Volume 1 The World Owe You Tenderness, I Will Give It Chapter 22 The Sorrow in the World Is Lightened
For some people, it takes a lot of courage to listen to a song that was once a single loop.
Because it's easy to think of a certain time, whether it's good or bad, it creates a sense of emptiness in the heart.
It was a feeling of losing a castle......
The sun was warm, and the cool breeze hurt.
The plain wine is placed in front of the monument, the wine is sprinkled on the ground to make a cold sound, and the white chrysanthemums are reflected in it, and the petals are gently blown by the cold wind, which is as sad and ethereal as people's hearts.
Yi Qing and Yi Yang stood in front of their father's tombstone in all black clothes, their expressions solemn, and their sadness flowed like a silver-white river......
Because there is a saying in my hometown that three years after her husband's death, his wife can't go to sweep his grave, so Ms. Yang didn't come today, and in addition to the Yi family's sisters and brothers, there are also their grandparents.
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When she got home at noon, Ms. Yang had already prepared her meal.
"Mom~ We're back!" Yi Yang shouted at Ms. Yang in the kitchen.
"Oh~" Ms. Yang walked out of the kitchen quickly and went to the door to pick up the elders.
"Mom and Dad are here!" Ms. Yang hugged the elderly old man of the Yi family, "Come into the house and rest for a while, it's been hard all the way!" β
"No, no, no, it's not hard." The old man waved his hand, a kind smile in his eyes.
"Yes, Xiao Yang, you can take care of yourself!" Grandma looked at Ms. Yang with a smile.
"The meal is ready, you can rest for a while and eat."
Ms. Yang helped the old man to the sofa, and then looked at Yi Qing with concern when she went back to the kitchen.
"Qingqing, go wash your hands, it's time to eat!"
Ms. Yang looked at Yi Qing in a daze with a smile.
Yi Qing returned to his soul: "Oh! β
After a while, all five sat down to eat.
"Xiao Yang's cooking skills are really getting better and better," Grandma glanced at the old man, confirmed it, and then looked at the two children kindly.
"Well, Xiao Yang's cooking is delicious."
"yes, my mother's cooking skills really don't have anything to say!" Yi Yang's mouth was full of food, and he puffed out his cheeks and said.
His words were affirmed by everyone, grandma smiled, then looked at Ms. Yang, the smile paused, and suddenly a trace of helplessness flashed in her eyes.
"Thank you for your hard work, Xiao Yang!" The tone is a bit heavy.
The smile on Ms. Yang's face also paused, this is not just that she has worked hard to make this table of dishes......
"It's not hard, it should be!" Ms. Yang smiled.
"Uh-huh......" Grandma laughed too.
"Mom and Dad, you two have no one to take care of in your hometown, why don't you move in with us?"
"Hey...... No need! β
"We're still nimble, besides, you're all so busy, we're going to cause you trouble......"
"Where, no."
"Xiao Yang, we know that you have a heart, but while we are okay now, we don't need to trouble you......"
It's not easy for you to pull two children by yourself......
"This sister and brother are very sensible!" The old man looked at the two children, his eyes full of love.
"Yi Qing is very well-behaved" Ms. Yang pursed her mouth, "It's this Yi Yang, I really can't ...... him"
Yi Yang felt uncomfortable: "How can I be ignorant? β
"How are you sensible?"
"I'm going to take the midterm exam when I go back during the Qingming holiday, have you reviewed?"
"I ......"
"Every day...... knows how to play games, Ms. Yang glanced at her elders embarrassedly, and didn't want to hurt Yi Yang to make them worry, "Okay, okay, you are sensible!" β
Yi Yang pouted: "I always feel that you are partial to my sister......"
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After the dialogue between you and me, the atmosphere is lively, and there is no heaviness at the beginning.
However, Yi Qing, who did not participate in the conversation, only felt a cold stone pressing on her, making her breathless, and she was trying her best to hide the sadness on her face.
The time when her father left happened again and again yesterday, and the picture is still reappearing in her mind, constantly setting off a wave of sadness in her heart.
ββββββββββ it's a sad dividing lineββββββββββββββββ
Should I choose B or C for this question......
What cathode, anode, what is the total reaction formula, how does it not conform to the conservation of electrons......
What the hell is this mechanism frame, what is the purpose of device F, and how to test it......
It's over, there's no time......
After the chemistry test, Yi Qing's brain exploded, and his brain cells shattered to the ground, and this time it was over.
Yi Qing sighed, the words of the head teacher were still echoing in her mind, and she still remembered the ridicule of her classmates, although she never cared about what others said......
But at this time, she was really helpless.
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Yi Qing walked out of the examination room, her eyes full of sadness, and she bumped into Xu Yaofeng's gaze.
He should be very relaxed, Yi Qing didn't want him to see his listless appearance, tried to squeeze out a smile, and then avoided his gaze and passed by him.
"Let's go to the study hall together." Xu Yaofeng stopped her.
Yi Qing smiled blankly: "Okay." β
Seeing Yi Qing's appearance, Xu Yaofeng frowned, it seems that she didn't do well in the exam......
The two found a window seat and sat down facing each other.
Xu Yaofeng seemed to be able to clearly feel Yi Qing's emotions, and he looked at her silently for a long time, as if he wanted to say something.
Yi Qing was absent-minded, suddenly raised her head, and the two looked at each other.
"What's wrong?" Yi Qing spoke first.
The sun at two or three o'clock in the afternoon had no temperature, shining obliquely through the dusty window and sprinkling on Xu Yaofeng's face.
"What's wrong with you, it feels like you've been out of shape all week?"
Yi Qingyun shook his head lightly: "It's okay." β
Xu Yaofeng's deep eyes hid emotions, and he was silent for a long time.
Finally, he spoke again.
"If you want to speak, I'm willing to listen."
Yi Qing's heart was pinched up all of a sudden, and he didn't put it down again, his voice seemed to melt into the sun, and the sunlight and his voice had a temperature.
I can't tell what it was that warmed her all of a sudden, and made her heart burn all at once.
Can I talk to him about her thoughts......
Yi Qing looked at the other people around him who were studying with sour eyes, and the noise was noisy in the disturbing classroom.
Xu Yaofeng picked up his schoolbag and got up, looking at Yi Qing with firm eyes: "Let's go!" β
Then let's go, Yi Qing got up and followed behind Xu Yaofeng.
She never knew that the school's rooftop could be climbed up.
The desolate wind ruffled her bangs, and the temperature had dropped so badly lately that it was probably the last line of defense for winter before spring officially declared sovereignty to the earth.
"Do you come here often?" Yi Qing asked Xu Yaofeng.
Xu Yaofeng's extraordinarily beautiful eyes looked ahead: "Hmm." β
He'd never brought anyone else here, and she was the first.
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Silence and wait......
These two words add up to the current Xu Yaofeng.
"They all said I had a problem with my brain" Yi Qing smiled, "Chemistry is so bad that I have to carry ......"
Her grades in other subjects were very good, but every time she ranked down, she was dragged down by chemistry, and everyone knew what the consequences would be under the points system if she chose subjects with no advantage.
Everyone thinks she's too ignorant.
"Hmm," Xu Yaofeng nodded.
"So you think there's something wrong with my brain, too?" Yi Qing was a little lost in her heart.
"I ...... Know why. Complicated emotions flashed in Xu Yaofeng's eyes.
Yi Qing was a little surprised, he knew what the reason was...... She has never mentioned these things to anyone, not Zhang Yijing.
"How do you ......?"
"Something...... There's no need to hold on. β
Xu Yaofeng still said this, the last time he said this, she heard it in a fog, and this time I hope she can listen to it.
"What do you know?" Yi Qing had mixed feelings in her heart.
The details he revealed to her, she missed in a daze.
"I know your phone password."
This simple sentence can answer Yi Qing's question, and Yi Qing's eyes dimmed instantly.
The password to her phone was the date of her father's death.
Unbelievable password, isn't this just more serious with herself, how many knots are she tied in her heart, so that she can't get along with herself like this.
"How could you ......" know.
"It doesn't matter." Xu Yaofeng interrupted Yi Qing.
She had forgotten all about it.
She didn't know that she had already entered his world, and she also knew that she had him in her world.
"I understand you."
This was a sentence she had never heard before, Yi Qing's eyes began to heat up, and she seemed to feel a warmth in her heart.
This sentence seemed to have plucked the heartstrings between the two at once, Yi Qing looked at Xu Yaofeng, and his eyes were turbulent.
Suddenly, Xu Yaofeng stretched out his powerful arm and gently brought Yi Qing into his arms, wrapping his hands around her.
"It's fine."
Yi Qing's face was close to Xu Yaofeng's chest, listening to his pounding heartbeat, he looked confused, why did Xu Yaofeng look more sad than her.
"Thank you." Yi Qing said in a hoarse voice.
It is estimated that after the midterm exam this time, she will experience another wave of cynicism.
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The sun gradually dimmed, and the two men "returned to normal".
Neither person wants their negative emotions to affect the other.
"So you saved your mobile phone number?" Yi Qing asked curiously.
Xu Yaofeng was silent.
Yi Qing understood it in his heart, and smiled naturally: "It will come in handy so soon." β
She still didn't ask why Xu Yaofeng knew so much.
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When it was time for dinner, the two left the rooftop.
When they walked downstairs to the staircase together, Yi Qing found that her review book had fallen in the study room, so she let Xu Yaofeng go first, and she turned back to the study room.
The classroom was already empty, Yi Qing picked up the books on the table, and at the same time saw a water cup on the table, which was Xu Yaofeng's, and Yi Qing recognized it.
was about to free his hand to take it, when suddenly a sweet female voice came from behind him.
"You are?"
Yi Qing turned around when she heard the sound and saw the elementary school girl.
Why did she come to the self-study classroom in her sophomore year of high school, looking for Xu Yaofeng?
The two looked at each other......