen's secretary's room, she looks pretty good, looking at Li Chen's eyes, she is not stupid, she noticed.

But she has always cared about Li Chen's affairs, so she just paid attention, that's all.

The other party said, "Those photos just now...... I took it, I know it's not right, I also admit that I have selfish intentions, I like Mr. Li a lot, I just like it, I have self-knowledge, I don't deserve Mr. Li, but I can work by his side all the time, I am very satisfied, and I also know that a man like him can only be worthy of a woman like you......"

Gu Yiren pulled her lips and smiled slightly, such words really made her feel ridiculous.

But she didn't speak, waiting for the other party to continue.

Lu Meng really said again: "But I can't compare to you, but I don't think I'm as good as Rulan, she's a divorced woman, what qualifications does she have to hook up with Mr. Li?" What qualifications does Mr. Li have to make her not forget? Why should she? I'm not convinced, really, I'm not convinced......"

She said: "Miss Gu, Mr. Li has been with her for two or three years...... I've always seen them, and every time I come with me on a business trip, I can see them...... I don't know how to say it, again and again...... I really can't stand it, but I don't have the right and right to stop it...... But I know you have. ”