Chapter 197: Bad luck and bad luck
"It's okay, you just need to take care of the baby." The eldest princess of Zhaoming personally comforted Ying Shu and said, "These things, our princess's mansion can still do the master." The eldest princess let out a long sigh and pretended to be shocked, but Ying Shu could get a glimpse of the eldest princess's tired look.
Outsiders seem to be the eldest sister of the emperor who is noble and infinite, and when the emperor was the crown prince, she helped the emperor survive in the treacherous palace court, and helped the emperor stabilize the government and conquer the hearts of the ministers when the emperor first ascended the throne. It's just that the emperor has obviously regarded this eldest sister who protected him everywhere as a Guantao Taiping and the like in his heart.
"Mother, Abin ......" Although she knew that she shouldn't ask, Ran Yingshu still mustered up the courage to ask, "The royal driver is ...... in person"
"It's already been a fold for Your Majesty. If you can not go, it is best to just think about Your Majesty, I should ask Brother Huan'er to go. The eldest princess's expression froze again, and she sighed again: "The palms and backs of the hands are all my meat, which one can I give up?" ”
"Mother......" Yingshu didn't know what to say, and she herself was very distressed.
"You take care of it, Qi Ranran and Brother Ke'er are all watched, and no one in this mansion will come to harm you."
Yingshu nodded and expressed her gratitude, "Thank you mother for being considerate of me." It's just ......" Yingshu hesitated a little, but after thinking about it, she finally said what she thought in her heart: "But brother, this child, I want to think about it, but I can't live in the end." Those elderberries were added by Qi Ranran, but what can a brother understand when he is so young? It's just that the daughter-in-law doesn't know who to believe, and she doesn't know whether to believe it or not, but it's hard to teach him like this. ”
The eldest princess smiled bitterly at Ying Shu: "Child, many things are not clear in this deep mansion compound. There are some things that cannot be found, but even if evidence is found in some things, the truth behind them is unknown. If you want to know the truth, you don't have to look for evidence, but look at it with your eyes and taste it with your days. ”
Ying Shu felt that she knew what the eldest princess meant, but she didn't feel that she didn't quite understand.
"Mother, perhaps, daughter-in-law can raise Ke Ge'er by her side. After all, I am his mother-in-law, if I don't take care of it, I will be the truth. ”
"Aren't you afraid?" The eldest princess looked at Ying Shu, "You should know that children who are not your own are not familiar with it." To be a human being, you don't need to be kind and kind, as long as you can protect yourself. The eldest princess smiled: "I have seen so many accidents in the palace, you don't have to be a virtuous mother-in-law, no matter what, you are a good daughter-in-law of Brother Bin." ”
Ying Shu smiled faintly, but her heart became more and more determined, "Mother, I don't want people to praise me, I just ...... I don't want Abin to have regrets. ”
"Huh?" The eldest princess looked at Ying Shu carefully: "What regrets?" ”
Ying Shu straightened her expression, she never intended to say polite lies in front of the eldest princess, "My daughter-in-law thinks that as a woman, it should always be the same." For a daughter-in-law, it is either her own child, or no matter how virtuous she is, but it is not as good as her parents and children after all. I never wanted to pretend that I thought of this child as if I were my own, and that there was dignity and humility after all. But for Abin, it's different, but my brother is Abin's child. If in the future, Abin remembers that he is like this to his children, it will be a pity. And after all, I took on the name of a mother-in-law, I can dislike Brother Ke'er, but I can't always evade the responsibility of my mother-in-law. ”
The eldest princess couldn't help but fall into deep thought, and only after a long time did she slowly speak: "Okay, I hope that the heart you spend on this child can have a good result." ”
Regarding Ying Shu's desire to raise Brother Ke'er again, almost no one will agree with it except for Ying Shu herself.
Shen Bin said: "What are you doing to block yourself with this immature child? If there is anything else in your womb, what do you call me? ”
Zhang's mother chattered: "Girl, is this confused? Now that you are pregnant and the most laborable, how can you still do this? That kid is raised by his side, not to mention that he has any bad intentions, but he runs and jumps and collides with you, how can you be good? It's easy to conceive a child, the girl should raise the baby in peace, just a concubine, why should the girl be so concerned? ”
Apricot is even more direct: "The girl is crazy, do you think your life is too comfortable?" That kid is like this, he has to be like his own mother, you are kind to him, how did he treat you? ”
Even the gentlest fragrant pear couldn't help but say: "The girl really shouldn't be, it's really inappropriate like this." ”
Ying Shu could only smile a little at the doubts of several people, in fact, she never tried to raise a non-biological child into a biological mother-and-child relationship. Just keeping it by your side, and caring for it and wanting to be familiar with it, are fundamentally two different concepts.
The days passed quickly, and the New Year's Month, which was in a strong festive atmosphere, was about to end, and in a blink of an eye, it was fifteen, less than six days before the original day of the royal expedition. And the Shen family, as originally expected, was finally joined by Shen Bin instead of Shen Bin, and together with many children of the family, he accompanied the emperor to march in person.
In fact, as early as Chinese New Year's Eve, after the accident, Shen Bin talked to Shen Bin, he knew early on that his eldest brother was deliberate, but his heart was very complicated, and the two brothers sighed all night.
As for what ended up talking, only the two brothers themselves know.
Seeing Shen Bin's visible emaciation, and the smile on his face became less and less. The young man who used to have a smiling face, an extremely bright and good-looking boy who would smile at everything, is now difficult to see his smile.
was also unhappy all day, as well as Shen Bin's sister-in-law Jin.
On a few occasions, Ying Shu could clearly feel the resentment in Jin's expression. I don't even know if it's out of her heart or if it's really like that, Ying Shu feels that the Jin family is not so kind and close to her.
But in the end, it is the daughter of a big family, and her temperament is absolutely speechless, even if she is angry in her heart, she is only occasional, and she will not always hang this matter on her face, let alone break her affection.
Ying Shu finally chose to ask Jin this question, and said very frankly: "Sister-in-law, don't you resent me and Abin?" ”
Jin smiled at Ying Shu embarrassedly: "Actually, at the beginning, I was resentful in my heart, I thought, your husband is not good at taking risks, can my husband take risks?" is also a child of the Shen family, and my husband is going to go to the battlefield when he gives birth to me? ”
Jin said as he spoke, and there was a look of guilt on his face: "But I forgot, at the beginning, it was Brother Bin who should have gone to the battlefield, if there was no such thing, it was Brother Bin who was preparing to go on the expedition now." The one who is uncomfortable is your brother and sister. You and I are the same people, I think my husband is honestly at home, but my younger siblings will think the same way, and Brother Bin and my younger siblings have done nothing wrong, so why should you two bear it? ”
Ying Shu is very grateful to the Jin family for having this open-minded and generous mind, this matter is indeed the two brothers are not wrong, no matter who should go to the battlefield to take risks, but there must always be one of them, if the person concerned is uncomfortable and does not handle it well, it is easy to have disputes.
is what Ying Shu knows, because of the incident of several brothers and concubines quarreling because they want to send a man to the battle, it is not a minority among the families in Pingjing City.
I was very lucky to meet my brothers and concubines who were reasonable people.
"What's more, my family, you don't usually speak, but your mind has already been completely thought about. Nothing can change what he decides, I'm just angry, what can I change? Kim smiled bitterly, "Instead of complaining in my heart, it is better to accept it, worship the gods, and bless him with safety and health." Alas......"
"Then I'll accompany my sister-in-law." Ying Shu can only express her gratitude to Shen Wei and her debt to the Jin family in this way.
"You're getting older this month, can you?" Kim hesitated.
"Harm, my body is getting better and better, and there are servants on the left and right when I go out, what can happen? And one more person is also one more heart. ”
"Okay."
The two concubines set the second day and drove to Jingchun Temple to pray for blessings.
On the second day, when I arrived at Jingchunguan, I happened to see Ruotong's mother, Mrs. Wang, visiting here, and Mrs. Wang saw that it was Yingshu, so she pulled her over affectionately and talked to Yingshu for a long time.
I haven't seen her for a long time, Mrs. Wang seems to be much older, and the mother of the princess, who is usually dignified and magnificent, is now old, her face is full of tiredness, and her eyebrows are even more uncomfortable.
That is a mother's deepest concern for her daughter.
Fortunately, now that the prince's health is improving, and the emperor has been a lot gentler towards the prince after the last incident, it can also make people feel at ease for the time being. And the emperor made a decree as early as the tenth day of the first month, and when the royal driver left Beijing, the prince would supervise the country, so that the position of the East Palace could undoubtedly be more stable.
It's just that these can't teach Mrs. Wang to be at ease, she is still worried, so she came to Jingchunguan to pray for blessings, "I just thought that I could teach His Royal Highness and Niangniang to be good, life in the palace is really not easy, and besides, His Royal Highness's body must also be healthy and healthy." I heard that the old gentleman here is the most effective, so I thought that it would be a little bit of heart to offer an immortal tablet to Niangniang and His Royal Highness. ”
The thoughts of mothers in the world are always moving, Yingshu sighed and moved, but also only had a sincere blessing: "Madame, rest assured, it will be." ”
Mrs. Wang grabbed Yingshu's hand, "Child, thanks to you, I can often enter the palace to talk to my mother." What my aunt remembers in her heart, you also have to take care of yourself. ”
"Thank you, auntie."
It's just that Mrs. Wang was relieved for a few days, and the prince's side was unstable again.
Less than three days before the expedition, no one knew what was going on, the prince suddenly felt a pain in his heart, that is, he spurted out a mouthful of blood, and immediately fainted on the ground......