Chapter 4 Insomnia
Hu Yaru was hit by her daughter's words, she didn't say anything, turned around and went back to the kitchen.
This turn seems to carry some kind of tacit understanding, no one mentions Xu Haiyuan anymore, and he still happily finishes the night.
Really lying in bed, Hu Yue had insomnia. She remembered her and Xu Haiyuan's college days, when they were so young.
At that time, Xu Haiyuan studied network engineering, and she sat opposite him reading novels while holding computer programming all day long. Two people can sit all day without saying a word in the library, but their hearts are infinitely sweet.
It's sad to think about it, in just two years, Xu Haiyuan is no longer the person who can help her fetch water and buy food every day, and will not leave all day after sitting by her side.
It's been a week, and he has been hanging himself like this for a week, without a word, without a single greeting. She never waited for that sentence I love you, let's get along!
Xu Haiyuan has always understood her so well, but this time he couldn't hear those angry words? Hu Yue guessed that she didn't love her anymore, so she didn't want to accommodate. It's still really empathetic and don't fall in love, and I don't have to spend time with her. Perhaps what is even more cruel is that there is really a seven-year itch, and the emotional burnout period has arrived, and there is no freshness.
Hu Yue tossed and turned on the bed, she kept telling herself not to think about it anymore, it doesn't matter, the old doesn't go, the new doesn't come. But she couldn't close the flood gate of memory, and what poured out was not memories, but the torture of longing.
After three days of insomnia and a difficult client, she was exhausted.
Sunday's lunch break was a lifesaver. But what remains unchanged is insomnia, and the more quiet the night, the more distracting thoughts are underflowing.
She lay in bed and felt like she was having a bad life. She wasn't like this before, she was very lively, very cheerful, and she was not afraid of anything. How can you live and live without being good at all, but you are afraid to face it?
Early in the morning, Hu Jianglin went to the factory again, and Hu Yaru made breakfast, but he didn't eat it. Recently, the environmental protection situation is severe, and their chemical plant is the focus of investigation, and there are environmental protection inspection teams to inspect it all day long. Hu Jianglin's workshop area is the largest, and things are the busiest, and he doesn't go home every day. Hu Yaru persuaded him many times that he was about to retire and not fight for his life.
But Lao Hu is very concerned about his work, and no one can persuade him.
Hu Yaru knew that her daughter was in a bad mood these days, and she didn't want to wake her up. But no one moved the chopsticks at the breakfast table, so I knocked on the door after thinking about it.
After knocking several times, no one responded, so she simply opened the door.
Hu Yue was lying on the bed, the quilt covered her head tightly, and Hu Yaru called several times before she answered.
In Hu Yaru's memory, her daughter never slept under the quilt, what was wrong, covering the quilt alone.
"Crying?" Hu Yaru asked tentatively.
Hu Yue didn't reply, looking at this look, Hu Yaru guessed seven or eight points, I was afraid that it was because Xu Haiyuan was crying alone with the quilt.
Hu Yaru went to pull her daughter's quilt, and Hu Yue protected her quilt with both hands. Hu Yaru really couldn't hold it, so she had to let go.
"Not reconciled yet?" Hu Yaru still asked tentatively, but Hu Yue still didn't answer.
"You can ask him first." Hu Yaru is also kind-hearted, instead of crying at home and heartbroken, it is better to ask directly to explain clearly.
However, Hu Yue felt that these words were extremely harsh, she lifted the quilt, her eyes were red, tears were in her eyes, her long hair was sticking to her face, and the messy hair on her head was tangled.
She yelled, "You don't know anything! I can't do it for him! ”
It was the first time for Hu Yaru to see her daughter with such a hard mouth, obviously her eyes were red, and she cried for a long time, but she said that she didn't care, Hu Yaru sat on the side of her daughter's bed and went over to hug Hu Yue.
Hu Yue knew that she shouldn't be angry with her mother, no matter what it was, and made her family angry and sad.
Hu Yaru gave her daughter steps, and Hu Yue nestled into Hu Yaru's arms, and I had a trace of grievance in my voice, "Mom." ”
Hu Yue cried, and her tears couldn't help but fall, "He really doesn't want me anymore!" It's been more than a week, and I haven't said a word, what should I do? ”
Hu Yaru patted her daughter's back, trying to calm her daughter's emotions, but her daughter asked herself over and over again what to do?