151 Rather than broken jade
[Please keep in mind the domain name of this site" ", or search in Baidu: Sanlian Literature Network]. Su Bei also said that in the future, he could not go to the hospital for chemotherapy, as long as there was still a glimmer of hope, he could not give up.
Time seems to have returned to a few months ago, when Su Bei first met her, and took her to the hospital, although the chemotherapy was painful, at least there was Su Bei's company.
When he got home, Lin Wei was working in the study, there was a cup of coffee in front of the desk, Su Bei walked in, looked at Lin Wei for a while, and then picked up the cup and walked out. This Lin Wei really didn't give him a moment of peace, there were coffee beans at home, but he wanted to buy the instant one to drink, and he had already told her that the instant one should drink less.
Lin Wei saw that it was Subei, and he didn't say anything, the two seemed to have nothing to say, but they clearly knew what the other party wanted to say. In fact, it's not that she doesn't want to make coffee, but she really can't, she once tried a few times when Subei was away, and the results ended in failure, and over time she didn't bother to cook it, anyway, there is a Subei at home who can cook it? Then why did she force herself to learn what she couldn't learn?
When Su Bei came in again, she already had an extra cup of hot coffee in her hand, and Lin Wei's nose was so smart, she asked at once, it was her favorite cappuccino. It's strange to say, it stands to reason that a woman like her should rarely like to drink this kind of coffee, but she just does. After drinking the cappuccino boiled by Subei for the first time, her mouth seemed to become very tricky. Usually when she goes outside, she doesn't want to drink it yet, but when she goes home, she has to cook a cup in Subei.
Su Bei once said that she didn't take such a toss, in the middle of the night in order to catch up with the plan book, Lin Wei didn't sleep, but she woke him up in the middle of the night, just for a cup of cappuccino.
Su Bei remembered that Lin Wei's expression at that time was like that of a child who was eager to eat candy, but he was not tall enough to reach him who was a cut above her, so he had to use some small tricks to force him to comply. Su Bei once thought that he would never do these things for any woman in his life, not even Jing Moli. But Lin Wei broke his rules again and again, and he couldn't even imagine that they would get married one day, and they would hide it for five years.
"Busy? "
Putting down the coffee, Lin Wei quickly picked it up and put it on the tip of his nose and smelled it, and then put it down satisfied, looking very intoxicated. Read and see the update of our speed first)
When he was done, Lin Wei deliberately raised his hand to look at his watch, it was already two o'clock in the morning. There was a mess on the table, and she didn't bother to clean it up, she was so sleepy that she had to go to sleep. There is a meeting to be chaired early tomorrow morning.
Stretching his waist, Lin Wei walked out of the study, but when he passed by the living room, he saw the empty room, walked in and was in a daze.
That room was her room when her marriage to Subei had not yet been discovered, and although they often slept together at the time, they were sometimes separated after all. But at this time, the relationship has been clarified, so there is no excuse for separation. The people of the Surin family are also happy, Fu Jin and Xu Lian are busy with their work, but they are not sloppy about the matter of their heirs at all. Remembering that the two of them still lived in separate rooms, they hurriedly asked Su Bei to match the backup key, and privately dismantled the bed for the two of them. Lin Wei didn't think about this for a while, the two of them didn't listen, so she had to sleep with Su Bei. In fact, Lin Wei and Subei didn't live together early?
With a light smile, Lin Wei reached out and touched the painting on the wall, and then felt that the surroundings were empty, but it was a little quiet and terrifying. Withdrawing her hand, Lin Wei suddenly remembered what Xu Lian said last time that she would change this place into a baby room, so should she discuss with Su Bei and have a child? After all, they are not young, and since the marriage has been confirmed, it is time to consider the issue of children.
Every time she sees Nuan hugging Xiaohe, she always fantasizes about holding her own child. Lin Wei stretched out her hand and stroked her belly, once, she should have had a child, but that's it...... She is destined to be out of touch with that child.
Stretched out his hand, turned on the light, and found that Su Bei had fallen asleep. The sound of light breathing came from the wing of his nose, faintly, Lin Wei reached out and probed in front of his nose, and a warm gas sprayed on her fingers, crispy and numb, but it was like a warm current passing through the bottom of his heart, Lin Wei's face produced a strange flush, but the flush was very light, and it only took a while to return to normal, and even Lin Wei himself didn't have time to catch it.
After adjusting his mentality, Lin Wei washed his face, took off his clothes and prepared to go to bed.
"Done? "
Maybe it was because the movement was too big, Lin Wei just lay down, and Su Bei woke up. Lin Wei was stunned for a while, looked at Su Bei's eyes, and hurriedly pulled the quilt to cover himself, and also covered up his embarrassment by the way.
This northern Jiangsu, waking up is really timely. It just so happened that he saw her in distress.
Lin Wei has a habit since he was a child, he doesn't like to have any restraints on his body when he sleeps, so he will always strip naked and naked before going to bed. Although she was with Su Bei later, she couldn't change this habit. As long as she sleeps in clothes, she is uncomfortable all over her body, rolling all night, and Subei has always slept lightly, and she has woken up Subei many times because she doesn't know it.
"Hmmm! "
"Then sleep! "
Su Bei stretched out his hand and turned off the lamp, and the room suddenly darkened.
It seems that after a long time, Lin Wei seems to hear Su Bei's even breathing, but she can't sleep. I had to keep my eyes wide open and stare at the dark room in a daze.
"You're not sleeping yet? "
A roll, Su Bei faced her, although it was very dark, but the two looked at each other, there was still a trace of awareness.
"Hmm...... "
"I can't sleep, Beizi, you talk to me for a while! "
Lin Wei said, and then lay down.
Su Bei was speechless for a moment, and he even wondered if there was something wrong with his ears. That's why I heard Lin Wei's tone of speech. Even though the two have known each other for so many years, he rarely seems to hear such a context from Lin Wei's mouth, and there seems to be a trace of helplessness.
What do you want to say? "
Su Bei also lay flat, both of them stared at the ceiling in a daze, and then were silent for a long time. It wasn't until Su Bei thought that Lin Wei had fallen asleep that she moved her body, indicating that she still existed.
"Beizi, we want a child! "
Lin Wei's words were very ordinary and indifferent, but they stopped in Su Bei's ears in a different situation. How did he feel that Lin Wei wanted to be very reluctant, but he wanted it very much. How did these two extreme emotions appear in Lin Wei's words?
Su Bei was silent for a long time, and he didn't even know how to answer Lin Wei.
Want a baby?
It's easy to say, but having a child is not so simple and easy. He has been with Lin Wei for five years, and the number of times he has loved is not small, but he has not seen any time when Lin Wei is pregnant. He actually knew that Lin Wei didn't want children. But Lin Wei is also strange, he doesn't want to have children, but he doesn't let him wear a condom, so he has been taking contraceptives. Su Bei wanted to discuss this issue with her several times, but when the words came to his lips, he still swallowed them back.
He didn't understand why Lin Wei suddenly mentioned this matter, so he was stunned and didn't know how to answer.
Lin Wei was a little annoyed, because of Su Bei's silence, her heart was tight for no reason, could it be that Su Bei didn't want children?
"Beizi? …… "
"Hmm...... Weiwei, why did you suddenly think of saying this? "
"We're not too young, and it's not too late to have children at this time...... "
Lin Wei paused as he spoke.
"What's more, Mom, they're also in a hurry...... "
That's also a reason.
Lin Wei thought so, but left out the most important reason. She didn't tell Subei, in fact, she also wanted a child.
Su Bei was stunned for a long time, and then digested the information in Lin Wei's words. The conclusion is that the family thinks that they are married, and they are not young, and they want to hold their grandchildren.
With a faint smile, Su Bei's heart was inexplicably annoyed, he couldn't tell what was wrong, but he was uncomfortable in his heart.
"What's wrong with you? "
Thinking that Subei didn't want children, Lin Wei frowned and asked.
"What about you? Do you want children? "
Su Bei's words caused silence again, and he stretched out his hand and turned on the table lamp. The dark room lit up in vain, and he couldn't adapt to the light all of a sudden, but he confused Lin Wei's eyes. Close gently, then open again.
Lin Wei frowned and looked at Su Bei with dissatisfaction, and simply turned over to look at his side face.
"What am I? Didn't I say that? We want a child. "
Lin Wei's answer was reasonable, but Su Bei was not satisfied with this answer at all, and turned to look at her face to face. The bright waters of the lake met his deep eyes.
"I'm asking you, do you want children? Weiwei, before your parents opened their mouths, did you want you to have a child? "
"I ...... "
Gritting his teeth, Lin Wei didn't know how to answer. But looking at Su Bei's questioning eyes, Lin Wei's heart was half cold, did he think she told him just because his parents said they wanted a child?
"Beizi, what do you mean? "
"Weiwei, we are not tools for giving birth to children, if the child is not born with hope, she is destined not to be happy. "
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