The night was cold, and the shadows of the trees were reflected outside the window, writhing their bodies with the cool breeze of the night.

I opened my eyes and looked at the person in front of me who was holding me tightly.

The physical discomfort has not yet dissipated, and this is exactly what he is saying.

Familiar and unfamiliar faces, I can see that my heart is empty.

"You...... Do you still love me? I slid my fingers down Nightfall's forehead to his chin and muttered to myself.

Finally, I closed my eyes and fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, it was already dawn.

I rolled over and looked for Nightfall, but there was no longer him in the next place.

"Was everything last night really a dream?" I had a headache and covered my head, not wanting to think about these complicated things.

However, the physical exertion proves that what happened last night was not a dream.

Oh, sure enough, it's all wishful thinking on my part.

The sunlight outside the window shone into the room, and I was a little excited, as if I hadn't seen this scene for a long time.

"Knock knock—"

There was a knock on the door outside.

"Wake up and have breakfast." Fang Hua shouted outside.

"Oh, good!"

At this time, my mind was already occupied with another thing, and I had already ignored the embarrassment of last night.

I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, with thick dark circles under my eyes, white lips, messy hair, and I looked like a ghost!

The sink was lined up with all the toiletries I needed, as if I knew I was going to stay, I could think of it or I couldn't think of it.

"Are you alright! Why is it so slow! Grandpa is still waiting! Fang Hua shouted outside a little impatiently.

"Why are you so anxious! It's good if you don't eat first, I'm with you, it's quite embarrassing. I opened the door and said.

"What's so embarrassing about that, you don't know, that yellow-faced woman didn't leave my room last night, all night! kept saying that I must have a good talk with her today. Fang Hua held his forehead in distress.

"Hahaha - your mother is funny, shouldn't you be happy to have a mother like this?" I thought it was funny, so I laughed uncontrollably.

"Shall I give it to you?" Fang Hua joked.

"No, no, if you give it to me, what will my mother do? Do you want me to have two mothers? ”

"Don't you like it! Coincidentally, let it be given to you! ”

"No kidding, isn't Grandpa Fang waiting? Let's get over there! Yesterday made Grandpa Fang wait for so long, and today he is waiting for me, I am embarrassed. I urged.

"Yo! You still know I'm sorry, it's rare, it's really rare. ”

"Hey, I've been in contact with you for the past two days, and I found that you're quite normal, you can chat and joke, why can't you make friends?" Looking at Fang Hua as a normal person, I really can't figure it out, why doesn't he just chat with others?

"Oh, don't say it, let's go! Grandpa was in a hurry. Fang Hua didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, so he interrupted.

The breakfast place was in Grandpa Fang's courtyard, and as soon as I walked into the door, I saw Grandpa Fang sitting in the main hall, and Grandpa Fang was sitting next to Aunt Song.

As soon as Aunt Song saw me coming in, she couldn't wait to come forward to greet me.

"Oh, little bamboo, Auntie can be regarded as seeing you again." Aunt Song ran over urgently, holding my hand with an enthusiastic face, and smiling all over her face.

"Aunt Song, I'm sorry, I got up late today, and I bothered you to wait for me for so long." I was apologetic.

"Oh, it's okay, I've just arrived, it's just that Fang Hua's grandfather got up early, you don't have to be polite to us, we will have to get along for a long time in the future." The fleshy cheeks couldn't hide the joy in Aunt Song's heart.

"Aunt Song, I'm sorry to cause you trouble."

"You kid, don't be embarrassed anymore, it seems like we're so unfamiliar." Aunt Song pretended to be angry and slapped my hand.

"Mom! Where is it not rusty? People just came! It's really not familiar with us. Fang Hua couldn't stand it anymore, and interjected with white eyes.

"You stinky boy! Looking at you every day, I'm tired of seeing it, and finally a female doll came, what's the matter? Don't let me like it! Aunt Song glared at Fang Hua viciously and said.

When I came to the dining table, Grandpa Fang was closing his eyes to recuperate, and when he heard my movements, he slowly opened his eyes.

"Jin girl, did you sleep well last night? Is there anything you don't get used to? Grandpa Fang asked kindly, completely without yesterday's aggressiveness.

"Grandpa Fang, I slept well, and the things here are also complete, don't worry about me, I made you worry, I waited for me yesterday, and I am really sorry to wait for me today." I said apologetically.

"Hey—" Grandpa Fang took a pair of chopsticks and placed them next to him, motioning for me to sit down.

"Little things, your grandfather and I, when we are old, we don't lack sleep, and I know that I am not far from the day of long sleep, and I don't want to sleep more, so ah, I get up early, you young people, you can't adapt to my schedule."

"Dad! Why are you talking nonsense again! What a long sleep does not sleep long! Now these young people stay up late every day, and if you don't stay up late, you naturally get up early. Aunt Song pouted dissatisfied.

"Yes, Grandpa Fang, we all like to stay up late, I usually don't sleep before twelve o'clock at night, it's normal to not get up this morning!"

"Hahaha-" Grandpa Fang laughed out loud when he saw us talking good things vigorously.

"Eat it, eat it, this porridge is cold!"

A bowl of porridge went down, and I peeked at Grandpa Fang's face and Aunt Song's face from time to time, feeling uncomfortable and uncomfortable, and I wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it.

Now it was like there were nails on the chair, which made me fidget.

"Jin girl, is there something wrong with you? Look you can't sit still. Aunt Song asked me with a bun in her mouth.

I can't hide from it, so I can only explain it honestly.

"That, Grandpa Fang, Aunt Song, when can I start?" I asked a little embarrassed, after all, this matter is for me, and it is inconvenient for me to urge others anymore.

"What's the matter?" Aunt Song looked suspicious.

"Hehehe-" Grandpa Fang laughed.

"The little girl needs the crystallization of our family, so she came over."

Aunt Song looked surprised when she heard this.

"Bamboo girl, don't you have that?" Aunt Song covered her mouth, and the buns that she hadn't had time to swallow were bulging in her mouth, like a little hamster.

I nodded a little awkwardly.

"In that case, we'll definitely help you!" As she spoke, Aunt Song looked at Grandpa Fang again and said, "Dad, let's help the bamboo girl!" This is not a sloppy matter! ”

"I see." Grandpa Fang chewed lightly on what was in his mouth.

After a long time, Grandpa Fang put down his chopsticks, crossed his hands on the table, looked at me with a serious face, and asked, "Are you ready?" ”

"Huh?"

Didn't Grandpa Fang say before that he needed to prepare? Why are you asking me again now if I'm ready?

"I've been preparing!" I responded.

"No, you're not ready." Grandpa Fang laughed.

When I heard this, I was very unhappy, and asked, "I've been preparing, please Grandpa Fang tell me, where am I not ready?" ”

"Yours here." Grandpa Fang pointed to his heart, indicating that my heart was not ready.

"Grandpa Fang, I know myself, I'm ready, I believe in myself!" I argued.

"Oh? Tell me, what are you doing this for? Grandpa Fang stared into my eyes and asked solemnly.

"Of course, in order not to be bullied and ridiculed in the future!" I didn't even want to, blurted out.

"Is that so? If that's the reason alone, you're not ready. Grandpa Fang said.

"Shouldn't it be like that? What else do I need to do? Grandpa Fang, as you said, I am ready for everything, but you are not ready! How did it become now that I wasn't ready? "I can't hold my breath.

"Xiao Zhuzi, your mood was very unstable yesterday, I said that in the hope that you can adjust your emotions, and your emotions have stabilized a lot today, and I will tell you the real situation." Grandpa Fang got up, patted me on the shoulder and said.

"Grandpa!" I also stood up and said unappreciatively, "I'm ready now!" Please ask Grandpa Fang to open the meridians for me immediately! ”

"Little bamboo, I'm responsible for you! Take responsibility for your life! If you have any accidents, what do you do with the older generation, your grandfather! What to do with your parents! Grandpa Fang was also a little angry.

"Grandpa Fang! I'm not irresponsible with my life! I just don't agree with what you said! I think I'm ready! ”

"Are you really preparing for yourself? Do you think about it, are you responsible for your own life? You just care a lot about other people's eyes, you care a lot about other people's opinions, and you don't think about yourself. ”

"Nope! I'm thinking about myself, Grandpa Fang, I think you also know, without this thing, I am just a fish to be slaughtered, but as long as I have this thing, I can decide my own life! I said righteously.

Grandpa Fang looked at me, and couldn't say a word for a long time, just shook his head, and sighed slightly, "Little bamboo, if we quarrel like this, it will hurt our feelings, think about it yourself!" Now it's your grandfather Fang who is not ready, this matter must not be sloppy, and it needs to be fully prepared. ”

"Okay, Grandpa Fang, I'll seriously consider your words."

After speaking, Grandpa Fang patted me on the shoulder twice and left.

Looking at Grandpa Fang's back, Aunt Song bit her chopsticks and said to me, "Little bamboo, what Grandpa Fang wants to listen to, he is all for your good." ”

I let out a long sigh, as if exhaling all my negative emotions.

"Aunt Song, don't worry! I understand Grandpa Fang's feelings. ”