Chapter 114: The Dream of Enlightenment
Perhaps, when people are old, the joy of family is the real happiness. Human life is very short and precious, how to spend it? When you look back, if you find that your whole life is a failure, then you are destined to be a failure; If you find that your life is actually not bad, or you are living a very satisfactory life, then you are a successful person; In fact, when I am old, I know how important those cherished moments of life are, life is a journey, enjoy the surrounding scenery in a hurry, and stride towards a bright and beautiful world. That's a kind of happiness, that's a kind of beauty, it's the best memory of life. When I get old, the happiness, sadness, longing, and yearning I used to have become so ethereal and I don't care. Only a thought and care for future generations remain in my heart.
After filling a plastic bag of oranges, Wu Lie bought another bag of sugar. He walked home with several large bags of food and Feng Tian.
Wu Lie's family lived in a unit building with only six floors, and Feng Tian walked in front and walked under the doorway of his house, a doorway marked with the A2 logo, and they stopped. Feng Tian rang the doorbell of 502. After a while, a voice came from the doorbell: "Are you back after shopping?" It was Yan Qing's voice.
I heard a "ding dong" and the door opened. Feng Tian and Wu Lie, who was carrying a pile of food, walked towards their home.
Wu Lie said to Yan Qing: "Mom, I'm back!" No, I bought some breakfast and came back. ”
Yan Qing replied, "By the way, did you buy sugar?" ”
Wu Lie hurriedly said: "I bought it, can you forget what you explained?" ”
"Yikes! Bought so many things. ”
Wu Lie took out a bag of sugar and said, "Na! Mom, this is the sugar you want. ”
"What did you all buy?"
"I bought some soy milk, fritters and some oranges."
"Have you had breakfast?"
"We're all done!"
After a while, Cheng Xiong also walked out in his pajamas. Cheng Xiong looked at the soy milk and fritters on the table and said, "Huh? Who buys soy milk and fritters? ”
Yan Qing said: "Of course it's our son and our father, the two of them got up early in the morning and went to Nanshan Park for morning exercises, and by the way, they bought breakfast for us, and the two of them had already finished eating." ”
Feng Tian said: "After my eldest grandson and I finished practicing in the morning, we walked to the foot of the mountain and saw a breakfast shop, so we went to eat first. After eating, I bought some soy milk, fried dough sticks and oranges. Eat it, my eldest grandson and I have already finished eating. ”
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People's day is busy, early in the morning, fast food at noon, and dinner in the evening. All walks of life, the vast sea of people, the traffic, the lights are bright. From the morning market that welcomes the sunrise to the night market that sends the sunset. Man is like a variety of animals running on the African savannah, living for different purposes. Survival, struggle, detachment. People are always looking for themselves in the torrent of waves. Until the dead of night, the eyes are closed, and the snoring sounds. Only then did he begin his own dreams and his own inner world.
Feng Tian also began his own dream.
In a blur, he seemed to enter another world. It was a world that I had experienced before, but it didn't seem to have experienced.
It was first and foremost a ray of light, a light that reflected people's hearts, a light that was wandering, unknown, and mysterious.
Feng Tian also seems to have become younger, only in his twenties. He walked in this world of light, walking alone.
"Where is this? Is it a wonderful world? Is this a world full of light? ”
At this moment, a familiar man's voice came, this voice appeared in his dreams I don't know how many times, the voice said, "Yes! It's light! It's a wonderful world! ”
"Dad! Father! Where are you? ”
"You don't need to know where I am? You just need to know that I am by your side, transformed into light, and has always accompanied this family, and has always accompanied everyone through it. ”
"Dad! I know you've always been there for us, but I miss you! I haven't been able to see you in person for so many years, can you let me see you again? ”
The world seems to be much quieter, leaving only a holy, white-glowing universe. The voice seemed to fade away, as if it had never sounded.
"Dad! Are you there? Are you still there? For so many years, I have always kept in mind what you said, and I must yearn for the light! I have always yearned, constantly pursued, and constantly guarded. ”
People are always full of yearning for things they can't get, and when he was young, Feng Tian longed for his father's love, as if he was a butterfly, but he never flew the same sadness. Shi Chen's heroic and fearless image has become more and more tall in the hearts of his family members due to the influence of Feng Tian's obsession with him!
There is no way in life, but the more you have experienced and the more things you know, you will know how to go on the road under your feet. Leisurely, happy, chic, this road that others can't see, is so romantic and calm, calm and calm.
"Maybe that's fate! I am destined to be without you in my life, and my life is destined to lack a father. Dad, why do you think you're so irresponsible? Just when I was still so young, I left Feng Ma and me! Do you really feel how we feel? ”
The holy and beautiful world, there is still no reply~
"Why? Why? Do you know how much our family has suffered? ”
The wonderful world is still silent and quiet~
Feng Tian sighed helplessly: "Are you still there?" ”
The world seemed to have really abandoned Feng Tian, that kind of helplessness, he felt as if he heard his father's sacrifice for the first time at the train station. I don't want to accept reality, but I can't do anything about it.
The young Feng Tian said helplessly: "Speak! Father! Speak! ”
Slowly, the world began to distort, and the world became more and more abstract. It was a terrible scene, it was the hometown of Feng Tian. The flames of war have burned across the Yalu River, bullets are flying, explosions are heard, people are wailing, corpses are everywhere, and many people have been displaced, many people have been uprooted from their homes.
"Son, don't blame me! If it were not for the sacrifices of our generation, where would there be peace for so many generations? There is no time in the world that is quiet, and there is always someone to carry the weight forward! The joy of the world is bought by the lives of many people! Don't ask again, don't ask again, everything will pass, everything is just a moment~ You have reached this age, don't be entangled anymore~"
Slowly, the wrinkles on Feng Tian's face began to increase, and he became much older in an instant. yes, isn't it? Why did you always hate and miss your father when you were a year ago? Hates his father's irresponsibility to the family, but misses his father's heroic image, maybe this is the influence of the father on his son!
"Hey~ Forget it, I'm already so old, why do I care about so many things? Live a good life in the future, why when I was young, I always thought about how good my father would be if he lived, and always thought about something that was simply impossible, now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous, I'm really ridiculous~"
Slowly, the world began to become clear, from a hazy and beautiful world, became clear, and finally woke up from a dream...... Baidu takes a look at the latest chapter of "Men's World Masterpiece Literature" to read for free for the first time.