Dr. Ouyang is an old friend of Ms. Yang and is a psychiatrist......

"I'm fine, I'm not going."

Ms. Yang patiently persuaded: "Qingqing, obedient." ”

Yi Qing suddenly became angry.

"I said I wasn't sick!"

She is fed up with your dissuasion from me, Ms. Yang is like this, and Xu Yaofeng is the same, which makes her feel that the whole world is on the opposite side of her.

But suddenly yelling at Ms. Yang like this, Yi Qing blamed herself again.

She shouldn't be cruel to Ms. Yang, but she has too many grievances in her heart.

After getting angry, Yi Qing immediately regretted it, regretting that she would hurt Ms. Yang if her tone was too heavy.

Yi Qing softened her tone: "I'm not going." ”

As he spoke, his tone became sour.

Ms. Yang looked at Yi Qing quietly, although she couldn't bear it, but there were some things, some scars, she had to help Yi Qing expose.

"Then you tell your mother, do you really like to be a doctor?"

Yi Qing closed her eyes gently, and a pair of crystal clear tears slipped down like eggs, hitting her hands and splashing small splashes.

She didn't like it at all, the hospital was a place...... How much sorrow it brought her.

"Even if you say you like it, I won't believe it, you say that you want to be a doctor as a person who faints blood?"

"Are you sincere and can't get along with yourself?"

Ms. Yang said that her emotions began to be difficult to control, she really blamed herself and was sad, as a mother, she didn't want to see Yi Qing like this.

When tears flow, there will be uncontrollable nasal congestion, Yi Qing sniffed: "I don't faint blood anymore." ”

"Qingqing, you...... Don't you remember the car accident? ”

"Do you know how scared I was at that time?"

"Mom has lost your dad, mom really doesn't want to lose you anymore......"

"If you continue like this, something will really happen...... Mom, please beg you, can you change your major? ”

Ms. Yang choked up as she spoke, and her eyes became moist.

Yi Qing only felt a throbbing pain in her heart, and couldn't help choking: "Why can't you trust me?" ”

Ms. Yang's breath trembled as she sighed.

"Mom doesn't care about your future, it's whether you're happy or not......"

"Then are you forcing me like this now to make me happy?"

"You tell your mother honestly, what comes to mind every time you think that you are going to be a doctor and desperately brush up on questions?"

"How much you want to be a doctor, how strong your demons are, you will be crushed sooner or later?"

"Are you really happy then?"

Ms. Yang also sniffled.

"Beat me to death, and I don't believe that the child I gave birth to will lose to a mere chemistry!"

"But you are so persistent...... It's useless at all! It's not like I'm counting down. ”

"Do you yourself believe that you are a fool? So serious, but still such a result? ”

"Don't you know why this is happening?"

Ms. Yang grabbed Yi Qing's arm excitedly, and her red eyes met Yi Qing's eyes.

Yi Qing's fluttering eyes tried to evade Ms. Yang's questioning.

Oh, yes...... Every time she thought that she was going to be a doctor in the future, her heart swelled not with excitement, but with a dead heart......

Didn't she start brushing up on chemistry questions...... In my mind and eyes, there are scenes of my father's death......

So bitter...... Let her learn how to do it well.

"It's not that you can't afford to learn chemistry, you can't let go of the fact that your father died......"

Ms. Yang said with a knife in her heart, she couldn't hold it back anymore, and a tear popped out of her eyes.

Yi Qing suffered from depression, and Ms. Yang never wanted to recall the accident scene at that time.

"Stop torturing yourself."

"Your father is gone, what's the point of being a doctor again......

"Maybe if you change your major to study politics, you will be much happier without so many burdens."

"If you still can't figure it out, I'll take you to see Dr. Ouyang again tomorrow."

Dr. Ouyang was the doctor who treated Yi Qing's depression back then......

Or rather, Yi Qing's depression...... Not fully recovered.

Yi Qing sat there with a blank gaze, silent.

Ms. Yang didn't know if Yi Qing had listened to her saying such a lot, and walked out of Yi Qing's room with heavy steps.

But as soon as the door opened, Yi Yang's head popped out, it turned out that he had been eavesdropping......

Seeing that the two people in front of him were full of sadness, Yi Yang also lowered his face.

Ms. Yang patted Yi Yang on the shoulder and motioned for him to persuade Yi Yang well.

Yi Yang nodded at Ms. Yang with a long way to go.

Ms. Yang then went back to her room and called Dr. Ouyang.

Yi Yang walked up to Yi Qing and patted his shoulder gently.

"Sister...... We all want you to be happy, and I'm sad that my dad is gone......"

Yi Yang's serious appearance is also very distressing, after all, he lost his loved ones at a young age, and his young heart must have been traumatized at that time.

It's just that he feels that his father is no longer there, he is the only man in the family, and he should carry the burden, so he came out of the shadows earlier than Yi Qing.

Yi Yang is the only one who can empathize with Yi Qing.

Yi Qing was still silent, but her tears couldn't stop falling.

"Sister, don't cry, just listen to your mother, if you feel that you don't want to be a doctor, I'll do it for you in the future."

"I'm also my father's child, why are you doing all the work alone......"

Although Yi Yang said so heartlessly, he was actually thinking that he must share her pain.

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That year, not long after his father died, his sister suffered from depression and often ran away alone.

At that time, Ms. Yang had not noticed Yi Qing's abnormality, thinking that Yi Qing would not be able to accept the fact that her father had passed away for a while, so she didn't care much about her and let her go.

But out of curiosity and worry, Yi Yang happened to follow once.

As a result, across a large road, he saw a big truck speeding towards Yi Qing, but the absent-minded Yi Qing didn't notice it at all.

The horn sounded in a panic, but Yi Qing didn't notice it......

Yi Yang was very anxious when he saw this scene, but he was still a child in the end, and at that moment he was at a loss and only knew that he was crying.

At that critical moment, suddenly blurred tears saw a figure flash next to my sister, and took my sister to the side of the road.

"The little kid can't cross the street!" The truck passed by and the driver shouted angrily.

At that time, Yi Qing was already a freshman in high school......

"Whose little girl is this girl crossing the street so carelessly?"

"Oh, boy, are you okay~"

"Hurry up, hurry up...... Ah, why did this little girl faint......

"Call an ambulance~"

The surrounding crowd slowly formed a circle.

Seeing this, Yi Yang hurriedly ran over and saw his sister lying in a person's arms, and she was not seriously injured.

Only the right arm was rubbed on the hot road in the summer, and a large patch of blood appeared on the arm.

Yi Yang was relieved, and then looked at the person beside his sister.

His left arm was bruised, and it seemed to have hit a pebble, and he was bleeding more than her sister, and a hole appeared in the wound.

Seeing his frowning and nervous appearance, Yi Yang hurriedly explained.

"Big brother, my sister is just fainting blood, don't worry, we don't touch porcelain."

The man breathed a sigh of relief and nodded at Yi Yang.

Just fainting blood......

After a while, an ambulance came to take Yi Qing to the hospital, and Ms. Yang also hurried to arrive.

Yi Yang looked at Ms. Yang's anxious appearance, and then looked at Yi Qing lying in the ward, he secretly decided to protect the two women in the family at that time.

Fortunately, there are well-wishers to help this time, otherwise my sister's life would be in danger.

Ms. Yang was talking to the doctor in the ward, and Yi Yang sat at the door and saw the big brother who had just bandaged his wound and saved his sister.

"Big Brother~"

The person in front of him turned to look at Xiang Yiyang, and didn't forget to look at the girl lying in the ward.

The little adult Yi Yang asked, "Is your arm okay, will it be broken?" ”

"It's okay, skin trauma."

The young man smiled gently at Yi Yang, and Yi Yang suddenly calmed down.

"But I think the scars on your arms will always ......"

"Yangyang" Ms. Yang interrupted the conversation between the two with a call, "Come over here." ”

Ms. Yang walked out of the ward, and Yi Yang walked up to her.

"What's wrong, Mom?"

Ms. Yang sighed: "The doctor said that your sister may have depression......"

"What then?" Yi Yang asked anxiously.

"Hey...... Dad is gone, we must protect my sister, you know? ”

"Hmm." Yi Yang nodded obediently, "I will never let this stupid sister go out and run around again......"

Ms. Yang patted Yi Yang's head and turned to look at the big boy who was standing silently on the side.

"Did you save Qingqing today?"

He nodded thoughtfully.

He overheard the words of Ms. Yang and Yi Yang just now......

"Thank you, the ...... on your hand"

"It's fine." He replied dryly, and walked away.

Ms. Yang stared at the back of this person, and suddenly felt as if she had seen it somewhere......

Suddenly, a thought flashed through her mind, this person looked like Uncle Li's nephew upstairs......

Yi Yang walked into the ward and took Yi Qing's hand, which was still unconscious.

"Sister, you have to get better quickly......"

Looking at Yi Qing, who was lying motionless, looking at it, Yi Yang cried out again.

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His thoughts were pulled back, and Yi Yang looked at Yi Qing distressedly.

"Sister, Dad doesn't want to see you like this......"

Yi Qing, who had been silent, finally moved her lips, and she said in a hoarse voice, "I know." ”

"Then hurry up and be happy......"

Yi Qing finally lost control, couldn't hold back, and cried.

She also knew, she knew, reason made her understand everything, but in her heart it was like an invisible hand holding her tightly, making her unable to overcome her inner demons.

Yi Qing sobbed and said, "Perhaps, I should indeed go and see Doctor Ouyang."

"Sister, you will definitely get better, don't you see that you have overcome blood sickness through hard work?"

"Hmm."

"Mom and I will help you, we are always by your side."

"Okay."

"You should rest early!"

Yi Yang said and walked out of the room, and said: "Also, I was forced to say such a lot of things helplessly, I am not so hypocritical." ”

Then he closed the door.

The room fell silent, and the cold fingertips of Yi Qing's left hand ran across the scar on her right arm......

When she was very young, she met an uncle who was depressed, and she made fun of him at the time.

He also used scissor hands to make him laugh, and handed him a lime-flavored fruit candy when he ran away......

Unexpectedly, feng shui took turns, and later she also suffered from depression......

Wait a minute...... The seven...... Xu Yaofeng......

The picture flashed through his mind all of a sudden, and Yi Qing seemed to remember something......

The depressed uncle at the beginning...... It can't be Xu Yaofeng, right......