Chapter 664: Guilt

"Didn't you just say that I didn't follow the rules of the family, if that's the case, why do you need to find a reason."

"You give me a few words, I'm still obsessed, go to the ancestral hall and kneel for me now, reflect on your own mistakes, and when you figure it out, you can come out again."

Cheng Xinheng remembered the gloomy ancestral hall, in this cold day, there was nothing in it, not even a ghost, let Cheng Liting kneel alone on the cold bluestone slab, and he would definitely have to kneel down for problems.

"Dad, this is a bit too serious, not to mention that Brother Li Ting wants to leave, why do you need to go to the ancestral hall with him to kneel."

"You shut up for me, the child didn't make a mess for me at this time, instigating his own brother to leave, what is going on in his heart, if you talk again, you will give me a word of kneeling."

"Kneel and kneel, it's not like I haven't knelt, you used to do this, am I missing, and now there are two deep dents on the futon in the ancestral hall, which I knelt down at the beginning."

"The head of the family, is there something wrong with this, the ancestral hall is cold, this cold day lets two people in, even two strong men can't last long, and it is very likely that there will be a root of the disease at that time."

"That's right, Cheng Liting has something wrong, but there is no need to punish him so harshly, he has to say anything well."

"But when you look at his appearance, do you think he knows the wrong look, I think he is just iron-hearted and wants to leave."

Cheng Xinheng answered: "Originally, since you know it yourself, then why do you have to do more, the twisted melon is not sweet, once it is my brother's final decision, absolutely no one can change it, even if your brother Fa brother kneels through the floor tiles of the ancestral hall, it is useless, you don't already know this." ”

Old Man Cheng didn't know this, but let him watch his son leave the family, and it was his own will, how could he bear it?

"You blame me as a father so much in your heart, and you don't even want to continue to wear this surname?"

"This surname is nothing remarkable, I don't understand why you usually have such a sense of superiority, what kind of society is it now, how many years has the emperor disappeared, and you still pay attention to the set of superior people."

"Since my brother doesn't want to stay here anymore, then let him leave, anyway, he didn't say that he would use yours when he left, just like he said that what he owes you for so many years is almost the same, and some will be slowly repaid in the future, I will help him."

"Why do you have to force it, my brother has never been happy at home for so many years, when have you ever seen a smile on his face, at least by An Yanxi's side, I think he is quite happy, why force him to stay."

The other elders listened to this sentence somewhat embarrassingly, they have always been proud of their surname "Cheng", and at the same time they still retain some old feudal ideas, thinking that they are higher than ordinary people.

At the same time, after so many years, they really haven't seen any smile on Chu Jian's face, and even some can't imagine what it would be like if he laughed one day, most of them were a little scary.

However, everyone didn't think there was anything wrong with this, because in their opinion, a qualified person in power should be moody and angry, and any emotions should be able to deal with rationally.

is also because of such a reason, so everyone is more inclined to Cheng Liting between Cheng Liting and Cheng Chujian, but they have never thought that a person has not laughed for decades, how depressed and difficult his heart is, it is not normal at all......

Looking at his father who didn't say a word, Cheng Xinheng suddenly felt a little angry in his heart, for so many years, he neglected their two sons, and for the mother he was sorry for back then.

"Dad, in addition to ensuring that we can get a good education, eat well and dress warmly over the years, what other things have you cared about us?"

"When have you ever cared about my brother's emotions and me, and when have you ever cared about why the two of us are happy? Why are you unhappy, you didn't show up once when I had a parent-teacher conference, every time my brother went, and my classmates only knew that I had an older brother, and they didn't even know that I had a father. ”

"Fortunately, I still have a brother, but what about my brother, who is he, his mother is long gone, my memory of him is a little vague, and you, the father, there is no difference at all between having and not having it."

"Over the years, I've never seen him at home, and of course my brother won't see him cry when he goes down, even if he is a perfect robot, you can't see any emotions in him, and all the time you see him is sensible."

"I know that this is what you all want to see, and you have deliberately cultivated him to be like this, you think that this is a good person in power, and he should have the merits, but you have forgotten that my brother is not a robot, nor is he a simple person in power, he is still a person."

"He has his own joys, sorrows, and sorrows, likes and dislikes, happiness and sadness, sadness, and pain, but you have never paid attention to these, until An Yanxi appeared, I knew that he was also a person, his heart would beat, he would be moved by a woman, and he would laugh because of a woman."

"Even at that time, there was a conflict between the two of them, and my brother was sad for so many years, my heart was still happy, at least I knew that at that time he still knew what pain was, and he could still feel uncomfortable, proving that he was still alone."

"And now the two of them are finally together, but because of the rules that nothing in the family, because of the inconspicuous family background in your eyes, you want to deprive my brother of the happiness that he has won so hard, don't think it's too cruel."

No one was speechless, no one could utter a single word of rebuttal, the whole room was silent, even breathing was quiet, so quiet that even a needle could be heard.

What can be said, what Cheng Xinheng said is the truth, they have always been concerned about who is more likely to take over the Cheng family, and how much benefit they can get from it, and it is better to think that the family may be able to go further.

But no one has ever paid attention to the person Li Ting, they are concerned about the name, the benefits brought by this person.

Of course, they don't have the obligation to care about him, and Cheng Liting has never expected their care, but I didn't feel it in my heart when I didn't pay attention to it before, but now I actually put all this in front of him to say, and they know what they have ignored all these years?

"So don't blame my brother for wanting to leave, if it were me, I would have collapsed a long time ago, and I couldn't wait to leave this suffocating home, to be honest, it was because of this that I was more confirmed, my brother has no feelings at all, otherwise how can a person live in such a depressing place for so many years without collapsing."

"If you still think of yourself as our father, and you still have a little bit in your heart, the position of our two sons, then don't stop my brother's decision."

Old Man Cheng looked at his two sons, he never thought that there would be so many grievances in the hearts of the two of them, nor did he expect that over the years, he thought he had taken good care of them, but he ignored them in many places.

His heart was suddenly full of guilt, he had promised his wife that he would take good care of these two sons, but he didn't even realize her last wish, but he couldn't easily say that he was sorry.

can only look at his two sons quietly, there are a thousand words in his heart, but he doesn't know how to spit it out for a while.

Cheng Liting could easily see the sadness and helplessness on his father's slightly old face, as well as some guilt in his sharp eyes.

But at this time, he felt a little funny in his heart, after so many years, he had long stopped looking forward to it, so why did he have to put on such a posture now.

And because of his uncle, who is wholeheartedly for the sake of the family, heard Cheng Xinheng's words, his face showed a self-ashamed expression.

"It's really bad for us in this matter, we just think it's good that the two of you are well fed, warmly dressed, and not bullied, but we ignore the thoughts of the two of you, and we ignore the feelings of the two of you."

"It's true that we are sorry for your two children, and it is also appropriate for you to have such thoughts, but no matter what, you two are children of the Cheng family, and I hope you can stay for the sake of your own blood relationship, and we promise that I will ignore the feelings of the two of you in the future."

"Uncle is too late to say this, the two of us have already grown up, and we don't need these things anymore, and my brother will probably not accept them again, of course your kindness is in our hearts, but we really won't do anything superfluous."

"My brother is now gradually changing little by little, although these are not brought by us, but I think since he has already had the idea of leaving, then it proves that he has been tired of it for so many years, and it is impossible for him to stay."

This uncle couldn't find more words of comfort, he looked at Cheng Liting, who had not said a word since the beginning, and there was no change in his expression, really as Cheng Xinheng said, he didn't care about these things at all now.

Even if Cheng Liting told his grievances over the years, there was no sad and indignant expression on his face, to see if there was any resentment, as if he had just listened to a story, and the protagonist of the story was not him.

No, it should be said that there is no emotion, even if you listen to the story, you will be moved by the experience of the people in the story, as if they outsiders will feel throbbing in their hearts when they listen to it, but Cheng Liting has not shown any changes from beginning to end, it is really like an emotionless robot, nothing can attract his attention.

Thinking of this, this uncle couldn't help but let out a heavy sigh: "Hey, in the end, it's our fault, and I really don't have the qualifications to force you to stay, since that's the case, let it be." ”

Of course, there are still some people who think that the two brothers are hypocritical, they got the best resources of the Cheng family, and now they are still standing here and confidently saying that the Cheng family has not felt the feelings of the two of them.