Chapter 91
"Song Zhu, why don't you say goodbye to me in person?"
This sudden question made Song Zhu not react for a while, and she seemed to hear a faint grievance from the voice on the other end of the phone.
I guess I heard it wrong, it must be an illusion.
"What's there to say goodbye to, that day was a sudden, none of that mattered, the most important thing is that you listened to what I told you just now?"
In this book, in the end, she knows the ending of everyone, along with herself, but now, things have begun to deviate.
She also wanted Xie Jue's ending not to be so bad.
"So, you don't care much about my engagement, do you?"
This question is even more inexplicable than the previous sentence!
Song Zhu really didn't know why he was behaving anything, even Situ Ling was like this before.
"Concern? The girl is also very good, and she is also the person of the whole school, you are very good with her, and you are allowed to get married after going to college, maybe you will have your own children before graduating from college. ”
"Song Zhu!"
Xie Jue's voice made all the people around him look over, but he didn't care, and what he cared about now was just the person on the other end of the phone.
If Song Zhu didn't know what the situation was, it would be in vain, she sighed softly before saying.
"Actually, I've seriously considered your feelings for me, to be honest, I don't think you love me, maybe it's because your mother is often not by your side, and I took care of you during that time, so I transferred that emotion to me, and I don't have this idea myself, so I hope you, don't take these things to heart, or study hard, you can't let yourself stay in a filthy place for the rest of your life."
For herself, Xie Jue's age is enough to be her younger brother, and now, Xie Jue's approach is just a child's temper in her eyes.
Those words suddenly calmed down Xie Jue's emotions.
"It's not."
After he said these two words, he hung up the phone decisively.
There was a mechanical beep on the phone, and Song Zhu's heart was also empty, and she didn't know what was going on with her.
That night, Song Zhu lost sleep again.
She lay on the bed with her head back and looked at the ceiling, remembering what Xie Jue told herself on the phone.
To be honest, she really just wants to treat Xie Jue as her younger brother, if she can pull back a person who is destined to go to a point of no return.
It's kind of an interesting thing.
The next day, Song's mother agreed with Song Zhu that they planned to leave for the capital in three days. However, things changed the day before departure.
The atmosphere at home was very low, and Mother Song was quickly talking to something on the phone, but her face was getting worse and worse.
"Why can't you even do this little thing, and there is such a big mistake, are you capable of bearing those losses in the company!"
Listening to Song's mother's voice, Song Zhu also knew that something should have happened in the company.
Sure enough, after hanging up the phone, Mother Song came over and said with some embarrassment. "The child is not good at mother, and I have promised you to go with me, but this time the company has some problems with the finance, and it needs to be dealt with slowly, and it is very urgent, do you want us to go out in a few days."
Looking at Song Mu's apologetic look, Song Zhu really didn't understand, what was there to be sorry for.
"It's okay, Mom, our ticket has been booked, and it will be a big loss to withdraw it like this, otherwise I'll go alone, it's also a workout."
The Song family is actually not very wealthy, if neither of them goes, at least 1,000 will be lost.
"Can you really? So far on the road. ”
Song Zhu nodded: "There's nothing wrong with it, haven't I been renting a house outside to go to school?" Besides, sooner or later, I'm going to have to live on my own, and it's not a bad thing to be early now. ”
In fact, both mother and daughter know very well that this time is gone, and it will be difficult to meet again next time, Song's mother is busy with work on weekdays, otherwise she would not let Song Zhu rent a house outside to go to school alone.
Although Song's mother didn't really want her daughter to go to school alone, the things above the company, this time the incident suddenly happened and couldn't leave.
In the end, it was decided that the next day, Song Zhu set off to the capital alone.
It's just that when she was packing up, Mother Song told her vigorously, afraid that she would miss something.
Song Zhu originally grew up in an orphanage, and now she was just going out of the house, so she was naturally not very afraid, but it made Song's mother worried.
Song Zhu wanted to comfort her mother, but because she had been alone for more than 20 years before, she really didn't know how to say it, and in the end, on the way to the airport, Song Zhu's mother was just nagging there alone.
She tilted her head to look out the window at the backward scenery, and there was a moment of trance.
She didn't know when she could leave this world, and she knew very well that it was just a book, even if it had a warmth and affection that she had never experienced before.
But it's just a book.
These so-called feelings are probably fleeting.
"Xiaozhu, in fact, my mother knows that there is too little companionship for you since I was a child, and I also threw you in my aunt's house most of the time, and now that you are at this age, you still have no time to make up for it, and my mother naturally does not have it, so I will determine what school and professional qualifications you choose, and you can fill in how you want to fill in the college entrance examination this time."
The car stopped, Song Zhu came back to his senses, and when he heard such words, his heart was sour. "Mom, if you don't want to give me a better life, why do you work so hard?"
Song Zhu was a little sarcastic in his heart, look at how ridiculous she is, knowing that these are all fake now, but she still can't see her mother sad.
No matter how reluctant Song's mother was, in the end, Song Zhu still got on the plane by himself.
After taking the train back, Xie Jue didn't go home, and after such a long time, I don't know if those people will continue to be stuck there.
He was not in the mood to trouble those people now, so he could only find a hotel for fifty yuan a night to stay.
For the whole day, he sat alone in his room, not even eating.
And the first thing he did when he went out the next night was to go to Shen Shuo.