Xiao Hei stood in front of me, looked at the emptiness in front of him, and said to me anxiously: "Give me the ring, maybe I can see it now"

I reached out to remove the ring, but found that there was nothing left on my ring finger, only a faint scar, which gradually burrowed into the skin under the gaze of the two of them, and there was no trace, and the ring was gone!

When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't say a word, sitting in front of Xiao Hei's bed and smoking. This kind of thing is not once or twice, I really feel like I am about to be cornered, I don't know why these strange and abrasive broken feelings appear on me one after another, it is really a wave of unevenness, I should really go and burn high incense, what is wrong with this, where did that ring go again.

Xiao Hei saw my coke oven, hesitated and said to me: "My dad knows an old man who can help people read fortunes, and even Wushan Orion has given him three points, why don't I find him to show you?" ”

"Is he from the village or from the mountains?" I asked

"It's the weird old man who lives in Wushan, the old man who often does white things for others"

I fell into deep thought, I still heard about him, the first time I encountered a strange thing was to go to Wushan to find him to organize my uncle's funeral, remembering the experience of that night, I couldn't help but be a little afraid. It was as if I was in the grave, and my dead uncle was standing right in front of me.

"Good! Let that old guy do the math for me, and see how long it will take me to marry a daughter-in-law" Wang Qiu wanted to intervene as soon as he heard that something strange happened, even if he didn't know what was going on.

"Forget it, it's still gone, I've heard people say that fortune telling will be more and more bad, and it won't do me any good" I squeezed out a smile and politely rejected Xiao Hei.

"Aren't you not afraid at all? Or is there any hole card that has been kept in place? Xiao Hei held back for a long time, threw away the cigarette butt and finally asked this question.

At the same time, I was also asking myself, one after another strange things happened to me, it stands to reason that I would have been scared for a long time, but there will only be a temporary fluctuation, and I won't feel a little scared after that, it's a little abnormal to think about it, and ordinary people have been driven crazy a long time ago, why? Am I used to it? If you want to talk about hole cards, it is self-regulation and self-comfort, is it that I have gone too far in self-comfort, comforting myself to the point that I have been paralyzed? Thinking of this, a thought suddenly occurred in my mind that made me even more uneasy, and it was more like a premonition.

"I think ......" I was halfway through my words, and I looked at Xiao Hei and hesitated, whether I should tell Xiao Hei about my deepest worries.

"Say, I will help if I can, and the more people who know, the less trouble" Xiao Hei's firm eyes gave me enough security. After a puff of cigarette, I told all the last reservations I had in my heart.

"I'm not afraid because I feel that there are more terrible things to happen in the future, these are just scratches of the skin, just a trace of waves before the storm" After saying it in one breath, I put the cigarette in my mouth, and the strong premonition became bigger and bigger, I suddenly felt that I shouldn't say the biggest fear and uneasiness in my heart like this, I hope that Xiao Hei will not sleep tonight because of my words.

Xiao Hei stopped talking, lit a cigarette again, his expression was very complicated, even a little ugly, if these things are not enough for me to think deeply about the crisis, then what kind of things will make me unbearable, how terrible things should be! Xiao Hei didn't dare to think or guess, all he could do now was to quietly smoke the remaining cigarettes in this cigarette case with me.

"It's not early, let's go to bed first" Xiao Hei took a sip of wine and lay down on the bed.

The dormitory was quiet, I couldn't sleep, and at three o'clock in the morning, I woke up on time and lit a cigarette. Smoke slowly, enjoying the feeling of being smoky. My mind went blank, the little things that had just happened were nothing compared to what I was going to do.

I closed my eyes and slowly put my hand on my chest, the temperature of my right hand was transmitted to my skin, my chest was a little hot, and I was once again looking forward to the beating of life in my chest, but five minutes passed, ten minutes later, my chest was still calm, without a little undulation. I sighed, my eyes moistened a little, and I turned my head to the side.

I can't remember a young night at three o'clock in the morning, and I suddenly found that I had no heartbeat, and for a long time I lived in fear, and this heartbeat has been coming and going from then on, and it is no longer beating regularly. I couldn't muster up the courage to go to the clinic, so I had to do everything I could to avoid this deficiency. I was worried about whether I had been dead since then, or if it was a sign that my life was short, and I didn't dare to bury this matter in my heart when I was young, and I didn't say a word about my parents, because I was afraid that my parents and brothers would become panicked and frightened because of my own changes. I can't remember how many days and nights I have spent, and I dare not sleep all day, afraid that one day if I close my eyes, I will never be able to open them again. I don't want to leave this world yet, I know that there are still too many things I haven't experienced, and I can't leave so hastily, for me to live one day is to earn one day. Maybe it's because of this comfort that I gradually accept that I am different from others, that I become a little numb to everything, and even disinterested, and that I become cold and quiet, and that fear is only a whim. That's why I'm who I am today......

Think about it and survive all these years, if I don't think about it in the middle of the night, I would have forgotten all about it, in short, it's still a sentence, it's better to die than to live, as long as you can't kill yourself, it's not a problem, sleepiness is coming, I'm full of joy, I can fall asleep at the terrible three o'clock, I will forget these troubles again, and once again transform into a happy man.

The news of the sports meeting spread to every corner of the school, and the students rushed to sign up to participate, Wang Qiu bore the brunt of the report, and all the newspapers that should not be reported should be reported first, in case of extraordinary performance, it is also good to have a grand slam.

I asked Blackie, "Is there anything you'd like to attend?" ”

Xiao Hei smiled and told me that most of the facilities planning of this sports meeting were sponsored by the family, so if you don't participate, you will get some benefits, and you won't toss if you have a rare time to rest.

Sports are my weakness, and there is no suitable one to pick and choose, but Wang Qiu pulled me to participate in an unpopular shot put competition, so I was indiscriminately charged to be a bastard to accompany Wang Qiu to participate in the event, as for whether to add points or not, I didn't have a glimmer of hope.

This time, the school attaches great importance to the development of the sports meeting, and renovates the dilapidated playground, and even demarcates a piece of land behind the mountain to operate. The construction of all the projects was completed in the shortest possible time, and the sand pits used for the long jump were also dug freshly, and we all went out to help arrange, and it took a lot of time to go back and forth, delaying a lot of class time, and then we had to suspend classes for three days to compete, and there were almost no classes this week. The students were very happy, but this fly in the ointment, because the time was too tight, there was not even an opening ceremony for the sports meeting, just a banner was pulled, and the school gate was opened.

The shot put I participated in was arranged on the second day, the first day was almost all group events, even if I and the little black bear were on vacation for a day, and the three of them came to the playground at noon, Wang Qiu's guy didn't know where to borrow a sportswear to do warm-up exercises in the playground, but there was a bit of a professional appearance, I looked at the crowd of people in front of me, there were a lot of unfamiliar faces, sure enough, there were a lot of off-campus players, and a closer look also found the faces of the people in the mountains, and there were few students around them. Everyone stayed away, praying that they would not meet them during the game.

The three of us watched the sprint race outside the classroom, those people outside the school are really dark horses, especially those tanned and blackened players, although one by one is not good-looking, but it is really powerful, like a wild dog, the gap is obviously opened, it is not a level at all, the top three in the long-distance run are some unfamiliar names, I can't help but sweat for the king ball, the high jump in the afternoon is the strength of the king ball, it seems that his championship this year may be in danger.