Chapter 302: Infusion
By the time Du Lin hung up the second bag of drips, it was already late at night. Lin Qingrou watched the young Du Lin fall into her arms and fall asleep, her eyes full of distress. She felt that as a mother, she really owed her children too much.
This time, Du Lin's fever made Lin Qingrou fall into constant self-blame. She knew that she was completely incompetent and not a good mother, which made her extremely tormented and very disappointed in herself.
At this time, the temperature on Du Lin's forehead seemed to have dropped a lot compared to the original, and Lin Qingrou felt a little comforted. Du Lin studies and lives alone in school on weekdays, which she has never been at ease.
How old is Du Lin, why should he face so much hardship alone. He was not able to get the full love of his parents like other children, and he was always affected and even ridiculed because of his parents' affairs.
Lin Qingrou gradually fell into thinking, she wanted to figure out why it was like this. Why did she make a mess of her life, so that Du Lin also had to suffer an unhappy childhood life.
She could only sigh fate, sighing that this twisted and bizarre fate had involved herself in that period of untidy and chaotic life. Lin Qingrou now looks back on her past marriage, and only feels that it is a whirlpool formed by the accumulation of mistakes one after another, which swept her life into it vividly.
Although she has now struggled to gain her freedom and has a chance to start over. But such a life experience has brought her indelible memories and entanglements.
Sometimes Lin Qingrou is also trying to imagine what her life would have been like if she hadn't been forced to marry Du Zeming at the beginning, or even if she didn't know Du Zeming at all.
Will she have a lover who takes care of herself wholeheartedly and loves her? Maybe if you're lucky, you should already have a happy family by now, although you live an ordinary life, you can support each other and face the future together.
Such a picture seems to be the life that Lin Qingrou yearns for in her heart, but there is no chance of starting over in life. If there were, then there shouldn't be so many people in this world who are stunned.
If you are always haunted by the past, then how can you have the courage to step into the future? Since the previous mistakes are irreparable, let's take the road under our feet.
"How is Linlin doing now?"
Just when Lin Qingrou was still in a trance, she saw a pair of black and shiny leather shoes appear in her sight. She was keeping her head down, not noticing who had come up to her.
All she knew was that the man's magnetic, deep voice was familiar, and that the spotless black leather shoes were too clean. When Lin Qingrou raised her head, she saw Du Zeming standing in front of her.
The person who came was indeed Du Zeming, but when Lin Qingrou saw him, she felt that it seemed to be very different from the Du Zeming she was familiar with before. This difference is very intuitively manifested in Du Zeming's external image.
At this time, Du Zeming looked haggard, his face was a little dull, and what was even more exaggerated was that he, who had always been meticulous about his appearance, now had a thick beard. At that moment, the stubble made his whole person very decadent, and he completely lost his former vigor.
Lin Qingrou was stunned by Du Zeming's sudden appearance and the huge gap in image, and did not answer Du Zeming's question just now for a long time. At this time, Du Lin was lying sweetly in Lin Qingrou's arms, so Du Zeming had to ask Lin Qingrou about Du Lin's situation.
"What are you in a daze, let me ask you how happened to Linlin?"
Lin Qingrou came back to her senses at this time and said, "It's a lot better now, but he needs to rest now." ”
Du Zeming reached over and stroked Du Lin's forehead, confirming that he did not seem to be so hot now. Lin Qingrou saw Liu Anfei who was standing behind at this time from the gap in Du Zeming's tall figure.
Liu Anfei was just standing there at this time, and he didn't mean to come over. In fact, it is very easy to understand that they would come here, because Lin Qingrou received a direct call from Du Lin to herself.
And the school's words, after learning of Du Lin's fever, will definitely call Du Zeming and Liu Anfei directly to inform them of the situation. It's just that Lin Qingrou came early and brought Du Lin to the hospital for treatment, so the two of them appeared here.
Du Zeming was a little relieved to see that Du Lin's condition had been alleviated, he glanced at Lin Qingrou a few times but did not speak. And Lin Qingrou also felt a little tired at this time, she had been here with Du Lin for more than two hours.
"I've asked for leave from school, let Linlin go to my place for a good rest these days, and I can make him some of his favorite food, so that he can recover faster." Lin Qingrou said to Du Zeming.
originally thought that Du Zeming might object to such a request, but this time Lin Qingrou didn't expect Du Zeming to naturally agree. Lin Qingrou felt as if something had happened to Du Zeming, and the feeling that today was always not so normal for her.
And Liu Anfei, who was standing behind Du Zeming, seemed to be a little too taciturn today, she seemed to be deliberately standing at a distance of 6-7 meters from Du Zeming and Liu Anfei, as if she was deliberately keeping her distance.
Lin Qingrou suddenly wanted to ask something, but she didn't know what she could say, and she shouldn't ask. Just after such a hesitation, this thought was dispelled in her heart.
Du Zeming didn't seem to have any intention of going home immediately, in fact, Lin Qingrou hoped that he and Liu Anfei could leave as soon as possible and hand over Du Lin to her. But today's Du Zeming is weird, except for the heavy feeling in his eyes, there is no sharpness in the past.
Du Zeming seemed to sigh, sounding full of tiredness. He slowly sat down on the bench next to him, and he could separate a vacant seat from Lin Qingrou. Lin Qingrou thought that it might be that Du Zeming wanted to accompany Du Lin here for a while, so she didn't pay attention to it.
After a while, Lin Qingrou said: "As I said, it's really not a good idea for Linlin to be sent to a boarding school at such a young age, you look at his current appearance, the teachers in the school have to take care of so many children at the same time, how can I take care of them at home?" ”
"You know what? This time, I suddenly received a call from Linlin, and when I heard his lonely and helpless voice on the other end of the phone, my heart was about to break. Du Zeming, we can't go on like this, Linlin must come out of boarding school. ”
Du Zeming said: "This is just an accident, you also know that Linlin's body has not been very good, and he has some headaches and colds every year, and you are inevitably too nervous." The teachers in the school are very responsible, and there are special teachers who are on duty at night, and they have been doing a good job, so we should rest assured. ”
"Reassured? If you really care about Linlin and really fulfill your responsibilities as a father, then you shouldn't say such things! ”
Lin Qingrou was originally dissatisfied with Du Zeming's negligence in taking care of Du Lin, but now when she heard Du Zeming's careless attitude, the anger in her heart involuntarily vented. She naturally wouldn't have used this attitude to talk to Du Zeming before, but now she is just Lin Qingrou, and there are no other superfluous labels on her body.
It seems that this will turn into a daily quarrel between ex-husband and ex-wife, but this kind of situation, which actually seems to be very common, happens to Du Zeming and Lin Qingrou, but it is still more rare.
In the past, Lin Qingrou didn't dare to argue with Du Zeming, but now the situation is very different. Lin Qingrou knew that she couldn't take half a step back for Du Lin's sake, and this position was enough to support her to compete with Du Zeming in an unquestionable tone.
But the quarrel ended quickly before it had even officially begun. The reason for the end turned out to be that Du Zeming had no intention of arguing with Lin Qingrou at all, and today he was much calmer than usual, and his irritable temper was not revealed.
Lin Qingrou looked a little stunned, and finally she asked Du Zeming, "Did what happened last time cause you a lot of trouble?" ”
Du Zeming turned his head to look at Lin Qingrou.
"I mean, in the tea room with Zhang Li, I know that he is the chairman of Haitianli Group. Just today, his assistant went to the tea room to find me, and he wanted to spend 100,000 yuan to buy the surveillance video of our tea room to prevent this incident from being exposed and affecting Zhang Zhang and the image of their company. ”
The corners of Du Zeming's mouth drew a disdainful arc, and said: "He is very thoughtful, this matter has nothing to do with you, you can just treat it as if it has not happened." As for the video, do you really have it? ”
"Of course not, in fact, there are only two monitors outside our tea room, and I have already explained it to him today, I hope he won't bother us again." Lin Qingrou told the truth.
"Is there really no problem, though? I've heard that you and Zhang Li used to be in a relationship. Lin Qingrou asked again.
Du Zeming replied: "You don't need to worry about it, even if it's a cooperative relationship, you can change the object at will, which is not that important." And if you don't make a mistake, there is already some disagreement between me and Zhang Li, and even if it hadn't happened that night, there would have been other problems between us sooner or later. ”
Although Du Zeming said this, although it is indeed a matter, his biggest purpose at this moment is to let Lin Qingrou clear up the relationship in this matter. He didn't want to admit that he helped Lin Qingrou at that time.